Mack was always fingering his fonethumbing itfondling it like a rabbits foot a dismembered good luck charm

What is that irritated him to no end Dont leave home without it

                                                                     Like an American Express card huhMack

Mack was distracted up to something

                                          What? looks up doe-eyes I didn’t catch that, what? 

No yadidnt

I’m busy.

We met to have coffee a kibitz

                                Cant keep your nose out of it  Turn the damn thing off

No

   I like being accessible; that you don’t is your business.

It didnt make a sound No one reached out to you

No, but something occurred to me, I want to be accurate; around you if I’m wrong you hang me out to dry.

Ya afraid of making a mistake

When I do you you’re all over me.

I knock you in good fun Theres always the possibility I also don know an Im the first to say

                                                                                                  If its worthwhile well learn it from home doesnt have to be in the moment

Why should we wait? I have the information at my fingertips.

We werent discussing anything when your Siren beckoned

No no, but if I know for a fact we don’t have to go back and forth.

Id make you state your source

You would, you don’t trust anyone, take them at their word.

Your source

I like using Wikipedia.

Why

Why wouldn’t you?

I wouldnt I prefer learned sources Thats the point of the internet Im not a fan of crowdsourcing

                                                                                                      Wikipedia is that It is comprised of citationscorrect

Yes, I suppose you might construe it as crowdsourcing, but what’s not to like about that? Ask one hundred people, they can probably provide you the answer you seek, certainly more informed than asking a few.

Gotta disagree Seems today people dont want to determine things for themselvesnot expedient A slippery slope

I now ask when someone asks me something Do you intend to ask others If they say yes I say Well ask them please

I aint saying

Why wouldn’t you say?

I don participate in opinion polls

                                  Its a dilution I don dilute things I ingest I prefer them straight If I want an opinion I ask someone I trust  It goes no furthur

Well, to each his own.

I agree

        Can you put away the fone talk to me like people did before the asinine things were created We were better off before them

             Anif you think Im being nostalgic its the second reflective not the first restorative

Damn, knew I was gonna ask?

Yup

Reflective is?

Allows us to accept and enjoy our memories for exactly what they were

And restorative, inspires us to go back, try to change, recreate our past.

Yup

     OH one last thing regarding Wikipedia I understand it posts citation needed  lackscitation lactation had to get that off my chest

after 1438,  Thursday,  11  11. 21

1105,  Twosday,  16  11. 21

nostalgia  https://romancesphere.fas.harvard.edu/news/future-nostalgia

he learned a new wordhe was tickled when he did

                                                         hereditarians  read it immediatelyknew what it was

what they would understand was implacable  impossible to alter

Jeremy Bentham wasnt a fan of all things from his mouth but he was applicable in the face of hereditarians kinda like space aliens 

       “The plea of impossibility offers itself in every step, in justification of injustice in all its forms.”

hereditarians

              read of their species in Harriet Washingtons A Terrible Thing to Waste: Environmental Racism and Its Assault on the American Mind

“They claim that intelligence is innate and immutable and insist that nothing – not better health, not education, not reducing poverty, and presumably not removing the assortments of poisons assailing the bodies and brains of children – can be done to raise the IQs of ethnic groups.”

                                                 hed bet hard money majority hereditarians were whitecoloured  affluent and likely werent raised next door or in a neighbourhood with a factory or chemical plant

they would insist an individuals tabula rasa was scribbled onFIXED that new experiences could not transfigure their chalkboards erase errors  inform them anew

Ignorance

           forms without the blue oxygen of curiosity

“Nearly all (hereditarians) specifically argue that investing in solutions to the IQ gap is a waste of money and resources, ignoring the successes like complete lead abatement . . or pre-K enrichment programs . .”

                                                                                              he would assume he preferred not assuming that they served kneeledbefore kowtowed certain political agendas  not many politicians are leaders  anif they were they mightNO they would prefer to lead constituents who would not pause and question them

IQ  defined as Intelligence quotient

he defined it as I question

hereditarians  a new word describing old tacticians

1438,  Thursday,  11  11. 21

1400,  Monday,  15  11. 21

 

. . . the perfectability of human beings.

Whahavya been smoking

You do not believe in the project?

The project everything sought to define itself as a project now of perfection No  How do you think that can be achieved

Without secrets from one another, without the orient of knowledge infiltrating, dictatin . .

. . Lemme guess

Guess?

Soitenly he felt very Three Stoogeish yes soitenly  Then we can realise our full potential

Yes, exactly.

              If we were fully transparen . .

. . NO Ya kiddin me

If we interacted with each other hones . .

. . Honestly

            Wed hurt each others feelings I hurt others feelingsdon pull punches for that I am avoided

                                                                                                            Which it is kinda perfect for me  but I don imagine thats the perfectability yare referring to

No, no, I’m not; begin with secrets as I mentioned . . secrets are lies. that was breathtaking  The orient of knowledge steps between us, separates us.

As it should

No, if we were more transparent . .

. . Thats a mindfuck

                     he sighed did he sigh Not everyone is as capable nothing can change thatwe can ofcourse strive to improve our societal circumstances help make a more level playing field however transparency implies an invasion of privacy we could not be anonymous in your perception I believe anonymity is a right I cannot invoke it if I accuse someonethey have a right to know who I am  but otherwise no

So you would throw your hands up and call the project impossible?

Perfection is impossible

                         Human perfection please  We struggle with right an wrong truth an lies fact an fiction

1929,  Day-between-TwoTs,  10  11. 21

1134,  Monday,  15  11. 21

he was grateful when he went into his mouth and pulled things out that didnt belong there

how they got there was beyond him

he didnt recognise them

some were hard

some were soft

              and hardened on paper to his left that he scribbled on to remember things he thought were worth remembering worth recording to fashion into something that he had no idea they would become like a thump of wet clay to turn on a wheel molten glass blown  like a boy facing a beating or running off

                                                                                            maybe he hadnt sense to run

he looked inside himself like he looked at what came out his mouth and not recognising it it made no sense to run off he also saw that that unnerved others he didnt make sense to them

it was then that he realised he was perverse

                                              his sympathetic nervous system fight or flight didnt hold sway with him

seemed there was fight and fight 

what might come out on the other side could be gruesome if someone cared

he didnt

he didnt press or pursue issues

however when laid at his feetwhen provoked

he stood

he wasnt going nowhere 

make a bed

sleep in it

                       this was one of those things that began on paper left of his hand

0007,  Monday,  15  11. 21

1037,  Monday,  15  11. 21

  

he missed Gore Vidal and was grateful to have been alive and reading while Vidal was

he found him scintillating accurate  and prescient

                                                      take for example this beaut from Myra Breckinridge pg40 1963  2nd printing Little Brown and Company edition

“Time and time again (writes Myra) have I heard the students speak wistfully of fighting and torturing the Vietcong, or rather of other young men fighting and torturing the Vietcong on their behalf. Not only are the male students drawn to violence (at second hand), they are also quite totalitarian-minded, even for Americans, and I am convinced that any attractive television personality who wanted to become our dictator would have their full support.”

such a succinct description of craven aholes currently grazingwandering the country

2016,  Sunday,  14  11. 21

The BeeGees  Lonely Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wa2_CL-2ZI4

she invoked Godliness  Omm

Awshucks

Godliness  Omm  where were her finger cymbals singing bowl  her wood striker

Jesus

she smiled beatifically at him

Don smile ya misunderstand Jesus I said Jeezus  Save that gorgeous smile of yours for someone desperate

she pouted beautifully

                      she was working ithad probably seducedmindfucked more than a handful of men women who thought they could ply herindulge her  possibly come away with tantric couplings that played in their minds  formed by youtube videos

Jeezus

Come, you shouldn’t be that way, let me help guide you.

To gawdliness I don think so

                               I have allergic reactions to holy guacamole so on so forth

she set him in her big beautiful brown eyes and whispered Let go.

                                                                     If you could let go, let love flow through yousweep you up . . you might find the happiness of His embrace.

   Pretty handcuffs 

                        Im afraid love flows out the end of my cock Eve  aint the love yare speaking of  Eve  How inspired Let me leave you to the lambs who are ripe for slaughter

That is terrible; why should you talk of such violence.

                                                        Listen . . do not be deafened by your tongue.

Aww can you cite passage and verse

                                         I belief you mean Listen  do not let thy tongue make thee deaf  Thys and thees got plenty of legs in the Bible perhaps the Koran possibly whatever text you might choose to enunciate

                                                                                                            From where Im from that proverb belongs to the Cree

a queer tremble worked the corners of her eyes

                                                not quite a flinch  maybe her assuredness being shed

Lets say buhbye  you can go forth an try to encourage silent obedience consent You are a sweetlooking piece of ass if I were a pike I might rise hungrily to your allure however Im an old piker capable of backpedaling when I smell a trap

2147, Day-between-Two-Ts,  11  10. 21

1602,  Sunday,  14  11. 21

                                                                   inveterate inveterape

he was an inveterate fan of his eyes fooling him 

the book is called Pity the Beast 

his eyes tattled Pith the Beast 

Liz Cheney

Lynchening 

dimensionality

dementiaality 

CRT (critical race theory – he disliked acronyms – acrimoniousnimrods – thanks eyeballs)

CReTins  droll  white CReTins

                                  CRTs reductive definition – bogus – racial discrimination is nothing more than an explicit invocation of skin colour  a ripe Orwellian rewrite of HistoryHerstory

                                                   bogart the joint It’s mine, all mine! I don’t have to share with Them. hawks phlegm and spits

blowhards

          white Right in Britain and the US politically silencing CRT  the French espouse decolonial  ignore that decolonialisation decolonisation is a term a politics a field of study prior to CRT 

                                                                                 theyll connivedo anythingsay anything to disregard a deepdive into history to examine the truth  the South fought the Civil War to keep their slaves

                                                                                                               unfortunately Confederate military and political leaders traitors werent executed  the risk the Founding Fathers faced if they lost their war

he couldnt wait for the next visual obfuscation

earlier Day-between-Two-Ts,  10 11. 21

1121, Sunday,  14  11. 21

https://bostonreview.net/race-politics/david-theo-goldberg-war-critical-race-theory

Fraternity (Eternity) of Man  Don’t Bogart that Joint  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-ifjIAoleI 

 

Mack said I really like Rovellis discussion on dimensionality . .

. . Dementia-ality he was cool to being lectured

Dementia-ality. Hmm, I like that.

Me too Wonder how its spelled if its hyphenated hypen (spelling the letters) ality or perhaps (spelling the letters) dementiality  then slipped off his tongue special specialty speciality British then (spelling the letters) dementialty dementiality he stopped Mack was staring at him apparently he may have an inside track  he had manic leaps and bounds

it also occurred to him while he was positing dimensionality dementiaality   dimenschionality mensch person of integrity and honour surprisingly its opposite is unmensch an utterly cruel or evil person he expected an entirely different wordhadnt expect mensch to be uned

What’s up, man?

he heard his voice

                  Mack actually disintegrated like a sugarcube in hot tea before his eyes  he reintegrated

Interior dialogue

                  A rude little habit I have but its too entertaining to avoid I placate it by listeningIve always placated it created lotsa crap for me in school turned off teachers slingshot off a parcel an insight they may or may not have muttered

Teachers muttered

                   So diligently I tried to obfuscateheel my inclinations by demanding I pleaseplease be allowed to sit front and center They couldnt possibly miss me going offfollowing paths that occurred to me

                                                                                                 Im sure you witnessedhave witnessed me do it  audibly ramble to you incoherent because I don leave breadcrumbs when I go

You were saying Dimensionality

Yes. I was speaking.

                      You interrupted.

You muttered

Excuse me?

Nothing

Do you understand dimensionality?

I do We can skip it and proceed Maybe youll say something I don know

his eyebrowMacks right eyebrow when peeved it arched  it actually pulled his facemade it lopsided

                                                                                                          You understand dimensionality? 

Yes

Let me hear it.

You understand it I understand it like discussing that a coin has two sides heads and tails common knowledge Please  Lets move on

Macks face grew more lopsided looked like it hurt

                                                    Awright Dimensionality Measure of spatial extent extent magnitude scope width height length perceived dimensions Dimension actual three-dimensional measurements a line one dimension a square two dimensions a cube three-dimensions

                                                                   Can we move on Have I made your point for you

the lopsidedness fell away

Plancks time the shortest time measurement possible is ten to the negative fortyfour power

                                                                                               Can we move on please 

1709,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  11. 21

1144,  Saturday,  13  11. 21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6rWqJhDv7M

 

I’ve never heard of him, what did he write? He nonfiction, fiction, I don’t read much fiction.

Why wouldnt you read fiction

It’s not real, I prefer to learn something when I read.

Ya don think fiction scifi fantasy mysteries are based in realityagainst backdrops based in legitimate interactions  hard facts

Hard facts. No.

he tried to restrain himselfhe wasnt any good at that Yare an ass

Why would you say tha . .

. . Lifes as real as it getsthat someone is improvising does not minimise or negate emotions that are drawn from the same well                                                                                                                              Yaknow Emotions  Right   Your well isnt deep

And what’s with that remark?

Nothing Tellinya like it is

Then you don . .

. . Knowya inside and out ya fail to understand how obvious you are Besides  emotion is not your strong suit Hence your doting concern over IQ why you minimise EQ

I wouldn’t say that.

No you wouldnt That why I do

                                But not to belabour our conversation He wrote a book had it bound on the right side so when read one began from the back front It disturbed a lot of people  A backwardsbound book 

                                                                                                      he thought it a riot laughed at American culture whose vanity is second to none The Japanese Middle East read their text in that manner  That an hes lefthanded  Writing was problematic reading was backwards The righthand world was a pain in the ass He just wanted to share his discomfort with the more than ninety percent of readers 

 

1956, Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

1547,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

Christina Vantzou & JAB  Pungent Lake  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Wp_pUTlx5o

 

he knew many people who displayed their pleasure with sighs or hmms as they ate  like children  utterly absorbedunembarrassed if someone were to point it out to them  he enjoyed their pleasure and was never the one who may have sought to belittle them for what purpose

                                                         however recently he attended at dinner party at a friends home  he heard it was ostentatious he hadnt been invited before an thought it odd  Wear a tie and jacket, please . .

he wore the requested  others wore sharp suits a few dressed in tuxedos 

he was seated across an enormous table white linen lit table candelabras china silver their kitchen was run by a chef dinner served by waiters hed remind himself to never do this again  he was seated across from a gentleman who throughout dinner while not sighing or hmming declared the delicacydeliciousness of each course by sharply averting his eyesleft wait  wait    wait for it then sharply avert his eyesright  perhaps twothree times every course  he did not engage in conversation during his shifty eyes despite on more than one occasion he carried the weight of the discussion  

he  was   fascinated

when dinner was over the ladies adjourned to a parlour  the gentlemen went outdoors onto a broad tiled veranda that overlooked gardens fountains sculptures and acres of lawn for brandy and cigars So this kind of stuff actually happens he thought  hed remind himself if asked again to decline 

                                                         he listened to differing conversations subject matters volleys as he walked between clutches although he didnt spend enough times in them to form an opinion 

                                                                                                he was far tooinvolved with the Cuba cigar he savoured also he had opted for Irish whiskey the waiter excused himself when he returned he carried a single leadcrystal tumbler on the silver serving tray the whiskey threw a caramelcoloured halo on it the tumbler had a fantastic weight  it was pleasurable in its own right

he kept to himself

at the partys conclusion he thanked his friends

                                                  Did you have a good time? Some people remarked you proved elusive.

I had a fine evening it was exquisite literally a once-in-a-lifetime event Thank you very much for the invitation

to his disappointment he wasnt able to get the gentleman to a side and ask him about his eyes

                                                                                                   he was a soughtafter guest

1949,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

1057,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

       Bannon abandoned swinging for the bleachers but he aint no Babe nada BAMbino  aint got no illgotten calvary coming to his rescue no Chinese yacht divining the Seven Seas

                                                                  hell have to spend a portion of the millions he defrauded allegedly Americans of for his defense

1634,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

https://www.npr.org/2021/11/12/1054309797/steve-bannon-contempt-congress-justice-department

 

he has a huge male tabby

                            Bomber

he was sired by a feral tornup tabby who was torturedhis tail broken cutoff if praying worked hed pray that he could get his hands on whoever mistreated Robert he called him Robert short for Robert Redford his indoor feral took a shine to him Robert would come up on the front screen door and spray He aint no Robert Redford baby

                                                                                                he had to go out of town  asked a friend to please stop and care for her  october  and indie  another feral he took in seven years prior  his friend wasnt savvy  october got out

                              hence Bomber  also hence shy and leftie  theyre girls

Bomber has a thing for all things he enjoyshandles and caresses  his books his old glass bottles pens shells bones sperm whale teeth

                   but Bomber really has a thing for a piece of white shale that is shaped like a sperm whale which he keeps atop his highboy cradled on a bookend  immediately inside the bookend is a 1930 illustrated by Rockwell Kent edition of Moby Dick

Bomber and indie relate to him as a fellow male

                                                  when he goes to sleep at nightwhen he says goodnight to each of his cats they often beat him to bed

they sleep together

occasionally the girls will join them and on a rare occasions the queen october also joins them

                                                                                                     years earlier he gifted his daughter a gravity blanket  he called her one winter evening to let her know that he should have given her his cats  Theyd sleep on top of you  Youd have your gravity blanket

                                                               AwDad, you are so thoughtful, so sweet Here it comes he thought but you know, I don’t have to feed my blanket.  she had a good point  anhe was terribly grateful she didnt bring up cleaning cat boxes   she let him off easy

however Bomber really has a thing for his white shale sperm whale and usually in the middle of the daysometimes night whenever it strikes his fancy hell jump up onto the dresser and get the whale in his mouthjump down and hide it then he has to wait for Bomber to forget himself and begin batting it around on the carpet in order for him to find it tell Bomber NO and put it back on the bookend

                                         LET THE GAME BEGIN . . AGAIN

Bomber was tireless

fortunately he was equally tireless

they exercised each other

if it wasnt for his ministrationscaring for his cats hed wonder who was whos pet

2323,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1234,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

 

hungry artists

like every other hungry worker

are manipulated by those who evidently have means and are mean take advantage because they can

                                                                                                             their rationale is their success it is how they retain their wealth the South fought the Civil War for exactly that reason didnt have to pay nigger slaves nothing

thats how he saw his employers

the more hungry someone is

the more desperate they are

employers like desperate employees

                                              until

an employer got brained

they don get brained often enough

they are upsetrepelled by violence prefer not getting dirty

they ignore they are the sourcethe provocation of it

they could have been fair

they did not have to be calculating  devious

                                              Ah the rub 

that is the nature of Business

first year college

                 he met a lot of people from around Chicagosurrounding states they coalescedwere thrilled being Out though few truly on their own

he enjoyed the classes discussions get-togethers parties bars

                                                                       ahem  poolhalls

one thing became apparent and consistent to him

                                                     Aw, come on man, they’re just trying to get to know you.

Then get to know me don ask me wha Im studying

later  So what do you do for a living? asif a job could define him 

inevitably inshortorder he found he immensely disliked business people 

he didnt feel bad beating one up

                                 who could possibly feel bad beating a psychopath

he liked to think that maybe the beating curtailed that thing he truly despised

when a psychopath gets their way too long they ascend  and ascending theyll fit themselves with the tingedhalo of a sociopath

he never tired of the equality of a fistfight

2226,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1117,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

Julie Andrews  Getting To Know You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbbYY-pAmlY

Christina Vantzou  Sister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RC1Yjn7uKsI