24.5.24


he was an idea guy

shared them liberally

asked for a small percentage of the profits in perpetuity
                                                           they could also pickup the taxes

What?

Makes sense

Audacious.

Imaginative You have the infrastructure in place
                                                    Tip a patient back hygienist cleans their teeth theyre lulled theyre ready to bare their souls stop the torture tone down the lighting play soft ambient music have the psychologist psychiatrist glide in noiselessly on a wheeled chair session begins
Its seamless

A dentist psychiatric practise

Improvement  Restoration  Baby

Don’t call me, baby.

Ive handed you a treasure trove
                                  Ill call you whaever I want

an inspired Kahler apptment, approximately 0940,  Thursday,  23  5. 24
1222,  Reggaefriday,  24  5. 24
Zappa  The Torture Never Stops  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvTyL_Sbyn8

inside the room it looked like filament
                                         perhaps because a coppery undulatinglight emanated from it

but it was too largenot overtly large but too large to fit inside a standard lightbulb

it hung suspended midair  at the rooms center

he could not determine a power source


it seemed twodimensional
                             however no matter the angle he tried to view it from it turned to face him
wary

over time walking around it he was able to visuallyuntangle what he had construed as contiguous winding
                                                                                                                 he did not know if one overlaid the other or if they were woven for whenever he stepped towards it too see better it retreated
it seemed to be a slightly larger questionmark and a dollar sign  two vertical strokes  the tail of the questionmark between the verticals its disconnected period  mirrorballish  slightly under the whole
                                                                                           and given its undulatinglight the mark and sign subtly traded prominence but never for too long and often strobed


he discovered the room as he cast about inside a multistorey office building looking for a group of people he had arrived with who suddenlysilently were gone
one moment raucous
although separate  parcels
                               then disappeared

he did not feel abandoned  disassociated   though he did not feel a particular belonging to them either

it felt odd

discovering the filament made it odder

making neither hide nor hair in situ he retreatedbacked his way through the door he entered

the filament recentered itself as it was when he met it
                                               met
was accurate

descending a broad central staircase to the lobby suddenlyraucously the group he was with spun in through the revolving doors How did you get in?When? You were just outside with us.

when he couldnt sayhe didnt
                                 he shrugged

6AMish,  Reggaefriday,  24  5. 24
1124,  Reggaefriday
Ethereal City  Uncover The Secret Base  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCn0JawGuSY 

Sonofabitch
                  his shit came in

Its ship Your shi . .
. . NO  Tha lines  your ships come in
                                          Mines shitcoudnt precede my shower hasta show up afterwards
Great

My bodys bustin my chops

Sorry  Im not following ya
No
    Youre in synch with my brain emotions  my bodily functions slip yourshout out to Murderbot  slip your governor module

Now Im really confused

Kinda fun aint it  not to be in control or have something thahappens an is utterly beyond your control Im being facetious  However you havent a choice Ya gotta go with the flow despite disagreeing to a T with virtually everything about it

Thawas no help

The hint
          Bodily functions

Shit

Yah

   Ohshit

Correct

Ya just took a shower were squeaky clean then you had to shit

Correct

No bidet

Not this late in the day Ive used leaves to wipe my ass
                                                             Toilet papers just fine

Remember whaya told your mother about Cottonelle

Gentle Care Enriched with aloe and Vitamin E
                                                     I do
Brother  Thabugged her eyes

It certainly did it certainly did

0901,  day-between-2-Ts,  22  5. 24
0919,  Reggaefriday,  24  5. 24
Cat Stevens  Longer Boats  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRC8lqtBXCA 

23.5.24


rubbers

condoms

prophylactics thats sterile

    what he dug
                     reservoirs

when they were kept behind the pharmacists counter anparticularly when they were a woman  really tickled him to stroll up anask for a hafdozen reservoirs

theyd play it cool professional as they should her job
                                                        What brand, please?
Wha brand you prefer
theyd shit
             either sternly  or humoured
the humoured were a pip  several drugstores became his favourites because of them
they werent in hed go to another


    reservoirs
                 what they suggested inspired  incentivised   wasnt like hed comeNo
more like he was surf


anwho didnt like to play in the foam an surf

0858,  day-between-2-Ts,  22  5. 24
1219,  Thursday,  23  5. 24
Beach Boys  Surfin’ USA  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcZn05qxVgg

 

NO TRUER WORDS ARE STRUCK DOWN by House Republicans

McGovern has his way with them unflatteringly he klieglighted the formers adjudicated losses and reminded the House of his 88 pending felony charges

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yg7ABFA28v4

1724,  Thursday,  23  5. 24

22.5.24

he saw
        thought  Righteous  Right on lil guy

if he had his cellphone on himdidnt damn thing stayed putwas a home phone occasionally texted rarely photographed but that allowed people to send him images
                                                              if he had it on him
he still wouldnt have called 9 1 1
couldnt offer First Aid
wasnt qualified

anyone ever call 9 1 1 for animals hit on the roadhe didnt think so this week pickedup a second dead squirrel off the street

Righteous
           motorcycle flying down the street TwentyFives posted  not no way in hell little squirrel dashed into the road gotup on its hind legs not slowing the biker went left squirrel shuffled right bikerright squirrelleft then lunged toward the rider startledcut his wheel too tight squirrel streaked to safety ugly tumble over the handlebars appeared his arms broke bounced slid twentyfive there you have it  speed limit twentyfivethirtyfeet or more

roadkill

he didnt think so  though definitely fuckedup
but if it was

somebody else could cleanup the mess

1440,  2sday,  21  5. 24
1347,  day-beytween-2-Ts,  22  5. 24

21.5.24

he couldnt believe it
                    Whydidya do tha

It was a black widow.

Thas not a why

That it was was plenty reason enough for me. They’re dangerous and I have to think about my children.

You stomped it because of your kids They arent herewhere are they

They’re at home.

Thasbout eight miles away

What’s your point?

You believe tha widoweight miles from your children was a threat to them

It was a widow. That’s sufficient.

    Sufficient
                 Though abundant fear
I wouldn’t . .
. . I did
          Ill ratchet it up a notch   Irrational fear
If the widow was in your home thas another story
                                                     Were standing at the edge of a gravel drive seventy metres from any access into your fathers house
Hell
     It was going out into the field  Headin in a whole nother direction

Anya kill it

   I told you. It was a widow.

I heard you
            Though over your excuse I heard screamed
I have an irrational fear of a spider

If I didnt knowan maybe I don 
                                   Id say you were a Republican

That's mean to say.

Not as mean as destroying a living creature who  who   yeswho wasnt threatin you

1834,  Monday,  20  5. 24
1246,  2sday,  21  5. 24


they liked to play games

he didnt

he did like puzzles

That’s a game.

Perhaps by your definition

    You ought to play. We built a character for you.

Which doesnt obligate me
                           Shoudave asked first I coudave saved you timeChrist I hope you didnt spend money

If we did, would that make a difference?

No

No.
      Are you really that cut and dry?

If you built a character for me youd know

So what am I supposed to tell the others?you understand you’ll be the odd man out, the only one in the house not playing.

You asked I declined Simple
                               Ill give you a reason to tender not an excuse The groups fine without me

she turned and walked awayshoulders slouched

she wasthey were wellintended
                                  though should have asked first not try and leverage him

in an afternoon they a group effort built him a character

hed spent a lifetime developing his

their surmise misssized was appropriate he didnt want to witness
they knew better

he didnt play video games last century he dabbled with Tetris on his girls handheld Game Boys he wouldnt play on-line or interactive games
                         they knew better                    

he didnt feel bad

6AMish,  16  5. 24
1127,  2sday,  21  5. 24


Sunday he wrote


what was with GOOGLE

        * Create theme with AI  obsequiously tucked in the lower righthand corner of the screen

    theme?

The Me
        didnt think so
wasnt going into syndication

GOOGLE must have gotten its signals crossed  lousy info   faulty algorithms  outofrhythm wishful thinking


now he knows 

https://www.theverge.com/24158374/google-ceo-sundar-pichai-ai-search-gemini-future-of-the-internet-web-openai-decoder-interview?ueid=50c730cb0ac5cbd04b51d81774de5e3e

good to know  misstroked  wrote god to know   kinda
                                                         knowledge is power
credited to Thomas Jefferson

attributed to Francis Bacon his 1597 Meditationes Sacrae

but neither wrote god to know
                               hed own itBUTFURST  GOOGLE search

Survey says  “To Know God”

but not god to know


     His

0914,  2sday,  21  5. 24


20.5.24


   freestylin
              site was about rioting  writers rioting
if not them
who
       who needed a questionmark at the end of who to understand who was a question
too many
            too many set off  uncomfortable with not following rules protocol of indiscriminate   punctuation
RULES
        werent they made to be broken   See No questionmark
though he did like its shape
                             better
than others
              ampersand  at sign  bullet  backtick  circumflex  dagger  degree  ellipse  hyphenhymen  interpunct  pilcrow  slash
he went right down the list
could have started at the bottom an come up
                                              comeuppance
punishment
             that wouldnt have been differentnew
maybe not new
                  novel

itd be nice to suffer  novel

but had to make a mistake


those were novel
                 ALL  every one of his scars broken bones gaffes were novel
anhe wouldnt have one back despite pain  humiliation   pleasure
                                                                             Certainly pleasure
Arya sick
NAH
       Accepting

Errors reminded him he was still in the game
                                                Still kickin
Without
          he might really question his existence
Without
            Life might be hologram a bleeding carnival mirror   a farce


Lemme die

my mouth packed with confetti

so when I shoot myself in the face Im like a Fourth of July bottle rocket

not finished as a grotesque meat matchstickYAH
                                                   Yah
Impressed with a seal stamp


Canya see tha
                  he coud

seemed sounded   lovely
                             or maybe tha was just him

RIOTING

2253,  Monday,  20  5. 24

he dreamt 6 7 5 one evening

dreamt 3 4 2 4 1 4 the next

they appeared a chyron across his eyelids frame upon frame
                                                                 they actually had a lot in common when he pulled back shook them out of his eyes grateful they didnt burn into his retinas he wondered if his retinas were actually functioning while he dreamed
              when he was able to digest them


a friend he shared with suggested casting out nines as they did in primary school
                                                                                       he didnt
not his
grewup Midwest

they on the West Coast
                          theyd have to elaborate

ratherhe insisted  the numbers were prone to numerology  which when saying it he knew Harrumph would follow
it did like a dogs bark

   Nevertheless  he explained
                                 Listen  Six plus seven is thirteen plus five is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Three plus four is seven plus two is nine plus four is thirteen plus one is fourteen plus four is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Nine Symbolises the idea of completion though not necessarily finality
                                                                           Instead of signifying the conclusion of one phase it directs the way for the initiation of the next
That’s bullshit.
                When we get a chance I’ll show you casting out nines on paper. You’ll follow.

Im sure I will As sure as your example will have nothing to do with is nonsensical  to wha I dreamed

   So, are you saying your dreams existed only of the numbers 6 7 5 and 3 4 2 4 1 4 all night long?

All night
          Somethings ended an somethings beginning

Im anxious to learn wha
    
1030,  Saturday,  18  5. 24
1343,  Monday,  20  5. 24
Lionel Richie  All Night Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqAvFx3NxUM 

he wouldnt ask
didnt want it asked of him

found it a dealkiller

he didnt misswasnt dead to her remarks about her practise she was obviously dedicated

though if she was leading
                             he didnt follow
despite multiple times seemed bait   vigorously front and center

   he didnt rise

he wanted to know about her
                               her interests predilections  maybe passions eccentricities
the little things which comprised her
childhood to now

one gets one real crack at the first time

he was a good listener
she interested him
                     who could better speak for her than she

psychiatrist
Well shit
        he hadnt had drinks with a mental health professional before
Strap in
        let alone a doctor who could order a well check of someone who wasnt a patient in another state
no psychologic borderlines

when he learned that he found it intimidating it felt wrongillegal
                                                                      was not

he let her wend her way
paying strict attention

bought her a third drink

    she sighed
                    I think I’m getting tipsy. Are you trying to get me tipsy?
she stared him straight in the eyes
boring into him

hed let her get away with tipsy
                                    Whadaya think doc 
she closed one eye

he wished she didnt do that
                              shed look good in an eyepatch
wenchish
           a squealing wench
Cut it out She may be able to read your mind
maybe he was a little tipsyshe started it
whatever she did
                   do not tell him she was attending a convention   be local
people like in Vegas become unmoored   liberal
                                                      becomes a permission structure

she put her hand fingers widespread to her breast  stroked her chest with a finger an elegant daiquiricoloured lacquered fingernail
                        I think . . I think . that would be a very good idea if you like.

    You know best doc

she opened her eye  big round widespread green eyes
                                                                   lasciviously Doctor knows  best.
 
1759,  Thursday,  16  5. 24
0947,  Monday,  20  5. 24
Napolean XIV  They’re Coming To Take Me Away Ha Haa  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL4DEoipTFE

19.5.24

original holocaust

. . . a weeping willow

Not sentient.

I disagree

Don’t be thick. A tree doesn’t perceive feel things as we do.

An why are we the yardstick the metrestick  we don feel perceive things as a tree does
You’re ridiculous.

Youre argument

IT’S a tree.

An were homo sapiens
Latin wise men  Fat chance
                               I detest that were referred to as the last surviving species of the genus Homo
he laughed
             Because you don’t like being called a homo.

    Surviving offends me
Once we were many
                      Were believed number nine  Beatles number nine number nine

Homos habilis handy man erectus Peking Man rudolfensis Pithecanthropus heidelbergensis archaic human being floresiensis nicknamed hobbit neanderthalensis Neandertal naledi star luzonensis ubag
                                                                              TADUMb homo sapiens

Man.  I can’t believe you committed that to memory.

When Im offended Im committed Forces me to dig in

So what’s so offensive about describing us as the surviving species?

Neandertals existed before homo sapiens They lived an adapted for threehunredthousand years
                                                                                                       We agree

That’s my understanding.

Good Were on the same page
                               Then they run into homo sapiens If not your Genographic analysis wouldnt reveal Neandertal in your genetic makeup
Correct

Yes.

The original holocaust

What?

Granted nowhere as formidable abrupt an murderous as it was against the Jews an others during the war A holocaust nonetheless
               Homo sapiens intently  systematically   murdered them
I don’t believe that.

I do
     You agree the entire planet is coursed by homo sapiens

Yes, but I disagree with your hypothesis.
                                            No such proof exists.

Awcomon Look around   Youve been alive a long time Your experience ought to inform you

Homo sapiens do murder better than almost anything else
                                                                Were killers of everything

   The weeping willow is sentient
                                     It weeps for us
1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24
0950,  Sunday,  19  5. 24

https://bigthink.com/the-past/other-human-species/

https://elifesciences.org/articles/09560

https://up.edu.ph/up-led-international-team-discovers-new-human-species-in-the-philippines/

Beatles Revolution (Evolution) 9  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNdcFPjGsm8

Steel Pulse African Holocaust  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Id7tbqRNbsM

what was with GOOGLE
                           * Create theme with AI  obsequiously tucked in the lower righthand corner of the screen

    theme?

The Me
        didnt think so
wasnt going into syndication


GOOGLE must have gotten its signals crossed lousy info faulty algorithms outofrhythm  wishful thinking

he didnt have social media or wifi or multiple devises or television

    he was an oasis in the desert


people tried otherwise surprisinglyhard to convince him misery loves company

should have known better

they knew him
                Remember me  Stodgey right   Inexorable
was told once
he remembers
                Tellya wha   You do you an Ill do me

winked sassily
                 Weah aintaah  talkin masturbation are we
folded like a house of cards
                              was a prude
raved he wasnt

yes he was
             The gentle man doth protest too much methinks Shakespeare wouldave sided with him

   AI
       idioms occurred  barking up the wrong tree this dog wont hunt  I smell a rat

1354,  Thursday,  16  5. 24
0827,  Sunday,  19  5. 24
Peter, Paul & Mary  If I Had A Hammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGMOB2K78iM