17.7.22
to meet its oath duty and obligation SS should have suspended the
migration
16.7.22
I don think so
They’re dead to me.
Because of a song you hate them Hate mighty
strong word to attribute to a pop blue-eyed soul song
No
Cuts too close to home? he glaredprobably didnt realise he was
Yah
What do you mean?
Can you summons the song
I . . I . no I can’t.
Yawanna find it on your own ya have
your smatphone thaswha
he called them figured it addressed his disgust
No, I’ll look later.
Ya want me to say
Say?
Not in my vocabulary
Ooh . . that’s right he said it uppity
not hate, not evil.
Ya neednt make with tha inflection
Inflection?
You think you know?that’s
audacious.
he didnt want to hear it
We
didnt say that
I appreciate your honesty our rapport
he flinched What are you talking about?
Whacha saidcalled me his fists were balledup could care less he gaveway three inches thirty
pounds
Hey, it's nothingnot
derogatory. his hands went up before himfingers
to the skypalms out You're misunderstanding me.
Positive deviant.
Deviant
Positive positive . deviant.
Which meanswha
Yave been reading
I have.
Selfhelp book books
Yes. I find them valuable.
You know yourself better
than a lot of people . . hell, far better than I know myself.
Positive deviance.
15.7.22
You pulling watch today
Drew
the short straw
Drawing straws nowhuh You guysgals make me laugh
Aint
funny
It is though maybe aint dawnin on you cuz you
lost Yare bitter
Im
not bitter yare a handful
Theres
that
It
shoudve occurred to me
That
shoudve occurred to me
Yah sure
It coudbe a matter of flipping a coin but am I sceptically cynical or cynically sceptical
OHfuck
Ya said it
seemed reasonable
responsible something leaders would rationalise
as a good thing
he stood there with his hands
deep in his pockets
I . . I suppose.
An thas a good thing
Well . . pleasure and excitement
are good things.
In a place a time Shoudnt be commonplace
Come on, sex sells, you know
that.
I know you buy
Man, you drive me nuts.
14.7.22
he wrote her
she died the month earlier
1407, Day-between-Two-Ts, 13 7.
22
13.7.22
Stop with fine you stumbled on the dirt pathaint picking up
your feet while ya walk
Don’t
laugh at me.
12.7.22
his passenger mused How do people deal with the cognitive
dissonance of the fact that he launched an attack against the Capitol on
January Six?
he let him muse
was gonna keep his two cents to
himself
otherwise that conversation
would have gone round and round chasing its tail
such an interaction would be amusing
if it wasnt so terribly gallingso bitterly offensive he thinks her No. means Yes.
wheres his head he lose it playing marbles
conscience isnt derived from
religionfrom Mommie or Daddy it hunkers
down among his fear and hopes of what others other
guys its a mans world might think of him
when he actsviolates his conscience imagines someone someone disinterested someone
who hasnt skin in the game watching him judging him