he hurled himself over the steelcase
desk at the interrogators throat as he fumbled for the 9mm in the holster at
his hip
turned him over
then beat his face so he was unrecognisable
there was no window
he hurled himself over the steelcase
desk at the interrogators throat as he fumbled for the 9mm in the holster at
his hip
turned him over
then beat his face so he was unrecognisable
there was no window
when he was pressed Meadows
added Because it is a contagious virus.
Trump Virus has always been
contagious
she was long and tall and leaned
back against him as he held her in his arms as he leaned against the kitchen counter after they had prepared
dinner together yapping then
placing it in the oven
he did the prepwork washed and sliced or diced or grated vegetables
as she asked
her bit was the witchy partthe
melding and folding the subtle herbs or punch-ya-in-the-mouth spices eye of newt
knee of worm feather of phoenix
What?
Love you smell like a freshbathed newborn An aint a damn thing that smells better in
the world
Stop.
No yado Ya smell wonderful anya feel so good in my
arms
I smell like a baby?
Yado
I think that’s the nicest thing
anyone has ever said to me.
Shame on them People dont know what they have until
its gone an then they cant say so their
thoughts are utterly meaningless
Yamean so much to me
Thank you for being alive at the
same time I am
You’re gonna make me cry.
inside looking out was like being
under shallow water which softly quaked to the beat of his heart
he was muted now
Cant Was spawned in a gutter
Shes taken me thereits probably not
occurred to her anmore often than she might care to admit
Yad think only a criminal might return
to the scene of the crime
Her family warned her about going
out on her own but she was headstrong
Being headstrong is probably
what saved my life She had to come to
terms with her family forcing me on her If
Gods Will was having a bastard Gods Will was better than her aborting me
As a boy it was my job to take
the garbage out and burn it When the ash
cooled I scattered it in the cinder alley
After I learned about meoverhead
it adults talking drunk
too loud After I learned I couldnt help but think of it
every time I burned garbage
Whas funny funny
such a stupid mother but such a bright woman If only she could have shaken her family They were going to have me She became some kind of religious
vessel Wasnt a Virgin Mary I was no Christ child Who can delude themselves with marvelous inanity
and force it on someone they say they love
It was when I realised what surrounded me that I ran away
she had startled him
they followed the beach down to
the water and went under the slush of the surf broken by a natural coral
breakwater that mothered a broad emeraldblue lagoon
he doubledback down the bluff
picking his way through sticky shrubs to take a worked path at its base which opened
onto the beach
entering a cleaved coralblock
bathhouse to change into his swimsuit he pulled aside a halfopened curtain hanging
in the mouth of a stall and interrupted a woman who stood concealed to the side
wrapped in a terrycloth robe
when he went to speak he croaked his voice hadnt caught up to him
a smile broke across her face
she pleased herself
My parents? a not-uncomfortable expression stirred her
face rose into her eyes My parents?
she stepped back over her robe
and sat on a cantilevered woodslat bench supported on chains creeping with verdigris
she crossed her legs demurely
rested her hands at her thighs
she sat erect
he stood at the stalls threshold
Familiar seemed to connect or at least humour her
Joe. Do you really think this is common?
Common is relativeis ones
experience Think what you may This
is common
And why?
Because youre not here
I her hands went to her breastsshe cupped them I am not here.
he put an indexfinger like a
barrel of a gun to his temple Here
she left it in his car
We have time. Come in and change
and we’ll go down to the water.
he wasnt going to turn in
circles
All (Biden) wants to talks about
is covid, covid, covid, because they want to scare people . . . we’re
rounding the turn, we’re rounding the corner; we’re rounding the corner
beautifully.
he had a very simple perception
because that would make him a
follower
if other men didnt like him
no skin off his ass
they didnt impressed him
one either makes their own way or
they can get in line
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it was queer
he didnt know which would be more
appropriate
to assume or say that novel
coronavirus played into his hands or he played into its
social commentary was that people forced to quarantine stay indoors stay separate of others not enjoy restaurants
or bars or public gatherings exceeding ten wearing masks was somehow difficult and that they were becoming despondent angry and willing to disregard defy health protocols and medical science
for him it was a innate coin toss
wake in the morning and flip
heads extroverted
tails introverted
frankly didnt matter to him
he was a mild introvert who could
tolerate when necessity demanded that he be extrovert
he could and had always
entertained himself
what did that say about others
who couldnt
he wouldnt say
perhaps lonesome
but not alone
ON THE ROCKS
after his last couple run-ins
with the police
he wouldnt . . really need one
he struggled through grade school
he was convinced he didnt want to
go to college
his folks werent having that
to shut their mouths he took a
few classes and they all but confirmed in Aces that he didnt want anymore
school
it and he had been a bad fit like a bad marriage held onto for the sake of
the children
funny he always thought anyoneeven an educator
continued to learn his education
suggested not not given all the times he
was reprimanded
he figured everyone had their playing
fields playgrounds grounded to the max and could be a bit of a
prick about it
he listened to pricks if they
knew what they were talking about
unfortunately most pricks didnt
fortunately he rarely met a prick
who was a girl or woman
ON THE ROCKS
the grass was the shit and he
rolled it fathitting his stride again like riding a bicycle
Youah youah really wanna hit a second
Fuck. Yah.
in a thick Texas drawlthough she wasnt from Texas or had ever been
Awright I get it Yawanna take the cow over the moon
The moon . . the moooo na
Hey Diddle Diddle
Cat. And the fiddle.
See? I ain’t too stoned.
Cant ever be too stoned Aint like youll OD youll just drift with the tide an slide into sleep
I aint drifting anywhere . . .
You are
Whatcha talkin bout Willis?
Really Lets leave Diffrent Strokes to other folks
Maay be.
behind them played Electric Ladyland theyd keep to Hendrix he just changed out Are You Experienced
he knew shed liked his records
Say we give it twentyminutes halfhour
Why?
Because were talkin ya
start in on something anya go away from it Then ya start something else
I’mm a . . thinking.
Bout which thought
Huh?
Yasaid you were thinking I asked which which were you thinking about
Thatthat ya started an fizzled
out or whatcha started new
That’s how I think when I'm high.
I follow I gotcha
Acc tually I have two thoughtstwo kinds.
Im listening
Two.
Yasaid An the little dog laughed
Huh?
To see such fun
Dog?
An the dish ran away with the spoon
Oooh. Yah. I gotcha, the cat and the fiddle.
Yasaid two thoughtya have two thoughts
Ohyahright. Two.
Yasaid
Yes. I’ll elaborate . . this is some
really good weed.
Thank you I save it for special occasions
Am I a special occasion?
You know you are
she wrinkled her nose she and her sister had the same kind of
nosetheir mothers nose lucky girls to sidestep his beak
Thought I might be.
You are Fill me in on your thoughts
Yeesss ss. he
didnt think it was a Texas snake
And
I do
The javelin’s gone, hurled it, it disappears
into the sky. But, maybe, yah, no, yah, eventually, the boomerang comes
back to me.
he tucked the second joint a real
fattie into his shirt pocket
he stood up
Youah . . going somewhere?
Gimme a moment I thought Id go look for one of your javelins while you wait here for a boomerang to return
Aww, Dad . . . you’re funny!
she called she was upset
hed missed some of her callsthe
message machine capturing her and when hereturned and recognised the catch in her voice he
called her they usually spoke over the recording before it ended
Hey sweetheart
Dad . . .
they went right at her upset
no punches pulled
no quarters given
once the meat was gnawed off the
boneno matter how long it took they rallied
with goodnatured advents during the time since they last spoke
she worked in Human Resources
he teased Inhuman
Resources when talking with people and they asked what his daughter did
she explained as she vetted
individuals that consistently she had to pry particulars out of them that they failed to
reveal them on their resumes I’m telling
you, Dad, spotty, terrible resumes.
For example babe
Yes. Thank you. For example, I
was talking with a young man and I pointed out to him that on his resume he didnt
address his education, he wrote nothing down regarding it.
Thats high unusual then he caught himself It is
highly unusual correct
Several resumes, Dad.