Shit

    caught him offguard  reallyreally surprised him

he knew these couples

                         or rather

thought he did

maybe onetwo  three  of the gals their roads far tougher than a white mans

                                                                                 however

he didnt foresee guys would

he didnt

when he posited the question the gals puzzled satback three guys immediatelyaggressively leaned forward  axes to grind went off over one another

                                despite   despite them knowing whenever he had a question hed say where he stood

he believed that was important

he let them work it out

wasnt prompting

                   just tendered the inquiry

three of six did

two of six women said

they were peeved volatile  reallyreally surprised him

                                                         harbored

deepseated angstanguish

five of a dozen

a legit sampling

   then finally  like a bomb an accusation Whydya ask? What about you?

he paused took his sweet time   looked each in the eyes

                                                               Yacut me off before I coud say

Yeah well. You tapped a nerve.

Ill apologise Im sorry

                       I didnt see that comin

And so?  What?

No I didnt don   hate anyone

coed five got twitchy

Though I will admit

                     Ill admit tha Ive disliked with extreme prejudice  certain people

But not hate

Hate

      Evil  I let neither rankle my vocabulary

Reggaefriday afternoon after 1415approximately,  15  12. 23

2149,  2sday,  19  12. 23

Alanis Morissette  You Oughta Know  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RitmSQcmUuI

IMY2  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gat8d1ozuZ8

Excuse my Ideation   hes always makin a mess  amass messes

                                                                       See

See how it works

See Dick

I was takin a leak.

                     was arrested for indecency exposure I swear I was takin a leak.   he knew a guy   was the guy lying   who tells the truth any more even when it has nothing to do with or shares the gravity of . . .   Christ it was a misdemeanor. Small town judge. Treated me like a felon was all over me.   . . . shares the courtordered gravity of going door to door in the neighbourhood and having to introduce himself as a sexual offender

                                                                                           Aint like sellin Girl Scout cookies.

There’s no excuse. That’s what bathrooms are for.

An before Judge?  Before?

See, see. See Jane.

Oh, Jane. Look, look, look . . .

Look, Dick. Look, Jane. Look and see.

Ideation

           legalish licorice  phonaesthetic  Hell withya Tolkien

legalish Urban Dictionary means to be written or portrayed in a confusing, inarticulate, or complicated manner.  obfuscate

everybody knows what licorice isHell Kaspar one of the Wise Kings brought baby Jesus a gift of licorice  “Licorice!” cried Kaspar, “Sweet, black licorice!”

Melchior and Balthazar may have preferred red

licorice is black

episode

episodic

epicsodomy    How canya turn yare back on tha he coudnt

                                                    Nope   Not at all coudnt

1700,  Thursday,  14  12. 23

2244,  Thursday

1326,  2sday,  19  12. 23

the reader kills him  unappealing  lackluster  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72qQKI7IYlI

https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1978/12/24/amahl-and-the-night-visitors/774f7528-05f6-4c42-a096-227a8a6e984e/

   discover   following it he wrote uncover

he wrote two other things in relationship to them but he couldnt remember them now

that was a good thing

he figured   soon he wouldnt remember them either the four which pricked him nearly three days morning and night gone

         Aaah

I dont believe you

Whaever ya must  Im tellinya the two are gone

I remember them

Keepem to yourself

How canya not remember them

Hold onto your pantyhose Ill tellya

                                        They were bleached from my mind once I wrote take a little trip with me

If you remember wha Ive forgotten youll remember tha

I do

An ifya remember tha Im at a loss why you don remember the bleaching the marvelous daylightsunlight lightinup the bathroom while I took yet another hot bath

                                              The night of writing take a little trip

Im not always present

Thawoud explain it

I need more thantha

Awright sure  I can understand tha

                                           Remember appleseed  Were you around

Mythic appleseed

Not mythic

               My companion

   A daddylonglegs

Yes Correct

Who three times attempted suicide

Attempted

But you intervened 

She didnt attempt again

Of course  Three times an youre out

                                           Which isnt to say ya didnt remain vigilant

I woud be vigilant She was my companion

Fine

         Where this going

Im relating how the two latter words have been erased from my mind

Bleached

   Yes

I interrupt  Continue

Appreciate the permission  Big of you

                                            As I was sayin  the marvelous daylightsunlight lightinup the bathroom as I bathed

Yes

Yah

       The light didnt cross into the hallway  It remained dark

I thought if I were in the hall at that instance opposite the doorway  the lighted bathroom woud have been the reflective silver of a mirror  I would have been able to see my reflection

Thaswha I thought in tha instant

                                       A terrific thought

Terrifying

   No   Remarkable

An in the corner at the ceiling where appleseed kept her web diametrically opposite my head my eyes

                                                                                                               Appleseed

 

Like an angel   A little guardian angel

No

     Like she was for all the hot daytime baths I took to help my body  Rock steady

An thereafter the two words following discover uncover   evaporated from your mind

   Gone  AnIve got a good memory

                                       Been dredging Nada nothing    Im grateful

You straight

As an arrow

                It was wonderful to see her again  Then I blinked   his voice cracked It was dark again

  

2156,  Monday,  18  12. 23

1055,  2sday,  19  12. 23

Peter J Malmsjo  Still  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mVo-4jKJa0

The Whispers  Rock Steady  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2C0oX8ZVSmA

Saturday

New Hampshire

the Tourettes continues

FOE since everyones makingup acronyms he madeup one of his own  fat orange eunuch spoke

“They who let– I think the real number is fifteen, sixteen million people into our country. When they do that, we got a lot of work to do. They’re poisoning the blood of the country,” former said. “That’s what they’ve done. They poison mental institutions and prisons all over the world, not just in South America, not just to three or four counties that we think about, but all over the world. They’re coming into our country from Africa isnt this where former ought to have said shithole countries, from Asia, all over the world.” where people have come since before America was known as America 

                                                                                                              doublingdown on his claim he posted at Truth Social hilariously ridiculous moniker “Illegal immigration is poisoning the blood of our nation.”

Fee Fie Foe Fum he smelled Stephen Millersmacks of a Goebbels wannabe

                                                                                does yahoo GobbleGobble know his History

1 May 1945 Goebbels and his wife Magda poisoned their six children and then killed themselves

  just wrioting the facts

0853,  2sday,  19  12. 23

https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/2024-election/trump-says-immigrants-are-poisoning-blood-country-biden-campaign-liken-rcna130141?cid=eml_mda_20231219&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/maddow-why-does-trump-keep-talking-like-a-fascist-because-it-works-200511045884?cid=eml_mda_20231219&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.pbs.org/wgbh/americanexperience/features/goebbels-biography/

product

Fear forms in the flesh

in the brains

of whoever ingests

any portion of billions of animals who actually make it to market

while billions of others die  mistreated

product hasnt feelings

dumb corralled kept animals

but hes sympathetic

hes familiar with similar bipeds

who are somewhat product  themselves

1935, Monday,  18  12. 23

https://www.universiteitleiden.nl/en/news/2023/11/18-billion-animals-a-year-they-do-die-but-never-end-up-on-our-plate

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2352550923002579?via%3Dihub

unparalleled   unprecedented

                                   semantics isnt it

Clarence Thomas   the former

                                 https://www.propublica.org/article/clarence-thomas-money-complaints-sparked-resignation-fears-scotus

resign Thomas

                  judicial determination shouldnt not turn on a buck Clarence

not making enough money

do wha everyone else does if theyre displeased with their compensation

                                                                             GET ANOTHER JOB

1621,  Monday,  18  12. 23

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEjYenwMx88

. . . take a little trip  take a little trip  take a little trip with me . . . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMkwuz0iXQg *

couple days now theyve been rolling through his head like tumbleweeds

                                                                             and as spiky

been trying day an night to determine where they fit

they appear seem to be related

                                    HOW

discover uncover

exploit explore

HOW

         hes done so many shoulder shrugs theyre achy

hot night baths back to back lavenderscented bathsalts and candle

                                                                       may take another tonight if he cant clear them up

discover

uncover

exploit

explore

         he leans towards uncover explore

seems when things are discovered some entity wants to monetize it

                                                                       monetize before its apprehended appreciated

before due diligence determination

                                     if

proceeding is beneficial or harmful  

given humankinds track record

                                  harmful

maybe his consternation is nothing more than that    maybe

sometime Reggaefriday,  15  12.  23

1126,  Monday,  18  12. 23

* War  Low Rider

Sons of the Pioneers  Tumbling Tumbleweeds  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yjg8LL5iUrc

15 senators who apparently want Russia to defeat Ukraine

                                                                states they represent ought to be ashamed

Ron Johnson

Mike Lee

Rick Scott

J D Vance

Marsha Blackburn

Tommy – yes, he is not a fullgrown man – Tuberville

Josh Hawley

Ted Buck

James E Risch

aint no Doc  Roger Marshall

Ted Cruz

Eric S Schmitt

Mike Braun

Marco Rubio

Lindsey Graham

0949,  Monday,  18  12. 23

https://twitter.com/AndrewDesiderio/status/1736476956814635068?s=20&utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=12/18/23%20%20Punchbowl%20News%20AM&utm_term=Punchbowl%20AM%20and%20Active%20Subscribers%20from%20Memberful%20Combined 

   . . . has left the building

perhaps the standard understanding  Elvis

he understands it as anyone whos died

the building

               their body

the reminder left behind

no lurking

              but

Whaif one coud lurk

keep to a closet

hide in an attic

                  in the basement

a lot of people wont look in the former two

                                                         creepy

he grewup in a late eighteenhunreds house that had both 

it had been the farmhouse on an enormous tract of land

hed seen pictures of it  standing alone

no outbuildings

surrounded by prairie

likely in the faded ghostydistance were the fields

if they were they were out of focus

a tree wasnt to be seen

                             absence of evidence is not evidence of absence

obscene absence

his family moved into the housethe neighbourhood early Sixties

concrete streets curbs at the corners of the blocks overhead lamps though they were punctuated by empty lots  For Sale signs posted

by the time he was in high school they were sold  homes built on them

the prairies which is what the kids called them  on them young trees grew and they built forts to play in 

he was ambitious stole lumber from constructions devised and built tree forts

they were cool

then lots were split

half their forts went sidewise  consumed

then remaining forts were dismantled

                                         watching he laughed bitterly  dismantled with extreme prejudice

he believed the men who bulldozed them excavated the earth dug basements erected forms snaked with rebar poured concreteKNEW   knew  what they destroyed

no brick basements like his houses

they were lurking

playing hide n seek

No one’s looking for us.

It’s too early to say.

No one is.

You don’t know that.

I don’t hear anyone.

Shush.

Has anyone heard someone call Olly olly oxen free.

Shush, please.   Anyone smell chemicallysmells?

Chemicals?

Yes. Formaldehyde, phenoxyethanol, ethyl alcohol?

No.

Anyone smell natural or liquefied petroleum gas?

No.

No one’s lookin . .

. . Shush.

              Smell alkaline?

What?

Smells like soap.

No. Why?

Aquamation.

Oh God.

SHUSH.

No one’s looking for us.

   Maybe someone will.

When.

Let’s hope soon.

 

   he believed theyre there

                               wed be enlightened if we sought them out gave them a little more time

if we werent frightened by death

2053,  Saturday,  16  12. 23

2330,  Saturday,  16  12. 23

watching Inside with Jen Psaki

beginning at 13:20 minute-mark:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwoWTOH1elQ

seemed to him that all FOX contributors and House Republicans need do  their scripts written for them by the former presidents words and actions  is think of and regurgitate them BUT assign them to President Biden and his family   

ITS CALLED PROJECTION

theyre henchmen

1218,  Sunday,  17  12. 23

he imaginedhe laughed  stopped on the streetlaughing with abandon

                                                                            sometimes he tickled himself too much

was walkingreading Greenwalts Remnants of Ancient Life

page seventyone

                   “ . . . fossils depicting behavior . . . A beautiful specimen from the Eocene Messel site in Germany portrays two 50-million-year-old turtles, Allaeochels crassesculpta let tha sink in  crass in copula.”YAY

Yay

      Why yay

Ya kiddin me

No Thas an amazin find

   It is

         Found in the throes of coitus

You laughed

I did

Whadidya find so funny

Youre interior Ya didnt see

I mustnt have been paying attention

Hilarious

Wha

   I hate explaining a joke but  but   yasaid ya didnt see

I didnt

Awright

         Two Allaeochels crassesculpta in copula  coitus   Follow me

Like a bloodhound

Christ

         Givin yourself too much credit Im having to explain . .

. . I said I didnt see . .

. . Yah Ya didnt see

                      Two turtles fucking

Oshit  Your Dad

her fathers stony stare

Hey man Your daughters gettin her rocks off too

Killsem midstroke  crawlinaway a volcanic wavelava sweeps over them

                                                                              They havent unearthed the old man yet

Thas funny

Thas a riot

Sick

I didnt expose em Carnal turtles

                                   Bunch of paleobiologists pullin their puds pokinrubbin their clits

Gawd bless em

Funny

   Youre ridiculous

Im providing cover

                    Couldnt leave em be In copula  Fucking   Wonever find you in kind

Man thas hittin below the belt   

1330,  Saturday,  16  12. 23

1850,  Saturday

this shit tickles him just keeps getting better and better  fingerpointing like children

https://www.newsnationnow.com/politics/report-criticizes-white-house-for-hiring-relatives-of-administration-members/

pull-quote: “Ethics lawyers sat it isn’t as egregious as former . . . having his daughter and son-in-law serve as senior advisors, but also say it’s no excuse.”

conveniently forgotten “I have no recollection of that matter.” “No, I do not remember anything regarding the matter you’ve asking about.” “On the advice of my counsel, respectfully, I am taking the Fifth.”

https://www.americanoversight.org/investigation/ivanka-trumps-role-in-the-administration

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/jared-kushner-security-clearance-white-house/

Carl Kline  installed as Security head by Trump to determine Kushners clearance:  https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/donald-trump/officials-rejected-jared-kushner-top-secret-security-clearance-were-overruled-n962221

hmm  how many privately-owned companies corporations hire employ nepotism to place family friends individuals in jobs that they actually have no reasonable experience to perform

                                                                      thinking outloud

1248,  Sunday,  17  12. 23

Merry Christmas.

Happy Holidays

What?   You can’t say Merry Christmas?

   You cant say Happy Holidays

It’s Christma . .

. . To Christians

   It’s Ameri . .

. . And its multidenominational

                                  Christmas Chanukah Kwanzaa sneak Boxing Day in there

It's Christmas. Merry Christmas.

Right back atcha

But you won’t say it.

You have

But you won’t.

No

You oughta be ashamed of yoursel . .

. . Because Ogolly   Im white

                                   Im respectful though not willing to kowtow to Christ

   It’s Christmas.

Knock yourself out

1405,  Saturday,  16  12. 23

1810,  Saturday

Bing Crosby  It’s Beginning to Look Like Christmas  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3vMisNaqd8