5.1.21

 

 

While you were awa . .
. . I love that line  It presumes Im back 
                                           Rather would you like it if I said to you While you were away  then make you go away 


Is that a threat?

Or a promise Whawould you have  
                                    I would wish you would shaddup For I believe the next words out of your mouth will vex me  An I do not take kindly to vexing It takes too long it drags like boots too big or a coat too long

You do understand me

 

I was asked to speak to you.

I believe they said address Please  please use as close to their words as you heard them say so if I take exception I will take it as theirs and not presume you nothing more than a casual middleman an not seek umbrage against you for your wordsutterances

the twat began again his recitation was practised it was pitch perfect it included the hints and slights they couldnt have known because they did not know him a perfect stranger and who better to deliver insults than someone who doesnt know theyre insulting

 


Well done


And your reply so I may share it with them.

Donworry your little head Ill share it personally

I dare say they do not want to see you; I am their emissary.

Emissary That rhymes with what youll be if you persist

I don’t gather your meaning.

I like to be clever You said emissary  I mean a–mess-ansorry  violently speaking

That is why they don’t wish to see you.

Theyve attempted to cull me of whats rightfully mine  Id assume you must understand family politics majority gets a bug up their ass and think numbers or odds dictate what is right or manifest because it favours them 
                                                                                                          My intention is to favour themadvise them of a reversal to as-once-was or beat them senseless for attempting to acquire what is not theirs

Ill accept blood and broken bones as recompense

Do you really wish to say to their face 
                                        He will accept blood and broken bones as recompense
the twat nearly blanched

I did not think so 
                   You best be away Ha  While you were away  You crack me up

1218 or 0018,  Sunday,  3  1. 21
1311 or 111,  Sunday,  3  1. 21

Cheepnis

the list of unAmerican superheroes who have violated their Constitution oaths before God who he couldnt wait to see in their costumes  the majority were going to look like shit in their colouredtights and latex

first the unfit craven senators (now 13 -- GA senator Loeffler) followed by their undemocratic House cowhores

Ted Cruz  TX

Ron Johnson  WI

James Lankford  MS

Steve Daines  MT

Joseph Kennedy  LA

Marsha Blackburn  TN

Mike Braun  IN

Josh Hawley  OK

incoming senators

Tommy Tuberville  AL

Cynthia Lummis  WY

Roger Marshall  KS

Bill Hagerty  TN

*   *   *

Rep. Mike Johnson of Louisiana’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Gary Palmer of Alabama’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Steve Scalise of Louisiana’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Jim Jordan of Ohio’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Ralph Abraham of Louisiana’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Rick W. Allen of Georgia’s 12th Congressional District

Rep. James R. Baird of Indiana’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Jim Banks of Indiana’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Jack Bergman of Michigan’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Andy Biggs of Arizona’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Gus Bilirakis of Florida’s 12th Congressional District

Rep. Dan Bishop of North Carolina’s 9th Congressional District

Rep. Mike Bost of Illinois’s 12th Congressional District

Rep. Kevin Brady of Texas’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Mo Brooks of Alabama’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Ken Buck of Colorado’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Ted Budd of North Carolina’s 13th Congressional District

Rep. Tim Burchett of Tennessee’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Michael C. Burgess of Texas’s 26th Congressional District

Rep. Bradley Byrne of Alabama’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Ken Calvert of California’s 42nd Congressional District

Rep. Earl L. “Buddy” Carter of Georgia’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Ben Cline of Virginia’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Michael Cloud of Texas’s 27th Congressional District

Rep. Mike Conaway of Texas’s 11th Congressional District

Rep. Rick Crawford of Arkansas’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Dan Crenshaw of Texas’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Mario Diaz-Balart of Florida’s 25th Congressional District

Rep. Jeff Duncan of South Carolina’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Neal P. Dunn of Florida’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Tom Emmer of Minnesota’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Ron Estes of Kansas’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Drew Ferguson of Georgia’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Chuck Fleischmann of Tennessee's 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Bill Flores of Texas’s 17th Congressional District

Rep. Jeff Fortenberry of Nebraska’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Virginia Foxx of North Carolina’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Russ Fulcher of Idaho’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Matt Gaetz of Florida’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Greg Gianforte of Montana’s at-large congressional district

Rep. Bob Gibbs of Ohio’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. Louie Gohmert of Texas’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Lance Gooden of Texas’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Sam Graves of Missouri’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Mark Green of Tennessee’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. Michael Guest of Mississippi’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Andy Harris of Maryland’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Vicky Hartzler of Missouri’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Kevin Hern of Oklahoma’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Clay Higgins of Louisiana’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Trey Hollingsworth of Indiana’s 9th Congressional District

Rep. Richard Hudson of North Carolina’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Bill Huizenga of Michigan’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Bill Johnson of Ohio’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. John Joyce of Pennsylvania’s 13th Congressional District

Rep. Fred Keller of Pennsylvania’s 12th Congressional District

Rep. Mike Kelly of Pennsylvania’s 16th Congressional District

Rep. Trent Kelly of Mississippi’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Steve King of Iowa’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. David Kustoff of Tennessee’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Darin LaHood of Illinois’s 18th Congressional District

Rep. Doug LaMalfa of California’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Doug Lamborn of Colorado’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Robert E. Latta of Ohio’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Debbie Lesko of Arizona’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Blaine Luetkemeyer of Missouri’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Kenny Marchant of Texas’s 24th Congressional District

Rep. Roger Marshall of Kansas’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Tom McClintock of California’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Cathy McMorris Rodgers of Washington’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Dan Meuser of Pennsylvania’s 9th Congressional District

Rep. Carol D. Miller of West Virginia’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. John Moolenaar of Michigan’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Alex X. Mooney of West Virginia’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Markwayne Mullin of Oklahoma’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Gregory Murphy of North Carolina’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Dan Newhouse of Washington’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Ralph Norman of South Carolina’s 5th Congressional District

Rep. Scott Perry of Pennsylvania’s 10th Congressional District

Rep. Guy Reschenthaler of Pennsylvania’s 14th Congressional District

Rep. Tom Rice of South Carolina’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. John Rose of Tennessee’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. David Rouzer of North Carolina’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. John Rutherford of Florida’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Austin Scott of Georgia’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Mike Simpson of Idaho’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Adrian Smith of Nebraska’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Jason Smith of Missouri’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Ross Spano of Florida’s 15th Congressional District

Rep. Elise Stefanik of New York’s 21st Congressional District

Rep. Glenn Thompson of Pennsylvania’s 15th Congressional District

Rep. Tom Tiffany of Wisconsin’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. William Timmons of South Carolina’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Ann Wagner of Missouri’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Tim Walberg of Michigan’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. Michael Waltz of Florida’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Randy Weber of Texas’s 14th Congressional District

Rep. Daniel Webster of Florida’s 11th Congressional District

Rep. Brad Wenstrup of Ohio’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Bruce Westerman of Arkansas’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Roger Williams of Texas’s 25th Congressional District

Rep. Joe Wilson of South Carolina’s 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Rob Wittman of Virginia’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Ron Wright of Texas’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Ted S. Yoho of Florida’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Lee Zeldin of New York’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Kevin McCarthy of California’s 23rd Congressional District

Rep. Robert Aderholt of Alabama’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Jodey Arrington of Texas’s 19th Congressional District

Rep. Brian Babin of Texas’s 36th Congressional District

Rep. Doug Collins of Georgia’s 9th Congressional District

Rep. Scott DesJarlais of Tennessee’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Morgan Griffith of Virginia’s 9th Congressional District

Rep. Jim Hagedorn of Minnesota’s 1st Congressional District

Rep. Jody Hice of Georgia’s 10th Congressional District

Rep. Billy Long of Missouri’s 7th Congressional District

Rep. Barry Loudermilk of Georgia’s 11th Congressional District

Rep. Steven Palazzo of Mississippi’s 4th Congressional District

Rep. Greg Pence of Indiana’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Bill Posey of Florida’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. Mike Rogers of Alabama’s 3rd Congressional District

Rep. Pete Stauber of Minnesota’s 8th Congressional District

Rep. W. Gregory Steube of Florida’s 17th Congressional District

Rep. Jeff Van Drew of New Jersey's 2nd Congressional District

Rep. Mark Walker of North Carolina’s 6th Congressional District

Rep. Jackie Walorski of Indiana’s 2nd Congressional District

 

1658,  Twosday,  5  1. 21

4.1.21


Unfuckinbelievable unfuckinbelievable 
                                     What comes with a monthly pension of $1,406.73
Yawanna guess 
                 yawanna take off your tightywhities so your minds clear women arent usually as stupid as men so hes not pointing his finger at them

What comes with the $1,406.73 monthly  – its most recent recipient has most graciously agreed to give the American peoplethe American taxpayers who will be footing his pension a one-time $600 check to help alleviateHA their mounting financial burdens  –  the recipient is California Republican representative Devin Nunes

Its called the Presidential Medal of Freedom 
                                              https://www.whitehouse.gov/briefings-statements/president-donald-j-trump-award-medal-freedom-devin-nunes/ 


$253K -- Killed

it is important to record these senators who are plying anti-democratic sentiments and announcing their actions for reason of ambition (or could give a rat-ass) because theyre betting their constituents wont remember how they spoke or acted when they seek office again 

they ought to be removed for defying their God-sworn Constitutional oath

Ted Cruz  TX

Ron Johnson  WI

James Lankford  MS

Steve Daines  MT

Joseph Kennedy  LA

Marsha Blackburn  TN

Mike Braun  IN

Josh Hawley  OK

incoming Keystone Cops

Tommy Tuberville  AL

Cynthia Lummis  WY

Roger Marshall  KS

Bill Hagerty  TN

1541,  Monday,  4  1. 21

 

it is curious

it is generationalisnt it

his nightmarehis apocalypse was nuclear war 
                                                 Hide beneath your desks, children.
Im not hiding

You’ll do as you’re told.

Orwha 
            as a boy he knew his desk wasnt going to protect him  the schools touted basement bomb shelter wasnt going to save him either if they made it there 
                                                there were no provisionsno water it was a sham a masquerade  
adults leading lambs to the slaughter pretending  why would adults pretend

 

today its the zombie apocalypse 
                                   Arya fuckin kiddin me 

zombies wouldnt be eatin them
                                theyd be eating themselvestheir dead new-dead in order to survive  hed help in a blink 

truly
      hed call it Donner dining     


Table for one?

1933,  Saturday,  2  1. 21

3.1.21

 

May we bow our head in preyer Whadhe say 
                                                  Our Father which art in Heaven . . little children crave . . give us this day our daily bread so we can deny them so we may lure them by their hunger . . anif theyre difficult well not spare the rod Proverbs 13:24 Hike 


Keep that shit up an ya’ll go to Hell!

Hell will have to keep Not on my horizon or belief Its threat is as scary as the man in the moon Everyone ought to know shes a womanthe woman in the moon An should she wish she could materialise an make our skins like sheepskins to hold sacred wine or made into fancy shades for oil lamps or scribbled on or as a prophylactic 
                                                                                                   I would choose to be a prophylactic if she gave me a choice or allowed me to beg on my kneesprostrate myself  Im not ashamed to say Id try in that devastatingpleading moment to look up her skirt

 

I . . I got nothing.
                                                                                               2304,  Saturday,  2  1. 21                                                                 
                                                               

 

The plate’s cracked.

It is  Is there a problem

It’s broken.

Ill take it

It’s broken.

As I said Ill take it

You don’t have another plate?

Thats not the question is it

Not the question? I don’t know what you’re talking about.

What do you do with your cracked plates which dont weep

Weep, cracked, what are you talking about, what are you getting at?

Im getting at nothing  I invited you for a bite to eatnothing more  You said the plates cracked  It still has its integrity  It still functions  It can do its jobthe purpose of its life  Ill cut no life short unless it begs me to I do so

You’re getting in way over your head.

I submit you are 
                  Please elaborate upon the cracked plate that has never been here nor there since the crackthe fissure first presented they rolled their eyes   Please

I am simply pointing out it is broken.

he smiled wryly 
             An youve not been broken on occasion

1630,  Saturday,  2  1. 21
456 or 1656,  Saturday,  2  1. 21

2.1.21

 

microwave popcorn and dying spiderslaying on their backstheir legs twitchingspasming 

                             not so appealinghuh


Its not ready

Not ready? You don’t have a microwave, anyet you know the popcorn’s not ready?

Im listenin  Either adamant or retarded kernals holdinback holdinout   stubborn

Stubborn popcorn?

Whynot  Its not inanimate

they frownedlooked like they had a mouthful of shit 
                                                       Corn’s animate?

It germinates It gifts up Im beginning to think were not animate were fuckin ungratefulfuckin entitled 
                                                                                                            Human beings havent been tossed into the fire since witches and Jews  Were a fuckedup species 


their frown deepeneddarkened 
                                 You flabbergast me. I don’t know what to say.

I wasnt askintheres nothing to say  Just askin you open your eyes  ansee 
                                                                               Dontake the popcorn out Spiders will follow

they set the bag of popped corn on the butcherblock kitchen island from above daddylongleggeds rainedlanded on their backstwitching dying  he unfortunately recognised death throes

they opened the bagBAM unpopped kernels went off in unison and spewed popped corn on the countertop among the mess of writhing spiders 
                          dancing corndying spiders  a queer choreography

likely 
      he wouldnt indulged in microwave popcorn for some time to come 

hed fall back on oil kernels and shaking the hell out of the pot aided with potholders

maybe archaic 
                but thats where cavemen belong   thered never be spastic spiders

2354,  Thursday,  30  12. 20
1552,  Saturday,  2  1. 21


nineteen years ago she left him and their girlshe met her when she was nineteen

she never heard him call Tuesday Twosday or Wednesday Day-between-Two-Ts  call Friday Reggae Friday 
                                                                                                                  he found reggae without her  he liked to think she would have liked itmebbe

when they met in Miami he was doing film study writing student scripts watchingsteeping himself in foreign films 
Would you like to go with me
                               I’d love to go, I’d go anywhere with you.

 


years later during a troubled patch in their marriage she said  You think I liked those foreign films you dragged me around to?  cut him deeply

You said youd go anywhere with me 
                                        and
                                              I didnt have a car  You drove 

lacerating each others feelings didnt solve anything

 

 

ten years later they were still together

                                                          

he wasnt sure they solved anything

 

what he was sure of
                       nineteen years ago when she left him 
                                                                 twentyfour years prior when they got married 
he loved her

he loves her still 
                  he wishes his memories werent so ethereal  vapours    warm water running through his fingers because the anguish doesnt let him cup his hands  

2144,  Reggae Friday,  1  1. 21

$350K -- Killed

Word   whas the Word 
                           from where he sat he read that 126 Republican House members and apparently harharSenator harharHawley and crank-in-Senator Cruzing-for-a-bruisinhed have to see how many other Republican senators appears another nine might delegitimise themselvesdishonor their oath to office 
                                                                                              which they swore to God 

and this bullshit on the heels of a president who hasnt shown up for work since the election – he golfs on the taxpayers dime

Republicans do not seek to govern they only seek the tit of power   and all this amid the lethal Trump virus

1248,  Saturday,  2  1. 22


1.1.21

 
       sigh A bucket list   a bucket list 
                                          when the hell did that become a thing
he was oblivious to it  its incarnation  was probably reading

he wasnt affected or informed by social media thats where addictions cancers beginright

he didnt watch television have cable

seemed he has an inherent immunity

 

A bucket listJaysus 
                      Come on, man, play the game, play the game with me. And try to be thought . .
. . Thoughtful  Who the hell you talkin toyou know someone more mindful than me more remembrances memories dates anniversaries tragic anniversaries  histories   than me

he gritted his teeth
                     I misspoke . . 
. . You didnt think  you didnt think before you spokeyare too anxious to get to your point 

Will you let me speak?

Yare right  I apologeez

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Yare welcome

 


I thought we were playing?

Go  he urged him with hand gestures

Play the game, I know you know what it’s about.

Things yawanna do before you kick the bucket

Yeah, that’s right.

Whadaya wanna do

You’re first.

Drives me batshit when people enumerate their listtheir priorities  or  Ohohyah yes  thats another thing I wanna do when someone is skimming their listsaying something they hadnt 

You’re a prick, but you’re first.

One thing

Really, one thing . . one thing before you kick the bucket?

Make love with one particular person

WHO?

Wha I wanna do   not who

 

You’re ridiculo . .
. . Uninterested
                 Do it donlist it 
                     
2323,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  12. 20
1801.  Reggae Friday,  1  1. 21

 

COMING SOON To a Theatre Near YOU January 6 
                                                        https://www.washingtonpost.com/local/trump-january6-dc-protest/2020/12/30/1773b19c-4acc-11eb-839a-cf4ba7b7c48c_story.html

despite the presidents proselytising he didnt expect himNO NOT EVER to be at the head of his legions his phalanxes of pantiewaist Proud Boys CrestWhite Nationalists  QAnon queers

Nah 
     hed call em out but Drumpf will be a no shownothing new A coward is a coward is a coward Mr Shakespeare  methanks you kind sir for the apt comparison 


as he saw it 
              this petulant whining reminded him when he was a teenager of the American Nazi Party petition to march in downtown Skokie Illinois . . at that time Skokie was the home of many Jews who survived Nazi concentration camps 

he would ride his bike there to buy record albums three for ten dollars many of the shops he entered and spent money in were owned by tattooed Jews

they werent obvious nor were they shy

he asked

they said 


Jewish community leaders were unable to legally stop the Nazis from parading in Skokie  permits were issued however an ad hoc proviso was tendered 
                                  the Jews let it be known they intended to stay to one side of the main street during the demonstration merchants whose shops were on the opposite side of street intended to board up their windows to minimise and protect their wares from loss should bullets be fired during the Nazis march


the Nazis didnt come

 

it seemed to him then a mighty fine idea


so on January 6, 2021 those redblooded Americans who believe that Black Lives Matter who believe in defunding the police the military American patriots who believe in a progressive colourblind America a righteous America an America foreseen in the Declaration of Independence  Americans who believe that the countrys status quo was rancid and had to go  they would stand to one side across from the racists 
                                                            anif threatened if provoked by violence the eruptionthe hail of bullets which apparently is preferred by racists would  eat  lead 


Mr President Mr President Ohplease come 
                                            please stand with your caterwauling cultists 

 


he couldnt help but wonder or think of how many flies the Brothers Grimm Brave Little Tailors might bring down with one blow

2323,  Day-beytween-Two-Ts,  30  12. 20
2151,  Thursday,  31  12. 20
Country Joe MacDonald   Feel Like Fixing to Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRl6-bHlz-4

31.12.20

 

she called himshe never called him 
                                      Hullo Yare callin

I’m surprised you picked up given what you did, what you wrote.

I wrote Whadid I write

You know.

I write a lot I need context

Context? I’ll give you context; mathematical English, precocious-squared.

Ah yes

 

Ah, yes. Ah, yes . . nothing more?

Nothing more

What you wrote was repulsive.

Thank you for your opinion You didnt have to callya could have texted emailed

I thought you should hear it from me; you often have said you value my input.

Your input not your hangups

You think having sex with an underaged girl is a hangup.

I wrote she was a precocious teenager you were a precocious teenag . .
. . You didn’t try to have sex with me.

Is this what the call is about

           Aw . . no.
No

I said no.

I believe no harm no foul  Dependent upon the individuals

Oh that's charming.

Why do you think harm or foul

It’s illegal.

An perhaps it should be illegal in some cases

IN SOME CASES.

Some cases  Are you gonna lose your mind

I’d love to hear your defense.

No defense As you point out they may have crossedhowbout violated societal or legal lines Those are cosmetic  They are constructs an theres many among those entities who facilely exploit the same lines but have brethren that looks the other way or protects them when they do
                                           Because  mebbe   theyll need someonea colleague some day to cover their ass An itd be all fine and dandy because they makeup the rules and can sidestep inconveniences because they can 

Their rules arent for them

Not governance  Power


The lovers empowered themselves

 

Hullo

               That’s quite a speech. I’ll have to digest it.

Will ya call or text or email 


I don’t know.

 

Ill be here  Writing

2323,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  12. 20
1327,  Thursday, New Years Eve,  2020

Coltrane  A Love Supremetrance  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ll3CMgiUPuU