15.7.21

Mr.

 
   for the most part he understands its men though they gotta scatter a few women in there so it looks bipartisan hur unprejudiced
                 they just cant seem to get it rightthey wanna deny women the right of abortion
                                                                                                     but on the other hand they want to force contraception – for the time being chemically sterilised – on women 

                     WHICH IS IT BOYS 


Buck v. Bell 1927 the US Supreme Court MEN ruled in favour of forcibly sterilising a feeble-minded woman Carrie Bell

Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes argued it was perfectly acceptable to force sterilisation on a woman because of her low intelligence he affirmed the value of Virginias law in order to prevent the nation from “being swamped with incompetence . . . Three generations of imbeciles are enough.”

Whabout feeble-minded men
                             an whasitbout men who would have sex with a feeble-minded a retarded woman lets hope shes of age 


Questions questions questions  BOYS

1211,  Thursday,  15  7. 21
Ben Harper  Excuse Me Mr.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJjsEyW5l6M

 
it was a joke between them

courtesy of Trump virus 
                          a bad joke squared

his buddy had family closeby

his family was crosscountry

his buddy was an extrovertuncomfortable being by himself

he was an introverteasily entertaining himself

Man, I can't stand being by myself.

Im comfortable with me

Comfortable with me, bullshit; you got to be lonely.

Lonelys a state of mind 
                         Im good company

Yeah, alright, whatever floats your boat.

A tiresome analogy  Nothing original

Why? Tried and true.

Like sleeping with a hooker


You being ornery?

Not at all  I was commenting on your tried and true
                                                        A tiresome idiom  sounds like ya could use fresh blood or an oldfashioned bloodletting  Leeches or straightrazor

Whatever, man.

he disliked whatever
                        he didnt comment

Ain’t playing, huh? somebody’s got to pique you. And for the time being I’m the only game in town.

For the time being

Okay, we've got the maudlin shit out of the way; room on your dance card for a cup of coffee later this week?

dance card their standing joke

Wideopen as usual Lemme know when yare free

I’m going to have to get back to you; some irons in the fire with family.

 

he called back a couple of days later
                                       Hey, I’m free Saturday. An opening on your dance card, say, around fourteenohone? he liked his odd numbers 

Aw terribly sorryfraid not Bodys in a flair

A flair? Damn. I’m sorry to hear that. Anything I can do?

Thoughtful of you to ask no thank you

You sound uncomfortable. Should I let you go?

Yah 
     Pains my dancing partner

SunnyDay afternoon,  11  7. 21
1444,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  7. 21

 

Ralph Waldo Emerson

“Let us honestly state the facts. Our America has a bad name for superficiality. Great men, great nations, have not been boasters and buffoons, but perceivers of the terror of life, and have manned themselves to face it.”

cited by Richard Hofstadter in his prefactory note to Anti-Intellectualism in American Life


America has suffered a recent boaster and buffoon

we will learn if moral men and womenunfortunately of one stripe can best those who swim in and have gulped the KoolAid

1440,  Thursday,  15  7. 21

Mango


maybe they didnt get the memo 
                                however its occurred to him that starstruck Republicans dont understand that the abysmal Loyalty Oath they have avowed requires they suck Mangos dick


    Eesh
          no telling where its been

306,  Thursday,  15  7. 21

 
discreet vaccinationscanya imagine
                                      not hiring a PI not having a Madam set a table not having an abortion not confessing your sins
                      but rather headsuptheirass Republicans in Missouri he spelt it Misery and pronounced it alike have forced peoples hands  Republicans refuse to take Trump virus seriously doodle their thumbs
The Former said it would to go away like magic! 
the Former has been vaccinated 
                                                 unlike magic more than sixhunredthousand Americans have died 
now the Delta variant is in Misery 
                                  how horrific is this bout going to be

he supposed as long as it happens to someone else All’s Good

2059,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  7. 21

14.7.21

 

Stop stop   stop  Before you go any furthur whos writing the soundtrack for this episode

Who’s writing the soundtrack? What are you talking about?

Gotta have a soundtrackheighten the suspense create moods  Itd be huge if we could sell the ideasell a pilot

A pilot?
         Are you making fun of me?

When don I Ya just keep teeing things up  Id be a fool an idiot if I resisted

Why are you making fun of me? 
                                  a quiet hurt flowed into his face 
Stop it donbe pitiful Suck it up
                               Better ya learnshould have by now to laugh at yourself because yare a wealth of materialcant make this shit up

You’re no better than a guy.

Im far better than a guy however yaint not my type
                                                       But ya have my attention because inadvertently ya make me laugh

I’ve heard other women comment on laughter.

Yah  make me laugh feed me chocolates
                                            Unfortunately your on-line gambit looking for love . .
. . Don’t say it like that.

Yare lookin in all the wrong places Excuse me yare correct 
                                                               Looking for sexthats more accurate better yare honest  Fuck companionshipright  Fuck   Companion


Ya gonna tell me ya donwanna have sex

Why do you have to be coarse?

Because  because youve gone into cellphone on-line meat markets with your head up your ass

My head up my ass?

Really 


Really

What do you say that?

I say because its exactly whaya said

What did I say?

Do you not think before you speak an when a woman replies areya not thrown that she bothered to reply telling ya kindly sharing feedbackwhich ya should have known before you entered so ya don flounder Not even rookie mistakes ifya will  Sheer ignorance

Doesnt make much of an impression

 

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Sayin it again  Really 
                        she fingered her skull like she was holding a pistol Lets use your omnipresent line WAIT I think neuron fire . .
. . That’s uncalled for.

No  Utterly called forparticularly  particularly when you said so
                                                                   Anya either cant remember or recall

Awright  Ill refresh your memory


Sure. As long as you quit beating me up.

Oughta beat ya senseless 
                           No hints Full tilt boogie 
I like to boogie.

Ya cant dance to this 
                       If I was her I wouldnt have wasted my time responding So not verbatimcuz I was appalled your jest was she didnt know if you were a bot a scammer or schemer ya didnt remember which or a pervert 

Why the hell if those three occurred to her would she bother Thats wha she lumped you in with

 

I suppose I got some work to do.

Really Dammit Ya said goin in  I just donwanna work that hard
Its flyfishing 

Although the sites sell ya on convenience

An yare big on convenience 


Spend your money on a pro

Sunnyday afternoon,  11  7. 21
1304,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  7. 21

Tennessee

Republicants 
                     Anti-vaxxers
Ohno

Yes Can you believe it  Theyre putting the screws to their own people 


Dachua

Come on man  thats horribly inflammatory
Auschwitz 

Its the state of Tennessee 
Ravensbrück  medical experimentation 
                                        Don roll your eyes  Theyre playing Gawd with peoples lives  Wanna play with your ownknock yourself out  Don dictate for others

1653,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  7. 21

 

Woudya stop

Me stop. You’re the one in denial.

Christ everything with these clowns seemed like an argument theyll disagree with him slightly agree with him slightly shades of pale wanting to appear more than relevant anyet telling them they ARE relevant doesnt satisfy them 
Did you cross your fingers behind your back?

If I did one of yawoud have seen me Idve been reported by your collective unconscious Morse Code or however the hell ya communicate
                 Ya got me surrounded yare at keyholes playing angles off lookingglasses goofin around at my synapses calling to each other Comon in the waters fine Surfsup

Yareally think I could cross my fingers behind my back tell a lie  to youse 

If yah ya must be forgetful youse me 
                                          A facet of me but me


Somebody gonna acknowledge that  please

since Denial was carrying the ball she answered
                                                   he liked that his females cohorts had ballsbusted his he hoped his boys were paying attentionlearning something
That was a suicide attempt.

A cry for help not an attempt

It was an attempt, you put it out in the world when you wrote about it, when you confided out loud, what? maybe taking measure of the Universe?she sneered The Multiverse?

Yasaw as I saw He was docil . .
. . Asshole, he was a she.

A she A Mommalonglegs

A Daddylonglegs; she’s still a Daddylonglegs.

Doesnt that strike you queerdon answer lets play  Would ya agree to harvester rather than harvestmen mired again in the Daddylonglegs lexicon but   but  we could say opiliones 


Wait for it

What are you talking about?

Wait for it

Waiting.

Comon  a sense of humourwhy so dour

Might be my humourless time of month.

Plausible 
          But youve always been a bit curt 

face could have been made of stone he couldnt read her he wouldnt want to play poker against her if she didnt want such a big cut hed play poker
                               I’m waiting.
Actually I was waitin so see if someone else would surface

At the risk of getting their ass kicked . . out in the world?yah . in front of everyone?yah . Nah.

Ruling the roost huhbabe

For the time being.

Ah 


You forgot. 
            Didn’t you?

Yare makin an ass out of yourself 
                                     Ya know better ya know better than try to provoke me
Once upon a time you were easy to provoke.

Once upon a time

Listenin

 

Been waiting.

Definitely a period not a comma

Damn she wasnt breaking character


Awright  Opiliones

Yes, get on with it; formerly Phalangida.

I thought briefly  too  Phalangilda

stoic

Gilda

I heard you. Clever.
                     You want me to call you clever.
Thats unnecessary 
                     Calling me clever is redundant
Redundant? How?

Im clever without you saying That old wholesome gem It goes without saying

So, thought, briefly. 
                     If not Phalangilda, what?

Opilioness 
            It would have played better if you hadnt dropped Gilda on us
from the back of the room from outside the door through the keyhole he heard snickers a couple of muted HAHAs from inside his head 
                 that was acknowledgment enough for him

she gave him stonyeyes

Ya can give that up It didnt work when my Mom tried

Oh my goodness! almost gay Sometimes I forget you were birthed, had a mother.

Well sweetie 
              Im your Maw

You are, don't remind me; and what happened was a suicide attempt.

A cry for help
               She wouldnt have perched on the bottom of the tub  patiently  unmoved  making her presence known

She didn’t make her presence known.

a few Uh, I wouldn’t say that. percolated from without and within 
                                                                     he saw she was getting peeved
peeved and on her period wasnt good

Seems were getting unsolicited acknowledgments 

Nobody’s talking to th . . 
. . Were always talking
                         Ya know better

However the fact remains 
                            I gathered her up in a glass she didnt resist I released her outside among the poppies she scrambled off pretty as ya please
   
2348,  Monday,  12  7. 21
1237,  Twosday,  13  7. 21

13.7.21


how did he talk

                    his windpipe dangled out of the scarlettinged leather of his throat and over an empty space where his ribcage and lungs should have been
how did he cry
               his eyes were shrunken and dessicated blackraisins leaning on graywebs of moldy tissue before combed sinuses filled with spores

the back of his head was missing

there was a scrabble of something in his remaining skull he might conclude was brain

although he wasnt sure 


he smelled of meat rot

 

he stood collapsed against the interior of a fieldstone foundation and long lengths of gray weathered barnwood roughcut studs and crossmembers

tattered

despondent

he was dead

but he was un-conscious he was dead

pitifully he tried to talk

but his tongue was ravaged inarticulate

his bridge was missing and had tumbled down the shambles of his tall body and got hung up in his yet-meaty bowels and jutting bone pelvis

his jaw akimbo was unmatched to his maxilla

teeth were missing 


repulsed  yet he could not resist him

he could not

 

what was he saying 

after 2004 before 2008
1100,  Saturday,  10  7. 21


It’s a purity test, 100 percent.” Landon Brown  Wyoming Republicant state lawmaker “If you don’t vote this way, you’re not a Republican.”

this way he assessed was the way the mango Former wants underlings and toads and cowards to vote

lions and tigers and bears ohmy 
                                   somebody ought to note that OZs beasts had teeth and fangs and claws
underlings and toads and cowards are pitiful in comparison

he imagined a cage in a circus center ring
the Former with a whip and chair
OZ would eat him alive 

then vomit 


he struggled to imagine purity  being submissive to a someone who wouldnt have his back in a fight

purity must depend on stupid ambitious people
                                               gotta suppose thats all Republicants can offer
bootlicks

cunts

and connivers 


handsdown he prefered lions and tigers and bears

1459,  Twosday,  13  7. 21

  
       bassline begins  drum picks up 
                                                why 25 or 6 to 4 jumped his head he didnt have a clue there were manymany things he didnt have a clue about or jumped onboard like a journeyman hobo at a freight train   maybe in time hed remember why lotsa things traipsed across his mind although they dont walk heavydont stomp their feet leave footprints  hed need an Indian tracker to learn their waywhere they went
                                                                               sometimes acid helped elucidate  happy hallucinogens   hogtied rope around his ankles yanked him up in the air swinging swaying above the neocortex terra firma only a thin silver of occasional drool spittle laces the dirt suggesting where he passed in pursuit
real slim pickins

the tracker shrugs

Cantya see the real me
Look harder
I don bite
              hard
Comon now smile   that was worth a smile 
                                                grin  and bear it 

 

25 or 6 to 4 mounted him fourfive times through the day out of sudden speakers to either side of his head

25 or 26? to 4  maybe he was picking up

334  335

4s Happy Hour

where he lived he could walk to the bar in 5minutes 20 to burn
Whadaya mean No

No  Ya mean its morning

4 was Closing time in his heyday

leave the table

leave the sticks on the table

head out separate from the others to clear his head

a bite to eat

Superdawg Drive-In

Parsies hot dog stand

maybe breakfast  coffee   a greasy spoon

then beat it back to the bar

opens at 6

the 2hour delay making it the longest time he ever took to clear a table

severe straight pool clever manipulations English draws combinations

the next rack will be the nail in the coffin

cat was returning they had to leave their stakes there he tucked his cash in a corner pocket

he tucked his in a side pocket

if he ever got too fucked up there were only 2

he could count to 2

if not in one side he could lay across the table and reach into the other

cant do that from one end of the table to the other


he knocked them down

left one to the right of the rack

he muscled it into the cornersmashed the other balls

real easy pickins

shy half the rack he dropped the 100th ball
                                              Thank you
616

a thick fold in his pocket on his thigh

cat had small bills against their big bet

25 or 6
 
2121,  Saturday,  10  7. 21
1202,  Monday,  12  7. 21

lemmings

   awbrutha  when youre tossed a reprieve catch it and run like hell

the lemmings were smiling
                          ridiculous grins smeared across their pussgivin each other thumbsup highfives

after all these years it was nice to witness
                                           and stepping outnahreally they were forced out  forced to concede
they knew they were licked 
so they obliged
              snickering as they walked away from the cliff and the sea below

a new life form was replacing them

a new life form willingly taking on the ignominy that had been the lemmings since   wha 1958  Disneys White Wilderness

Step aside vermin; it’s our turn now.
                                       they didnt want to share the limelight
the new life form 
formed by denial
                     acquiescent thats a big word  yathink theyll understand   Republicants

2300,  Monday,  12  7. 21
1202,  Twosday,  13  7. 21
abject lemmings

12.7.21

 

she texted  :  :  How are you? What are you up to?

she obviously hadnt seen but he emaled her articles and copies of antique folios regarding flowers exotic South Pacific reef fish and jellyfish 
                      the folios preceded the advent of photography biologists artfully reproducing what they saw 
unfortunately common folk didnt see


he texted  :  :  I’m writing and managing a bee sting, inside my left forearm – first time I ever saved a bee from drowning and was stung for my effort – I’m sorry to say the little bee died for stinging me.
                                                                                               he thought  Man thats all in lil bugger didnt sit on a fence But maybe his attitude got the better of him
he also thought 
                 I had skin in the game but it wasnt gonna kill me

Was this a cautionary tale

Nope
      next time in a pool and he found a drowning bee hed do it again


  :  :  What are you up to?

writing is an unsatisfactory answer

when he finished upwhenever or if unfinished hed stop pour himself a beer after 4 keep writing by 5 his brutal housemates cats would inform him it was time for their dinner outside cats tooby default

sip beer watch politickles pause start reheating a lentil/leek soup

dinner

dusk

outside to gander at the new moons and Venus proximity last night they virtually sat in one anothers lap before going down behind the hills the horizon at the same time  for Gawdknows what kind of mischief 
definitely again tonight

simple things 

he could scarcely wait to see  experience it 
                                            then memories firingtrying to see through the haze of gunpowderthe illumination of the unearthly the imagined 
                                             then  maybe see through a neighbours window their nubile teenager experimenting with her sexualityher budding prowess
                                                          safely 
he didnt start it

he was the recipient

her family was religious

they thought he was a kook for not believing

Gawd works in strange ways
                                malicious blackhumoured    fuckin hilarious 
if He existed 
             they probably would have gotten along famously

1330,  Monday,  12  7. 21