Rob Reiner Carls son tweeted A vote for Republicans is a vote to destroy democracy.

hard to argue

 he wouldnt

 

  he agreed

       bluntly hed say  6 January

2121,  Day-between-Two-Ts & 4/20,  2022

Rob Reiner  https://twitter.com/robreiner/status/1516749404434092041

Lawrence O’Donnell  https://www.msnbc.com/the-last-word/watch/lawrence-asks-is-a-vote-for-republicans-a-vote-to-destroy-democracy-138191429920

hell of a 4/20  fucked with his qi 

Russian command and ignorant young soldiers

     in a word 

                 Chornobyl

troops were ordered to dig trenches in soil that hasnt been disturbed since the horrific nuclear event 26  4. 1986

they dug

          maybe that excuses raping Ukrainian women murdering civilians clocks sticking down  maybe vomiting blood or freebleeding from orifices

                                they cant sleep at night a queer light emanates from them keeping them awake

  

2020,  Day-between-Two-Ts & 4/20, 2022

Rachel Maddow 9:11 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHJOMzfbrw4

cats dont bark they mew

they purr they do that thing that sounds like a car with an irregular idle a patient with heart arrhythmia Jackson Pollack throwing paint

dogs do

there were two things he imagined he could do to make them stop

1  cut their throats  he was an old farmhand and used to slaughter

2  he could drink whisky

    Guess flip a coin

1550,  Day-between-Two-Ts & 4/20, 2022

Aw comonman mustered one of his internal denizens of the deeep  Its fourtwenty man Peace Love  Be groovy   Cantcha be nice

You sound like a dog

he was trying not to infringe on his high while celebrating 4/20 

                                                                   but she kept crawling in his mind  he closed his eyes  didnt help   a maggot wallowing twitching in rotting flesh appropriate shes blonde white  though he hoped she dyed her hair so her blondeness wouldnt taint true blondes

  Greene  all he was giving her a syllable  she wasnt occupying more his mind than necessary

                                                                                                      Q is a patriot. couldnt believe a district in GAg would elect her to represent them  There’s a once in a lifetime opportunity to take this global cable of Satan-worshipping pedophiles out.

Hmm cable

             Yasay cable I say cabal global cable global cabal Satan Satan Satan-worshipping pedophiles  Yafucking idiot  he counted her among the 54% of American adults ages 16 to 74 that cant read at a 6th grade level

                                                                                                               Fucking idiot

     he opened his eyes to realeyes his state of mind was unaffected

                                                                          syllable hadnt taken him off his high 

1054,  Day-between-Two-Ts & 4/20, 2022

Greene  30seconds in  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ARotAhysbI 

Jimmy Kimmel  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIhwT4ACS5o 

Ella Fitzgerald/Louie Armstrong  Let’s Call the Whole Thing Off  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2oEmPP5dTM

illiterate  https://www.forbes.com/sites/michaeltnietzel/2020/09/09/low-literacy-levels-among-us-adults-could-be-costing-the-economy-22-trillion-a-year/?sh=49bd32104c90 

the one paedophile he was familiar with was Donald J. Trump’s buddy Jeffrey Epstein

pushing away from the desk he set his pen down Bout time he asked his kitkats the four had congregated silently behind him compelled him with their unseen eyes held to the back of his head  their mindmeld  he caught their drift  Yahbafirst Im   gonna . . . he knew what followed but it begged to be edgy blow out in a jazz gust gush . . nodding he agreed . . . AWright  Imgonnatakealeakthenwelleat 

                                                       he pivotedround on the swivel chairthey were looking at him

looked hungry Hold on hold on Gonnatakealeakthenwelleat they looked perplexed Imgonnatakealeakthenwelleat this was too much fun 

                  A moment kids  that they seemed to understand  Though first Imgonnatakealeakthenwelleat

he stood they fled into the kitchen he hit the head 

                                                     Imgonnatakealeakthenwelleat was musical lyrical

he was going to incorporate it into their evening feeding when appropriate

one of the many voices personas inside him chided Ya certainly run them through the mill

   I do

        Theyre smarter than dogs

 

1648,  Twosday,  19  4. 22

1018,  Day-between-Two-Ts & HAPPY 4/20

Ah  a reprieve

              not masks for Trump virusNo he would continue to wear his till midJune at the earliest  recently he saw how people at the market reacted to him wearing his  he irritated themWhellShit they irritated him when the local market allowed people to enter unmasked if theyd been vaccinated and boosted OHhorseshitNo  NO THEY DIDNTa if confronted hed resort to his old standby

                                          Fuckya ifyacant take a joke

the reprieve he saw was in a restaurant bathroom timely  given that a Trump-appointed U S District judge Mizelle drizzle struck down the CDCs 2-week extension of the mask mandate head of the ABA – America Bar Association – Standing Committee on the Federal Judiciary said that a majority of his group had deemed that Mizelle did “not meet the requisite minimum standard of experience necessary to perform the responsibilities required by the high office of a federal trial judge.” 

NO not that reprieve

                        the one posted in the uni-sex bathroom ALL EMPLOYEES MUST WASH HANDS BEFORE RETURNING TO WORK 

                         didnt say shit about patrons

                                                        which helped explain his reticence to shake a mans hand when meeting him might as well shake his cock he may not have done that either

reprieves come in all manner of shapes colours and sizes

                                                            particularly if one is white  theyre entitled

approximately 1300,  Twosday,  19  4. 22

a judge  https://www.npr.org/2022/04/19/1093566982/florida-mask-mandate-judge-kathryn-mizelle

pretty slick

          could suppose it might be bait for some peoplemake them curious senseless  they ought to know better  but it must work otherwise whomever did it wouldnt make the play  try and game others

had to assume the internet made a sucker every minute or more  P T Barnum had erivals

he opened his email account

evidently he emailed himself  Re: Confirmation

he didnt have to confirm himself  he was confirmation enough

was sitting in his studio by himself among others

                                                      they laughed with him a few at the back started singing Fools rush in where angels fear to tread Dorsey the bandleader vocals Sinatra  backslappinsnickerin abounding  Wha a peachwha a maroon   Yet people fall for it

                 Deydo

Lets be humble wedon 

                        but humble was lost on this crowd they HOWLED

ahwhadafuck let em

                       he joined in 

the neighbour in the apartment next door rapped on the wall SORRY SORRY GOT CARRIED AWAY   IM SORRY

he often forget that they were his denizens  only he could hear their jabs knocks gibberjabber offcolour remarks they were more often than not

he sat back in his chair

deleted the email among many others

then deleted all of them from the Deleted Items box

                                                      once again freshscrubbed and clean like a babys bottom

Was a good joke he said aloud but the others had gone off to wherever it was they went   

its a good thing to have a sense of humour

hmm some politickles remained nothing else of interest hed read them later  was meeting an old friend for coffee 

0947,  Twosday,  19  4. 22

Tommy Dorsey  Fool’s Rush In  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43-6Zip8KLg

two presented

“How can you know the present without it first becoming the past in the future?”

the griot Kouyate “I teach kings the history of their ancestors so that the lives of the ancients might serve them as an example, for the world is old, but the future springs from the past.” 

he would keep an eyeball peeled for the thirdthings come in threes  or

                                                                            was he supposed to play a part in the trilogy

unlikely

he read watched the original of many but rarely their sequels Stallone broke him of that

past

present

future

             things come in three

Time is fascinating

hed be patient

             hed make like the small brown squirrel who joined him on the sidewalk  it came out of a wild stand of trees grasses weeds which bordered a creek

he thought he might be surprised but wasnt

                                             taking the book from his face he put a finger in it closed ittucked it in his armpit and walked beside the squirrel  he let it set the pace

                                                                      they came upon a narrow dirt path that veered and descended to the water  the squirrel in no particular hurry   it left him on the sidewalk

                                                                                                  he watched it mosey

it stopped threefour times  sat on its haunches  nibbled young grass clover fallen acorns  he watched it until it went around behind high grass

couldnt say he walked with a squirrel before

it was small

he assumed young

maybe it didnt know any better or maybe it did or maybe it didnt care

he thought it might reemerge 

he waited 

                waited awhile

the characters in the book he was reading grew restless they wanted to continue their story  he conceded   he went off with them

patiently however  he was going to keep his eyes peeled

     

2001,  Monday,  18  4. 22

2339,  Monday

1st quote  pg205  Robin McLean  Pity the Beast

2nd quote  pg55  Teju Cole quotes in Black Paper 

griot  oral history tradition, storyteller 

too small a bit to run long

a pensee begged

he conceded

bee eat

shiny green gold

meat bee gobbled at the creek

while he minded his own beeswax

glutton bee bit him

1339,  Thursday,  14  4. 22

1101,  Monday,  18  4. 22

pensee: 2syllable subject; 4syllable description; 7 action; 8 setting; 6syllable final thought 

Pity the Beast a book by Robin McLean

                                           he agreed with her human beings are beasts

his head bobbed emphatically as he walkedread her line on page 333  One person’s misery is another person’s pleasure.  had to stop to write it down

                                          then at home he realised he didnt have to jot the note it committed itself to his memory

there are mnemonic devise to help remember but this sentence horsed incleared the area surrounding itmade the place its own

         truth be known the sentence fired his recall of the fat orange Former No no not that he wanted   although his fingers were crossed a president not to lie in state at the Capitol   he deserved that

One person’s misery is another person’s pleasure. terribly true Former was terribly pleased  tried as hard as he could was ablyassisted by vile likeminded staff to satisfy his campaign his Cruelty Is the Point campaign which became the title of Adam Serwers book  he capably elegantly captured its essence

   January 6 

                 he remains today as offended as he was while watching it unfold

nearly 1400,  Thursday,  14  4. 22

1029,  Monday,  18  4. 22

Cruelty  begin 5 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6Zgtrf9-fs

Ya aint got shit in your icebox.

I like things one day at a time

Not a damn thing in your cupboards. 

Day at a time

That’s nonsense.

I don afford nonsense

Not planning for the future?

Plans I made were disrupted  No

You hopeless?

No

     No.  I'd say hopeless.

                             What would you say?

Dangerous

That’s an overestimation.

Interesting

             Based on wha

A feeling.

Intuition

          Overconfidence

Fucking with meh . .

. . Fuckinwid me

                   Cuz ya got nothing but  me

What’s that supposed to mean?

Might suppose thas your gambit

                                  Ya got shit in your icebox and cupboards

Plans  Can be elusive

Might not see the light of day

But the balls in your court

Whadaya think

he hadnt thought he had choice things to enjoy and saw himself enjoying them

 

959 preferred to 2159,  Easter Sunday,  17  4. 22

1018 preferred to 2218 for a reason,  Easter Sunday

Awwwgh

             not the way he wanted to begin his day

AZAZEL he knew of the Jewish desert demon

                                                   Azza an Uzza sidekicks

yet somehowHA he didnt think the colourfullytattooed young white man saw him through his rear and sideview mirrors sitting behind the wheel of the matte camo Toyota Tundra was thinking religion when he purchased his very cool personalised California license plate his guess  he might have been playing with his cockenthralled by the teleporting Marvel mutant Daddy Claus of Kiwi Black and Nightcrawler 

                                                                 he groaned Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world he has to park his vehicle in front of my carport 

it was his turn to drive  a carpool

he walked alongside it rapped on the drivers window

                                                         Excuse me yare blocking my way

I’ll only be a moment.

Im on a clock Please fire it up move ahead let me out   Please

I said it’ll only be a moment.

                              he went back to fingerig his cellphone 

hard to imagine inland offroad road rage   in a parking lot

                                                                I have a huge rear steel bumper on my 4Wheel 4Runner  They made them that way long ago  Ya werent there Ya pulled up behind me I didnt see you   Pretty paint job

     Your decision

he walked in front of the Tundra to his 4Runner unlocked his door with a key  got in started his engine warmed it as he always did heard the tempothe RPMs fall off put her into Reverse and rolled

     it was a nice paint job

it still is

     too bad Courtesy had to be so grimdidnt play nicer

           too early in the morning

 

1342,  Thursday,  14  4. 22

2017,  Easter Sunday,  17  4. 22

the telephone rang in the middle of the night

                                             he lunged from unconsciousbound out of bed to the hardwood floorbound up the hall twostepstops to the studySNATCHED the receiver from the cradleHELLO cant help but be alarmed  

  his brother

              since his mother died his brother had picked up her mantle  the Harbinger of Death and Doom and Destruction he didnt invite any of them to an orgy despite them temptingcoercing him with Immortality  Immortality vs. a Four Hot Chick That He Knew Of orgy NAH

                         turned them around tapped them on the fanny  Seeya when I seesya

when a soul tries to bribe ya

not a good person

really dumb idea

turn them around

kickem in the ass

kickem in the ass for me    

  Yes brother

I am sorry to call and tell you  Uncle Earl passed away earlier this morning.

                                                                                their usual exchange HEY MUTHAFUCKER HOW YA DOIN

               sometimes he salted it up HEY MUTHAFUCKER HOWS IT SWINGIN . . HOW ARYA BALLS  tender Brotherly Love Endorsements Let the party-line quims fantasise on Blue-to-Busting Balls or Long Dong Johnny Wadd Holmesesque  looks a bit like Frankenstein don it   Crazy crazy crazy

  Thank you

Of course, you’re welcome.

My love to everyone please

Of course  Happy to

Thank you  I love you

You’re welcome. I love you too.

                                       he listened to the hanged-up dialtone longer than he should have  his uncle was ninetysix   no matter  Death is eternal Death has that to brag about  Life has no choicecant bicker cant argue  Born. Gonna die.  dichotomy    harsh die-chotomy  he liked to think that some persona greeted him at the Pearly White Gates of Life and told him Listen up man . . Life’s a crapshootNO fuckin guarantees   And you die in the end, hero. 

I hear ya bro  Right on   Bring it 

 

D           I           A           L           T           O           N          E

with every family friends death his world grew smaller

WHY he owned books

theyre Immortal

they wouldntcouldnt? leave him

1324,  Easter Sunday,  17  4. 22

433 preferred to 1633,  Easter Sunday,   17  4. 22

The Association  Never My Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3lZqNVigWQ

The Hollies  He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My Brother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mum5ra24bxE 

Edward faced him  looking east

                                   Ohman . .

he didnt have any idea what was over his shoulder but Edwards expression compelled himhe had to look

                                                                                                                Ohman he echoed

they looked out through the train window

That is a very old cemetery.

It certainly is

the headstones were tall some graves seemed welltended despite the thatch of brown grass scattered here and there polkadotted were vibrant coloured flowers too vibrant to be freshcut likely artificial

he didnt see visitors or mourners

How old is it do you think?

looking across the 101 he was familiar with stretches of it he caught a glimpse of storefronts saw the tripod walking eye water tower Gonzales painted on its side

                                            This is Gonzales  Push came to shove Id guess it was foundedits existence was tied to the railroad depot ranchland cattle other livestock agriculture Eighties Maybe earlier  Cemeterys better than a hunred years old

it was gone  passed   

he turned back to Edward

                            Yasaw it was fenced in

I did, yes.

To keep dogs coyotes out

Out?

Hellyah ya don want them in the graveyard digging up old bones nawh do ya

  Edward was Chinese his halting blink over the muslincoloured beige Trump virus mask was something to behold 

Are you kidding me?

Think it was built to keep the dead in

                                        Anticipating the Zombie apocalypse

Chinese eyes he didnt think they opened that wide

                                                       You’re teasing me?

Cemeteries in Ottawa fenced in he learned during their ride from San Jose Didiron Station that was where Edward was raised after his family immigrated from Taiwan

I do not know, I’ve never been, we have no family in Canada.

Theyre walled in in Chicago Got tons of family inside

                                                         Ya know    Catholic 

too wideeyed

              he couldnt keep looking at Edward was going to lose his shit

casually he turned his gaze through the window again

saw a handpainted sign on a rusted old flatbed truck

                                                        CA$H FOR COFFIN 

couldnt have seen that right

     

     blinked  looked                                                Ah that was better

                           CA$H FOR PALLETS

 

he was going to have to visit the cemetery

had seen the exit sign 310

not a quarter mile off the 101

1342,  Twosday,  5  4. 22

1239,  Easter Sunday,  17  4. 22

  when he was a boy High Latin was served at Sunday Catholic Masses

                                                                             freaking mystical had he known the word at the time     

he accompanied his grandmother to church sucker

                                                     he didnt critically think through that

missed Flash Gordon serials airing those mornings on television  frankly to a boy that ought to have been grounds for sainthood  particularly when he later learned a man a Grand Inquisitor who lorded over tortures executions of heretics chronicling each and every victim maintaining lists of families and extended friendships  he was canonised a saint

    Dammit 

             Church suddenly wasnt worth the milk and homemade cookies he enjoyed afterwards

just didnt think it through

                           then  he was a boy

though the experiences were mesmerising

                                             between his grandmother whos native tongue was Polishwho managed broken English and Latin and from the altar and from the sober adults  their choreographed brisk stand ups sit downs on your knees chants hymns chubby hymnals all the proverbial RahRahs Go Team Go  he was rightfully awed by the strange nonsensical sounds emanating from adults throats

                                                              that and they  the humongous Christ crucified hanging behind the celebrant maybe He didnt learn his lessons either corporal punishment was a thing in Chicago schools  and to his fertile imagination there wasnt much of a leap between ruthless cracks on the knuckles times when he pulled his hand away in the nick of time and went to laugh he was cracked across the face with a wooden yardstickYAH there wasnt a leap between cracked knuckles spankings dunce caps and crucifixions

                                                                      NONE  ZIP

but he grew up

his sainted grandmother died  she was a peach plus

then he caught wind of Vulgar Latin  from vulgaris  from vulgus common people maybejust maybe  had Vulgar Latin been used to celebrate Mass an orgy or two might have broken out in the pews

                                                                             maybe that was a kind of church which might have allured him  

when he was young churches were left unlocked at night

                                                            he couldnt count the times during winter he took girls inside to make out  it was warmer 

                            he notched up degrees

only got caught once

didnt know the young outraged priest

might have been a good thing

                               “Now turn to your neighbour and extend a sign of piece.” Pax tecum Piece be with you

Yeah baby yeah!!!

Momma didnt raise no prude     

1526,  ReggaeFriday,  15  4. 22

1729,  Saturday,  16  4. 22

Austin Powers  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBHKVAs85Ko