10.2.24


he must have forgot who he was talking to
                                                A good host    Thaswha you said
Yes.

   Woud you like to withdraw tha

Why would I do that?

In regard to our science backgrounds

Hosting, what does that have to do with science?

Im tossin you a bone

A bone?
          I don’t follow.

Thas unfortunate
                   Your blinders are on tightpulled down hard see neither left nor right up or down damn near blind
So if you woud please repeat yourself so I understand I understood you correctly

You know what I said.

Clarification  Accurancy
                           Im sure I did I want to be deliberate

Alright. Fine.
                What I said was I hope I am a good host. I enjoy her company. I enjoy her attention.

he nodded Thank you
                          I appreciate you repeating yourself Thaswha I heard

   You’re welcome.
                      What about science?

Science he stroked his chin
                             nodded thoughtfully  I think   I think Im gonna leave tha morsel to you to consider ifya want

Id bet you wont But thas up to you
I got to get going
                   Lemme know if we can have coffee next week My dance card is wide open as usual

   You’re not going to say.

Give it a thought
                  Send me a text next week Be cool   Ill seeya

Next week.


he stood tookup his empty paper cup and walking past the recycle receptacle gave it a little backhand flip Two points

from his canvasbag slung over his shoulder he took out a book  Other Minds The Octopus the Sea and the Deep Origins of Consciousness
                    science

host

parasite

Ahweel to himself before he began reading  He may believe hes in a symbiotic relationship

1919,  Monday,  5  2. 24
1850,  Saturday,  10  2. 24


   Muthafucker
                     buddy was unable to resist trying to irritate him with acronyms

long ago he learned to meet horseshit with his best corpseface  unflinching   blowflies crawling over it


he repeated himself evidently his corpsefeign wasnt gooddidnt convince him he was deaddeaf
                                                                                                         W W J D
what were they talkin about just prior
                                         he was a little high  helped him fake death 

   yes

buddys undying hardon for a woman he was seeing that dealt him a sheaf which hed describe as dealkillers  that he candidly refused to acknowledge
                                     I don’t know that.   You an idiot
he gave idiocy a face

buddy was defending her in his wildest dreams he hoped he was being facetious defending how she replied to difficult interfaces with others
                      W W J D

Youre really crediting her

Come on, smart, a step back, she’s able to step away, buy herself time . . allow herself uncontended breathing room.

To the situation you described   

   Yes.
No
     She sentient  She ought to know without taking a step back a breath  I cant imagine in her experience she hasnt contended with similar parallel applicable circumstances something shes handled prior  Ought to be on the tip of her tongue
        Or like yourself  forgetful
Faulty long term memory

Do you have to insult her?

You have to use some bizarre acronym shes madeup or assumedshared with you  that for reasons know only to yourself you use despite knowing Im utterly uninterested
                                                            Wannasay  I aint guessin
W. W. J. D. 
              What would Jesus do?  

She know Jesus

afternoon,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1355,  Saturday,  10  2. 24
Rodrigo Rodriguez  Come Back  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zgXDsBYmXU

9.2.24


he rarely dumbfounded him

they rarely agreed

made for a good friendship


. . . well of course he said  you know the five languages of love.

I do not

kneejerk reaction happened on his kisser looked uncomfortable
                                                             What do you mean you don’t. You read more than anyone I know.

This some selfhelp book you read

The Five Love Languages. It was the rage . .
. . For who  Idiots

What do you mean idiots?

Whadoes an idiot mean to youya read it
                                             Ya learn something you didnt know   Needed affirmation

We, my wife and I read it.

Whose idea

Whose idea?

You a mynabird  Speak

I don’t remember.

Thas safe
            You do have moments of intellect

Jesus. You on the rag?

No


   Do you want to know what they are?

You want to tell me he made a thing of slouching in his chaircrossing his arms over his chest
                                                                                             Speak
If you don . .
. . But you want to  So please

You’re acting like you know them already.

I do  Ive been in love however I have no need of labels  I just did them

What are they?

Theyre your languages

   Alright.

Thank you

In no particular order .  . acts of service . .
. . Curious your first  Excuse my interruption

he glared

he expected it

Acts of service. Words of affirmation. Physical touch. Gifts. Quality time spent together.

he clapped an clapped an clapped an clapped was irritating
                                                                You needed a book to tell you tha
Do you agree?

I agree might be one for the books
                                      I like how they came out rote  Were they an oath
What do you mean?

Is your wife able to recite them without hesitation as you just did

I’m sure she can.

When did this book of love come out

If I remember correctly . . . the Nineties.

Who wrote it 

I don’t remember his name.

You remember it was a man

Yes I do.

You remember his background  A psychologist

He wasn’t a psychologist.

What was he

I believe . . a minister . Baptist.

So he was a psychologist  He ministered administered
                                                             Learned of and attended to others needs
An he wasnt a priest so he could marry an probably was

I don’t know.

You didnt vet the man before you read his book

The book was well-received . .
. . You didnt vet him
                        Why woudya do tha

If I recommended a book to you . .
. . I woudnt necessarily read it
                                  Anya can bet your sweet ass Id find out who the author waswha his credentials were

he stammered
                  It was a good book.

A good selfhelp book I don read em
                                       Im beyond instruction have no need for teachers  If I don know something I have ample resources to learn

As long as you found sustenance good for you

   Sustenance?  that irritated him

Yah

1219,  2sday,  16  1. 24
1151,  Reggaefriday,  9  2. 24
Stick Figure  (feat. Collie Buddz)  Showdown  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEkhxMt2YtM

8.2.24


majority of his life
                     the people he loved most he had long distance relationships with
because he left

they stayed
                 he had a hard time believing they stayed
could understand his parents

their youth was during a different time a different world

his mothers parents were immigrants his fathers parents parents immigrated

they were steeped in Old World
                                  steeped
in profession of Family
                         traveled by car never left the United States


growingup he was steeped alike

but by the time he exited the teabag he was had been depleted  smelled tasted like hot water

he left to replenish himself


he had to admit
                      he did an excellent job

he visited
           but
he knew when he left that the people he loved most hed have long distance relationships with



the house phone rang

he put down his pen no distractions
                                      Hey Maw Yes  Good evening   How are you
                                                                                           Excuse me  So not to forget babe
I love you
 
1838,  Thursday,  8  2. 24
Korantemaa  By the time you’ve finished your coffee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mj5JrBxwqA

he read falsus in uno falsus in omnibus
                                             repeated it out loud
she asked You say falsus in uno?

I did  An falsus . .
. . When are you going to let that go?

   Let go
Yes.

she was agitated seemed out of the blue

he smiled he was always smiling made people wonder what he was up to
                                                                         Im sure I don know wha youre thinkin
Please. sarcasm thick she didnt look good in thick sarcasm  he liked her better naked

Tell me

   You tell me.

It has something to do with falsus in uno 
                                            False in one thing

her head ticked to the side like a chicken eyeballing a crawly bug
                                                               False in one thing?
Yes  I concluded falsus in omnibus
                                      False in everything  Obviously Latin   Maxim

Hmmm.  Apt description for former president.

Yes I read it in a court transcript an hadnt a clue wha it meant
                                                                    Now we both know
Yes. Good to know.


Are you going to say

she blushed

Ya got a little agitated

   I did. I’m embarrasse . .
. . Not around me  Tha doesnt fly
                                        An no apology or sorry either

I hung my hat of Uno.

One

The . . . game.

he started smiling again

Don’t.
        Please.

I  cant  help myself

You bastard.
               she laughed didnt cover her mouth those gawddamn dimples  he wanted to crawl into one and fall asleep 
he loved them

Baby It was funny every time you cheated coud see it in your face
                                                                        Youre a lousy liar

   I’m trying to hone my skills.

An Im safe

she sighed
            And so much more . . so much more.

1231,  day-between-2-Ts,  7  2. 24
1254,  Thursday,  8  2. 24

mucus curious

Couldnt help myself

   What did you do this time? You’re not in trouble?

Trouble
            Why trouble

Because you’re troubling. Same reason why I’m not confrontational.

Im confrontationa . .
. . And you’re the reason why I’m not. I had to spend my time watching your back.
Oooh
       Theres tha

There IS that.
               What couldn’t you help?

Mucus I had a sudden fascination

he sucked his tonguesounded like fingers snapping
                                                    Mucus.
What sent you truckin’?

   Curiosity
                Mucus curiousSay thas a phonaesthetic  Time to shame Tolkien again

You and your obsession with cellar door.

Know me well

Years and years of strict training. You’re unrelenting.
                                                          Maybe if I let you get knocked senseless a couple of times you wouldn’t have remained so belligerent . . anhad given me a break.

   Ah  Friendship
                    You wouldnt have wanted to lose my friendship Ive had your back
I know. I know.


   So  Mucus
                  Just popped into my skull no reasonnot a reason I coud anI tried to ascertain


I’m listening. You wanna tell.

I do . .
. . And don’t start off with you know . . I don’t.

Okay  Youll love thi . .
. . I won’t, you do.

   Yes  Therestha
                      Its a complex aqueous fluid thas cool huh Hadnt ever thought of it in that way


Ninetyfive percent water makes sense Were nothing but walkintalkin water balloons  Drop us off the top of a building onto concrete
                 Well make a splash

You and your fuckin’ visuals.

Seals the deal though don it

he groaned in his throatslightly shook his heads
                                               Ninetyfive percent water.
Yah
       Water with a mix of glycoproteins yacan figure tha out proteoglycans thatoo lipids ya know proteins ditto  an DNA Knock knock knockin on heavens door  You followed

I did.
Great
         Back to being a complex aqueous flui . .
. . I had no doubt you’d doubleback.
                                         To torment me.
he made a pussshook his head
                                No Sometimes yadon follow me get lost but donsay Thas frustrating An sometimesyah yadon recall earlier parcels of our conversation

Which, I’ll admit, you’ve spooky crazy recall.

Thank you

It’s that lightning bolt that just went over your head as a baby.

It is  I think so

I’ve no doubt. Spooky. Crazy. Recall. Memory.
                                                  I forget, you remember or you remind me.

Kindalike havin two of you


Kinda.

   You were sayin’ I’ve forgot.

Complex aqueous

Mucus.

I think its neat

What’s remains to be told?

Cool  It owes its I love this viscoelastic tellme thas not cool Its viscoelastic lubricating hydration ever think of mucus as hydration thall makeya drop your water bottle off the top of a tall building in a single bound

Jesus.
        Would you say Superman?

Thank you
            Its hydration properties to the glycoprotein visited tha earlier  glycoprotein mucin  I can go on about tha . .
. . No.
         Stick to hydration.

   Okay I told you I stepped in it  I coudnt help myself

You did. Continue.

   Thanks for not rolling your eyes

You’re welcome.

You rolled your eyes

You prompted me.

Maybe
        Maybe reminded you
Maybe.
           You were saying?
Mucin
        Mucin combined with electrolytes lipids other smaller proteins
Anthis is really cool
                      Electron microscopy of mucosal surfaces reveal a highly convoluted surface with a network of fibers and pores Varying sizes


Man, the shit that entertains you.

   One more thing

Will it interest me?

   Maybe

You gottasay you gotta tell me?
I do

hands wentup to either side of his head
                                       Tell me.

Mucins

Of course.

Mucins an mucinlike domains are involved in modulating immune response which harass you an inflammation which harrass me . .
. . Two Rs?

Yes Harrass me
                   An adhesion an tumorigenesis  Tumorigenesis  Tumor  Origin  Genesis   Cool

Means?

Known also carcinogenesis or oncogenesis

Cancer.

Bingo
        See how sharp you are

   Arya done?
                 I’m played out.

Yah  Ill buy ya a drink
OH hell no. 
             You’re buying me several for putting me through that.
 
2027,  2sday,  6  2. 24
1129,  Thursday,  8  2. 24
Board of Canada  Julie and Candy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CfdWJ6BjF0

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28970050/#:~:text=Mucus%20is%20a%20complex%20aqueous,and%20pores%20of%20varying%20sizes.

https://www.sciencedirect.com/topics/medicine-and-dentistry/mucin#:~:text=Mucins%20are%20heavily%20O%2Dglycosylated,inflammation%2C%20adhesion%2C%20and%20tumorigenesis.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/medgen/3302#:~:text=Definition,from%20NCI%5D

 
   . . . correction


  :  :  Joy is usually Sunny! Thank you for the correction!  ; )  he texted
                                                                               the gals name was Sunny not Joyhis error his daughter corrected him


he has occasions when his mind wandersoften  inappropriately hes a teller because hes curious what the hearer might think of his tell
          Obviously he didnt play cards for money
he refused to gamble unless he shouldered the gambit were it solely on himHE competed  then hed bet


his mind wanderedup
                         . . . correction
Yes  I heard

. . . what did you hear

Corerection

. . . yes anwhastha

Men  At our core were erections   Our North Star

. . . yes

Coerection
           Only time I ever encountered tha was during an orgy
. . . orgies

You remember correctly he chuckled
                                      Coed skinnydipping  hot tubs
. . . I remember
                 Youre gonna tell your daughter

I am She knows meya know tha

. . . we do


  :  :  So baby I gotta say . . .

1102,  Day-between-2-Ts,  7  2. 23
1005,  Thursday,  8  2. 24

7.2.24


his father remarked he had an eye appointment  
                                                   Your brother's taking me in . . . although . . the appointment is for next Wednesday . Valentine’s Day . .
. . Babys birthday

Yes.
        That just occurred to me.

Thad be an imposition

   It would.   I should call and change it.

Are you having trouble with your eyes

No.  No.
         Just an eye check-up.

Can it be delayed without putting you at risk

musing Yes.
                Just a check-up.

Then I agree with you cancel it
                                Youre not having eye dryness itchy burning eyes
No. No. I have eyedrops.

You use them occasionally when needed

I use them, a drop in each eye, every night when I go to bed.

No kiddin  When you go to bed
                                 When your eyes are closed for the night hang a shingle CLOSED till Dawn

he chuckled Not usually morning, I wake during the night and have to relieve myself.

Relieve  Thank you for tha
                              Sounds so nice
Yes. I prefer it to . .
. . Don I really dislike tha wordhow it sounds coming out of someones mouth

I do too, though I often hear it.

The girls don use it

No.  I hear it when we go out for groceries to dinner or breakfast, lunch.

   When youre going to eatJesus
                                    Thas rude

Son, it’s a rude world.

Is  Word
          So eyedrops only when you go to bed

Yes.

You understand whathas for yah


   So you can see your dreams better

his father sputtered then laughed soundly


he smiled big made his father laugh

Thank you son, felt good, didn’t see that coming.

1110,  Day-between-2-Ts,  7  2. 24

asshole speaks

he sighed Woudya give it a rest


   when he does
                    his asshole speaks
fancies he has the peoples ears has them coming and going
                                                                 he may
if they like listening to farts


speaking for himself he did not

asshole whined
                 “If immunity is not granted to a President, (saved Biden from having him whacked) every future President who leaves office will be immediately indicted by the opposing party . . . Without complete immunity, a President of the United States would not be able to properly function.”  Trump campaign spokesperson Steven Cheung

howbout “What’s past is prologue . . .” Shakespeare
                                                         then a liberal dose of Faulkner  “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.”

“. . . every future President . . .”


   howbout every past President

how many past Presidents rackedup (assholes on a roll  still rackingemup) extreme ($50M in 2023) legal fees court costs (defending four indictments and 91 felony counts)

1032,  Day-between-2-Ts,  7  2. 24

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/us-politics/donald-trump-court-2023-wrapped-b2467508.html