5.12.16

a purveyor





a purveyor ..  .  a purveyor 

                 a purveyor had always struck him a person who acquired offcolour things for others on the quiet  due to its questionable nature or the unusual taste which is sought to be satisfiedwhich  honestly  isnt a kind of taste that is ever satisfied     a purveyor of sex a purveyor of drugs . .  .  . and in that stubborn light that he attests he overheard a panelist on a political talk showhe watched so many he couldnt say which showhe scribbled a note on the margin of a rough draft so he wouldnt forget to visit it later when the shows were completed  the panelist casually innocuously remarked a purveyor of reality television shows  and if he remembered correctly it was in regards to an overseas business partner of Drumpf  from Indonesia if he again remembered correctly   he was agog(he also had a long memory for the arcane when it pricked his inestimable curiosity piqued his angersearng it as cattle are branded)


an oaf Drumpf stumbles over himself recalling a staunch supporter who now questioned his action regarding Carrier
he said he meant Carrier as a euphemism

evidently the President-elect doesnt know what a euphemism is  TORTURE (hes promised worse!) neatly wrapped in ribbon and bows is called enhanced interrogation

if he doesnt know what a euphemism is does he know what a lie is does he believe anything he says as he recants
No I didnt mean that I meant . .

what exactly does he say that he means?

Everything  accordingly  proceeding off his remark Carrier is a Euphemism should open the door to anything he utters as suspect

if the Oxford English Dictionary has embedded Post-Truth “an adjective defined as ‘relating to or denoting circumstances in which objective facts are less influential in shaping public opinion than appeals to emotion and personal belief’”(appalling) within its bindings  then it isnt a stretch to suggest Drumpf is prescribing to and in accord with Karl Rove’s (perhaps Americas most prominent purveyor of reality) “We’re an empire now, and when we act, we create our own reality. And while you’re studying that reality – judiciously, as you will – we’ll act again, creating other new realities, which you can study too, and that’s how things will sort out. We’re history’s actors . . . and you, all of you, will be left to just study what we do.”     

these actors may condemn those who survive to scoop up handfuls of ash and wonder what those ashes were originally(not hyperbole)


Drumpf tweeted “I won the popular vote if you deduct the millions of people who voted illegally(referring to the dead and illegal aliens)”

he will naturally assume he has a mandate(a daterape?)

therefore the only 'ɡnəzənt way forward to counter his disturbed thinking is to cast a wide net attempt to recognise where hes going then get out ahead of it in front of it and defy it 

a fair comparison sorrowfully is likely to be reminiscent of the Chinese man standing before a tank in Tiananmen Square*



theres no telling what Drumpf intends to purvey or procure(NO it doesnt mean cure with a prostitute  --  or does it?)



1208,  Saturday,  3 12. 16
0749,  Monday,  5  12. 16

“And we looked especially at his business partner, who goes by Hary Tanoe in Indonesia, who’s a very controversial oligarch and media mogul, much like Donald Trump, a politically motivated person who ran for vice president of Indonesia on a ticket with General Wiranto, who is a—indicted for war crimes by a U.N. tribunal. He has a wife who owns a beauty pageant. He owns many media properties and is a purveyor of reality television.” https://democracynow.org/2016/12/2/expert_on_trump_business_conflicts_there




4.12.16

I died



I died

nothing special

everyone dies

I died unfortunately in a hospital


Ill be sure to finagle it so that doesnt happen when I do



I was old

dying old isnt special

old age eventually gives you that

something will fail

something would when youre old


she rose from my bedside as if she hadnt expected it

she was gentle  caressing   not believing

then shocked to her core and panicked


I made a promise to her and kept it

I would be with her until I died

and I did


the panick shuddered her

tears swelled in her eyes but refused to fall

she tried to say to me I love you

but the words stuck in her throat wouldnt come out of her mouth



she shook me

I didnt revive

not that I wouldnt have if I could

I would have done anything to save her that

but dying didnt save me that

dying took everything I was


and then some



I couldnt console her when she needed me most


her knees buckled

she fell across me

but I was cold

death makes you indifferent

her maudlin moan began

her mouth agape as my own

and only when she put her lips to mine

very nearly our last kiss

did her moan break

and echo in my mouth


she rose up electric

she bolted from the room trying to escape her moan

gone to an ungodly howlNoooo


she fled down the corridor scarcely ahead of it


it was lit subdued


to her right were broad spaced windowpanes

moonlight poured through them and lit her strobe-fashioned

her panicked run to the end of the insensitive wooden hallway filled with her howl

at the end of the hall was a door

she crashed into the door

knocking herself down but not out

beyond the door was a patients shower

and as the door shut against her howl the shower filled with it

she spun the knobs

the water sighedthen roared

she threw her head under its sparkling stream and collapsed in the stall


then   then the tears came

her sobbing choked the howl




I put my hand on her head to console her

she put both her hands atop mine and held it

my dead heart was breaking

I survived that

that was all I could do

I told her I was in her heart

I told her in a strong voice for the last time I love you


and then I left




I left my hand under hers

death cant steal love away




0022   Friday  1  6. 2012
transfigured 1500,   Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  11. 16