1.3.22


the coddled aspiration of many white menmany American Republicans is to be recognised as a strong man

they salivate over world autocrats dictators who they fantasise are strong men

   listen

theyll never be nor would they want to be confronted with such dire lethal circumstances

take a good hard look see what defines a strong man  provoked Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelensky  and the other men and women who stand behind him for their country  
                                                                   for their country

0006,  Twosday,  1  3. 22

28.2.22


he probably held more Awwha the hell than Doans had liver pills not a clue what liver pills did but he knew what codeine did in Vicks Formula 44 cold syrup he got super high off them stripped them from neighbourhood doorknobs as he delivered his paper routebetter than onehunred before neighbours woke and beat him to the punchDAMN

it was a stupefying couple of weeks of junior high school mornings

he was fucking radiant
                       almost otherworldly regarding his perceptions radical opinions
                                                                                            was thinking outside the box 

Doans continues manufacturing product

he continues his
                YES an exaggeration hyperbole hyperhyperbole sounded like a stutterer he washe did as a young boy
fortunately as his lefthandedconfidence grew he was able to shed it before hindergarten children can be cruel
UNfortunately for others he was the eldest child he had no experience in cruelty so when he was confronted with it he had no patience
                  summarily
                              he assaulted it  Go to the principal’s office!
he went straightoff was no slacker
                                    he was on a first name basis with every principal he had
he posed his thoughtful premise
                                  All Im doing is Im fighting the good fight You probably understand your rules and regulations forbid you a heavy hand against playground bullies I meet them in their raw momentviolations fresh  so you ought to keep me in the game they aint going home to tell their parents wha the didNO I have no problem satisfying the price you exact I am accountable I can be terribly effective holding the moral line against immoral actors
Immoral breeds immorality
                             Moral breeds morality
I have no problem with you meting a proportional punishment but stay out of my way I am an agent for Good I got scars to prove it
                NOW ofcourse not in those words but his professed jest could be followed


year after year later walking down a street or in sundry establishments or in businesses he maintained what he knew
albeit his Awwha the hells werent confined to bareknuckles he also used his soppywet brain against belligerent adversaries who had a bug up their ass an thought their titles meant something to him
                                                                                           he was a truthteller 
                                                                                                                  its hard to fire someone for telling the truth and who is able to back it up with evidence

in that stead he was an anal muthafucker

while he couldnt bitchslap coworkers he could expose themhang them out dry  gleefully

313preferred,  Monday,  28  2. 22
459preferred,  28  2. 22


questions of Putins mental acuity

seemed a moot point to beg opinions of either his or Bidens acuity
                                                                       however
an acuity hed encourage discussiondebate would be the Former whos touting a comeback 2024 run for president a little tough when one is incarcerated  he was certainly fair game 

an echo sounded in the LA Times today
                                          it quoted Sam Greene of Kings CollegeNO  Pennsylvania he asserted Putin surrounded by people who are afraid to tell him hard truths might offer a sounder explanation than unverifiable theories about Trump virus isolation-induced paranoia
                                               sound familiar
                                                                  sounded like anonymous reports circulating after Formers failed January6 insurrection although he hadnt granted him a brain since the 70s when he first heard him open his fat mouth
                     likewise
                               hed be hardpressed to shrink from questioning the mental acuity of many sitting Republican members of Congress

603preferred,  Monday,  28  2. 22


in either endzone John 3:16
                              he hadnt been tempted to learn what John said although he had an faint idea the signs werent held by costumed facepainted Raiders fans

if he were in an endzone hed hold a placard too Amendment 14:3
                                                                     and because mythology is more poignant than fact hed explain to the Huhsayers blow in their ears real hard to clear garbage out   an because its strangely seductive tickles too

hed suck in a real deep breath an gushNo person shall be a Senator or Representative in Congress or elector of President and Vice-President or hold any office civil or military under the United States or under any state who having previously taken an oath as a member of Congress or as an officer take another deep breath of the United States or as a member of any State legislature or as an executive or judicial officer of any State to support the Constitution of the United States shall have engaged in insurrection or rebellion against the same or given aid or comfort to the enemies thereof But Congress may by vote of two-thirds of each House remove such disability.
                                                                                        take a deep breath to recover

1417,  Sunday,  27  2. 22
119preferred,  Monday,  28  2. 22
Sing it Kate!  God Bless America  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmfeNq5x5aQ


savoring Savoy Brown his mind belchedup sudden new phonaesthetics study of positive – euphonious an negative – cacophonous sounds he couldnt resistwouldnt in spite of his dogged dogearedturned pages of willpower
                                                                                                          when wordsounds came on him he dropped the reins let the horse have its headtake him where it may
                                                                                        he got lost oftencouldnt give a fuck
he believed more people might benefit if they killed their analGPS Global Positioning System – acronyms galled him  GPS Gonad Punching System There! if he had his druthers if he had his druthers hed be dangerous if one ever got near theirs theyd see how monstrous it really was  think freebird Frankenstein think be present  mindful

cleaning housedabbing corners of his brains mouth it spat right in his eye
                                                                             Damn you monkey
Oneeyed owl.
               Wha
Mediated anime.
                  Wha
Salish Sea. 
            he wasnt thickwouldnt repeat himself a third time  I gotcha I follow

it burped a relieved Aaah it could wipe its own chin

Attention is the rarest and truest form of generosity.  not his he could afford himself that

hence the three entered without obstacle  was nice to have more horses hoarse whores in his stable they sidled up an among rawawkwardness slapshots snapshots cellophane floor cute cunt optic cup  mirrored minds neon nude rock a Mohawk an Siamese shed
                              he was happy to have them albeit a little slow on the uptake

funny how his brains Aaah echoed
                                       obviously plenty of room to fill
   
0750,  Monday,  28  2. 22
1217,  Monday,  28  2. 22
Savoy Brown  Thunder, Lightning & Rain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUd-6ZNuvuc
Lynyrd Skynyrd  Freebird  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYj0Iczb98U 
Savoy Brown  Pretty Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PWCuWzn7ygc

27.2.22


sitting at her feet

while she slept

he wrote her letters


                           letters telling stories of her mother just to refresh her memoryshed recall  of her aunt   maybe he hadnt say  no father is perfect  Im not he said  When I erred my mistake was made in love
                                                                                                     he told stories of her when she was a baby that shed have no memory of  though often she surprised him  stories when she was little  when she wasnt 
                   he wrote her that he didnt thinknever thought he could love sum one as much as he loved her  loved her sister  he shrugged writing that  the exclusive Love a father a mother has for their children  he heard about it growingup but relishing it was damn near spiritual
                                                   animmediately told her not to get hung up on his spirituality  it didnt run deep  she madeup for the pair of them

in between thoughtsbetween words hed look up at her  she slept peacefullyher expression untroubled  like when he watched her sleep as a baby watching her for hours at a time  mesmerised  possessed   so grateful for her presence

   her enduring presence
                                  outside the window a hawk cried
 
0103,  Sunday,  27  2. 22
1054,  Sunday,  27  2. 22
Maroon 5  Memories  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlPhMPnQ58k  thank you Collin

 
  1020 
          as big a smile as ever crossed her face she departed

her humour

genuineness gentleness

her breathtaking light                         
                           he recognised them when she was born


What are you going to name her?

We don know she defies all the names we selected 

I’ve heard you both refer to her as your little angel.

Yes

Angeline Aniela for short, in Polish means my little angel.

                                                                  Our little angel

300preferred,  Saturday,  26  2. 22

Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Over the Rainbow/What a Wonderful World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg

hes unable to listen to these songs
                                     maybe one day

Herman’s Hermits  End of the World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jss8VCx0VSA

26.2.22


   he was on a roll
                         or he was being rolled

Vicky her sister Janey Janeys best friend Becky  drove a sweet cherryred convertible VW Karmann Ghia

Vicky insatiable was older a college student obstensibly she risked jailnot that hed say Janey was younger than he but no risk because they were minorsBecky was insane Let’s do that French thing.   French thing   Yeah French thing, Janey an I fuck you.   Menage a trois   Sounds right.   Ya know Janeys a no go   Becky bit her lip I know somebody.   Somebody   Yeah.   he bit his lip Sure


he wasnt on a roll

2222,  Twosday,  22  2. 22
1050,  Saturday,  26  2. 22



he had made it a point not to miss Twosdays 222PM or 2222hrs  22  2. 2022  or as was text messaged to him by two friends
        Today’s 22022022!

he had a sneaking suspicioncouldnt say for sure that he was anal
                                                                       however their texts assured him he was not

so not anal he realised he soughtsimply to be mindful of those particular minutes  he felt he must
                                                                                                        like he felt he must masturbate to a junior high school buddys collegaged sister particularly  standing on their garage roof across a small backyard looking into her bedroom as she naked masturbated watching him out her window

one time he actually fell off the roof when he came

she always fell backwards onto her bed when she came


that was one helluva summer
 
2222,  Twosday,  22  2. 22
1244,  Saturday,  26  2. 22
Pigeon shit no, I don’t think that’s pigeon shit, you ever see pigeons roosting ‘round here?


just when he thought he parked voyeur at the door
                                                      there he appeared in all his glorysplendor  hed concede voyeur enjoyed a unique yasneak splendor


he was dreaming
                  sitting at a coffeeshop out of doors amid an amicable chatty crowd  soft overhead lighting strung on wires on crossbeams a rustic roofed pavilion
                                               truth of the matter earlier that evening he had read a passage from Born in Blackness read a description of the mid- late seventeen century historian William Cowan wrote The numerous coffeehouses of the metropolis were greater than the sum of their parts; they formed an interactive system in which information was socialized and made sense of by various constituencies of the city.

he sat alone back to a brick wall at a café table facing the entry it was late couples waft in maybe from diners or films music or just seeking the warming pleasure of being in a social atmosphere

he was arrested by two particular women
                                            he paid attention to them furtively over the top of a book he was reading its heel resting on a clipboard paper a pen tucked over his ear which he recorded parcels he read quotes or ideations the words evoked
               frequently musing his head upstroking his chin with the backs of his fingers  intermittent blindnessthen seeing  they were directed in line where the women sat

one was tall statuesque
                           for some reason which he didnt question or need explanation shed lean forwardher blouse would gape open favouring him he liked to think with generous helpings of her naked breasts seemed  in  slo mo she was killing him his cock said Did you see that?  he replied to the dolt If I hadnt ya wouldnt be asking  Ah, true. Keen eye, fella. asif his cock didnt know his namecouldnt admit their attachment their lifelong friendship frissonship

deftly or so it seemed although women have radarare aware they are being admired during some momentshis head up entertaining silent monologues she looked directly at him  their eyes met  they exchanged pleasant smiles
       she was killing himshe knew it
                                         voyeur enteredhe wondered out loud over the top of dolts murmurings if he thought she might Eer clearing his throat be an exhibitionist You know, ifya got em flaunt em.

Isnt it nicerather to enjoy a fans appreciation adulation

I think she’s flaunting herself.

Its not necessary to be right  Just relish

cock an voyeur noddedshut up which made the evening nicer



her date stood he helped her with her chair standing up in between them she  blatantlybriskly elbows in tugged her collaropened her blouserevealed her breasts
                                               her radiant smile hed dare say exceeded his own 

they left her dates hand on her elbow escorting her

  then

       ofcourse then

the small Asian woman at a table one over from his who he also occasionally gazed at and sat in line where radiant had sat stood facing him she bent over clutched several parcels off the table at once standing upright their weight cleanly tugged her tube top down popped her left breast out a perky darkbrown nipple winked at him seemed very content 

stunnedshe looked down at her breast maybe felt the cool evening air  she looked up looked at him

he maintained his interest on her chocolate kiss
                                                    then looking up into her face Do you need help

she smiled she blushed she seemed exasperated
                                                   she could have leaned down set the packages back on the table although had she she would have overtly exposed herself currently she only entertained an audience of one
                                                                                                                  Yes please, if you wouldn’t mind.

My pleasure you can imagine my pleasure
                                                  he stuffed dolt and voyeur before they could pipe upopen their mouths
he stoodstepped around the table between them took the packages from her so she could oh-so-subtly cover herself as she did as he watched he said to her and her You should understand my first inklingfirst instinct to help was to pull your top up I really reached to summons my gentlemanly self

she colouring now bubbling into her face brightbrown eyes simply said Thank you.

Yare welcome Thank youse



he could easily have sequed into a smoky neonlit bar a secluded pool table at its rear shooting strip eightball against two girls who fancied themselves sharks one had a fascinating mole on the inside of her left hip had it been on her face he would have described it a Marilyn Monroe mole the other had a tattoo of a small comedic beaver on the inside of her right thigh for  as she described special friends
                                              thats a whole other dream
                   
1249,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22
1614,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22
Van Koop  Boogie All Night Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuzoa8iPexY


  Hmmm
                never did much care for contemplative hmms  let alone hmmms   he believed they nothing more than dead air seeking languishing to buy more time 
                                                  if Sum one truly contemplated questions that enduredflied in the worlds face they would have long ago rearedup revealed their cumbersome head


   the UN 
             how can it function with a rogue nation as a Permanent Voting member  its presidentHAR denigrated the USSRs former counsel and leadership  Putin excoriated Russian history he chose revision  he attempted to blow smoke up the worlds ass

a world that been watching


it seemed to him that the UN ought to seriously consider removing Russia as a member

if it gets its shit together it can reapply

although it would not again enjoy Permanent member stature
                                                                  its premeditated attack on Ukrainian sovereignty has foreclosed that membership

collective wisdom ought to prevail
2324,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22
Seven Mary Three  Cumbersome  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t2G9Y-xFC6g

25.2.22


of recent hes touted I got two words


usually directing them at a friend hed make a exception
                                                             a Ukrainian exception   directed at dictator Putin
the Russian people havent a say 

perhaps derangedperhaps delusional  soundingappearing so much like the Former the Orange  perhaps they were infected sipping from the same water fountain

    he had two words
                          Lincoln Brigade

it formed during the Spanish Civil War against Franco who proudly preferred the pet name Caudillo

Vlad have a pet name
                           a term of endearment  ?
preferred 949PM,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22


he came on strongstronger than he meant but committing he rolled happy that he did

Man when are you gonna quit with that

flinched like he was slapped Quit with what?

Mollycoddling mollycocking these clowns allowing them leeway when we ought to be bring the house down on their headscrushing them senseless 
                                  Liars have no laneno standing

Well, they’re the democrats oppone . .
. . OpponentsNO
                  Theyre obstructionists Two different animals

I prefer to call them opponents.

     Playing nice   Play nice with a rabid dog foaming at the mouth

No still flinching  thats a tell

Hellno Ill tell ya . .
. . Tell me. trying to swing his dickput him on his heels   he knew better

Hell NO steelyeyed him
                           An opponent is someone who plays the game against you Someone standing on the sidelines in the stands watching is not an opponent no skin in the game anby their oath to their avowed God youd think theyd realise they have skin in the gamefuckin wannabe oligarchs wannabe autocrats pansies  the females cunts  Theyre obstructionists playing for the clock to run out believing the million Trump virus dead is a deadlock fiftyfifty figure theyre out ahead with white voters state legislatures painting minimising coloured voters out of the picture 

Call them what they are



Nothing
 

I agree, what do you expect me to say?

I expect you not to hold your tongue spare feelings try to make nice
                                                                         Ya remind me of a Catholic willingly turning their cheek his face flushed  Gotcha 
                                  he didnt like being associated with God Quit being nambypamby

You know I’m notyou’re hurting my feelings.

I could give a fuck call a spade a spade

Halftime, evening,  Monday,  17  1. 22
124preferred to 1324,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22


he had a lot to say
                   had a backlog of pages front an back scribbled with whatever he could laid his hands on pen pencil crayon magicmarker highlighter those were fun pastel ghostly
                                                                     yet there were times when he went to sit to fullfill them embellish the twothree words lone sentence idea paragraph rare before he reached them something new tripped across his brainstubbed their toeoccured to him
spark struck
fire lit
       anhe was off without apology to those patient stacked pages theyd understand thats how they were conceived oddballvagrants sitting on a curb park bench loitering too long  Yare coming me buddy Resist anIll brain ya they came along quietly professing they had only just sat down a moment to rest theyd tell their story he didnt interruptdidnt tell them Tell it to the judge he was judgejuryexecutioner he listened anif their story was really compelling he went a more circuitous way   Are we there yet? like small children   No in a bit


           Are we there yet?
Whad I just tell ya

In a bit.

Yes In a bit


    Are we there yet?
                              once they were scribbledaffixed their story posited they became patient waited their turn


Man, cat certainly has a lot to say.

That’s bullshit, he’s got A D D, attention deficit disorder.

Yamean ADHD?

H?

Hyperactivity, they’re call it that now.

Nah, ADD; I’ve been wait a long time.     

1144,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22


she was keeping him on his toes

but thats what an eightyear old should be doing
                                                  it tickles him pink he wouldnt have considered themthought them if she hadnt said

to her credit she vivified stunned his imagination which frankly didnt take much he was easily amused and she was rightup his alley

he listened to her intensely  attentively


a week earlier she slayed him announcing she was taking on an optical course at school would he help her meet the challenge and donate money
    obstacle
              he thought to correct her then he shut up  an obstacle course would be an optical courseHA he wouldnt think obstacle again


this morning she wrote him an email

the subject line read New quote for the day
                                              it opened When you fall there is always Sum body to help you up and you will always help them up when they fall . . .
    Sum body
              wouldnt correct that either and was unlikely to think or recognise somebody again either
Sum body sums somebody up explicitly
                                           we are the sum of our parts our experiences thoughts imagination dreams nightmares

she had him by his shorthairs
                               not that hed tell her at least not until she got a little older kids grew up faster these days and he preferred that honour           

1017,  ReggaeFriday,  25  2. 22