24.7.22


Religion --- conspiracy theories

         or

Conspiracy theories --- religion


What are you saying?

Saying nothingequating them joined at the elbow

Equating them. Why do that? You’ll upset people . .
. . Certain people
                  Who are of no concern to me Theyre welcome their beliefs as Im welcome my privacy behind closed doors  They don darken my door Ill not darken theirs

They don’t thinkplay like that.

Yes I understand proselytising
                                 They ought to . .
. . You, your oughtsshoulds, makes no difference to them.

Doubleaughts would

he shook his head wearily Your wordplay implied violence.

Implied till explicit


You want to explain that?
No
       So is it YHVK over crucified Jesus’ head or is it INRI

I’ve seen both.

You know what they mean

You’re not swinging wide are ya?

Nauh
       A tight Uturn keeping it in the field of play

I don’t know but you do, correct?

I woudnt ask if I didnt Im not a stupid man  rather I try my best not to be stupid or ignorant I don think either looks good on people who want to be taken seriously  Many many unserious people   Too many for my taste

Am I ignorant . if I don’t know?

No Only if you begin to speak of something you don know of

Can I ask why you know?

Ofcourse Curious always
                             Then that persistent itch . .
. . Itchy?

Yes

Lemme guess.

Have at it

Known thy enemy.

Look at you speaking of whaya know

he smiled wily I have my momen . .
. . Don let it go to your head friendHA

HA yourself!

Are we having fun or wha

Maybe fun after the what. They’re not acronyms?

The INRI is Jesus of Nazareth the King of the Jews 

Well hell, you can see why they abbreviated, wouldn’t fit over his head.

Pontius Pilates idea John 19:19 King James Version
                                                         Latin cant say it though I can spell it Its been Englishised Latin I is Englishs J the Vs for Us   

I should probably write this down, figure you’ll quiz me sometime in the future.

he produced paper and pen from his breast pocket Way ahead of ya he printed  I E S V S  N A Z A R E N V S  R E X 
I V D A E O R V M 
                    The Early Church adopted the first letters  possibly the first acronym ever

And you dislike acronyms.
Bane of my existence
                         Exodus 15:26 “Y H W H your healer” is a name given by God the Real McCoy Isaiah 52:6 “My people shall know My Name.” The four letters the Hebrew Tetragrammaton yodh he waw he  its pronounced Yahweh


T M I  Christ, class over?

Indoctrination Sure
                      Religion  Conspiracy theories

Lemme buy you a beer.

Thatd be nice Throats a tad dry

1503,  Thursday,  3  2. 22
1023,  Sunday,  24  7. 22
Jesus Christ Superstar  King Herod’s Song (Try It and See)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psJ7i7X06VE


We hold these truths to be selfevident there are deviants amongst us we are endowed by Slipshod with certain unalienable Rights among these once birthed are Life Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness – to secure these Rights Governments are insinuated among Men deriving their just powers – Justice revered figuratively as blindfolded Themis Dike goddesses of the spirit of secular moral order and fair judgement as a transcendent universal ideal – deriving their just powers from majority consent of the governed – and whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends it is the right of the People to alter or to abolish it . . .
                                                    NOW  now hed be good with things

he wasnt much for breaking eggs
                                    though stepping on toesstomping insteps was in his wheelhouse

1353,  Sunday,  24  7. 22


Romanian Babardeala cu bucluc sau porno balamuc or Englishised Bad Luck Banging or Loony Porn 
                                                                                                           hed like to hear it in Romanian but he didnt know a one

the film fingered Parrhasius circa 410BC as the creator of pornography had to look him upcouldnt find him research stood him up against a bulletpocked wall with cats Aristides Pausanias aka Pyreicus aka Peiraikos a painter of low or mean subjects Nicophanes Chaerephanes Arellius “and a few other pornographoi are mentioned as having made themselves notorious for this species of license.” species of license   Krazy

his twistinturninround like a bug or worm revealed rhyparographer Whahe was curious  Rabelais fifth book of Gargantua and Pantagruel "I do not aspire higher, they would not deny me that of a puny rhyparographer, or riffraff follower of the sect of Pyreicus aka Pausanias aka Peiraikos.”
                                                              he learned through Pliny the Elder who referred to an ancient Greek painter Peiraikos painter of mean subjects Van Gogh The Potato-Eaters likewise painted small pieces of barbers shops cobblers stalls asses eatables similar subjects
                                                       he scratched his headCERTAIN that was not pornography a bad rap not that pornography was a bad rap rape murder bad raps havem hold their knuckleshands on top their heads an beat em with a baseball bat


where was he

took himself off point

No point yawere ramblin
Shush

You shush me

Yare interrupting memy thought process

Thought processwha thought process

Ive one  occasionally   this might have been one of those times

Jaysus heshe shehe rolled their eyes Carry on

Ive your permission

Whadahell  Whynot

     I thought  rape murder bad raps havem hold their knuckleshands on top their heads an beat em with a bat  Krazy
Kahrazy


     Hows it goin

It went

2119,  Thursday,  21  7. 22
1211,  Saturday,  23  7. 22
Erykah Badu  Rim Shot  intro  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTfa4RQhU4Y

23.7.22


she telephoned

it was late

no matter

hed talk whenever she wanted


she was drunk

he didnt mind

Aww . . you really don’t mind?

Ahnah love whenever you want to talk . .
. . I do

I don mind
           Unfortunately  Im here an yare there

Unfortunately.
                  You moved away.

   Yes

But you said since you were young you weren’t going to live here.

   Yes
         An I knew then Id miss you every day  Im happy you called 
Really?

he chuckled  Yes I am very happy you called . .
. . You don’t mind?

Not ever
          Whas up baby

Baby . . . I love you call me baby . no one else does.

Yare my baby
               Ever since I laid eyes on you when Mom and Dad brought you home  You were a beautiful baby curly auburn hair rosysuch rosy cheeks


I’m not so beautiful anymore.
                                she wasnt fishing  seven years battle cancer takes its toll
Yare beautiful inside an out love
                                 Nothing  nothing coud make me think otherwise  I love you
You better.

You bet

    You better . you bet . . ah The Who.

A favorite

When we were kids.

Were still kids

Still  ?

Still love Forever 

1346,  ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22
0907,  Saturday,  23  7. 22
Marvin Gaye  Mercy Mercy Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efiDnHS3fzk
The Who  You Better You Bet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCfO9zClQ8I


he was on a roll
                without tryingwhatever caught his eye he watched six foreign films in a row this evening hed watch The Secret in Their Eyes a Spanish film   seven

they were from allround the world

he noticed

it tickled him

no matter the country

traffic lights

Green means Go

Red means Stop


 No means No
                Yes

2003,  Thursday,  21  7. 22
0944,  Saturday,  23  7. 22
Y’Akoto  Y’Akoto’s Babyblues  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwGHiG-7CfI


Isn’t it about time you got a new car?

hed heard that shit before he slipped on his blanched disinterested puss  A new car if he wore glasses hedve slipped them down his nose too  They arent making a car I want 

I want transportation nahfuckin bells and whistles A key to insert in the doors trunk ignition Ill concede the luxury of power windows an locks

You’re not serious; they don’t make cars like that.

No they don an why I dig mine  PointA to pointB an back baby

How many miles you got on it . .
. . Her

Her?  On her?

Diggers gone threehunredfiftysixthousand miles

his head bobbed  She was made last century.

  I was made last century
                              You were made last century


You have to be a pain in the ass.

I didnt start this conversation
                                Do me a favor when they build one that takes a key an has bumpers separate from its body talk to me

1459,  Thursday,  3  2. 22
1515,  Thursday,  21  7. 22  

22.7.22


Enemies of the People in the States

Tha gets battedbout like a kittens catnip toy

it depends upon ones side
                          the countrys cutupfaceted like an mediocre diamond one coud pay a lot of money for it if they didnt do their homework  he knew whathawas from his schooling had homework since First Grade

Bush the Youngers GWOT Global War on Terror  which had nothing to do with Iraq

Obamas Kill List which had something to do with American citizens their extrajudicial executions its chilling effect

the Former the Fake News Media the exception FOX remains the enemy of the people


he believed during the 2014--2015 runup to the Presidential election that for-profit media was the enemy of the state  they couldnt resist making gobs of moneyresisted being the Fourth Estate

theres advertisement
                       then theres avertisement he believed they excelled at it  which they also excelled at after September 11 
                today it pretends that there are two political parties in States
                                                                                  Everybody  get yer ya--yas out

1450,  Thursday,  3  2. 22
1309,  ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22

Rolling Stones  Jumpin’ Jack Flash  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdlVfuaKwRI


         numbers
                                    numb-ers

the world population

1918 – 1.5B
              an estimated 50M died from the Spanish influenza of 103.7M Americans 675,000 died

1945 -- 2.3B
              an estimated European/Soviet Union population  359M   6M Jews were exterminated

2022 – 8.3B
              US population 329.5M   Trump virus  1,051,235 deaths and rising to be on par with the 1918 epidemic  2,141,750 deaths  49.08% of the way there
                                                 he wished it would stop

Eventually.
                Isnt thawha Former said
1441,  Thursday,  3  2. 22
1222, ReggaeFriday,  22  7. 22


   You can shaddup now   said he held his lower lip between his teeth


I can shaddup? Shaddup.  That’s rud . .
. . No its not
             Please     he wasnt beggin if he didnt shaddup quick then hed beg

Shaddup. That’s rude.

You been listening to yourself or talking incessantly you donave to pay attention to whayaresayin


Me? he shrugged his shoulders
                                  You remarked back to Iraq sounds like back to the rack . that's shit.

Bravo ya heard me anya coud recall it  Bellissimo
                                                        I asked if you listen to yourself
What?  he was irritated

Yare the sports freakright I hardly ever bring up sports in conversation occasionally football

I wouldn’t say freak.

NO You watch television yawatch have to watchgo home to catch basketball games yawatch football tennis baseball
the wide blue skies of golf 
                             Qualifies freak . .
. . Lotsa guys do.
Lotsa freaks

Because you don watch sportshell . you don’t even watch TV.

I do not

his head rattled  That’s freakish.

I didnt bring freak up for the purpose of defining it My point  not necessarily an obsession but howbout this  yare a sports enthusiast  freak

I’m a sports enthusiast.

You are anyare high  Im askin you to shut your mouth because yare messin with your status  Im tryin to save you from yourself

Status?

Takin a tumble off your pedestal

Pedestal?

he was tempted to play with him pederast pet an ass pudpuller decided against it  what hed reveal would frost his fanny plenty enough
                       Yes I think youd contend yare knowledgeable about sports players standings boring

It’s not boring sports are exciting, and yes, I am knowledgeable. he sniffed

Which I acknowledge an why I want ya to shaddup  Im not a fan yare killin me Yare a tad too high to be talkinyare talkin nonsense

Nonsense?

Yes Ill say then youll shaddup    Deal

You say and I’ll think about it.

The San Diego Pedros The Pittsburgh Packers


Deal.

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1036,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

21.7.22


she left


she left him a note


he didnt read it


its laying on the floor beside the bed where it fell when he climbed in to go to sleep


he didnt need to read it


he didnt want to know her reasons her excuses


she was gone


actions speak louder than words


words didnt matter



she was gone

2125,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22
2329,  Day-between-Two-Ts
Marvin Gaye  Let's Get It On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6QZn9xiuOE


Elyse3

Dammit off the top of his head he couldnt remember 1 or 2  someconfidence 1 was   Nah noconfidence   he didntcouldnt remember
                         itd come to him if he called it   eventually 
Elyse3
        she had to godidnt have time to elaboratetold him he was being held up for his sensuous temperament

Held up

Example.

Who

No idea, he was texting someone, needed help spelling temperament.

Where was I

Took a phone call.

My daughter

At the bar?

Yeah

Then yes. Sorry, I gotta go, wanted to keep you apprised. she hugged him and left

left him holding a bag sensuous temperament   worse things to be called but he thought itd be said to him first before heading out into the ether

he remembered him calling him a positive deviant positive deviance was more like it  sensuous temperament must be reading another selfhelp bookflipping through an on-line article 9 Simple Things That She’ll Find Sexy he was sitting apart feverishly tapping the keys of his iPhone

he walked over tapped him on the shoulder as he passed behind him 
                                                                         Im off catchup with ya later 
he didnt lookup Gotta go?

Gotta go

Later man.

a cellphone is better than blinders myopic magnified   ignorance bliss


walkinbout halfway home he whistled then blustered Here Elyse1 comere girl   Comere began pondering 
                                                                                                                  eventually

1511,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1431,  Thursday,  21  7. 22


    sensory
              all circuits sprung gaping 
sensuallyelectric 
                  simmering seething


sensuous



Ive a sensuous temperament

I don’t know what that is?

erogenous

   erotic eerilyerotic

      seams busting circuits searedscreaming at the top of their lungs
                                                                                                           Breathe
Yamay have forgotten  Have you forgotten

Forgotten? I don’t think one forgets what they didn’t havemay not have had.

When you were a little boy

Little boys aren’t sensu . .
. . They certainly are

Then let me sayyou'll let me say . . . I wasn’t.


Do you think sensuality is a slight  mars   masculinity

I’m saying I wasn’t.
 
  Pity
            evidently he didnt lay on freshcut grass in the sunshine play in a pile of raked autumn leaves skinnydip in a lake swimming pool river climb a tall tree eat cold slices of watermelon on a hot blue day gaze at clouds smile at their inhabitants  nap outdoors   look up a pretty girls skirt

1426,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
0915,  Thursday,  21  7. 22

kid

Yareally wanna follow my lead

Yathink I cant keep up

I didnt ask tha did I

You counsel or something

You know better than tha

I do me mine ours  wes know better

Im cool yawanna voyage with me happy to have company 
                                                              Once we head out keep the mouth shut I have a hard time telling youse apart so Ive no idea if youve been along before

Ive not

I appreciate tha thanks for saying so

Yah

Any idea how this works

Ifya know I shoud

How long ya been around

I don know
             Shoudnt you know

Ive not seen your number gathered in one place at one time lots come an go as I understand a pretty furtive lot more likely I catchya out the corner of my eye can discriminate one or several but nothing beyond ifa crowd gathers But yare correct majority knows if I know Also gotta spose if its interests them
                                                                             I aint always innarestin
Well let the chips fall where they may

I like ya kid

Obviously I like you Daddio


Awright  Lets go 
                     Sensuous 
Sensuous

Take it in Yaneednt repeat

Right

Sexual tension

Sensual tension

Consensual

Cuntsensual

Carnal

Fleshy

Unchaste

Lewd

Say

Yah

You smell pussy on my face

Ya smell cum on my breath

thabrought a huge grin cross his face  Yare awright kid yare awright  ya follow

moving out of the corner of his eye the kid smiled real big

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1354,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22

20.7.22


You got to be kidding me. his overt surprise alarm pressed credulity   but he raised sons

he raised daughters Why woud I kid you My daughters were born oldtheir tablets scribbled all over

Tablets? he kept this up he might pop a testicle

  Yes  Yaknow tabula rasa

bugeyed

Yaknow yah

  I gotta think, I’m having a hard time thinking given your assert . .
. . Fact Not an assertion

I would define it as an assert . . 
. . Not yours to define  not someone who times has trouble finding his ass with both hands
You going to keep talking over . .
. . When ya don know whayare talkingbout yes
                                                   You didnt have to match wits with your boys My girlstheir mother sharp cookies take it as gospel Don question me or think otherwise My girls were are spooky smart anwhy I say they raised me

A fullgrown man?

We aint never fullgrown not ever ya yahoo
                                              An quit with the raised voice yare gonna hurt yourself if yaint careful

You might have something there.

  I do
       Take my word for it

ChaCha.

Yes ChaCha

Our Polish ChaCha, aunt . .
. . My little girl yes

You’re convinced . . calling ChaCha cognizant at four years old?

She tested off the charts before starting school The district wanted to know what preschool she attended how long

Boys went to preschool.

How did they test

Average, they’re average boys, girls always test well young.

ChaCha was superiorshe was cognizant

So you say, did you tout the preschool you sent her to?

She didnt go
             She had her mother her big sister and me teaching her She was reading primers before she went to kindergarten her library almost as big as her sisters

They were three years apart?

Yes Big sister adored her little sister because she was never a little sister
                                                                             Cognizant at four  Had to be fortunate and terrible at once  But her Maw and I never babytalked either girlHELL ChaCha was verging on creating her own language that only she and her sister knew Bugged the shit out of us We made her sister leave the room to force ChaCha to communicate with us
                                  Thawas a trip Kid was a bit walleyed too Outgrew it I figured it helped her see more of the worldsee it differently than we were  She was on fire

You understand your boys made it easy on you

Yeah.  I can’t say today they’re cognizant, or more than me.

  Oh Shit
          My sympathies

suntime,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1239,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  20  7. 22