drifting off last night palegreen panties she shoved them into his breast pocket her hand eager breath scented with peppermint hot chocolate PANTIESflashed in his eyes clamoured immediately after by PATTIES immediately bullrushed by PANTIES then PATTIES PANTIES PATTIES an on an  through their paletranslucent ribbon he watched her slide across the backseat to the car door an leaning against it she flipped her skirt up spread her legs and began masturbating slowly deliberately

              not taking her eyes off him

when in Rome do as the Romans do

he smiled devilishlyleaned against the door unbuttoned his pants pulled his shorts down under his balls and began stroking himself 

                  not taking his eyes off her

each running the others gambit

expressions ticking twitching 

                                eyelids blinking climaxes approaching 

he groanedlet go of himselfSTOPPED 

   she STOPPED

he scooted towards her

she towards him

he took her by the shouldersturned her round pushed her forward grabbed her skirther hips laying back he pulled her to his mouth and lapped and sucked 

she took a handhold  tugged 

he lifted his hips 

heard her laugh huskily 

felt her mouth close over him

he lifted his hips

she took him deeply 

then pushed his hips down while grinding hers against his mouth teeth tongue chin nose 

he gobbled her ass pinched her clit 

she fingered licked his ass 

when they came 

               he WOKE 

Thas not wha they mean 

Woudya shaddup

his hard on waited on him

didnt go off by itself

No wet dream

Woudya shaddup

I may jump ship 

Land where  Ya think it gets better than this

Mariachi cringed 

he saw 

         Yare welcome to your druthers Yacame on your own accord  I aint keepinya   

I may not 

Compared to me  excuse me I believe slim pickinswhy the hall is deep                 

I may not 

Suit yourself

You gonna finish this off 

I came

In your dreams

Damn near the Real McCoy

Dammit 

he loved fucking with his Mariachis

  

‘round 2144,  Sunday,  22  1. 23

1227,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  1. 23

vile pensee

 

Santos

Stand by your Man

seems McCarthy is brain dead

Congress’ ivorymilk halls sour

  Kevin Grab your ankles

1659,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  1. 23

  dictum a short statement expressing general truth or principle dicktum strummed him 

                                                                                                    did it matter how it was spelled

message came across 

theres Margaret Atwoods

                            Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them.

his experience his yardstick measure making women laugh laugh at him with him at themselves shored up fresh introductions and several times proved an aphrodisiac plied too with incense and buttermilkcoloured beeswax candles  

women who are afraid that men will kill them are aware  smart 

he appreciated them 

                      hed rally to their side in a heartbeat those who refused to be victimised

still strumming dicktum 

                           out of the mouths of dumb men 

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, whos the dumbest of them all? Anne Robinson credit where credits due

Thou, O Orange one, art the dumbest in the land. 

                                                    have to recall former issued the dicktum informing Americans he no longer recognised the constitutionally equal authority of the Congress when the House proceeded with his first impeachment 

   happy thats off his chest

1515,  Twosday,  24  1. 23

1111,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  1. 23

https://sentinelcolorado.com/opinion/perry-trump-turns-into-the-real-deal-and-issues-an-impeachment-dictum-just-like-a-dictator/

Manhattens Fifth Avenue

the happening place to be

anything can be had in broad daylight

from shooting someone dead  

to stealing the shoes off someones feet 

   and nobodynobody  will do a thing about it 

    

1817,  Twosday,  24  1. 23

0915,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  1. 23

former on Fifth  https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2020/oct/11/donald-trump-fifth-avenue-shoot-covid-election 

shoes on Fifth  https://www.nydailynews.com/news/politics/us-elections-government/ny-george-santos-claims-mugged-trump-tower-fifth-avenue-20230124-ohy4a5ul2zdexem22e2uhfbs4a-story.html

 

   a sleight of hand 

                      defined as manual dexterity or skillful deceit

while he was unpractised and not desirous he did train his eyebid his mind to recogniseto see it as so not to be duped

if things didnt add up he didnt shrug his shoulders accept being confounded  let it go  concede    NO 

AGAINplease

if his reckoning failed

AGAINplease

   if three times unconvinced he backed away  he was not entertained despite his frustration he had no animosity  

this afternoon he mentions sleight of hand as he believes it is the only comparison he could make to the thing

   The Thing

he had never rarely used never beheld such a sight 

couldnt have been a man

he believed perhaps a wraith 

                                not a man 

queerly they exhibited a sleight of body asif their motion positioning were augmentedviewed under a sharp strobe light amid broad daylight  where one usually didnt witness a wraith   insubstantial 

                                                                                           creeped him out 

he saw him from his car 

on the side of the road

thought him at first a hitchhiker

then they glitched

he kept going 

a remote country road shy of a crossroad

the figure under the limbs of deaddying trees

littered brushbramble weeds behind him at his heels

   he slowedhe accelerated 

 

he stopped at a roadside dinner outside of the first town he came to

looked a lot like the littered brushbramble he passed

they advertised on a blackboard sandwich board HOME COOKING smeared with erased chalk         

                                                                                                      maybe shabbymaybe tacky but those qualities spoke to him

the gal at the counter the man at the grill stove in the kitchen were ancient 

they did not glitch

had a huge slice of chicken potpie side of mustardcollard greens black coffee  took them at the counter off a stool 

with dessert a huge slice of apple pie more coffee a halffilled juice glass of hooch courtesy of the cook  Tell me whaya think, boy.  he chokedtongue inflamed  then the heat vanished and was replacedfinished with an oddmarl of grains  Goodness  Cant say Ive ever tasted anything quite like it though I like it   Thoughtya might, don’t offer it to everyone, but can seeyasaw.

Seesaw

Seeyasaw. 

            tipped his closecropped gray balding scalp side to side Along the road. 

Side of the road  Yes

Said seeyasaw saw it in your eyes. Was wondering when you were going to say.

Beat me to the punch I was going to ask

Our boy. He was runnedover. 

his wife chimed  Sorry if he frighted ya. He was taken suddenhad a life ahead of him . . seems his way of beingmeans no harm. 

           Sorry if he frighted you. Hes broke in pieces.

after 1400, Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  1. 23

1150,  Twosaday,  24  1. 23

David Crosby  Song With No Words  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNwFItmfAao

pensee

   a giglet  a giddy playful girl   a lascivious woman 

giglet

pretty panties

pulled aside to play a thigh

in a limned secluded alcove

Aah No  Wasnt her thigh    

1014,  Thursday,  19  1. 23

1457,  Twosday,  24  1. 23

The Kinks  Lola  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LemG0cvc4oU 

semantics

their words differed not dramatically but sufficiently 

                                                        yet by his friends stage hook his accusation Semantic he insistedbelieved they are saying the same thing   

Yare incorrect I seek to be as exact as I can Say A A equaling A Your B isnt an equivalent B is not A   A matter of lexical semantics

 

   he argued his friends words were generalised generic – hypernym – lacking specificity his alternate a hyponym 

Were not speaking the same language My kernel to your cob of corn Your room lighted by candle mine by klieglight To insistpersist there is an equality isnt being sincere   

displeasure coloured his countenance                                          

Please no hard feelings                                         

Don’t you find it a stretch to suggest no hard feelings when you’re calling me wrong.

Not wrong Inexact 

                   I get tha tha appeals to you  as yave said ya don wanna work tha hard  However tha holds no appeal for me  Words are crucial  or rather I believe its crucial Im understood  not taken out of context

I wouldn’t. 

You do   

   Howbout this Theres hitting a target   An then theres hitting the bullseye

1430,  Monday,  23  1. 23

1013,  Twosday,  24  1. 23

lexical semantics  https://medium.com/swlh/nlp-lexical-semantics-866545b04f81

  

  Aristotle  a blank slate kinda guy tabula rasa rascal   he was WRONG 

                                                                             “I knew that it was just not so at birth we were not human beings. I get it that he understood that the mind has a form but he didnt seem to understand what that meant. 

        “The mind has to be capable of its own existence.” McCarthy Stella Maris not Dallas  Woudya stop tha shit awready 

RIGHT haLEFT  hemispheres

                                sides of a coin which side of the bread to butter 

Fuck butter slather 

                  we get one shot at this thing unless the goddesses he always complimented them  their minds complimented their asses tits and shapes  Lookin good girls unless they save our moulds rather than smashing them to repurpose the next us 

                       Cause no doubt well be tucked in that iteration ghost in the machine I Will Fear No Evil  Heinlein wha a muthafucker  Johann Sebastian Bach Smith 

                                                                 cat was hungup Smiths Smithessmitten Valentine Michael Smith Stranger in a Strange Land  GROK

                                      he grokked a couple of chicks but only because they were grokkablethey admitted they were  took them at their word  iftha was grokking Man thawas something else  an out-of-body experience  he didnt often get shots to fuck in clouds an airyblue ether   DRUGS   Wanna shut your piehole   You denying it   Came with the territorybut ya woudnt understand yawere late to the game late to me traipsing round somewhere draggin your knuckles biddin your time Idiot   Our commuting aint no mainline   Ought to complainpoint it out to the proprietors or whaever monikernomenclature they go by Bitch   It doesnt work like tha   No Things work the way they work until someone gets a bug up their ass an demands it If its realistic others followfall in line 

   he digressedwhere was he 

                           Aah  “The mind has to be capable of its own existence.”

Ditto 

     if not were automatons  programmed  signed sealed delivered   fuckin boring  freight

   if anything he sought fright

2125,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  1. 23

611preferred,  Sunday,  22  1. 23

Heinlein  https://inverarity.livejournal.com/175890.html  

https://sfbook.com/stranger-in-a-strange-land.htm 

Zager & Evans  In the Year 2525  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKQfxi8V5FA

his father told himhe remembers much to his fathers surprise that it was hard to hit a moving target implying he keep moving

he originally thought his father meant while he was in the ring sparringwas good advise but he was young and it wasnt till they moved out of the cityaway from the gym that he understood his father meant it applied to the whole of his life

he recognisedunfortunately too many times  how well his fathers sage advise his dad enjoyed flattery served him 

Right on Dad  right on

   reading an article recently discussing sexuality he had to wonder if hard to hit a moving target wasnt being utilised by members of the LGBTQ+ Oops  IA+ community he disliked acronyms an more so when applied to human beings he took a breath like singing supercalifragilisticexpialidocious gay lesbian bisexual transgender queer intersex asexual collectively

   intersex tossed him then he realised it was a freshened updated term for hermaphrodite  couldnt have sexual orientations end with HA+

asexualism abounded in fact it is referred to as a spectrum orchidsexual an individual experiences sexual attraction but does not desire a sexual relationship or encounter however lithsexual is described as an individual experiences sexual attraction but does not desire a sexual relationship the or encounter dropped 

                                                                                         seemed one couldnt swing a cat by the tail without hitting someone who might be other than original McDonald’s menu items  a hamburger or cheeseburger 

               swinging a cat by the tail can allude to sexual gratification submission or domination whole other can of worms pushing aside asexuality  refers to the saying derived in the Sixteenth Century when sailors were punishedwhipped by a cat o’nine tails

   YES  definitely hard to hit a moving target             

0951,  Monday,  23  1. 23

Mary Poppins  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZNRzc3hWvE 

a wide open field  https://qz.com/1230638/omnisexual-gynosexual-demisexual-whats-behind-the-surge-in-sexual-identities#:~:text=androgynosexual%20(sexual%20attraction%20to%20both,women%20with%20an%20androgynous%20appearance)

parentheses 

              they dropped the word in his lap scribbled on a piece of paper stand alone no explanationnothing 

So what do you make of that?

   Arya referring an inserted explanation afterthought slipped into a passage  it marked off by curved brackets dashes commas 

          Comas

Comas?

Or arya referring to parent theses saving a T

Saving a T?   What are you talkingbout?

Ya wrote it man Parent theses 

                                 Parents statements them putting forwardfront an center their expectations their guiding rules principles premises assertions  tellinus wha we can an cant do  Tell me ya remember tell me so I understand how shot your memory is Ya might have been better servedwhaever yawere getting at if ya just dropped the curved brackets in my lap  Opened a can of worms 

                                                    Sowha do you make of tha

Might suppose . . I wasn’t thinking.

Okay  Ill toss ya a life ring lifebuoy boy

What?

   Parentheses Its an interesting looking word 

                                                   No tails on letters after the P  bit like a bayonet or dagger  A shiv

A shiv?

Yah

Man, we’re in no man’s land.

   Yahwhell just remember you brought us   You asked

1119,  Sunday,  22  1. 23

The Antlers  Hospice 1. Prologue  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rD5PVSD4N4A

pious people – God favors – particular white peopleparticularly Americans believe they are due the best of thingsthe largest share  and those who are not they ought to be slavish to them grateful for them

   Gawds a cunt inequalitys not a given it was meticulously forged by pious white people

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

Wha a load of crap

Lemme push back

page 454 tickled him for reasons he wasnt going to elaborate of The Dawn of Everything: A New History of Humanity  Ondinnonk  a Wendat – Huron concept  the secret desire of the soul manifested by a dream   

                                                                                                 "Hurons believe that our souls have other desires, which are, as it were, inborn and concealed . . . They believe that our souls make these natural desires known by means of dreams, which are its language. Accordingly, when these desires are accomplished, it is satisfied; but, on the contrary, if it not be granted what it desires, it becomes angry, and not only does not give the body the good and the happiness that it wished to procure for it, but often it revolts against the body, causing various diseases addictions and even death.” 

                                       YES  he could wrap his head around that

if he realeyesed Gawd hitchhiking along the highway hed steel his hands his fingers his arms keep his eyes on the road so not to veer onto the shoulderclip himlaunch him bodily into the desolate shoulder weeds or trashstrewn brush and bush 

there were twelve commandments Moses ditch two he was least fond  then he found a quill from an angels wing and wrote Leviticus  busy busybusy 

                                      he may have needed a few angels

310preferred,  Sunday,  22  1. 23

https://hill-kleerup.org/blog/2012/06/13/76-things-banned-in-leviticus-and-their-penalties.html 

Phil Tippett  Mad God  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jas8OABbn0Y

Theyre not the same

Well I believe they are.

You believe 

               Usually you think I suppose the book your reading is informing your belief

Perhaps. Although I am committed, an intellectual is a genius.

No Two different animals

                            One can intellectualise but not be a genius and a genius isnt necessarily an intellectual Their genius hones their scope focuses an without a wide lenswithout patience  say for those who struggle tries their geniusabsconds with their valuable time   their hoarded time 

That’s a grim assessment.

You think geniuses arent dedicated  or rather they affably share their spare time with others

I haven’t thought about it. 

Then think

              Ill go a step furthur An intellectual is liberal a genius illiberal Saying so in the sense that an intellectual can be patient and is able to step out and away from theories coded language which baffles those who honestly are making a concerted effort to make heads an tails of difficult concepts  postulations

No. I disagree. A genius can too.

Maybe they can  Though Id recommend they be carefulwatch that first step off their pedestal  It can be a long fall   Regarding everything weve discussed I believe someone who isnt a genius can be an intellectual

No, they’re not-geniuses.

   Not geniuses    Or  do you mean not hyphen geniuses

Not hyphen geniuses.

   Are you suggesting there are intellectuals not-geniuses and geniuses

I might be.

   Well  believe yare really muddying the water 

                                                    My hats off to ya

after 1400,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  1. 23

1040,  Sunday,  22  1. 23

https://blogs.cornell.edu/ccperspective/home/review-of-intellectuals-by-paul-johnson/ Tricky  I Live Alone  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muYfiqKSj9I 

Antlers  Parentheses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LS4Y39PpQ8

. . . beck and call

he took exception that he called his smartphones use of him as beck and call 

                                                                                That’s not true.

It is  Its a fact  Why dispute itya think not masculine Im knockin your masculinity  Its a simple confirmable fact  Your phone sounds an yare on it like an itch tha ya need to scratch  Don take exception  Yare virtually like everyone else  bound to their phone like it or not

                                    Drug addict addict drug

No, I’m not like that.

No actually you are

                      Im unlike tha I don carry it everywhere  I respond to itits messages voicemail texts in my time when I feel like it  Not when it beckons 

Mines a mere tool

And that’s because you had your daughter cull your smartphone of virtually everything smartphones provide . .

. . Such provisions  An the while you have allowed remain enabled an enabled at its beck and call

I wouldn’t say that.

No ya woudnt thas why Im callin ya out 

                                              Yacant deny it

The reason why I bring this up is because two intrepid journalists discovered tha through no fault of your own your information coud have been debased  a software was createdPegasus  tha can access all the operations youve enabled on your smartphone an use them for their purposepossibly nefarious purposes  The US government was late to the game but its now been outlawed

Someones always gaming cellphone users

   Not me  Got no stranglehold on me babe 

                                                I got no game

after 1400hrs,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  1. 23

606preferred,  Saturday,  21  1. 23

Maddow  Pegasus  https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/new-book-shows-how-journalists-exposed-frighteningly-invasive-spyware-160017477681 

Maddow  https://lithub.com/rachel-maddow-on-how-cell-phone-spyware-threatens-privacy-and-democracy/?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Lit%20Hub%20Daily:%20January%2019%2C%202023&utm_term=lithub_master_list

Ted Nugent  Stranglehold  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzFpiW5vHrc

knockknock

Whos there

knockknock

Whos there

knockknock

Woudya cut it out awready

knockKNOCK 

              woke him

   knockknock  You were celebrating your singlemindedness in your sleepdreaming it I saw Read it off the insides of your eyelids where your dreams are screened

Theyre screened on my eyelids

Yah

Whadoya see when my dreams are only audio

Kinda looks like a boil in black of a black lava lamp

Hard to watch

Not really Catch occasional variations matte   black luminescence

Sonot afraid of the dark

Stop

     We havent been fraid of the dark since you accomplished it 

   I remember

Me too 

        But regarding your singlemindedness  Yawillin to hear me out 

Ya always have my ear 

                        Besides I coudnt stop you if I tried  I do appreciate you askin

Thank you

Yare welcome

Were polite

Faultless polite if earned  if appropriate

Not appropriated

Us Not ever

Never

Never never 

                 You were saying Singlemindedness

Yes 

     As you dreamed you were applaudinghyping your singlemindedness

I was

        I was since Im dreamed an am the dreamer  Yes

I was thinking 

               But now Im thinking ya might not like to hear my thought 

Stop Our thoughts

                     Besides  I coudnt stop you if I tried

knockknock chuckled

                       No

Please

Awright 

          Singlemindedness simplemindedness 

   Possibly

Probably

Possibly

Not troubled

Nah 

     You

Nah 

     Had to say

Happy ya did 

               Can we go back to sleep

Best write it down so we can

                                Ifya don we wont

Well mull it over an over

We will

Ill write it down

 

There 

       Nite knockknock

Gnite Joe

b4 4,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  1. 23

1213,  Saturday,  21  1. 23

Free  Be My Friend  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0T1_WErLQY