freestylin

              site was about rioting  writers rioting

if not them

who

       who needed a questionmark at the end of who to understand who was a question

too many

            too many set off  uncomfortable with not following rules protocol of indiscriminate   punctuation

RULES

        werent they made to be broken   See No questionmark

though he did like its shape

                             better

than others

              ampersand  at sign  bullet  backtick  circumflex  dagger  degree  ellipse  hyphenhymen  interpunct  pilcrow  slash

he went right down the list

could have started at the bottom an come up

                                              comeuppance

punishment

             that wouldnt have been differentnew

maybe not new

                  novel

itd be nice to suffer  novel

but had to make a mistake

those were novel

                 ALL  every one of his scars broken bones gaffes were novel

anhe wouldnt have one back despite pain  humiliation   pleasure

                                                                             Certainly pleasure

Arya sick

NAH

       Accepting

Errors reminded him he was still in the game

                                                Still kickin

Without

          he might really question his existence

Without

            Life might be hologram a bleeding carnival mirror   a farce

Lemme die

my mouth packed with confetti

so when I shoot myself in the face Im like a Fourth of July bottle rocket

not finished as a grotesque meat matchstickYAH

                                                   Yah

Impressed with a seal stamp

Canya see tha

                  he coud

seemed sounded   lovely

                             or maybe tha was just him

RIOTING

2253,  Monday,  20  5. 24

he dreamt 6 7 5 one evening

dreamt 3 4 2 4 1 4 the next

they appeared a chyron across his eyelids frame upon frame

                                                                 they actually had a lot in common when he pulled back shook them out of his eyes grateful they didnt burn into his retinas he wondered if his retinas were actually functioning while he dreamed

              when he was able to digest them

a friend he shared with suggested casting out nines as they did in primary school

                                                                                       he didnt

not his

grewup Midwest

they on the West Coast

                          theyd have to elaborate

ratherhe insisted  the numbers were prone to numerology  which when saying it he knew Harrumph would follow

it did like a dogs bark

   Nevertheless  he explained

                                 Listen  Six plus seven is thirteen plus five is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Three plus four is seven plus two is nine plus four is thirteen plus one is fourteen plus four is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Nine Symbolises the idea of completion though not necessarily finality

                                                                           Instead of signifying the conclusion of one phase it directs the way for the initiation of the next

That’s bullshit.

                When we get a chance I’ll show you casting out nines on paper. You’ll follow.

Im sure I will As sure as your example will have nothing to do with is nonsensical  to wha I dreamed

   So, are you saying your dreams existed only of the numbers 6 7 5 and 3 4 2 4 1 4 all night long?

All night

          Somethings ended an somethings beginning

Im anxious to learn wha

    

1030,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

1343,  Monday,  20  5. 24

Lionel Richie  All Night Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqAvFx3NxUM 

he wouldnt ask

didnt want it asked of him

found it a dealkiller

he didnt misswasnt dead to her remarks about her practise she was obviously dedicated

though if she was leading

                             he didnt follow

despite multiple times seemed bait   vigorously front and center

   he didnt rise

he wanted to know about her

                               her interests predilections  maybe passions eccentricities

the little things which comprised her

childhood to now

one gets one real crack at the first time

he was a good listener

she interested him

                     who could better speak for her than she

psychiatrist

Well shit

        he hadnt had drinks with a mental health professional before

Strap in

        let alone a doctor who could order a well check of someone who wasnt a patient in another state

no psychologic borderlines

when he learned that he found it intimidating it felt wrongillegal

                                                                      was not

he let her wend her way

paying strict attention

bought her a third drink

    she sighed

                    I think I’m getting tipsy. Are you trying to get me tipsy?

she stared him straight in the eyes

boring into him

hed let her get away with tipsy

                                    Whadaya think doc 

she closed one eye

he wished she didnt do that

                              shed look good in an eyepatch

wenchish

           a squealing wench

Cut it out She may be able to read your mind

maybe he was a little tipsyshe started it

whatever she did

                   do not tell him she was attending a convention   be local

people like in Vegas become unmoored   liberal

                                                      becomes a permission structure

she put her hand fingers widespread to her breast  stroked her chest with a finger an elegant daiquiricoloured lacquered fingernail

                        I think . . I think . that would be a very good idea if you like.

    You know best doc

she opened her eye  big round widespread green eyes

                                                                   lasciviously Doctor knows  best.

 

1759,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

0947,  Monday,  20  5. 24

Napolean XIV  They’re Coming To Take Me Away Ha Haa  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL4DEoipTFE

original holocaust

. . . a weeping willow

Not sentient.

I disagree

Don’t be thick. A tree doesn’t perceive feel things as we do.

An why are we the yardstick the metrestick  we don feel perceive things as a tree does

You’re ridiculous.

Youre argument

IT’S a tree.

An were homo sapiens

Latin wise men  Fat chance

                               I detest that were referred to as the last surviving species of the genus Homo

he laughed

             Because you don’t like being called a homo.

    Surviving offends me

Once we were many

                      Were believed number nine  Beatles number nine number nine

Homos habilis handy man erectus Peking Man rudolfensis Pithecanthropus heidelbergensis archaic human being floresiensis nicknamed hobbit neanderthalensis Neandertal naledi star luzonensis ubag

                                                                              TADUMb homo sapiens

Man.  I can’t believe you committed that to memory.

When Im offended Im committed Forces me to dig in

So what’s so offensive about describing us as the surviving species?

Neandertals existed before homo sapiens They lived an adapted for threehunredthousand years

                                                                                                       We agree

That’s my understanding.

Good Were on the same page

                               Then they run into homo sapiens If not your Genographic analysis wouldnt reveal Neandertal in your genetic makeup

Correct

Yes.

The original holocaust

What?

Granted nowhere as formidable abrupt an murderous as it was against the Jews an others during the war A holocaust nonetheless

               Homo sapiens intently  systematically   murdered them

I don’t believe that.

I do

     You agree the entire planet is coursed by homo sapiens

Yes, but I disagree with your hypothesis.

                                            No such proof exists.

Awcomon Look around   Youve been alive a long time Your experience ought to inform you

Homo sapiens do murder better than almost anything else

                                                                Were killers of everything

   The weeping willow is sentient

                                     It weeps for us

1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

0950,  Sunday,  19  5. 24

https://humanorigins.si.edu/evidence/human-fossils/species/homo-sapiens

https://bigthink.com/the-past/other-human-species/

https://elifesciences.org/articles/09560

https://up.edu.ph/up-led-international-team-discovers-new-human-species-in-the-philippines/

Beatles Revolution (Evolution) 9  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNdcFPjGsm8

Steel Pulse African Holocaust  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Id7tbqRNbsM

what was with GOOGLE

                           * Create theme with AI  obsequiously tucked in the lower righthand corner of the screen

    theme?

The Me

        didnt think so

wasnt going into syndication

GOOGLE must have gotten its signals crossed lousy info faulty algorithms outofrhythm  wishful thinking

he didnt have social media or wifi or multiple devises or television

    he was an oasis in the desert

people tried otherwise surprisinglyhard to convince him misery loves company

should have known better

they knew him

                Remember me  Stodgey right   Inexorable

was told once

he remembers

                Tellya wha   You do you an Ill do me

winked sassily

                 Weah aintaah  talkin masturbation are we

folded like a house of cards

                              was a prude

raved he wasnt

yes he was

             The gentle man doth protest too much methinks Shakespeare wouldave sided with him

   AI

       idioms occurred  barking up the wrong tree this dog wont hunt  I smell a rat

1354,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

0827,  Sunday,  19  5. 24

Peter, Paul & Mary  If I Had A Hammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGMOB2K78iM

    politickles

                if he didnt laugh hed cry

who was he kiddin

                      

thought he could lean back stay removedNAH

                                                  not a snowballs chance in Hell

although he appreciated he didnt go off halfcocked punch first  as his father recommended

                                                                                                 old man got in a onepunch fight said as he stripped his jacket off arms behind his back the guy hit him with a cross  parked his nose in his ear

said had he sneezed hed have blown his brains out

that said

           he HAD to comment on the Republican Clown Show in New York  all gussied up and alike dressed in uniform blue suit red tie although he didnt get a long shot to see if they wore the really really long tie the former favours somebody must have to convinced him a long time ago it was a subliminal message

                                                                                         his takeaway  Well  Obviously

Could hang him with it or he could hang himself a la Epstein they ran together in the day

he thought it was a sham

he thought it was a shame

he thought every Republican who made the pilgrimage ought to be ashamed

back to black humour politickles

                                  the enthused robust lying Clown Show

#1 on the Hit Parade a man who has no respect for himself or the office he holds Speaker Mike Johnson Everymans Everyday Evangelical

who stood on the dais and lied  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UopGsx0jBks

#2  Senator wholl never be more than a coach Tuberpotatoheadville

mans full of shit  the jury “supposedly American Citizens” as Bush the Younger said “You are either with us, or you are against us.”   that didnt go well  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4lrBuvFnTA

#3  Representative Lauren Boebert  “(he) looks pretty”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMlx_XpCuCo

saving best for last

#4  Representative Matt Gaetz who reiterated the formers instruction to the Proud Boys who have been found guilty and are in prison for seditious conspiracy “stand back and stand by” during the last presidential debate not really debates any longer against now-President Biden  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/pAg8Gy3opWs

A Shout Out Ohio Senator JD Vance whose photograph ought to be in the dictionary with the definition of craven

with American politicians like these

    who needs enemies

the cancer that is the former president and his disciples has metastasised

1137,  Sunday,  19  5. 24

1540,  Sunday,  19  5. 24

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/politics/evangelical-conservatives-cheer-one-of-their-own-as-mike-johnson-assumes-congress-most-powerful-seat

Jesuschrist fuckin tapping

                        WHA

not that he was expecting an answer

an answer woud probably irritate him more

                                               Make your point

it was insistent

bugged him most of the night

                                he ignored it until it woke himWHAT

his cat hearing his voice came up the hall on a dead run leapt onto the bed

her expression WHA

Hiya leftie

            I appreciate your attention baby  Its still dark  Not time to eat not time to eat

a good pettingscuffing sufficed

eventually she quit with her feigns left right left right  left   right and settled down between his legs  nuzzled  went to sleep

he fell back asleep slept better when she slept

                                                the pulsing continued

occurring in different places left of his spine

were they contiguous  aligned  hed think muscular

                                                         but they werent

random  varying strengths    no tempo

Im going to sleep he said  quietly    so he didnt disturb leftie

   was able to shut it out

when he woke in the morning

                                  they continued

made the bed fed the cats in an out shrubjay showed Boid Boid Boid  fed it kibbles

    they were there

did laundry vacuumed made coffee went to his PC read newsfeeds wrote emails just like the letters he wrote  no one replied

       must think he was being rhetorical

still there  Hey bub  Hey bub  Hey bub

                                          Ya you  Ya you

Wha

he went so far as to enterbring up Morse Code and see if he could make some sense of it words  a message  from a neural sponsor some fuckinhilarious apparition

he couldnt

    was with him until the middle of the afternoon when he smoked a joint had a red beer spiked with kimchi

sat with the sun on his back

                               felt the taps quiver  lessen    quietquiver  lesser    quit

wanted sun

fuck if he knew

    hasnt returned   

damn right tempting fate

                           tossing it up into the ether

daring

    he figured it went onto some other shmuck

                                                  some other receptor ripe for the picking

1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

1812,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

Pink Floyd  Another Brick In The Wall  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9d72n2fX6g

helped to be high

 

not that he ascended to some rarified  bizarre    etherexistence NO

                                                                         hes traditionally that  status quo

he seesdescribes twisted tortured  AWry   his specialty

    What the fuck are you talking about?

Wha I said Arya listenin to me

                                      I told ya

You told me what?

Christ  Ya blind

                      Im being pretty  explicit

No. I can’t. I haven’t a fuckin clu . .

. . Anyare gettin upset with me

                                    Somebody pith your imagination when you were a kid

Plain as the nose on your face

    Wha

I’ve no idea what you’re talking about. sounded like a bucket of gravel being dumped

Wha I said  Wha I told ya

                                The turkey vultures tha flew overhead while I was takin a leak

I didn’t get that.

Howdya not get tha

                       I aint drawin a picture  Makes no sense to explain a joke

Were you telling me a joke?

   No  Not at all

Wha did I say

Fuck if I can remember.  You weren't making any sense from the getgo.

Turkey vultures

They flew over my head

They looked like an erratic Polish fighter squadron

No.

   FUCK

1423,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

1711,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

music box

You know how it is when youre folding laundryyour mind wanders

No. I don’t I play music.

Playing music your mind doesnt wander

                                             You singing

I don’t sing.

An playing music your mind doesnt wander Doesnt music invoke memories its a trigger for me a if you woud  a soundtrack takes me back I remember good times

Remember bad ones too

No.

    I can’t say that it does.

   Are you purposefully being contrary

No.

Actually you are  An often   So we don agree

                                                  Passive aggressive

I disagree.

Of course you do

                     Nevermind

   I’d like to hear what you thought.

Ships sailed Im gonna go

he made a pouty face Did I hurt your feelings?

No  You cant

              But whaya really oughta do right now is take a selfie have tha expression made into an emoji you can use while texting

                   So cute

Just like a chick

   music box

what he thought while he folded laundry

                                            it just wandered in

made him chuckle

                    the chuckle turned into a laugh

                                                      the laugh into a near wipe-the-tears-from-his-eyes

he cracked himself up

JAYSUS pull it together man

met at a family picnic they were familiar but hadnt really connected in the past

                                                                                     red beers helped

it was a hot day

as dusk fell they went for a walk around the park lagoon

she stumbled

he missed the crook of her arm

she tumbled into the water

looked like the waterlilies around her

it was shallow so he didnt jump in to help her

                                                  his laughter also didnt help

standing at the edge of the lagoon he held his hand out

she splashed the hell out of him

   eventually amid riotous laughter she took his hand

                                                         Youre wet

You’re as wet as me.

he looked at his clothing

                           I am

My motel’s not far from here, it has a laundry. We can walk, don’t imagine you’d want to get in your car wet.

Or a wee bit drunk

Or that.

Yah okay Lets stroll

it wasnt far

Tellya what.

Wha

I’ll shower, change my clothes, and while you shower I can take our clothes launder them. There’s a robe in the closet.

nothing in that sounded like seduction or foreplay

                                                       yet

by the time the clothes were dry

several Jacks sipped

continued winning conversation

minimal furniture

the bed was inviting

I may be a bit rusty

Isn’t it like riding a bicycle?

One sits on a bike an yaint no bike baby

again their laughter lubricated them

he went down between her legs

her breath came faster as he began to part her

                                                    he paused   Yahear tha pressed her legs together

What?

Didnt hear tha

   No.  Nothing.

Probably nothing

                 began parting herSTOPPED pressed them together   Ya don hear tha

she looked at him

                         Im not hearing anything.

Hmmm

         began parting her again  stopped  slightly pried There   Tha

What? No.

                Nothing.

Listen

         Ohyes definitely

What?

Zeppelin

What?

Rock an Roll

What of it?

Been a long time been a long time been a long a lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time  Yes it has

Oh quiet.

he did

          split her wide

   like at the lagoon

                      she tumbled   out of bed to escape his tonguelashing

was like riding a bicycle

0826,  Reggaefriday,  17  5. 24

1139,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

Zeppelin  Rock and Roll  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lncr2g9XJHU