14.12.23


of recent
           when saddlingup to urinals he hadnt any spit    Intro
his old mans process
                       he strollzup unzips let loose the Kraken  his manner of speaking  a funny guy

either hawks a loogie or spits


hes been sighing

unenthused

needs a boost
invigoration
hotshot
             nobodys keepingup                                                        

its one thing to be in the leadanother without competition
                                                                  a challenger
they complained he buried them                                                                                                     
fact was they werent invested 
                               had other priorities
which theyre welcome to  Wha

Priorities, man. Other prioriti . .
. . Yacant say

There’s no point in sayin'.
                            You wouldn’t be interested.
hadim
        knew
he held nothing back


his interestsHis required time energy   investment
                                                     skin in the game
superficial didnt cut it

Hey, man, got better things happenin’.   we’ve


nobody over his shoulder

nobody hustlin him to piss an get out of the way

approximately 1445,  Thursday,  14  12. 23
2151,  Thursday
Korantemaa  By the Time You’ve Finished Your Coffee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2mj5JrBxwqA


was tryin like a sonofabitch not to apologise to a friend
                                                          had handed him his ass

went back and forth and back and forth with himself

   decided Hell no
                    decided they were on par

albeit both subpar


he went to gasoline stations for gas

on occasion bought a cold drink out of the cooler 

snagged a chocolate bar  a bagged snack
he didnt go to dine


friend
        passing through Maricopa California while visiting fell hungry
thats what he said
                      I got hungry.
had to appease his hunger

bought himself some gasoline station fried chicken
selected pieces out from under heat lamps

Youah ask  when it was friedhow long itd been laying out

I wouldn’t do that. Said I was hungry.

Was it a known stop in town

How doya mean?

I go to a local Liquor and Deli People stand in line to buy fried chicken mojo potatoes tri-tips sandwiches barbecued out front every morning over white oaksmells amazing  but when theyre gone theyre gone an they go

Its got a couple gas pumps on the side
                                         Was it like tha

It was a gas station.

Restaurants in Maricopa

I said I wanted to eat I was hungry.

shook his head Hungry for gasoline fried chicken
                                                   You da man


then later

another friend had been to Iowa

Casey’s. she said
                    My friend thought I’d be hungry when I got in and stopping for gas before picking me up from the airport in Waterloo he bought me a couple slices of pizza. Was on waxed paper.What?

Didnt say anything

People speak with their eyes too.

   Yah
        Aint got lyin eyes 

No. Straightforth eyes.  Usually yasay.

Tryin to spare ya
                  Wha slices

One bacon, other sausage.

Yare not keen on sausage
No.
    He ate it.

How was your slice

Bacon was crispy like I like it.

Theres an upside

Odd though.

Hows tha

Wasn’t made with tomato sauce.

Bianca
Oh look at you.

Have my moments

You do.  No, not bianca.

Nacho cheese sauce.
                      Really?Again?

Tryin to spare ya some grief is all

1927,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23
1254,  Thursday,  14  12. 23


. . . Stopstop stop.  You’re lyrics are wrong.

No Im gonna sit right down and write me a letter . .
. . Myself.

Me

No.
     Myself. she tried not rolling her eyes but like when hot throwing dice she couldnt help herself

   I saw tha
Couldn’t help myself . . . it’s myself . not me.

The lyri . .
. . Let me, I’m the singer. Goes like this.
                                         she sang I’m gonna sit right down and write myself a letter and make believe it came from you. I’m gonna write words oh so sweet they’re gonna knock me off my feet.
then said And so forth.

I sang winkedhe hadnt a voice Im gonna sit right down and write me a letter  and send it on to you

You did.

Write me a letter is different than write myself a letter
                                                            Do we agree

I think you’d rather not.

Not

No. I agree me and myself are different words, me, an object, myself, a special object, pronoun, a reflexive pronoun, when you're the subject of the sentence, when you are doing something for you. 
                                                                                    You’ll recall I, me, myself; subject, object, reflexive.
No
    Though I appreciate you recalling it
My intention was write me a letter and send it on to you Perhaps a shy bit lazy including me I coud have left me out write a letter and send it on to you

I think you like the way it sounds.

Im gonna have me a hamburger have me a beer Im ingesting  But writing isnt having is it Im having a letter having a babyhalving a baby as Solomon said hmm Solomon is he Simons precursor cocked his head like a chicken
Solomon says cut the baby in half

No. No.  I think the game relates to Peter Simon. The disciple. Saint Peter.

Ah Who walked on water King James Matthew chapter fourteen lines twentyeight twentynine

Look at youyoure good.

Yahya can take the boy out of religion but not it out of the boy
                                                                  Lord if its you bid me to come unto thee I dig unto thee like my song on to you  come unto thee on the water
He said Come
               But since Jesus said Come shoudnt the game be called Jesus Says
I see how one might relate although I understand originally it was Cicero Says

Cicero.
         The ancient Roman orator?

Yes Cicero says do this Latin Cicero dicit fac hoc 
                                                      And since he was respected revered a wordsmith Makes sense

Do you want me to say your song makes sense?  Your me?

   If you might concur I coud live with tha

Aah.  I love you. I concur.
Golly
 
yesterday morning,  13  12. 23
1010,  Thursday,  14  12. 23
Sinatra  I’m Going to Sit Right Down (and Write Myself a Letter)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRrgA6bonhY

13.12.23


. . . Whippets You said whippets

Yes.

   Is tha still a thing

she laughed usually he asked if that was a thing
                                                     Still a thing?  Progress.
Chiding me

Would I chide you?

Bet your sweet ass

she laughed merrily
                       I would you know it.

Awright Returning to the scene of the accident
                                                       Im trying to be polite
Which is out of character . .
. . I don know her Only through you telling me about her If in fact Id met her I woudnt be

No.   You wouldn’t be polite to her, I struggle.

Keep her at arms length

Best I can.
             You were saying?

Her boyfriend does whippets

Her boyfriend does meth. He’s told her he’s only a casual user.

   Meth  Casually

Can you believe it?

I don know much about it 
                              But Id think no
You’d think right.

Her boyfriend

Yes.

Is he still her boyfriend

They broke up.

Recently

Yes.

How long did they go outI mean long were they going out after she learned this about him


Almost a year.
A year

Yeah.
Jesus 
           Isnt tha a dealbreaker hit the road Jack

She said he had redeeming qualities.

1823,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23
1319,  day-between-2-Ts,  13  12. 23

he didnt want to go must have looked like he didnt want to go

Come on man, you got oodles of spare time yaneed to get out.

An youve done this roomie

I’ve done this.

An youve done this why

Because I found when I've volunteered I’ve met people who share my interests.

Youah remember church

I do.   That was a bad idea. Although there were goodlookin’ women.
                                                                           What the hell, worth a shot.
So  Shared your interests
                             Someones common with youya shared commonalities

Yeah.   Anthen some.

   Really setting the platterhuh

Am I making it sound appealing?

Your endgame isnt it

It is.
       Yaneed to get out. Fly like a birdie.
Stretch my wings

Wings? Yeah.  Among other things.

Are you coming

No.  I’m not your wingman.


he went



Aw man . .
. . Its getting hot in here

   Yeah.  Yastepped on my line.

Weel baby no matter who said it its obvious
                                                Where the hells the thermostat

Over there somewhere. You find it I’m losin’ some clothes.

Arya

I am. she shed her pullover layers slipped a lemonyellow tshirt went down to a ribbed clinging dago-T bra beneath

he shook his head appreciatively An all without a note of music

You didn’t hear it? I heard it.

Thasall tha matters
                       Niceah tats

Thank you.

Youre welcome  Lemme guess
she crackedup didnt cover her mouth genuine dimples
                                                                   Guess.

You like  cats
I love cats.
            felines curled and coiled around her clavicles peereddown into her cleavage drapedover her shoulders stretched oout onto her back hid behind delicate foliage forming sleeves mythic cat Chinese cat Tiger phantasmagoric pussies

I like cats  Now I like cat tattoos Ohmy phonaesthetic Go to hell Tolkien I shoudave volunteered long ago

No, you shouldn’t have.

No

No.
     I wasn’t here long ago this is only the third time I’ve been.

My first

Yeah. Had you been prior I’d’ve remembered.

Thas nice to hear  Unlikely Ill forget you he smiled he didnt have dimples
                                                                             I better find where the thermostat is hidden
I woudnt want to have to fit the bill
Although

 

Although?

he noddedmotioned to her tats
                                 Has certainly proven beneficial  I found commonality who knew
he knew
    
1808,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23
1131,  day-between-2-Ts,  13  12. 23



I just want you to know I support you on whatever decision you might make.


                                                                                                              really 
shes pregnant

   ah  youre pregnant

he loved these cunts who try to shift blameslip responsibility  got her pregnant
                                                                                    asif they hadnt a thing to do with it
howbout  demonstrative
                            I want the baby
howbout
           Ill bust my hump supportin yousupportin ussupportin our baby  our child

howbout
           balls

state your case


could also say
                 I don want a kid Lose it

howbout
           some bitter fuckin honesty

put their cards on the table

but understanding

shes willing to endure the pregnancy 
theyre obliged 

on the ropes

responsible

didnt have to put their dick in her
                                     but

they did



I just want you to know . . .


shell let you know


either way
             ready some cash

youre responsible


Is you or aint you a man

2345,  2sday,  12  12. 23

12.12.23


the Trolley Experiment

https://phys.org/news/2020-01-trolley-dilemma-sacrifice-person-culture.html

Ken Paxton and Texas Supreme Court v. Kate Cox

https://apnews.com/article/abortion-kate-cox-texas-exceptions-e85664b2ab76bcb689b1b91913d3e33e

Texas jurisprudence holds no exceptions in their phony word salad

https://www.txcourts.gov/supreme/orders-opinions/2023/december/december-11-2023/

he would avert a train from killing Kate Cox (killing her geneticallydoomed child  unfortunately) and let it rollover sociopathpsychopath Texas Attorney General Ken Paxton nine Supreme Court justices (elected) who declared in toto unilaterally without separating chaff from seed – if there was any – to be mangled as theyre tethered to the tracks like silent film heroines at the hands of a despicable moustachetwisting villain

from where hes from thas No Brainer

1979,  2sday,  12 12. 23

The Young Turks  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEW1RMVXEPc

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cold pot warm heart
                      he was betting his verywarm heart could best the cold toiletseat
nobody about
               if he yelled only hed hear
kinda like the original Alien  In space, no one can hear you scream.

thinkin thaway enthused himmade him chuckle
                                                   better thathan tears freezin on his face
it was brisk in the house

a breath  Here goe . .
. . WAIT group of mariachi Christ Woudya let us prepare ourselvesFuck you always the first in the cold ocean the cold swimming pooljust jump in never worry yamight have a heart attack for the shock to the system

   Woudya give us a moment to prepare ourselves
A moment he thought as he squattedtoucheddown
FUCKER

JESUS through gritteeth gulped a breathWherespantyour sense of humouroohtheres a gaggle of you grope each other youll warmup  Oooh  

it didnt kill em

no frostbite in the ass

1020,  2sday,  12  12. 23
Billy Idol  Shock to the System  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lx2fZU5USus


thas something he hadnt done beforeNO
                                           Nottha     Didtha
writing two pieces at once

Actually three idiot
Wha

   This Cold Pot Warm Heart Creamy

Three   had to think Nope
                           Hadnt done tha before
No yahavent   Wed know

cant fight City Hall they would
                                 good thing the monkeys werent trouble burdensome   cumbersome

Good thing we can tolerate you
Tolerate
            Didnt you find medidnt you come aboard of your own free will

Youve no idea whas out there  Its grim
                                                Consider yourself tolerable

Tolerable  Thas not a sterling appraisal
No
       You people really ought to consider sterilisation fuckinbe hillbillies before ya know it Talkbout dumbindown a species  Christ
                   Tellyawha  Howbout this    Yare entertaining as fuck
Over tolerable

   Yah  Yah

Ill take it

Excellent
           Now get back to the other two pieceslike tha   Pieces

Double entendre

Who knew you spoke French

Oh go fuck yourself

Not a bad idea  Were a nice piece of ass
                                                   he may have to reevaluate their trouble
 
1058,  2sday,  12  12. 23
Seven Mary Three  Cumbersome  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXFqtKz54xM