Sydney Sweeney

                     Oh Sydney  see whacha did https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWnHWbeeFxA

he hadnthe wasnt aware

                           hadnt a friend a woman said something hed be clueless now

I don know wha youre talking about

Sydney Sweeney, the current America sexpot.

Nah

      Aint unseating Raquel Welch  The actual term is sex symbol

Sweeney Blonde  Nope

First saw her in Euphoria

That was forever ago.

Was it

         Saw she made a Stones video in LA

She’s in everything now.

Evidently not everything I pay attention to

    Whellshit. That’s right. No social media for you.

Nada

        Waste of time

Says the asocial ascetic.

He do methinks

You watch Stewart.

Ja

The Daily Show.

No

     Only Stewarts Mondays

I catch his podcast that air Thursdays

But not the other chairs?

No Im sure theyre funny but funnies romcoms Ive better things to do If I need a dose I catch a standup

Thas my extent of funny

Your Chautauquas.

Ja

     I turn over coins see their flipsides read the fine print on drug prescriptions wha people suffermy sister to lose weight  she began takin a drug tha woudlove this possibly make her vomit if she eats chocolate imbibes alcohol

Ozempic?

I have no idea

                  Howbout exercising a little will power

People aren’t you.

Ill take tha as a compliment not a knock

Maybe you ought to read the fine print.

Maybe

So I know you want to say about Sydney An from wha Ive seen youd be wrong

                                                                                     Wha you think comes with age

    What am I thinking?

Sloppy tits

Damn.

1938,  reggaefriday,  1  8. 25

1215,  Saturday,  2  8. 25

while dreaming

while fleeing hypnopompic    waking

he was editing a piece

                       and just as he was aware he was awakeeyes closed he thought  Critique  Oblique

chuckled  because his next thought was phonaesthetics

                                                              his ongoing knock of Tolkiens cellar door

no it is not the most beautiful word in the English language

Criticise  Slant

                 not so beautiful

however even before he opened his eyes whatever had been fully formedscribed in his dreams dissipated  vanished   in toto

                       only the wash the waves  Critique  Oblique  remained

he took it on the chin

was knocked out  1, 2, 3, 4 . . .

10 came  not that he heard

not that he remembered being taken back to his corner sat on a stool

not the coldwater sponge across the back of his neck water running down his back chest into his shorts

not the ammonia ampoule broke under his nose  inhaling it

not . . .

              those things were gone too

said aloud

Critique

Oblique

Hey kitkats

the three knuckleheads october shy bomber were perched on the foot of the bed

he smacked his lips

                      Breakfast

they smacked theirs

                       but they didnt speak

when they did

they were going to make a cool million

                                              he wasnt greedy

0923,  Saturday,  2  8. 25

“I have ordered two Nuclear Submarines  to be positioned in the appropriate regions, just in case these foolish and inflammatory statements are more than just that. Words are very important, and can often lead to unintended consequences, I hope this will not be one of those instances. Thank you for your attention to this matter!”

    guess who

his bid would be felon 

Hegseth isnt that brazen though he assumes hed like to be

he also has to admit that when he read “I have ordered two Nuclear Submarines . . .” his mind leapt in  Nuclear Subs  Deli sandwichesJa 

https://heathercoxrichardson.substack.com/p/august-1-2025

 

yesterday he wrote  . . . refers to technologys  unintended consequence

this United States’ administration exhibits nothing but unintended consequences their words often juvenile cruel debasing depraved shouldnt lecture the American people “(w)ords are very important . . .”

 

felon wags nuclear submarines around for the purpose of distracting attempting to obscure the last three months US jobs report creeping inflation and but of course  Jeffrey Epstein and convict Ghislane Maxwell

Heather Cox Richardsons article concludes “Chris Truax, an appellate lawyer who served as Southern California chair for John McCain’s 2008 primary campaign, noted that Trump’s wild stories, inability to understand numbers, and inability to place events correctly into a timeline are key signs of dementia.”

 

    Dementia.

                     Don mention it

Best to take news by enjoying a wee bit of humour with it

1004,  Saturday,  2  8. 25

Chris Truax  https://thehill.com/opinion/campaign/5429516-trump-confabulation-dementia-signs/?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email

Carmody Grey professor of Integral Ecology

                                                       thought  Anybody

Whastha

           wasnt in the The New Oxford American Dictionary Second Edition

there was integral calculus integral  “necessary to make a whole complete; essential or fundamental”

Googled was obviously a new study  practise

                                                  “a holistic approach to environmental issues that emphasizes the interconnectedness of social, economic, political, and environmental problems” 

seemed to him a practise too late 

politics economy greed  The Unholy Trinity

                                                the nameless faceless masses Lebensunwertes Leben

Life unworthy of life to suffer and die the global wealthy arent concerned

rape pillage violence plunder seamlesslyseems in their nepotic despotic lifeblood 

Somebody’s got to do it, right?

during the interview Ms Grey referencing to her learned insight refers to technologys

                                                                                      unintended consequences

and because it is unintended  particularly regarding AI coders are not responsible accountable for what they let loose on the world https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUeLs4yFGTg “It did it all.”

Oops, right?

                  of note no apology

 

hed sigh  but he hadnt any breath at the moment   

2149,  Tuesday,  29  7. 25

1332,  reggaefriday,  1  8. 25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbOkSMboKhM

Lebensunwertes Leben   https://www.ushmm.org/search/results/?q=life+unworthy+of+life

Would you quit with the narrative?

    Quit Wha do ya want to call it

I’m not telling a story.

You are youre telling a true story

                                   Tellin the prologue to the story which encompasses the rising action climax falling action  resolution

You resolve it

    Put them on their heels to refute you because when youre in the ring an you are you getem on the heels ya pound them unmercifully because if positions were flipped theyd pound you unmercifully

Old Testament

Eye for an eye

Jesus, Papa.

Blood baby  Blood

                      So ja  narrative

Wha woudya rather call it  appease yourself

I’m not appeasing myself.

Wha

I don’t know.

                   I don’t want to think of it as a narrative.

he chuckled   Here  Listen   Im reading WG Sebalds Silent Catastrophes

                                                                                 Ironic huh

To the rest of the world this challenge youre enduring is silent

    Yes.

Hear me out  I stopped reading here last night

                                                  “. . . an affirmative narrative tradition stretched almost to the breaking point, presents a positively antinomian view of the world.” Antinomian  Lawless  Argues or is believed to argue against moral religious social norms

Outlaw perhaps

When you defend yourselfbecause nobody else can an usually nobody will  they woudnt dare risk it despite knowing youd likely run into danger for them

    The gloves are off kiddo

 

You’d paint the walls red with blood.

I woud

I’m not you.

Youre not

            Youll do what you need to do

Thanks for listening to me.

Youre welcome

                   Youll lemme know when you do wha youre gonna call it

Im he chuckled because it meant something different to him than it did to her and other people

                                                                                      Im anxious 

           

2302,  Tuesday,  29  7. 25

1151,  reggaefriday,  1  8. 25

Love, Aniella (2 l's  wtf?) she wrote shes hilarious   was the close of her Fathers Day letter June 18, 2017  not two years before desperation set in

                                           the Act of defying Reason

throwing cautions to the wind  Believing

                                             because he couldnt die swap out his life to save hers what she asked was his commitment to believe shed win out  would survive

    he Believed

he Believed until from under her ventilator mask she indicated to him to increase the amount of morphine  not two weeks before she died

 

she died fighting

Death had to take her

she was always stubborn

    she had to have penned the letter that Sunday morning  her routine  woke early  performed her yoga  meditated

           had to have

because he rapped on the bedroom door Coffee  Working on waffles have fresh blueberries to topem

they spent the entire day together

she traveled threehours north to spend Father’s Day weekend with him

                                                                              such a treat

time alone with her

                     with Aniela  Aniella too

 

he so much himself  vetted the date to confirm the 18th was the date

Googled it

true

     and beneath a pale tan rectangle  corners rounded  left  Sun, June 18, 2017  right  a blue arched Happy over Father’s  beneath Father’s  Day  in the same pale tan colour as though they were overlaid Father’s and Day cleanly cut out as with a razor

                                                     beneath

People also searched for

                                      below were colourful squares  corners rounded  representative illustrations Mother’s Day Ascension Day International Men’s Day Children’s Day Valentine’s Day Grandmother’s Day

Hallmark Cards hard at work

    Ascension Day?

Googled

Thu, May 14, 2026

“The Feast of the Ascension of Jesus Christ commemorates the Christian belief of the bodily Ascension of Jesus into Heaven.”  40 days after Easter

                                              curiously

between His Resurrection on Easter to Ascension “Jesus spent his post-Resurrection period on Earth ministering his apostles and other disciples . . . various Biblical accounts, including John 20—21, Luke 24, Matthew 28, Mark 16, and Acts 1 (the book containing this chapter is anonymous . . .)”

    WHO KNEW

                   then and there he realised he wasnt a failed Catholic but probably was not Catholic at all despite his foot in the door

he was baptised

 

Yasee whaya did Aniella

    he was pretty sure he humoured her wherever she was

0909,  reggaefriday,  1  8. 25

corncrakes

              yet another attractive word letters on line no fgjpqys  faggot gypsies       recall?

a boid its scientific name Crex crex  so less imaginative than its acquired name

                                                                                                        though science isnt paid to be imaginative

or is it

dullards

Christ  he hoped not

                        the species  the scientistswoudya look at that  also on line

no fishhooks suspended underwater

no indiscriminate  dregging

    somaybe

                 thaswha he likes about on line   aboveboard

Whaya see is whaya get Dramatics  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgG6SU8L-dI

Im for real

Im as real

As real can get

 

  corncrakes

2302,  Tuesday,  29  7. 25

1642,  Thursday,  31  7. 25

Malcolm X

             a dead man   

a remembered man?he did

                                 he remembers even more the displeasure that brought it his father

A nigger.  Really?

Yes  Refute this white man

You better watch your mouth. You live in my house.

I live in your house in Maws house

                                         Wanna refute tha too

I didnt think so

Malcolm X

             “There is no better teacher than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss contains its own seed.”

    I think you know a bit about adversity  heartbreak

Wanna call him a nigger now

 

he tried awfully hard to cut his old man slack his father went out in 1919 during the Chicago Riots looking for black people his father taught him nigger  taught him jigaboo 

he taught him jigaboo

standing on a bus seat a black man sat down behind him and his mother  looking at him he said  Look, Mama, a jigaboo.

                   she took him down so fast it felt like his neck stretchedhis head late following him

embarrassed  she apologised to the gentleman

the gentleman kindly accepted her apology

 

his father didnt get his dinner when he came home

                                                       as a matter of fact she fed the kids early and when he got home she told him  Jigaboo.  Make your own meal.  Pray I don’t hear one of my children ever say that again. If they do. You can make and feed yourself your own dinners.

    his mother was not a woman to be fucked with

1832,  Tuesday,  29  7. 25

1535,  Thursday,  31  7. 25

I thought we caught thacurbed  tha

What?  Caught. Curbed.

Ja

    Thought tha was in the bag in our rearview mirror

You’re speaking cryptically again. I keep telling you, be  plain  spoken.

how to break this to him  again

                             Yacaught caught yacaught curbed  Ja 

Yes.  Yes I did.

Pretty plain spokenJa

Yes.

      But you speak out of the blu . .

. . The blue  cleared his throat

                                       Again  Methinks the blue is stuffed in your ears

You didnt hear yourself say  yet again

Yet again?

Lovely  young  ladies

                        Of Ruth hopefully throwoff a spark start a fire              Anything

I said that?

Yadid

We wer . .

. . Were sayingI was sayin  tha which occurs carnal in our heads is part of our attraction don deny it

No. I can look at a woman, be attracted to her, and not have carnal thoughts.

 

 

You hear me?

    Whadyasay

You heard me.

I heard youre full of shit

                           A curious point if I may  Your dandy biology  DNA caught his attention As you insist the attraction the economy old man young woman her determination his pursuit saymaybe  her seduction  is all about naturally  money   Its aspect  monetary

Yes.

The economy of an old woman young man  anIm sure those relationships exist although less frequent or visible because  usually young men are fucking young women

    Okay.

Then in this era  young women are excelling theyre educationally financially besting theyre crushing their male contemporaries

Okay.

    Before  Yaever hear of female incels

                                           Because  it may be I don know  seems incels are only male

Youll note I didnt say  men

Then  Men dominated financially

Now  Women

    Wha the hells with these whiny guys

I don’t know.

You see what I see

I do.

    Too bad ya cant hear wha I hear

1551,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

1142,  Thursday,  31  7. 25

he was still driving home the point that the overwhelming difference between them   Buddy  if you were smartcaught himself smart  didnt want to give him that if you wereno Ill show ya drive home my point

    another buddy had gone out of townseveral weeks Spain France leaping the sea to Ireland he was free to help himself to the vegetable garden water it and the indoor plants

showed him how to run his 3D TV

his point

          was that Buddy saw things in two-dimensions 2D which favoured his explanations that he revealed in unending graphs Venn diagrams has a flat screen TV  otherwise he saw things visualised them in three-dimensions 3D didnt own a TV

their difference wasnt more readily apparent than when they shot pool Buddy painstakingly using the diamonds on the bumpers to construct his angles for bankshots

                                                                    he on the otherhand levitated

to also see the angles from above  a holistic picturing of the shot

You can’t see from above.

I can

 

called him

              You know where Jareds place isja

I do.

Meet me round eight tomorrow Bring a basket for vegetables afterwards we can stop at Margies coffee an breakfast on me Theres something I want to show you

We can do that. Tomorrow.

 

they met

zucchini variety of cukes heirloom tomatoes cherry banana squash peas variety of beans ran the sprinklers went inside

The television is 3D

Really?  I’ve heard of them.

Toldya I wanted to show you something  Check this out

                                                            turned on the BluRay machine from the cabinet under the TV he took out a disc  porn  tossed the cover to Buddy inserted the disc turned on the TV selected a scene a particularly hot redhead pout luscious mouth a cockgobbling scene and then with remote in hand sat down on the sofa behind Buddy who not to his surprise  remained standing in fuckinawe 

abruptlystopped it before the patent cumshot

Buddy looked over his shoulderdidnt turn to face him  he wouldnt have either

                                                                               he said  3D

Huge differencehuh

set the remote on the coffee table

                                    I gotta shut down the sprinklers Lockup on your way out well go for breakfast

 

1551,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

1035,  Thursday,  31  7. 25

in the weaves marl the eighteeninches by eighteen square patterned linoleum a cyclopsJesus

                                                                                                    appeared

glanced at HimHe turned His back

                                        was absorbed

not a blindedJesus  one eyed

                                    a cyclops

bearded

thorncrowned

wiped blood from his forehead to keep from blinding him

                                                             yet    turned His back

wasnt the first time

                           though the first time appearing as a cyclops

he knew symbolism

    brute strength  He was a brute

    primal nature  theyd disagree

dangers

           of an unchecked ego single-minded focusduh  a cyclops  one eye

                                                                                  could     could symbolise

consequences of lacking compassion

                                            societal structure

Church

          is not society   an aspect

a philosophy

    wondered

                    if he closed one eyewore a pirates eyepatch   if

if

he would see things differently

  

1350,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

1812,  Wednesday

Cream  White Room  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5BF1V1pbTs