Funny  he thought to himself

                                it wasnt

Not funny

    Curious

                he felt more comfortable in tacky motel rooms with her than he ever did in any place she rented  called home

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if that wasnt rich

                        occurred to him   Cream Rising

cream always rises to the top

    Youre laughing

Yah

Tickled

Ohfuckyah

Wanna share

I think if you an yours hunkerdown put your numerousilluminous skulls together you can ferret my humour

Friend Easy for you to say

                                Much of your humour an thoughts are impenetrable indecipherable wed need Turings Bombe to break your Enigma code

You know tha

Because you know tha

                          Your sudden occurrences  their surfaces are slick oiledglass  within is   obscure

    Obscure  Perhaps better thaway

We think youd rather say inform us

                                         Explain as you explicitlyexplained to your children so they werent ignorant  in the dark   regarding so many sensitivesubjects tha even your wife was hesitant to say  reveal

Helps to be brazen brusque

Not care wha others think

Not ever    Awright

                        Ill confess

Thank you

    Cream Rising

                              Masturbation

Yes

Imagination

Yes

The pair coupled are dynamic

                                  Dynamic to the extent tha fleshsanblood women cannot compete  gymnasticagile bendability  contortions   simply defy physics

                                                      The emergent blending of bodies  utterly impossible

Except . . .

    . . . In ones imagination

In mine

We thank you

Youre welcome

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https://www.bbc.com/news/science-environment-18561092

Emerson, Lake & Palmer  Karn Evil 9  1st Impression Part 2  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cc6ymS4NGxg

I read what you wrote. a little venom

    Where

Where else?

                    Let her obvious other bigness go.

Anal’s easy. as venom said he fashioned in his head analseasy analsleasy  eyed analyses was how his mind workedeverythings a moving target a cog  one thing leads to another and another an . . . 

Id pretend you were asleep an try not to wake you.

 

 

    soaked in a hot bath

                          lookingup at the large showerhead  its shadow on the wall into the corner

the shadow moved subtly

Curious he thought

                    Hmmm    took a deep breath  blew up into the corner

it moved

spider web  shadow cast on it

                                    hadnt seen the spider in a weekweekanahaf   appleseed on occasion went missing tendays twoweeks then returned

hed give this one a few more days before taking it downhe braked

for a thought

              you dont want to hit a thought

be thoughtless

                not to mention  a thoughts sometimes just the tip of the icebergcould fuckin ruin you  come through the windshield centipedemillipede legs thrashing in its death throes

                                                                    shredding you

if not killinya outright with its bulk

    the thought  was about the web

was about a web networkwere the spiderwebs throughout the house   interconnected  nerves  axonwired neuronweb to neuronweb

               maybemaybe  the spider abandoned its abovethetub web for the new art he hung on his livingroom wall that had caused consternation among the very few with who he shared it

                                                                               its halo  aura

he had said

               Im excited for spiders to come

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1138,  reggaefriday,  3  1. 25

It’s A Beautiful Day  Girl With No Eyes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL_6_AmQp9s

he liked  dark

                 spent youthful years taming it in his basement  hunred year old farmhouse  brick foundation  shit dont get spookier than that

                     even despite today  with what the dayevery year  brought

Some people are just born to be buried.

                                          movie  The Devil All The Time  certainly was grim

sinister

          as the ad said

was a startling line

                     its delivery  terse   morose

a scratching at the back of his skullbit concerned they may be considering graffiti  black spraypaint  red highlights

like some young women were wearing their hair

he said into the ether

                       I wont forget

Youre sure

You remember who youre talking to

    Good point

                      felt them set the aerosol cans back into the wood fruit crate

We good

Wes good

            Name of the film

Again  The Devil All The Time

We don believe in the devil

We don believe in god

Evil

No Very bad

               Screenplay written by film directed by Antonio Campos  Also did Afterschool Simon Killer Martha Marcy May Marlene  Addresses issues of media obsession timelyhuh  image  cultural rise of voyeurism scopophilia

Whas tha

    Scopophilia

Yah

    Break it down

Awright    Scope  View

Yes

Philia

          Love 

Right on

            Literally love of looking

Pleasure in looking at other peoples bodies as erotic objects without being seen by those on the screen or by members of an audience

Did not know tha

Broke it down  Learned all by your lonesome

                                                      To be sure  his work is intense

Youre intense

I got my moments kiddo

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2005,  Thursday,  2  1. 25

    lenticular

cloud

       hadnt ever seen Mount Rainier without it placidly keeping over its peak

shaped like a lentil

biconvex

there be biconcave

there be bisexual

                   but not in the cloudsTho

If one coud make it in the clouds hed have to give it a go

Youd give it a go

In the clouds  Yakiddin me

I woudnt think itd be warmancuddly in the troposphere

    Ah    Good  point

Yah

        We think so

Tally in the column

Two

       Things being bi as they are

Then two

Kind of you

Kinds of youse

Thank you

Youre welcome

   Where lenticular come from

Trinh T Minh-ha

Oh Clarity quote  Remember

                                   Ideology  Reality adaptive

You pay attention

Bet youd wish people woud pay attention like we do

    Nah

           Thad be pushing buttonsexpectin too much  Competing dialogues

Yours against theirs in their heads

Astute

          No competition

Though I do like the donutglazed eyeballs when I callem out

                                                                 So whadaya think

    Bout what?

We know

           We love ya letem twist like a worm on a hook

Seems yad feel more badly for the worm than them

    Am I tha apparent

No

    Yaplay your cards close

Thenya return to the fray without sighinwish we knew how ya did tha

                                                                             We sigh

I know Like putting my ear to a seashell

                                            I take solaceconsolation from your breaths

Helps me through their obliviousness

Selfishness

No

     Were born selfishinnately selfish

Sppose got patience goin for ya

                                    Remember how hard thawas won

Yah  Cost a pretty penny too

                                Years   Lost wages

Ya bearedup well

No sense bitchin

No  Noneatall

                    Lenticular

Yah

       Certainly caught my eye

   

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hadnt been a good day to be alone

which was to say to be with anyone

                                          be around  anyone      okay

Okay then he said to himself  This is why bars were made

he took a shower

used Q-Tips

brushed his hair

brushed his teeth

dressed

took a walk

place was only a mileanahaf off

ordered a doubleIPA on tap threefingers of Redbreast

                                                          Start a tab bartender askedthen hedged seeing him produce cash

there was a tall café table two chairs under a weathered 48-star America flag should have been burned

took the seat facing the door

had brought Whitmans Leaves of Grass paper folded inside it a pen
                                                                          also James Varieties of Religious Experience

Sto-Lat baby

sipped the whiskey

                     sighed  began reading Rise O Days From Your Fathomless Deeps

lookingup not that he knew

                                but it seemed a particularly busy night

bartenders expression informed him

employee

           if an owner  theyd be grinning

returned to reading and scribbling page numbers stanzas where on the page threefour word tipoffs

went to sip againEMPTY

                         had to remedy that  readied cash  fourth in line to transact

returning to his look at him being possessive table

                                                    saw a young woman had slipped into the empty seat at least she was that smart was leafing through James smarter

Evenin

Hello. Have you read this book?it’s awesome. she was sipping liquor too

                                                                                     she reminded him how cats slipunexpectedly into someones lap

attractive

she could pull it off

                    I have

I saw Whitman was open crazy handwriting man . halfexpected you to be Asian.

No you didnt

    No I didn’t.

I glancedsaw you entered a while back  Alone

Saw you sitting . alone.

                            Who comes to a bar alone?

We do

Could I buy you a drink for interrupting your aloneness?

aloneness  she got it   awfully smart

                                      I woudnt say no

a quick bright smile dimples Great.

                                      Redbreast. Sippin’ the same. I overheard.

My wha big ears you have Grandma

she slapped the table openpalmed

                                      Big eyes too. her smile got goin to grin  dimples deepening

let her other obvious bigness go

for someone alone to acquiesceconcede their aloneness

                                                             he wasnt familiar

this would be different

I’m baack. she said sweepingin like an enthused raptor ifpossible grin bigger yet

                                                                                     I thought I wanted to be alone this evening. Thank you for indulging me.

Indulging Not frequently heard

Not one I usually use.

                             I’d really have to think . I . . I can’t remember . . . anytime . I was going to say recentlybut . . I think I’ve only read it.

no lie in her wide eyes

he heldup the glass she bought

                                  To indulgence

Indulging indulgence.

Here here

they tapped rims  sipped

    slick conversation ensued suddenturns switchbacksREVERSE streaks brakes heavilydlaced with outrageous humour

          frank

invariably sex roiledup

                         after another whiskey and beer    she had walked too

Who walks

We do.

What’s your take on anal?

whiskey on its way to his mouth pulled up short

                                                Good thing you hadnt asked when I had whiskey in my mouth

Would you have lost it?

Id choke before Id lose it

Hmm. Choke.   Lose it.

    Im getting a virginy vibe

looking him dead in the eyes

                                 My anus is virgin.

Not a finger

You?

Ohyah

        Mighty enjoyable coupled with a blowjob

I wouldn’t know.

No

     Though I can vouch its good when giving head to a gal

    Really?

Yah  Sppose youll have to take my word for it

People take you at your word?

If they don they ought to

You’re truthful?

Truthfull with two Ls

Two Ls?

Brutally honest

    Brutally?

Fraid so

           Donwanna know  Donask

    But I have.

Anal

Yes.

Lemme say thisbout tha  Anals easy

                                             If it were you an me

Id pretend you were asleep an try not to wake you

That gentle?

Tha gentle

That patient?

Long on patience

    Hmmm.

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hard numbers

In memoriam

ONE

two

three

four

five

six

seven

eight

nine

ten

eleven

twelve

thirteen

fourteen

fifteen

sixteen

seventeen

eighteen

nineteen

twenty

twentyone

twentytwo

twentythree

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Elton John  Funeral for a Friend/Love Lies Bleeding https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REfKNbNndzo

excited for spiders

Ohmy.

    I like tha

Ohmy . . you like that?

I do

Despite it in regards to looking directly at it  that . . veryuncomfortable . piece of . . . art?

Contemporaneous creation

Haphazard?

    No

You’re affirming that?

You a dick  an attorney

                          I can     I fashioned it Found art

Japanese aesthetics  Wabi-sabi

Imperfection

Transience

Personally I expect more from art.

Take a look around

                        Thas here too

she looked around

went wall to wall room to room  unattended

                                                                   returned

Eclectic.

    Yah

Has it a name?

Untitled entitled

That’s its name?

Its untitled

she stepped close to it

                           examined it

It has a . . scent.

Yah

You consider it a collage.

                            Loose slips sheaves labels . some torn.   Pencil ink paint water crayon 

Held togetherfast by pressure of the backing against the glass.

Uncontained by the frame.

                                     An. . . unconstructedragged . . . halo.

In a wordyes though not conceived as such

                                                Not one for keeping between the lines   Even when instructed   Punished

A plus

Plus?

Incentivises  living

                            Feeling

Awareness

    Im excited for spiders to come

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2105,  Wednesday

she was critical of spelling

                              seemed to him she could almost smell an error or misprint

was anal about having either corrected

she was critical of him

                         The English language isn’t good enough?you confuse the hell out of people turn them off I’d think as a writer you’d want them to read you.

If they read me Im tickled  Truly

                                    If I provide them a new way of lookin at something  all the more so

You look illiterate.

I look like I talklike others talk

Whatever.

he  not hated  did not say hate any more than he said evil   he disliked with extreme prejudice her  Whaever

If I may he said it gently unpeeved

You gonna pull Mother may I on me?

Youre not my mother are you my mother

                                           Actually was P D Eastman at times confused with Dr Seuss Theodor Geisels pen name nom de plume

    The way you regurgitate . .

. . Spew

          I prefer spew as often I spewed holdinon by a hand to a pear tree limb in the backyard with my mother shouting into the night Who’s there?

She was my mother

Once I puked I coud answer

                              I donknow Maw Who were you expectin throwinup in the backyard at night

Without answerinmind you many times  shed back inlet the screen door slapshut snugclosed the back porch door

    Your . . usual barrage.

You asked

    If I may gently unpeevedthough he could tell her temperature was turning up

Sure. Why not? Pretty sure you have an elaborate defense.

Ohyafuckinknowmesowell

                                maybe delivered a bit too gleefully

Don’t push it cowboy.

Yatryin to turn me on

                         Shall we call time  dress properly for our cosplay

Chaps boots deerskin vests hats

                                    Naked otherwise

You wish.

Id rather bucknaked  black feltribbon pendant at your throat

                                                                  Thas still kinda cowboyishyah

You said

    Would you please just saymake your point?

Regardin my elaborate defence he lingered purposefullyloved when her colour rose

Your point. make an excellent dominatrix

Stay the course cowboy  felt a thickening in his cockkept with this hed be able to flip dollar coin into the air

                                                                                                       Awright  Awright

Youre fond of Butterfinger

                               I believe last we went to Dairy Queen your Blizzard was tha

You remember correct. her eyes started shiftinround looking for a clue 

A detective  trussedtight in black leatherstrapsSTOP

                                                   I do  Remember correctly

Youve yet to crucify the Ferrero Group

Crucify?

Too strong

             Correct

Correct?   What?

    Ah

         So you really cant smellwas sure you coud a misspelling alternate spellings  such as mine tha you ridicule

Ridicule?

            I think too strong.

Though you are critical

For reason I’ve mentione . .

. . Pronounced

    Alright. Pronounced. Not haggling. 

Hag wasnt  still stiffness slackened

                                     Ad nauseam

Agree.

We agree

              Ferrero

What are you going on about?

Butterfinger is a product of Ferrero Group

I wasn’t aware.

Its on the label

I buy it to eat not read.

I read everything

You do.

         An attribute I appreciate.

You read a lot too

But not candy labels, is your point?

No

    Butterfinger  At liberty with the English language

Crispety  Crunchety  Peanut-buttery

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