Zelenskyy 

            “Your money is not charity. It’s an investment in the global security and democracy that we handle in the most responsible way.”

   charity 

what was charitable is that certain ignoble Red politicians sceptical that Russia is terrorising Ukraine were allowed to attend  seemingly they were there to spite it

perhaps it is their understanding that charity begins in the home 

                                                                     perhaps aberrantly mistakenthough he wouldnt be surprised  assuming their fortune was that they grewup wellprovided silver spoons between their teeth  wherein Proverbs 22:6 says Train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

entitled they act as they were raised  selfaborbed selfish narcissistic

                                                                           he had little doubt verily sociopaths

1634,  Thursday,  22  12. 22

https://www.cnn.com/2022/12/22/politics/zelensky-congress-address-transcript/index.html 

https://thehill.com/homenews/administration/3784551-five-takeaways-from-zelenskys-trip-to-washington/ 

https://www.wkrg.com/hill-politics/zelensky-address-meets-divided-house-gop-preparing-to-grab-purse-strings/ 

https://news.yahoo.com/lauren-boebert-matt-gaetz-stayed-114531757.html

reading the word he thought it sounded like him  he had readheard it before but wouldnt bet wasnt a betting man exactly what it meant 

                but it sounded like him                  

he went to his American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language in red binding the first dictionary ever to publish the definition of fuck 1969 and WhellshitNO oneiric wasnt in it oneiromancy was  n. Divination by dreams hmmm

then he went to his New Oxford American Dictionary 2005  oneiric  There we go  adj. formal  of or relating to dreams or dreaming  coined in 1859 from Greek oneiros dream  he went a step furthur discovering oneirocritic mouthful “a judge or interpreter of dreams” coined during the 1650s from Greek oneirokritikos “of or pertaining to the interpretation of dreams” from oneirokrites “interpreter of dreams” from oneiros “a dream” + krites “discerner, judge” (see critic)(he wouldnt hadnt any appreciation of them no more than he had for a life coach) 

                                                                                             Why belabour it 

because the only one who can truly interpret their dreams is he or she who had them  he was adamant the dreamer is like a child who is given a ball they have no experience with if paying attention one would see the child turn the ball over and over in their handslooking it round and round seeing every aspect of it unfortunately adultsfamiliar with balls distinguishes BALL

                          Why go furthur

Did you dream

I did.

Whadya dream

   I don’t remember.

I dont remember  feeble 

                         he rememberedonly could wished he was able to filmrecord them  they were astonishing

two nights back he dreamt of attending a gathering of people who augmented their bodies  he was the only one there who wasnt tattooed or augmented  one man had a boneribbed skinwebbed frill duckfeet that ran behind his head across his shoulders like that of a stegosaurus  another somehow lengthened his optic nerveshis eyeballs blinking at the end of retractable stalks  like snails      

                                he kept passing outbelieved his drink was spiked  coming to hed find several around him trying to pierce himaugment him  hooks that anchored thin wires off which small intricatelyworked bells and brightblinking coloured lights hung  he tore them offripped his skin  in a slidingglass door he caught his bloodied reflection  they stripped him down to his gray Jockey fitted boxers  marooncolour streaking them 

                                                                                                       through the same slidingglass door he eventually escaped onto a balcony suspended over black water  jumping in under it opening his eyes he saw an underlit sea its rocking surface reflecting him as in a funhouse mirror  his wounds oozed  they looked like stringshe looked like a marionette

   hes still working on that dream

but he would

he was oneiric

ironic

2300,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  12. 22

120preferred,  Thursday,  22  12. 22

as the country braces for a Christmas and other religions bomb cyclone that will drive 81% of it under freezing temperatures there is warm comfort in knowing that the Biden Administration increased NOAAs (National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration) budget while the prior administration every year of its pitiful existence sought to reduce by 17% as well sought to diminish EPAs (Environmental Protection Agency) budget

this bomb cyclone is described as a “once-in-a-generation” event 

                                                                    though its occurred to himas he firmly believes its occurred to others around the world  “once-in-a-generation” events are happeningseemingly  two three times a year

1049,  Thursday,  22  12. 22

Bomb cyclone  https://www.nbcnews.com/science/science-news/bomb-cyclone-speed-intensity-rcna62754 

NOAA  https://www.washingtonpost.com/weather/2021/04/09/biden-budget-increase-noaa/ 

senseless former  https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/trump-administration-seeks-big-budget-cuts-for-climate-research/ & https://electrek.co/2019/03/11/trump-budget-epa-cuts/ 

McCarthy praysstabs with both hands fingers at tumbling straws to become Speaker 

                                                                                         while also appearing on the verge of accedingallowing the tail to wag the dog regarding Russian terrorism against Ukraine 

                                                                                             but then he and other Reds have allowed the NRA to wag the dog the former wag the dog white Christian Nationalists neoNazis Federalist Society wag the dog

cant help but wonder when their pogrom will cease and they will actually align with majority Americans not their minority constituents for the countrys betterment rather than satisfy their venality want of notoriety and dark moneybag holders      

1801,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  12. 22

https://www.businessinsider.com/house-republicans-could-seek-to-restrict-aid-to-ukraine-2022-11 

Zelenskyy  https://www.cbsnews.com/live-updates/ukraine-zelenskyy-address-congress-speech-washington-watch-live-stream-today-12-21-2022/

https://www.newyorker.com/podcast/politics-and-more/how-white-christian-nationalists-seek-to-transform-america

he proposed a proposition harhared  proposition tickled him  Line em up

   Line who up?

The women your relatives

Women? My relatives?

You have sisters first cousins second third cousinsyah

Yes, what of it?

As per wha we were talkinbout

Talking about?

Ya thick Ya might be the proof in the pudding man which woud shoot my proposal in the head

As usual . . I havent a clue what you’re talking abou . . 

. . Yes ya do 

                Or  Maybe Your failed short term memorywhich ya consistently evidence is related to mental defects yave suffered as a child of incest  With tha I coud rest my case  heel whoa my proposition

   What are you talking about?

Whawere we talkinbout  Inside the last ten minutes

What were we talking about?

   Jesus  Sleeping with cousinsriskin retards 

Oh!

    You don’t say retards . . 

. . You don I do Waste of time digginround for euphemisms call a spade a spade an don push it cuz I can dive deeper 

Any recollection  

                    Remember

   I do now.

Excellent Were clear

We are.

Good Took long enough

                               My proposition  

Proposition?

   Yah yahdon start with me  you retarded  he scowled at being called retarded 

                                                                                   Yaneed yet more help aint waitin  

Line em up  Deaf too  My proposal

Yes, oh yes . . I remember now.

Yay  You said having sex with your second cousin was okay she gets pregnantyare pregnant chances are the child wont be retarded

he sighed hard retarded affected him but he wasnt takin his foot off his neck

                                                                          No. Sex with your second cousin is okay, the pregnancy would be okay, that’s what I sai . .

. . Remarkable

                   Exhibiting something akin to mental continuity thank you Thisll be easier if you can stay on track listen youll love this off your favorite site Quora Question Is second cousin inbreeding Answer First cousins have an inbreeding coefficient of zeropointzerosixtwofive I memorised it knowing I wanted to have this conversation with you given how frickin prudishnumbnuts you make yourself out to be hold yourself up Yare a pig too just like me 

                                                                                                                 Continuing 

Anything at or above zeropointzeroonefivesix a zeropointalmostfive difference the coefficient for second cousins is considered consanguineous means people descended from the same ancestor which includes sexual relationships between people an their nephews nieces

The Coefficient of Inbreeding C O I ya love your acronyms in terms of health less than fivepercent is definitely best Above that detriMENTAL effects an risks  Inbreeding five to tenpercent will have modest detrimental effects on an offspring

Quora agrees with you

                        However my proposition  I prefer not be hastyside with the written word or Quora  or shall I say your Bible

It’s a good, reliable site.

Reliable Have ya challenged it dug any deeper researchedNO Aint the be all end all though youll disagree with me

I depend upon it. 

You do 

        As I said  your quaint lil Science Bible Bible with a capital B But to my proposition 

Can’t wait to hear.

   Donbe facetious You believe in experimentation hypotheses

Im waiting wasnt being rhetorical

You know I do . . 

. . Oh coud suppose it goes without sayinghuh Why you didnt say   Though theres always the possibility of playing dumb whichagain  calls into play your creation being  incestuous 

My parents aren't related.

   

   Then you were dropped on your head at birth but lets not tarry My proposition his puss revealed he was displeased with him no reason to be  if he was a product of incest there wasnt a damn thing he coudve donebout it 

                                                                                                 I propose . . 

. .Yeah, get on with it already would you.

You have sex with an impregnate a sister a first cousin second an a thirdproof  woudbe in the pudding 

I wouldn’t!

   Cant blame ya I wouldnt either    None appeal to me  

1400,  Saturday,  17  12. 22

1250,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  12. 22

You know her Shirley Jacksonmay not know her name but you know of her    

curtly I have no idea who she is. 

Ohno no dismissed him at his mention that was horseshit anfor it he was going to labour him 

                                                                                           Ill give you a hint which was frankly the game She wrote The Lottery 

I said . I don’t know.

A famous short story we read it in grade school  

an uncomfortable dullness crept into eyes  

Or perhaps I read it in grade school  We grew up a thousand miles apart were educated by different systemsbut   but I cant believe yours wasnt on par with mineya didnt go to some inner city school that was deprived of funding

You know I didn’t.

So  Shirley Jackson  The Lottery

the dullness fused

                   Premise, what’s the premise . . maybe I’ll remember then.

Small village a ritual lottery everyone without exception included whoever is chosen is stoned by the villagers 

No. 

he was beside himselfpushed his phantom doppelganger down 

                                                           NO I believe it was taught throughout America its a classic

No.

Jesus   You know I woud rather there be a hole in your memory than a hole in your education  

What do you mean be that?

Wha I said

But what do you mean?

Yare a smart guy figure it out 

1400,  Saturday,  17  12. 22

0958,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  12. 22

axiomatic selfevident  unquestionable

                                           he couldnt help himself  axiomatic climaxEpic struck in the heat of the momentstuck a marvelous end to a long seduction  they plannedpined for the moment

                                                                                             he almost lost his mind

he confided she made his seduction listwhich made her laugh she didnt cover her mouth  Truth be known. she chuckled You made mine. 

                   Isn’t it awfully nice to make, and be made.

Communally cumming 

Yes.

   Awfully nice  Im glad I came . . 

. . she nearly barked laughing  I’m glad you did to.

a friend invited him to a pickup boygirl softball game  picnic afterwards Ya gotta come, girls are set, we’re missing a guy, like pulling teeth for some damn reason . .

. . They might rather play ball with other guys Fraid to hurt a gir . .

. . No you know me, these chicks are athletes.

she was an athlete 

they were 

she was 

         she kissed him fiercely  I am really glad you came.

340preferred,  Saturday,  23  7. 22

1634,  Twosday,  20  12. 22

Nadja  Sandskin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-8oqlj4Q9s 

Are you ready? had a pen in handhis wrist on a piece of paper  

   Ya talkin to me

Who else? he crouched from the waist humped his shoulder shifted his eyes one way then the other

his ridiculous theatrics begged first note Quit woudya then he replied Axiomatic I stand ready and at hand why the attempted curveball

I wanted to make sure you’re paying attention.

Me 

    Don mistake me for you I am both attentive and observant eithertoo often you cannot claim assert

he rolled his eyes spat Being colloquial.

   Oh Colloquialstop

                      Just get on with whaever it is ya desperately want to get on with he began with the pen Your bell curve he stopped 

                  You don’t kno . .

. . Its a bell curve I know it is However Im dying to know wha yare diagramming asya usually begin with the axes Changing it up professor 

                          Methinks you profess too much 

he looked irritated though he was stepping on his toesgetting out ahead of him Are you quite through

Figured Id toss in my two cents at the head rather than wait  Since yare changing things up   You disapprove or just impatient

Are you through?

he shrugged Say thought to hold his breathmake a game of it see if he could hold it the duration of him sketching definitely wouldntcouldnt for the explanation which would be obvious but inevitably followed

Thank you.

he didnt reply as he knew hed think he was being obstinatedragging his feet  thwarting the explanation

he continued drawing

prior their conversation had been about womens figures the classicthe alleged perfect female figure   36-24-36

his bit had been that how radical that figure was on shorter women outrageous on a five foot woman compared to a six foot woman hed been with both

for whaever reason his bell curve was more centralised presumably fivesix though he didnt label it or hadnt labeled it yet

he waited

             now he was impatient Looks like someone tossed sheet over a hard on

eyes rolled

he spoke for him Lemme finish

                               Draggin your feet professor An by my experiencewhich I base most everything upon experience  your bell curve isnt accurate

It is.

It is in your experience 

                        Or are you again speaking for the multitude of experienced inexperienced observant inobservant old young all men and women or men boys women girls  Pronouns he knew that that would frost his fanny  

                                                                                                                         Your sketch does not resembleillustrate my experience  which Ill readily admit I am grateful 

   Are you quite finished?

he looked up at the clock tower on the old National Registry city hall to see the time

                                                                                       I am  UnfortunatelyI must apologise well have to pick this up later some other time  I have to be somewhere

You didn’t say.

Youd said meet for coffee my coffee is long gone I must excuse myself though please hold onto the drawing well come back to it  anif not Ill definitely remind you 

                                             Chance you might not remember

if he was a betting man hed clean up

             

1540,  Saturday,  23  7. 22

1152,  Twosday,  20  12. 22

Pacific Gas & Electric  Are You Ready  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MR1LBEJ-ok

Faces  I’m Losing You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Y7QKfhikbM

he couldnt say for certain but he thinks he was just flashed by an advertisement that appeared in the corner of his eye on the right where AdChoices appears on MSN whenever he logged out of Outlook might suppose he was warned 

                                                                                                                               a woman wore redblackcheckered flannel pajamas BAMhands at her lapels YANKed open her top Tataahs baby rolled her shoulders baubled or if ya wish bobbled coyly closed it 

                                                          or else he imagined it

although he wasnt one to wear pajamasno matter the season a vivacious brunette who reminded him at a glance of Natalie Portman otherwise there was no reason hed pay attention to an online ad 

                                                                              the only real true affirmation of the possibility of what he thought he saw was her bellybutton remained exposed her hands claspedclutched flanneltheir heels tight together  and she winked 

                              a wink is as good as a nod

 

1251,  Sunday,  18  12. 22

   Rose Never 

               theres a challenge   didnt know many Roseslotsa peaches no Nevers he tried hardearnestly to leave never out of his vocabulary

                             seemed no sooner than uttered it happens  an usually anticlimaxtic he made it a word 

the name occurred to him for an actor who appeared in a French film Raw written and directed by Julia Ducournau an extra it appealed to him so much he didnt view the credits to learn the womans real or stage name 

                                                                                                        he anticipated shed return in another filmhed recognise her  as he recognised George Chakiris anyone Bernardo  West Side Story only the original is worthwhile who was a one of four male dancers who accompanied Rosemary Clooneys solely performance at The Carousal on purpose  arousal is why people go The Carousal Club 

                                                                       yah  Rose Never etched in his brainhe anticipated seeing her again while her role wasnt prominent role scenes she appeared in attracted his eye 

                                                                                                     Rose Never

it wasunfortunately a name hed be unable to share 

                                                      didnt want to get into conversations of how he enthusiastically named a character but lacked the same to learn the womans real name

   he thoughtNO   believed  too many peopleassumed it their rightwere entitled because they hadnt been told NO in no uncertain terms in the past  too many got away with it because they pressed hard  and the other relented spilled their guts 

     they could go to Hell  an hed save them that by not opening the door he  thought he was going to say never wouldnt do that

brother he was excited for the next time he saw her 

2134,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  12. 22

1203,  Sunday,  18  12. 22

Raw trailer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKYFH0hRpD0

an review  https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/raw-2017 

Rosemary Clooney  Love, You Didn’t Do Right By Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpKRQWXYw5Q

jarred wokeinasudden to the noise of iron bolts thrown

                                                              not moving eyes wide he lookedround

no bars pale concreteblock walls 

his bedroom

               There there he mumbled quieting himselfyet  in the nextmoment wondered Prison 

                                                                                                       Is this a prison

0816,  Sunday,  18  12. 22

Nadja   Amnotic   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaTnOpvpHsc 

seems all he has to do is fall asleep dreams jump his bonessnap em an cracking his nut insert their will 

                                                                                                             not a bad idea 

had to doff his cap

Whadasay hypnotic gin tonic

WOWyah right on 

                    Whartha come from

Your badgerin 

   Ya listen

quizzically they lookedround at each other This guy serious 

                                                                         Arya an idiot 

Its only a thing I do on the side . .

. . Side  No it aint 

                   Yaoughta listen to yourself cuz we aint got no choice 

he nodded  questioned pitifully Thabad

Not bad  Bit obsessiveyah

                            But arent obsessions meant to be exercised chasedbout around

   Suppose healthy ones

Playing with wordsseeking phonaesthetics  There are worse obsessionsyah 

                                                                                   It popped into our collective anwe were terribly anxious to share it with you so we dumped it into your dreams knowing no way a cold day in Hell it was going to escape you  All yours babe

   they almost made him cry  Thawas very kind 

Not at all Its kind of you to host us

Host Doesnt feel like hosting

Not in a parasitic sense

   Parasitic sense 

                    Thas edgy 

Aint hypnotic

   No  Edgy

We good

Hypnotic gin tonic

                   Take a bow

there were enough on hand that when they did the ambercoloured beeswax candle burning on the library table across from his desk sighed

early hours Saturday,  17 12. 22

2359,  Saturday