If you dont believe in God yacant call coronavirus an Act of God  an not believing  youre left with alternatives  however what he bought into was Nature

                                            Natures Way 

Manunkinde Mankinde unfortunately has left goodness in the hands of sociopaths who if they cant give two shits for human beings have even more shits they cant give for fellow earthlings or the planet itself

Yup  Gettin wha we deserve

he was musingmusing as he washed dishes a pot he made lentil soup in the saucers he fed his cats from and two large mugs he drank tea from

washing the first he paused 

                                then held it in both his hands  admired it 

he looked at the second on the counter waiting its turn to be bathed

Are you kiddin me

Are you fuckin kiddin me 

it occurred to himwhy it took so long he hadnt a clue

                                                      he knew  but knowing and saying out loud are different

the one in his hands his wife gave him

the one waiting patiently on the counter a buffalo facing left on it  he knewhis daughter knew that he preferred buffaloes facing left she also gave him a card with it that buffalo faced right I know, I know, I know it’s facing right, but, but, and I looked, none of the artist’s cards faced left; still, it is lovely, isn't it?.”

it was

what she wrote inside it was lovelier  

                                       I keep hearing the still quiet. The steam rises through ther deep blanket of crystalline snow. I can almost feel the moisture in the rising heat and I am surprised as the immense head lifts and those deep, dark brown eyes meet mine. The moment is encapsulated in the innate cosmic knowing. It continues to chew and lives as it always has and always will, for this is its way. The Buffalo Way.

This is the recurring image that I’ve been seeing the past week or so. Yesterday, as we spoke, I realized it was you.

she had a way with words

when his wife gave him the mug he was washing she said  I want you to have this. You covet it, truly, and I can’t begin to tell you the joy I take when I see you drinking from it.

his head fellhis chin to his chest

they were dead now yet so very alive in his hands in his brain

Thank you girls  Thank you so muchso very much  I love you both   Sometimes I think my heart is going to break             

1144,  Twosday,  14  4. 20

Spirit  Nature’sWay   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvQa04JP73o    

clown car

I am something of a fool about the outdoors

                                              Ahem brutha cant utter Amen Elliot Chaze wrote it he was just quoting

I feel the same way about the sky and clouds and being ableto movearound, as an evangelist feels about religion. I guess freedom and the money to enjoy it are a kind of religion, a very exclusive kind.

prophetic words in light of coronavirus the haves and the have-nots corporations attempting to swallow or erode their smaller counterparts like bloodthirsty conscious amoebas

                                                             or the clown car of State Reds  trying to ram things down Peoples throats “If we’re not there, it's hard to push them through.” clowny Thunes words about less-than-qualified judicial nominations  abysmal nominations

                                              unless you leanyou cuddle neo-Nazi  authoritarian  premises penises – then youre tits! – you belong in the clown car churning dirt sawdust and offal in the circus’s center ring – Dont forget to blow the president

. . . something of a fool about the outdoors

                                                            being outside

the sunlight felt good on his back

                                     sunlight the best disinfectant Brandeis is probably spinning in his grave         

0935,  Thursday,  19  9. 19

https://www.politico.com/news/2020/04/13/senate-trump-judges-coronavirus-175188?nname=playbook&nid=0000014f-1646-d88f-a1cf-5f46b7bd0000&nrid=00000168-1513-dd8f-a5fd-1ddf3c250000&nlid=630318

Carole King  I Feel the Earth Move  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6913KnbMpHM

Herr Drumpf

Tweet tweet   tweet   like a fuckin bird  Christ! Stuff a worm in it   

Herr Drumpf  “For the purpose of creating conflict and confusion, some in the Fake News Media are saying that it is the Governors decision to open up the states, not that of the President of the United States & the Federal Government. Let it be fully understood that this is incorrect.”

                                             his purpose has created conflict and confusion but what can one expect from someone whose head is up his ass

New York Governor Cuomo said it succinctly  “The Federal government did not close the economy. He left it to the states . . . The governors had to close the economy . . . the Federal government says it can open it; then why didn’t you close it, if you can open it.”

1806,  Monday,  13  4. 20

https://www.msnbc.com/deadline-white-house/watch/gov-cuomo-this-is-no-time-to-play-politics-81986117909

https://www.msnbc.com/the-beat-with-ari/watch/trump-s-presidency-imploding-over-virus-failures-former-nyt-editor-in-chief-on-blockbuster-report-81995845537

https://www.politico.com/news/2020/04/13/trump-governors-decision-reopen-183405  No. Its not.

Cory Todd Wilson

Cory Todd Wilson 49 nominated for a lifetime appointment to the 5^th U. S. Circuit Court of Appeals

Wilson served former Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld as a Special Assistant from 2005 to 2006 which could be parlayed into Wilson counseling Secretary Rumsfeld against charges of having direct responsibility for the torture and abuse of detainees

can you say Abu Ghraib

Wilsons a bright boy  earned his Bachelor of Business Administration – hmm  business  fertile ground which exudes sociopaths – the classic definition: (the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5)) “someone (who) . . consistently shows a lack of regard for others’ feelings or violation of people’s rights . .” -- Wilson graduated summa cum laude from the University of Mississippi which could suggest he is a superior sociopath

                                                                                           thereby his anti-abortion stance is understandable his hostility towards LGBTQ equality is understandable probably anyones equality who isnt white and male his strong opposition to the Affordable Care Act is also understandable

Wilson he earned his Juris Doctor from Yale Law School in 1995

Mississippi Governor Phil Bryant appointed Representative Wilson to the Court of Appeals December 2018 hes been a jurist at least a year and a third

                                  Oops! in his flurry to record Wilsons record he almost forgot to include that Wilson is a member of The Federalist Society (see Justin Reed Walker entry – entrée -- immediately below) 

1357,  Monday,  13  4. 20

https://www.aclu.org/other/case-against-rumsfeld

https://www.npr.org/2020/01/22/798561799/architect-of-cias-torture-program-says-it-went-too-far

https://www.hrw.org/reports/2005/us0405/us0405.pdf

https://civilrights.org/resource/oppose-the-confirmation-of-cory-wilson-to-the-u-s-district-court-for-the-southern-district-of-mississippi/

https://nwlc.org/blog/three-things-you-should-know-about-judicial-nominee-cory-wilson/

Elton John  Rotten Peaches  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlcREOS5p5c

Justin Reed Walker

Justin Reed Walker 38 nominated for a lifetime appointment to the U. S. Circuit Court of Appeals for the District of Columbia – the second most powerful court in the country

currently serves -- since 25 October 2019  appointed by President Trump -- as United States District Judge of the West District of Kentucky  

Walker is a former speechwriter for former Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld – a real peach  

he served as a law clerk to then-Judge Brett Kavanaugh who was serving the same court Walker seeks a lifetime confirmation to – a real peach

the American Bar Association ABA rated Walker “not qualified” citing Walkers less than 12 years experience practicing law -- practicing law – let that sink in – practicing law  not a jurist

he is a member of The Federalist Society an organisation of conservatives and libertarians who advocate for textualist and originalist interpretation of the U. S. Constitution

                                                        other members of The Federalist Society are Supreme Court Chief Justice John Roberts deceased Supreme Court Justice Antonin Scalia Supreme Court Justices Samuel Alito Clarence Thomas Neil Gorsuch and Brett Kavanaugh

                                             stinks  stacking the deck 

Judicial appointments are lifetime  why?

Article III Judges state judges “hold their office during good behavior” a widewide fucking lane

1237,  Monday,  13  4. 20

Elton John  Rotten Peaches  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlcREOS5p5c

contact tracing 
                wanna put weight on our shoulders  then we better get steely assurances brasstacks and strenuous truculent oversight affirmed by the Christian vector Head  Chief of CDC and the Administration  no data NADA NONE collected will be appropriated or assimilated by any agency  it will utilised solely to provide for health concerns  and shared worldwide to assist their medical organisations

that door is SLAMMED KICKED shut

                                       any data that is accumulated leaked or coerced for any purpose or reason beyond health concerns  those departments agencies organisations individuals big and small connected shall be prosecuted to the full letter and extent of the Law 
                                     and law not tortured by Republican jurists who have assured us and avowed that they are apolitical 

                                                

Sunday,  12  4. 20

Rag’n’Bone Man  Human  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3wKzyIN1yk
INXS  Never Tear Us Apart  https://www.youtube.com/watch
https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2020/04/10/831200054/cdc-director-very-aggressive-contact-tracing-needed-for-u-s-to-return-to-normal?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20200410&utm_term=4512997&utm_campaign=breaking-news&utm_id=28916831&orgid=55

            High One Oclock  he thought it was High Noon   but why couldnt it be High One OclockWhy should Noon alone have High

High One Oclock it was Suggitt

he walked into the kitchen over to the coffeemaker on the Formica countertop and saw that he dripped onto it when he poured his last cup

collectively the drips made him smile  he dripped a clowny face  four drops BIG eyes BIG nose and a HUGE openmouth smile it humoured him
                         he couldnt have drawn a better face if he tried

Uhoh Ohshit its attitude changed  
                                    its eyes averted now they were looking directly at him squinting a bit like trying to focus the mouth closedgrew pensive

its expression changed from humoured to disconcerted

Whadafuck Awright Clowny  Whassup  Whaswid da puss

it scowled at him

he really didnt think itd respond to him  asif it heard him

it looked like it wanted to spit
                                he didnt think spitting would be outside its constitution or realm the dripped coffee apparently hadnt dried up
he stepped back

its eyes droppedangled it watched him

the mouth began to move  he heard a mumble a mumbling he couldnt make it outhe wasnt sure he wanted to make it out it hissed  clowns aint suppose to hiss
                                              the mumbling began to grow louder its enunciation improving he didnt wanna hear what it had to say it was grimacing and nothing good could come out of the mouth of a grimacing clown

Sorry booby Ive dabbled more than I can say and ya picked a bad time to communicate particularly wearing the face of a clown Youll have to pick up your game and get back to me

he stepped forwardleaned over its outraged face looking nothing like a clowns now  a demon and snatched a paper towel from its holder 

Bastard! it shrieked loud and clear
                                      he gagged itwiped its face from the Formica he could feel its breath suck up under his hand he balled the towel the face was gone from the counter another breath taken an unintelligible shoutcommand

he held the balled paper towel before his face Shaddup Should have stayed happy contented Not become malicious 

Well see each other againno doubt 

                                     Im looking forward to it
Next time keep a civil tongue

Buhbye
         he flipped the aluminum garbage container lid and ditched the paper towel all net 

he heard a muffled sound though weaker
                                             he figured as the moisture dissipated was absorbed  the voice would stop
taking no chances
                    he reopened the can and grabbed the brown paper bagcrumpling its gaping mouth as he did

he took it outside opened the concrete incinerator best thing about this old house he rented  he tossed the bag inside it flipped his metal Zippo lighter Adios muymuy chachu he could imagine his daughters grimacing That means nothing, Dad not that he cared  meaning nothing might have been the best sendoff he could have muttered

he lit it on fire 
          

High One Oclock,  Sunday,  12  4. 20

Jefferson Starship  Hijack  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUT1xvdrlDA   

there  there   there it was

 #3 

      the three of three he always anticipated

things come in threes

the first was in a Podunk town off the highwayAtascadero where he stopped to relieve himself it stood on a side street up a hill from the junior high   

the second mocked him in Los Alamos again off the highway up from the gas station off an intersection up a shabby road which lead to an old redbrick school building slovenly leaning in the failing light he couldnt help but wonder if it was still operational it reminded him of grade schools back east two-storied though smaller        

now this morning the yellow plasticmoulded turtle appeared yet again begging S  L  O  W almost hidden behind a squat circular padlocked metal box circular and box didnt jive but he couldnt help but loved it was the third of three jived to the sky he only needed to keep his eyeballs peeled 

                                                          Threes happen

he could make out the red beanie atop its head as he approached

curious he recognised that leaving a school zone might be more important than entering one

S  L  O  W    C  H  I  L  D  R  E  N  written inside a yellow cautionary street sign

                                                                                                    he didnt care for that message it reminded him of retarded childrenof his kid brother

he was grateful that leaving a school zone wasnt minimised

                                                                a child is less apt to be wild and woolly heading to school than turned loose afterwards  their time-served behind them

he could barely make out the red beanie just visibly over the top of the metal canister Ah solved the circular and box dilemma

crossing behind the canister he looked again

                                                he saw the yellow lettering  S  L  O  W

Ah this iteration had dropped the red pennant it held in its hands that he witnessed earlier the pennant replaced with a bouquet – bookay  as he saw written on a flower shop window leaving Atascadero – a bouquet of colourful plastic flowers  kellygreen stems and narrow leaves which prior the only places aside from craft stores and dimestores that hed seen them in were cemeteries left by mourners who attended graves perhaps visiting only rarely

                                                                                                           though to be fair he could imagine cemetery administrations probably now had hard fast rules about decorating graves rules meant to minimise them from having to maintain graves lazy muthafuckers he remembered as a boy planting fresh flowers spending afternoons having lunches from picnic baskets  visiting dead relatives  ahwell  class and style have long left other aspects of modern life so there was no sense that cemeteries maintain them either

he remembered someone sayhe couldnt remember who that headstones no longer could be erect rather laid lownestled in the earth so lawnmower blades could pass over them

S  L  O  W

                  go slow  maybe go slow because children today are too deficienttoo lacking commonsense that they wouldnt recognise a car could kill them or S  L  O  W because so few children walk to and fro school anymore  or perhaps drivers are negligent or too wrapped up in their heads to actually see a child that ran out into the road ahead of them 

      he had picked up many dead animals off of streets killed by vehicles

 3 of 3

         case closed

now onto the next selection that begged him to notice

a woman in a second storey window began to disrobe . . .  

        

0800-ish,  Monday,  14  10. 19

1245,  Sunday,  12  4. 20

Sinatra  Pocketful of Miracles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbbtAMzr3dc   

he wokeSUDDEN thought thought  couldnt remember waking frightened  mebbe not since he was a child

his fists were clenchedarms up ready terribly aware he was on his back  that he could only hope to throw up a defense he was disadvantaged 

                                 a jetblack figure loomed over him

his thinking was over quickly

                              a hatchet hidden in the blackness of the figure crossedslammed down between his fists catching him just under his left eyesmashing his cheekhis zygomatic maxilla boneshis jaw wreckeddislocated from his skull teeth blew out of his mouth

he screamed 

             not a scream articulated by his tongue it was severed hot blood ran down his throat

its Grace wasbeyond the first shattering pain he blacked out never felt the other blows that turned his facehis skull to pulp

Why? never occurred to him probably wrestled with Whynot?

1122,  Saturday,  11  4. 20

ELP  Karn Evil 9, (Part 1)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIFBpn7_uBQ

the big black boogetyboo man returned casually  casually   selfassured that the prior time was so fuckin easyitd bewhy wouldnt it be easy again as if it were some kind of a game  a perverted series standing 1-up in his favour thinkin  maybe  the best of three

stupid dumb fuck

                   this time the hatchet wasnt on the cabinet to the right of the bed  not the buck knife either an again flat on his back  when his hands went upnot in fists this time openhanded  he grabbed him by the throat and yanked him on top the bedon top of him an as he yank him down in a queer-making-love embrace spasmodic  handsgroping feeling Wheres your cockbitch a free hand went to the bedstand to his left where the buck was unsheathed  it lay beside the hatchet  he grabbed it  spit Cunt in his ear  Boogetyboo cunt I got a little sumptin for ya

                                                                                                         he slammed the buck up under his chinsplitting his tongue in half slammed it again forward through his sinusesagain smashing the styloid processagain the mastoidthe occipital the blade played in the pons chiasma medullasplit the pineal sliced gray matter like meatloaf

boogetyboo couldnt scream

                            his throat slit into halves hot black blood roiliedshiveredslattered  gobs and gobs that cooledcoagulated by his dying breaths 

1 – up All tied up you piece of shit

Whadayawanna make it
                          Best of fiveSeven 

he pushed boogetyboos body off of his  an then slammed the bowie through his temple to close the deal

the sheets  hot and greasy with blood and humours

he took a breath  caught some air

                                          then dragged the body into the bathroom and dismembered it in the tub

no sweat  nobodys lookin for a ghoul

ashes from his cigarettes fell on the hewed flesh

he didnt think the dogs would mind

Huh he wondered  What did the fuckthe fiend do with his body

1620,  Saturday,  11  4. 20

2253,  Saturday,  11  4. 20

Black Sabbath  War Pigs  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrZFscfJxXc

he humoured himselfcracked himself up 

when one lives alone it is incumbent upon them to humourentertain themselves

he had a whole lot of practise
                                and he didnt mind practising on others

he was on the road stopped entered a breakfast canteen 

he fingered the menu and then set it down

he ordered as it was ordained as he drove into Goleta 
                                                         Rancho Dos Pueblos  Wet please

the galthe early morningrather busty server asked Rancho Dos Pueblos?
                                                                              her eyes went up and to the side
he liked to think they did because thats what he expected 

he liked things to happen as he expected

she echoed again Rancho Dos Pueblos? Perhaps she said perhaps to enlighten him Perhaps you mean Huevos Rancheros?

Huevos Rancheros

Huevos Rancheros

Huevos Rancheros

HmmNo Im sure its Rancho Dos Pueblos

It isn’t. she said

he wasnt often attracted to gingers 
                                      although to be sure she was someone to be attracted to her and her abundant freckles across her face working down her throat to chest no telling where they stopped  an all of it set off by her green catarina
               he was intrigued

Tell ya wha You have it made Ill eat it

she tapped her pad with her blue ink Bic pen  thinking

I suspect he said itll cost about as much as the huevos rancheros you tout mebbe a bit more expensive for the oysters an shallots an additional eggs 
                                 Also  its critical when you serve them critical that they jiggle when you walk  However you understand that The jiggling is important

her eyes rolled to the ceiling

leaning forwardhands on the table he followed them he exaggerated craned his neck  Watcha lookin at sweetcheeks

her eyes came down 

she looked into his  then said sternly Really?  Sweetcheeks?

Yasayin they aint

she looked exasperated

Colour looks good on you

her exasperation piqued

Yes Definitely looks good on you Yamake em jiggle an Ill make it worth your while I promise Im good to my promises too an so quick they can twist your panties in a knot  Before you can cry Polly wanna cracker 

Polly  as I understand usually wants hard crackers

Polly I promise Can have what she wants

Or you can tell me to leave

                                No  hard  feelings

1219,  Sunday,  13  10. 19

2304,  Friday,  10  4. 20

Traffic  Gimme Some Lovin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJP0-xo_Ugk     

“This is sad talk”  “. . these are the saddest new conferences” yet he boaststweets about his rating numbers “Im talking about death” is he really

he pivots “I'm going to have to make a decision, and I only hope to God that it's the right decision . .”

what happened to ”Only I alone can fix it.”  it is America

                                                             is he trying to scapegoat Godfinger Himmake Him a fall guy when his decision runs afoul agroundgoes bellyup like a dead fish  smells like dead fish 

                                                                      anNo  he isnt talking about coronavirus dead placed inside refrigerated trailers

he can say hes throwing the doors wideopen for business in America May1

                                                                                  that isnt his decision

1253,  Saturday,  11 4. 20

https://www.realclearpolitics.com/video/2020/04/10/trump_reopening_the_economy_the_biggest_decision_of_my_life.html

https://millercenter.org/i-alone-can-fix-it

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/he-could-have-seen-what-was-coming-behind-trumps-failure-on-the-virus/ar-BB12tYrs?li=BBnb7Kz&ocid=mailsignout