28.9.21

 

Was it just himhe didnt think so
                                      Tiny Tim
he looked like he could have been related to Ozs Wicked Witch of the WestEXCEPT his skin wasnt green OR WAS IT  makeup is a staple of the Stage

it was queer to learnnever read any of the Baum books that the Wicked Witch ruled Winkie Country why a country named Winkie just asking to be invaded by hordes or Vikings or something Teutonic  they preferred the color yellow Winkies he knew preferred pink – painted their freaking house pinkFollow the Yellow Brick road  he wondered if Winkies were road builders labourers

he had to be careful when going down roads
                                              always figured he knew the way back but didntgot lost more times than he could remember  no real sense of direction no onboard compass  OR maybe he wanted to encompass everything

Are you lost, little boy?
I am
      his youth was filled with the kindness of strangers the neighbourhood police knew him by name he became a something of a nexus for police in adjacent neighbourhoods  

after the first halfdozen times his parent and grandmotherthey lived with her  quit fretting
                                                                                               though usually when coming through the door  hed be punishedspanked  his grandmother was busy at her rosary praying in Polish he was afraid to ask her what she was praying forhe imagined two alternatives
                                                                      he was malleable  he could have been raised by gypsies who his parents threatened his younger siblings with if they acted badly

I’ll put you out on the doorstep and let the gypsies take you. 
Sounded exciting to him


Yah easily  Tiny Tim might have shared blood with the Wicked Witch

1202,  Monday,  27  9. 21

Tiny Tim  Tip Toe Thru’ the Tulips  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpq-pGDgKXw
Jack Leopards & the Dolphin Club  Look What You Made Me Do  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gwl_e_cjzg
The Coathangers  Watch Your Back  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=va5DcgSSDos  

27.9.21

 

she wasnt being specific

therefore he parsed her words

she asked What do you think?

he answered what he thought not what he was thinking
                                                          think and thinking are different

I think the Niners listened to AIplayed the odds why they lost to Green Bay Human beings think play differently than uninspired cold hardware an hot software Ones a fool not to back an athlete on the field
                                                                                             what he was thinking was of the ramifications of a study regarding evidence found that humans lived during the Ice Age in North America 20,000 to 25,000 years ago far earlier than believed
                                           he was also thinking of the discovery of childrens handprints 200,000 years old believed to be either Neanderthal or Denisovan  not Homo sapiens  once upon a time six types of hominids wandered the globe concurrently

So you think that computers . .
. . Are toolsexcuse me for cutting you off A tool like a senseless hammer
                                                                            A tool is a tool is a tool Gertrude Stein
I was thinking of a cat a paleoanthropologist Tocheri from a found pinkie finger science utilised its DNA to fashion the head features of a Denisovan child Tocheri questions the accuracy of the predictionscomputers give us predictions he said he didnt think were there yet where were able to look at aspects of genetic data and then predict morphology

Its funny computers arent named Nostrodamus


That was a mouthful, babe; though I did ask what you thought

Yadid but Im always thinking
                              Im thinking yare a mouthful

Stop . . how you bring all things back to sex.

Sex is proto Greek  First foremost
                                    Why I get up in the morning   Ya following my play . .
. . Your UP? 

Yare
       I love ya buckwheat

2334,  Sunday,  26  9. 21
1054,  Monday,  27  9. 21

Deep Purple  Strange Kind of Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMCpy1Qfie4


their conversations ran from highbrow  literature history politics science mathematics togratefully profuse banality

he was the master of Banal

he accused his cohort  master of Anal
                                       he couldnt push him out of his tight prescribed narrow lane just refused to venture into the unknown

Unknown  Really 
                    he memorised Rumsfelds beaut raged as he listened to the national news conference A-hole  he knew it better than Bible passageswhich would have offend his areligiousreligious parents
                                                                                               “Reports that say that something hasn’t happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns (JesusHChrist) – the ones we don’t know we don’t know (ought to have run that on a loop – pure genius). And if one looks throughout the history of our country and other free countries (“You’re either with us or you’re against us.”), it is the latter category that tends to be the difficult ones.”

he braced him about letting his hair down Take a chance throw it against a wall see if it sticks

No, isn’t happening. Why put myself at risk? risk averse  return on investmentROI

Risk is exhilaratingFun

Not if you lose.

Ive lost more than Ive won

Not me.

Makes one resilient adaptable  got scars to prove it

Not me.

 

his cohort loved cars sport cars strictly appreciated their superficial cosmetic appealamongst other things

he didnt see cars any more than he paid attention to men
                                                            it was nothing more than transportation from A to B

his cohort sallied forth on what he thought he understood about transmissions powershifting shifting gears

he was killing him
                    might as well have been rattling on about stocks pork belly futures the commodity exchanges money money money ching ching ching  centless
                                               Awwell made sense he was raised affluentdidnt think twice of his entitlement actually fought him on the premise that he was entitled
                                                          Dude white affluent  male  just jump in where Im off base


he was getting off base
                        manual transmissions he handled them on the column on the floor thats all he needed to know of their machination
he was gonna take a leak
                         Listen man yakeep talking to yourself Im hittin the head


in the head he paused  Comon gotta go   then he farted tickled him pink gears shiftedhe urinated
                                                                                                       he was so pleased with the juxtaposition shifting he was sharing come hell or high water

he wandered back to the patioalways admiring his cohorts in-the-ground swimming pool Hey man  Ya know something

What do I know?

In regards to your . . fuck no words other than lectureshootin from the hip I might add . I have a response

he sneeredhe was an accomplished sneerer
                                            What do you got?

Opened my pants stood there a bit I fartedthe works began  A transmission of sorts smackdab in the midst your yammering

Yammering?
Yes

Why yammering?

I told you in advance of your questionable scholarship I wasnt interested
                                                                             Yetya persisted Soyah
So yeah?

Youve farted sparked your piss I know you like that word I DONT Correct Its happened

DUH.

Thank you
             Smartest thing youve said all day

1530,  Saturday,  25  9. 21
1336,  Sunday,  26  9. 21

      
     Awshucks Cant plead Executive privileges Donny    

Yamay still tout yourself the 45th President Yawere however theres a 46th President

Your contempt of Law all things American your ghastly attempt to overthrow the government  inciting an insurrection
like Seinfelds soup Nazi  NO SOUP FOR YOU!  Nono no Executive privilege for you Former

Unfortunately President Obama played alongplayed nice and didnt purse Bush & Company for their neocon instincts Afghanistan Iraq abductions black sites torture Guantanamo drone strikes  twisted laws 

1723,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21
1137,  Monday,  27  9. 21

https://news.yahoo.com/biden-not-interested-giving-trump-223132648.html?guccounter=1&guce_referrer=aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuZ29vZ2xlLmNvbS8&guce_referrer_sig=AQAAADTUCR6o_JhW5ruYPLqZSMDg07RhOQUrxwDNgbnoxqCuYxu070A_VxveCmXE3G2v1UdezkAS-PyYIlPjVFortH9Mr8ksLdOGhGm2hXFp0MuRIFL8cHFKYE5_tjhZAInYkz2AelrBlm6X_DK43hTYyPsoJMI_3cYrqNqoKeiaDgm-

26.9.21

 

Your parents . . . they were crematedcorrect

Yes.


Were they interred

Yes.                                                                                                         

 

Yes
        You uncomfortable talking about this

Depends. 
           What are you driving at?

Im not driving  Im asking
                           Asking because I have a sense theyre nearby an youve not mentioned visiting them since Id guess  they were interred

he shifted his stance

It isnt my intention to make you uncomfortable We can change the subject if you rather Im curious is all 

 

I don’t visit because they’re not there.

Their mortal remains ar . .
. . I don’t have to visit their  mortal  remains . . to remember them.

No  Yadon
            The cemetery throws you off 
he stood boltupright
                     Throws me off? How do you mean throws me off?

Makes you uncomfortable

Uncomfortable?  Why would I be?

Because people donusually do things theyre uncomfortable doing
                                                                     Your mothers been dead fifteensixteen years whichif Im correct means you visited her last when you interred your father Wha its been three years

Yes. Three years.


Is there a family plot

he turned his head to a side like a perplexed bird
                                                    Family plot?

Other crypts for family members

Crypts? No.  No.
                   They chose to lay there.

Do you think they laythat they chose crypts because they thought family would visit

his countenance hardened I don’t know what they thought.


Awright  Cant assume I understand
                                          Your Dad visited your Mom

Yes, he did.

Is it likely because he did because from what youve said he understood he was influential particularly for you that he might have thought youyour siblings would visit his grave site your Moms
Your sisters visit

They do.
Yadon

   he slumped his spine give way a bit  

Why donya

he cleared his throat As I said . . they’re not there.

No  Theyre not
                 However their graves are touchstonesaffirmations They were here They are memorialised 
Visiting them would be a genuine acknowledgment of what they meant to youthat they provided for you and your siblings


he shook his head
                    What’s this about? You trying to guilt me?

No guilt  Its about being human  an recognising your mortality
                                                                   I understand that aside from your immediate family you grewup with few other family I grewup surrounded by family dozens of aunts and uncles sixtysix first cousins  couldnt toss a stone without hitting one 

Ill be cremated though not contained Then ifyawill part of their atmosphere my girls can take comfort Im about he chuckled Aroundanabout


Yet you interred your wife’s ashes in her mother’s grave.

Yes we did
             Since the day her mother died Cindi desperately missed her The girls and I decided that laying her with her motherthem being together would be comfortingwould be right

Comforted in death

A sentiment that eludes you


Yes.  I suppose to each his own.

 

Yes
     Yare missing out  Yare choosing not to celebrate life

full moon -- Harvest moon rising,  Monday,  20  9. 21
0930,  Saturday,  25  9. 21

 
the stuff that interrupted his YouTube music selections


Stitch Fix Freestyle kinda flows give em that
                                                       touted a clothing shopping experience 
 theyd dress you    
                                     theyll dress youwhen he was a child his parents dressed him
he couldnt wait to dress himself

when he went out it wasnt a touted shopping experience it hadnt appealedappareled to him in years he was ever comfortable in his own skinthough he understood societys need to have something hung over it so not to upset others
his inimitable style
                    shortsleeve pullovers pullup button pants socks shoes Done  hell with collars shirt buttons cuffs at his wrists  bondage   if he wanted bondage there were a couple gals who knew hishe knew their safeword

such was the extent of his clothing
                                     hed happily wear a feed sack



seriously Stitch Fix Freestyle  a clothing shopping experience
                                                                  he thought Yacan say that againDONThe knew the interlopers who attended himwho he contended with would be hot on it like stink on shit 

Awcomon.
            Unlike you being Johnny-on-the-spot.

I felt yer breath on my shoulderYa slumming

Self-disparaging this evening.

Self-deprecating
                  More a matter of keeping the ball aliveplay alive Shouldnt wait for some loudmouth to try an steal yer fire Self-deprecation keeps the water still keeps it from heating I can take my horseshit though Ive found that those who dish it out often cant upsets their applecart I aint about to chase nobodys applessoothe someone featherstalk someone down whos butthurt

An orator this evening.

No rather irritated Irritation lubricates my jaw greases my gears I open my mouth an it blows


So yadon need me?

I donneed ya

a bit crestfallen they walked away leaving him to the modern hazards of immediate gratification

Siris

Alexa

Cortana

they sound like courtesans guarded by Nubian eunuchs

why not Bob

Bruce

Wesleys


then theyre hungry

Grubhub

DoorDash

Uber Eats

Instacart


would gave him indigestion

solutions

Alka-Seltzer

Tums

Pepto Bismol

Milk of Bismuth

hair of the dog
HEY  Wait a sec

they stopped Me?
Yahyou 
         I don feel like being manipulated amputated pithed tonight Yawanna crack at em
May I?

Yamay

Oh boy, oh boy, ohboy!

he did like their enthusiasm
                              better theirs than his they would tell him all about it later

2110, Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21
2247,  Saturday,  25  9. 21

 

What’s this?

Whaswha

This?
      she showed him he typed d-n-u-o-f 

he suppressed backpedalingrunning off hair on fire 

  then coolly he read the entire paragraph for context
                                                         Ah thats found Makes perfect sense

Makes perfect sense?  You wrote found in reverse?

A hiccup

Hiccup? That’s not even dyslexic, you didn’t flip syllables, Mississippi, Issmissippi; that’s wholesale assbackwards.

Or ya might wanna look at it this way  s-d-r-a-w-k-c-a-b-s-s-a
                                                                  Flickers a bit like a bad bulb short in a wire poor connexion  the flickering provokes odd elocution  an for such elocution a keen execution  reveal  shabby missteps
s-p-e-t-s-s-i-m   Ya neednt be pessimistic  Im not

S-p-e-t-s-s-i-m?

Sure . . kinda like sputum unlike phlegm

You trying to make a game out of this?

I am  since I havent a reason or excuse why I wrote d-n-u-o-f dnuof  Thinking dwarf

Dwarf? That’s a reach.

it occurred he was maligning himselfmaking himself suspect
                                                                he desperately needed a fall guy
she knew he was prone to talking about the many heinhabiting him  they were often desirous to take forestage bathe in the hot spotlight
                     Youah   Yayou comere
they nearly tripped over their feet coming forward
                                                    De boss, he wants me.  they uttered to the others gathered at his back                     
they came on cocky  assured  a true believer before a genuine guerilla who didnt have to work to convince them to strap on an explosive vest and detonate it
                                       an apple no one should have to polish
or a knob no one should polish

Whassup?

Ya been listenin

I have.

Interloping

Nah, always within earshot, boss, curious; that’s not interloping.

Yawanna take this nonsense on

Nah, above my pay grade.
                             Ya might wanna strap-on.

I thought yad like to impress me

Nope. Mebbe whashisface might.

Whos whashisface

Whas his name? . . hmm . . . I forget.

Thats no help

It aint . . but I also aint yer man.

So

So.
    Yare on yer own. Likeyalike to say . . accountability.

There is that

There is.  It’s a bitch, boss.
                                 Show us how it’s done.

he looked her in the eyeballs

                                I have no idea why I wrote that Im gonna hafta be vigilant so it doesnt happen again

Maybe we can get back to Bremers fuckup the CPA Coalition Provisional Authority Iraq annot being able to crown Ahmed Chalabi king He cost us a heap of treasure and hunreds of thousands of human lives untold suffering

Fuckin Bush awarded him the Presidential Medal of Freedom for his horseass efforts


she sighed  If I forgive you, can we drop the politics?
Done
      Water under the bridge

0805,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  9. 21
1456,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

25.9.21

 

Never heard of a pensee

his brother shrugged
                       A what?
Pensee

Nah. What’s that?

A fun little exercise
                     Five lines First line is the subject two syllables  everything following is dependent on the number of syllables

Awright, I’ll play; two syllables, that sucks.

Thats so you

Ain’t it?
        What’s next?

The description of the subject four syllables Followed by action seven syllables Followed by setting eight syllables final thought six syllables

What’s next?

Description Four syllables

Of what?

That sucks


his brother languished he might have had one beer too many to entertain the task of a pensee

 

on the return flight from his fathers 90th birthday he scribbled on a napkin provided with a fortified Bloody Mary That sucks

Description Four syllables
                             A hairy bone  it was his kid brother afterall
rolling

action seven
              Nibble nibble nibble bite

setting eight
              In the back seat of an old car

final thoughts six
                   Got something on your chin

he wrote the pensee as a text to his brother and sent it off when he landed in California


a week later he hadnt heard a thing

his brother was either more lousy on a cellphone than he or he didnt remember he provided the subject and hence was uninterested in replying

full moon -- Harvest moon rising,  Monday,  20  9. 21
1607,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

 

he woke this morning AGOG
                               the AGOG occurred to him as he pet his cats good morning they usually bumrushed himstomped his kidney much like his children when they were small advising him BREAKFAST no article preceding  BREAKFAST
              anbefore risinguttering his patent Awright time to get this show on the road he flinchedthe realisation  CHRIST 
         the pantywaist  hes a fucking drama queen   a drama queen flittingprancing here to there cryingwhining 
The election was fixed boohoo 

too bad his old man and Cohn were lax teaching him how to be a man he was a Peter Pan

he laughed out loudsurprised himself unfortunately the former wasnt fixed years ago
                                                                                      into the future now hed have to contend with his whiner sonsthose rare moments when some chump media outlet peripherallyviolated his sensibilities  their appearance would interrupt himhe wouldnt go looking for them  he didnt go looking for clowns any more than he went looking for their fatherMango


a drama queen
                 well shy forty percent of Americas electorate waddle after him with their noses up his ass like dogs

a drama queen  collared poodles   both yipping for pets and treats

0756,  Saturday,  25  9. 21
           


its been a long time

 1631
        conceivedcoined  a stones throw shy of 400 years  plutocrat  plutocracy or plutarchy   he dug plutarchy  hung it right up there beside anarchy 
                                 right up there with ANACHY spraypainted in drippy black on a brick building just inside an alley off Lasalle east of Loring Park  fuckin retard  took all the airthe fear out of anarchists  cant spell right  ought to cut to the chase enter the military it accepts people with 81 IQs GIs just smart enough to keep their mouths shut not drool openly point a weapon pull a trigger not ask why just do what theyre told   flesh and blood automatons

stupidity makes one act without thinking of anyone other than themselves


wealth makes one act without thinking of anyone other than themselves

 

IF Cuba could nationalise U.S. corporate sugar mills
                                                         expropriating U.S. owned sugar land Castro said “the Sugar Companies seized the best land of our country . . . an invasion of insatiable and unscrupulous foreign capitalists who have recuperated many times the value of what they invested . . . it is the duty of the people . . . to be inclined toward the recuperation of its national riches, taking them away from the control of the monopolies . . . that impede the progress of the people, promotes political interference, and infringes upon the (people’s) sovereignty . . .”

IF then-presidential candidate Mitt Rmoney touted corporations are people too

THEN following course
                         eight of the ten wealthiest people in the world live in the United States
Nationalise them
                   that would put an enormous dent in the worlds plutarchy

0949,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

Betty Hutton  It’s Oh So Quiet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ojarj6nTM4