9.5.24

Sweet Jesus

formers attorney Susan Sweet Jesus forgive me  PEARL  Necheles  tried to slut shame Stormy Daniels  a porn star

2052,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

pingpong gall

looked like a dirtygray pingpong ball sitting in the cleft of the uneven sidewalk

Wha he questioned himself
                             he found his question the ball tantalising
he figured he was a long way from any table anwhere he walked was Business district dis strict  not Residential

Someone lose a pingpong ball

   Thas a stupid question

Any question unasked is stupid

Were either you or all of us   all have any idea
                                                    Ive lost things I miss desperately through a hole in my pocket
You didnt sew it up

I didnt know it was there

Truly

Yawanna stop
               Yaknow better than tha

   Any question unasked is stupid

Touche

smiled pleased with themselfthemselves
                                              It wasnt a ball
It was not

A gall

Ever see a more beautifullyshaped gall in your life
                                                       It was perfectly spherical
It waslooked manufactured

It diddidnt it

It looked like a filthy dirty pingpong ball
                                             Then you kicked it
It crumbledshattered
Surprised the shit out of you
It did
      Thought it was going to go boundinspeedin down the sidewalk Crumbled broke too many pieces to count  dust

An not the kings horses or the kings men could put Humpty Dumpty back together again

No


Say it  Yawanna

   I do
         It was galling
A galling gall

Right on

High Noon,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
1206,  Thursday,  9  5. 24
Michael Franti  Hole in the Bucket  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-PJMycvmA8


there she was

his dream girl in real life

as patience as she had been in his dreams where they annihilated each other with extreme prejudice

   Wait a sec

Ya hafta interrupt
Yah
        Extreme prejudice  Annihilation   Sexually dominated each other

   Wha of it

Extreme prejudice
Ya said

   Anwhere else you use it

You know
I do
       But I want you to say

An I can continue uninterrupted

heshe shehe winked  Uninterrupted

he cleared his throat
                     As you know  I do not use hate
I say
       I dislike someone something with extreme prejudice

Yes you do  Thank you

Yah
      Youre welcome


his patient dream girl in real life
                                 he was confused if she was Hispanic or Pilipino Filipino Asian she bent his len he didnt know  yadon ask your dream girl

she was resting her arms on the handle of a shopping cart
                                                                a humoured restlessness irritation in her face
it looked good on her

she was waiting on a boorish white woman he didnt pay attention whitebread never attracts himparticularly when fresh multigrain was around who blocked entrance to the market its automatic glass door stuck open with a loaded he should have said she was a fat boorish white woman shopping cart
                                                      she was fiddlinground with her sunglass maybe wiping the lens with a Kleenex or cloth that she could have moved her cart from the entry and wipedplayed with her sunglasses there and not impededinhibited people enteringleaving
                                            others were behind her were waiting to leave

ADD-ON a gymnastics game he knew of performed on different apparatuses trampoline in particular
                                                                                                   a rude fat boorish whitebread woman

dream girl glanced at him
                           cocked her head maybemaybe not recognising him people in his dreams were ninetyninepointnineninenine percent strangers he dreamed the whole time he slept

he noddedwinked at her

she seemed to have surprised herself  she winked back  smiled nice fuckin dimples


finally the doorway knot came undone
                                         the rude fat boorish white woman finished taking her oblivious sweet-ass time

her cart got away from her

it turned down the ramped concrete towards traffic
he could have caught it stopped it

fatty made eye contact with him he assumed she did  through her clean sunglasses

   he smiled

she was furious

the loaded cart slammed into the side of a sedan
                                                  anbecause the car was moving the jilted cart tipped left hard an spilled its guts all over the road oranges an apples rolled a pinkfrosted cake escaped its plastic container bananas bruised unemotional greengrapes escaped their bunches
it was unsightly

it was a catastrophe

it was exactly her due


lookingup an away from accountability he saw his dream girl was gone

he looked into the store
didnt see her
                didnt see where she went


she did the same thing in hismaybe their dream
                                                after goring each other she took a hot shower disappeared with the steam

though she did draw a heart with her finger on the steamy glass door

OnePMish,  Monday,  6  5. 24
1043,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

Church of Brutal Beyond Belief
                                 aids  the mischievious obliges  most merriment  by degrees

he was pursued  feted
                       accepted its host
toast topped with crumbled feta tablespoons of someones homemade apricot jam
                                                                                      finally
an edible church
                      church he could swallow

he made up his testament as he went along
                                             Book of Genes 
In the beginning I was born

There were shrieks

His Mothers

not him
            he was silence
fascinated

   What was this
what had been a formless void dim  deepred purpling
                                                               paraphrasing Let there be Light
There were snakingslivers fractals that blendedbecame soft afternoon light
slatted by woodshutters

I was born in an attic

bathed in a balia

bundled not bondaged not swaddled  in cottoncloth
                                                       escaped

I preferred laying naked uncontainedunrestrained
                                                           Church of Brutal Beyond Belief

Right up my alley

1220,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
0916,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

8.5.24


didnt follow
           figured one day hed catch a culprit in the act an before having them wade into the creek an pull the grocery cart out of the water hed have them confess their thinking


Who do you think you are?

Me

What do you care?none of your business.

Im makin it mine

Now unless you want me to plant that cart on top of youya havent gills youll say An then youll retrieve the cart an well walk it back return to the market Then well go inside and see what recourse management wants to pursue

My understanding of accountability

The fuck you will.


he decided not to drown him
                             used a fallen limbcracked him HARD on the side of both knees he wouldnt crawl off too far retrieved the cart heaped him in it maintained the limb for duress returned them to the grocerystore heftedrolled him at the Courtesy Counter disappeared out the automatic doors

an anonymous Good Citizen
a proper pedestrian

1250ish,  2sday,  7  5. 24
1052,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

I love you now

not interrupted disrupted   troubled
                                              ireritated misspelled on purpose to get the proper venom
Venom

   Yah  Venom

Useless
           Until its necessary
Ireritated


gal had a waybout her to raise his temperature
                                                      in either direction
no small task

Tsk tsk tsk shed ticked with her tongue
                                         aware in whatever direction he was going shed help him along
You love me.

I do  I will
                   Until I don

You think you can fall out of love with me?
Yes

I couldn’t fall out of love with you.

Then we understand the playing field


   I didn’t understand before.
Yadid
         Evidently yathought I was teasin
I don tease 

Because I don like being teased
                                   Straight  No chaser
Yah

Consecrated by the Church of Brutal Beyond Belief
Phonaesthetic.
Thas my grrl
                  Aids the mischievous obliges most forms of merriment  Each to a degree
Degree
Operative

   Dig


I do now.

You would have told me firs . .
. . I have  I had

Just like that?

Like tha
           Love has its limits

Or perhaps I should say
                           Mine has

I believe ifya really thought it through  youd recognise yours does too

   Tyranny of family?

Yes

But you love me?
 

   I love you  Now     

1443,  2sday,  7  5. 24
1406, day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24


everybody was getting into the Act
                             BOUT TIME
tough holding the line without allies

Irish

         Aww  Whadahell
Willing to stand beside me sit J R R R R R Tolkien on his ass for him to understand he was premature tha cellar door isnt the most beautiful word in the English language

ally

Ken Bruen

his candidate is ice freeze fear
                               made him stumble a step when he read it as he walked
stopped

took a slip of paper he kept at the back of Bruens book Galway Girl red ink Bic pen from behind his ear scribbled down the time 1239hrs the candidate

phonaesthetics
                 as the Stones say  Just a shot away . . .

theres more

hed keep combin his mind
                           keep his eyeballs peeled  ears pried wide open

1239,  2sday,  7  5. 24
1022,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

wasnt Yiddish trepverter
                         couldnt fit a staircase between the automatic doors providing exiteggress entry to the market
wouldnt have been provocative
                                  rather 
curious
it was BLATANT
                  what someone puts on their face provokes inquiry
it wasnt like he and every other Tom Dick or Harry Sally or Jane Spot didnt see his puss

   Room for one more
he didnt see room for another tat 
 
approximately1300,  2sday,  7  5. 24
0946,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
some humour  Mokita  Room For Another  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuy7HBasdtk

her hair was jetblack so black it absorbed the sunlight
                                                      curly    she wore it long  ungathered
late teens
not that he particularly noticed his eyes absorbed details without encouragement
                                                                                          but had he continued walking deadon
hed have gone through her
                            rather
he sidestepped wentround behind her earbudded oblivion

they were stopped at the corner by the light

they waited
he kept reading

a vibe radiatedscintillated off her

                                      she was perturbed
he wasnt paying attention to her who was he not to

when avoiding her it seemed apparent immanent   she had expected he would
    seemed

she was accustom to men others   to pay attention
this bledup in between the curt descriptions  dialogue  he read


light changed

they stepped crisplysimultaneously off the curb
                                                        motion diminished her

last thought he gave her was that he hoped she got her fix of attention real soon

1230,  Monday,  6  5. 24
0905,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

7.5.24

EXTORTION? 

                                                         Extortion  Really

he didnt think so

formers lone female attorney Susan Necheles insisted this afternoon “You were looking to extort money from President Trump.”

No  hes the EXpresident
                           hes buhbye
High Noon  20January 2021

Former

Stormy Daniels replied False.


embrace
          for the sake of argument
a twentyseven year old female pornographic theres nothing wrong with tha it pays the bills actor skillfully extorted a businesssavvy sixty year old man
                                     HOWBOUT
a sixty year old man
a believed American reality sic star
                                      proffering
the proverbial casting couch

    which is more likely

the days winning quote  “This is the only way you’re getting out of that (Louisiana) trailer park.”
Stormy confessed she may have blacked out
                                                although the Lake Tahoe suites ceiling may have been painted black 

related
          former did not wear a condom
WHA A GUY

related
          former quizzed Stormy on STDs
he didnt hear testimony tha she quizzed him in kind

he frankly sincerely  took comfort that the act was characterised as very brief

1757,  2sday,  7  5. 24
2348,  2sday

left the bar

found himself there          

he shifted around on someones kitchen chair
                                                  should have stopped for food
Anything to eat. Treats?

Wha
Treats.

No  None

No treats?

No

No. Simple. Creature.   Comforts?

No  Simple necessity prevails


   You understand Need   Not want
                                                     Simple

1859,  Twosday,  7  5. 24
Beatles  The Fool On The Hill  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsRatIMUSu8

No where, man.

sifting through the last of his notes three pages front an back on his desk he realised he wasnt prepared to share any of those stories not the fourteen year old rump up the priests prowling for passionFreuds  Roman Catholic Church Mother Father Sister Brother Ohman  Holy Ghost  Amen  lots there to splice an dice

                                                                                     he wasnt in the mood
Wha type of mood is tha

You understand mood  state of mind   emotion
Cowed

   Ya tryin to be clever

Didnt find tha funny

Don give up your day job

Tough audience
Yah

   So wha will it be

Whaya want from me

I know tha P!nk
                   Tryin to slip one past me

No Hasnt ever occurred to me Id be able to
                                               Given our intimate connection  An all the others

We shoppedround before committing

I must have been havin a rummage sale

No
     Actually sale wasnt on your sign It said rummage   Two different thingsyah

Really

Really
            Youll have to take my word for it We didnt take a picture  Though we converged  commingled
Conspired
No

   Certainly were a lot of you

You recognised after   wha cohabiting

   Sure
          Why not

Cohabiting
              Scads more have rallied to you

You consider yourselves scads

Think scabs

You think wha I think
                         Yathink

Scads  Cohorts

As for me
             Your cowhore

Cowed again

Mooed

Were getting nowhere

Man

Beatles

0900,  2sday,  7  5. 24

6.5.24


was meaningwanted   definitely wanted to have a parlez avec moi ce soir not Lady Marmalade Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQa7SvVCdZk
   No

with Ken Bruen
                  joust with his assessment

The only difference between
A grave
And a rut
Is the dimension.

Xcuse me all to hell  Ken
                             Lets take me for example

he imagined him to say Praytell

Thank you

              Ill be cremated
therefore

a rut in the earth woud do nicely
                                   if
I were to be buried

   However  frankly
                        I intend to have my ashes tossed into the aerosol whipped by a savage Pacific storm
   
Yacan appreciate my dimensional argument
                                                Cantya

   didnt care what Ken had to say    
1415,  Monday,  6  5. 24
2033,  Monday
Dave Matthews  Gravedigger  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70imAxvE2wM