yacant make this shit up

she stood on a corner opposite him

                                      across a wide busy  boulevard 

wider than he knew back East where populationspeople made this podunk town seem a squat in the forest

she faced right

               threw him her left profile  her left breast jutted bulletlike

had she faced left he wouldnt have paid her any attention

he recognisedknew that about himselfhis prejudice

he preferred left profiles

its good to know ones trepidation  

perfection should not be used in the same breath to describe human beings the species is peculiar it is miserable when compared to any notion of perfection

perfect         

        No  human beings are tainted  fallible 

at best theyre a coin toss

he carried a gold coin in his pants pocketshis watchpocket for occasional flips

gold is intimidating

his opponents  and even those who tried to play fair never saw it coming

Life frankly is a cheap coin toss

                                    Deal with it

as he crossed the boulevardcommanded by a mechanical pedestrian crossing deviseits recorded voice  she without reason turned as he approached her

he was not disappointedher jutting breast had an able companion jutting as relentlessly as her left

he dug them  large paws   thumbs out an up    hitchhiking

smiling he said as he crossedcame up on her  Hello  My names Joe Would you interested in having a cup of coffee or a beer with me

she smiled that was a good sign she wasnt coy  My name's Gitsell. Nice to meet you, Joe.

Gitsell  A family name

Yes.

Ive never met a woman named Gitsell  Probably about timehuh

Perhaps.

Perhaps  Would you prefer coffee or a beer

A beer, please.

Man  youre a girl after my own heart Nice profile tooby the way

I like that I didnt see you in profile.

I like head-on.

Heads definitely on Shallwe

Lead on, Joe.

Ohbrutha  did he

2317,  Thursday,  24  10. 19

Twenty One Pilots  Car Radio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92XVwY54h5k

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xt2RNkwGRnk

this is where it all begins

                           Attorney General Barr not Americas Attorney General his infatuation with Americas wannabe strongman weakling  and farce hopes that his nefarious digging will be rewarded  and that he will be ensconced as an American oligarch

                    fat sucker

1051,  Thursday,  24  10. 19   

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Louis Prima  Just a Gigolo I Ain’t Got Nobody  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kkrb4h4weW4

he was trying to read Flights  but its wonderful prose tired himdried out his eyes   or maybe the book wasnt it   maybe it was that he went to bed in a drunken stupor around threeif thats what the clock really said  it didnt say  although it looked like three   or maybe it was because his sixyearold granddaughter woke him at six  she said so after she asked him steely sternly waking him from dreams  dreams chasing each other tails around and around  a geometry dream and a dream of a house on Fourth near Seventh numbered 2210 which was impossible because from Seventh to Eighth the numbers were seventyhundred among this block of bungalows odd houses were either smoulderingsurvived a fire or were charred firehollowed shells queer that he couldnt smell them

                                                                                                   round and round the dreams chased each others ass  then seamlessreversed ran in the opposite direction  chasing the same ass

the sum of the interior angles of a triangle equal onehundredeighty degreeshe couldnt remember proper school was long behind him as he dreamed he figured when he woke in the morning hed ask his daughter his son-in-law theyd know they did better in school than he they had university degrees his son attained a doctor of law degree

he ended up in college

that didnt meanhowever he wanted to go   

school proved to be like having teeth pulled or fingernails

he wasnt dumb

               school didnt teach him what he wanted to know and when he went off on his tackdown the darker alleys of the subject matter taught  he crossed unseen lines
his teachers accused him of being provocative 

he countered that what he related was effectively within the realm of the subjects they were teaching

NO they countered the subject matter they taught was within the confines of the School Board and State curriculum

they told him he was upsetting the class  

he opened his handsgesturing acknowledging his classmates They dont seem upset 

No matter. You have to stop with your questions, your discourse.

I disagree  Your subject mattermy subject are the same damn things Mine run deeper but theyre the same

Damn always mattered

Joe. You’re excused from class. Go see the dean.

in grade school he saw the principal

in high school the principal was separate and secreted away from the students the dean of boys and girls was a new hurtle a new twist in the skein an obscuration a distancing  a baffle

pawn

he was contemptuous of the dean

he didnt like his teeth Christhe didnt like his face it reminded him of a rat a subordinate  a trained rat smelling only for the cheese at the end of the maze  

ahFlights

the deans fat sidekick he disliked even more

Fatty couldnt see the tips of his shoes

                                        which always made him wonderchuckle when the last time it was that he saw his dick 

J. Wellington Wimpy

Wimpy

Officer. he insisted

Yes Officer Wimpy Gee Officer Krupke!  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7TT4jnnWys  Krupke you Wimpy

he couldnt remember either mans name when he walked into their office  but they certainly remembered his

their ant mindhive mind informed the foodchain above them that he was one of those

those incorrigiblebeyond redemption

Yah If youre gonna call me irredeemable be sure to include that the course requirements Im upsetting are pitifully shallow an therefore Im only shallowly irredeemable                                

he never cared much for the shallow end of the pool 

he liked deep water

the deep end didnt protect him from those interested in the shallows 

he finished high school through an extension program

Sobaby  once he got himself aligned in her suddenawakening and consciousness  You dream

0751,  Monday,  21  10. 19

1308,  Thursday,  24  10. 19

Cabbage  Uber Capitalist Death Trade  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Xw6KdAFZxU 

GOP = MOB

                         each and every GOP House representative – he thought they were all white males mebbe a white woman was tossed in the mix – each and every one of them relishing their entitlement FORGOT their oath of office or conveniently misplaced it

                            a bunch of fuckin rahrahs for a FAKE PRESIDENT who should be impeached

and then should be charged with his crimes  face trial  and if? . . found guilt ought to be imprisoned

each and every pitiful GOP House representative ought to be ashamed in their midst walked Iowas Steve King (If not for rape and incest, ‘would there be any population left?’)  

                                                         Look around assholes  See with who youre consorting

1025,  Thursday,  24  10. 19

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Little and Big she read

Little and big  Youve got my attention sweetpea

Little and Big.

You said

Are you listening, Grampa?

I am  If I wasnt I wouldnt have repeated you

Okay. Then please don’t interrupt me.

I wont

she put her hands on her little sixyearold hips You just did.

Did wha

Did what . . what . . not wha.

Did what

Interrupt me. You interrupted me by saying “I won’t” after I asked you not to.

A little high-strung arent you

What?

High-strung easily excitableeasily taken off subject 

Why dont you just read  because if I can distract you that easily Im gonna distract youits my grandfathers oath Ill turn you inside out until the cows come home Ive never understood that  when the cows come home nor when that is  Understand

she didnt Are you going to listen to me?

You have the floor

her eyes nearly crossed I don’t know what that means.

Speak 

Read

Youre gonna listen . . quietly?

Im gonna try The floors yours

Little and Big

Deb can see it.

It is little.

Deb can pat it.

It is not little.

Deb can sit on it.

It is big.

That’s the story, grandpa. Little and Big.

An whas that about

0700,  Twosday,  22  10. 19

0058,  Thursday,  24  10. 19

Ya fuckin kiddin me  Fat chance
                                    he talked to himself inside his head he was trying to resistdisregard his baser instincts that would encourage him to walk out into the street around the nose of her car and rap on her window shed crack it  Yes  hed say Yer fuckin kiddin meright

she was at the wheel of a jetblack Honda Pilot 

all SUVs looked alike
                       fuckin clones

she was sporting a haute lookpreening behind the wheel her breasts pressed against it as she did her lipstick in the rearview mirroroblivious of the world outside the vehicles cabin  people who live in glass houses shouldnt preen theyre being seen however  apparently theyre blind

finished she pursed her lips continued to check her look in the mirror

he dug her pursed lips

puckered they looked fuckable

she was obviously pleased with her visage  a smile broke on her lips as she settled back into the drivers seat
the world was her oyster

he was risking the hazard that she probably didnt know that the world was her oyster was a line was from Shakespeare The Merry Wives hopefully widows of Windsor  Gawd knows it seemed to be right up her alley

perhaps lost on hernot on him she was parked along a curb waiting for her child or children to come out of the Fine Arts Academy maybe her childchildren were aware of Shakespeares oyster in a rural Podunk town where she put on airs 

Oh yes there was another clue

                                  her personalised license plate read FAITH

1352,  Friday,  18  10. 19

1710,  Saturday,  19  10. 19

The Beatles  I Want to Tell You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kXusIyqQ2o

Got to Get You Into My Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r95-7zfgtLw

Tomorrow Never Knows  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHNbHn3i9S4 

shed said shed said   she  had  said

                                              he thought she was pulling his leg

they were enjoying a healthy lively relationship

                                                  butas yet  she declined to spend a night at his place or had she asked him to stay with her

they had morning trysts at eithers place when proposed coffee or breakfasts went sidewaystoo consumedpossessed with the others fresh body to want to leave for mere meagre sustenance  theyd go later sometimes 

sometimes famished afternoons early evenings  theyd order in

they blew off lunchesblew off dinners responsibly canceling their reservations first

yet

     they hadnt spent a night together

Id like to spend the night with you  

Id like to wake in the morning beside you you being the very first thing Id see tomorrow I cant imagine anything else I want morefirst thing in the morning than seeing you holding you kissing you

she smiledlaughed nervously didnt cover her mouth  her eyes bright   I don’t think you’d get much sleep.

leaning into herleering  Is that a promise

You’re terrible.

I like being terrible with youdont think I wanna be terrible with anyone else

Ah, you say the sweetest things . .

. . An mean them

Yes, yes you do. You’re wonderful. You’ve never been dishonest with me.

Nor would I

No you wouldn’t, you’re, sometimes . . . painfully hon . .

. . I think the word youre looking for is brutal brutally honest  with extreme prejudice 

she laughed loudly

                     then You trying to put words in my mouth?

Words  or . .

. . Stop right there, buddy.

he acted innocent

Save it, I know better.

You do

she smiled lasciviouslythe tip of her tongue at the corner her mouth

Youre killing me

You complaining?

No

I wouldnt complain about anything you might do to me 

he winked

Except?

Yes Except

Spending the night together?

Yes

There’s more than one reason why you wouldn’t get much sleep.

And

I have restless legs syndrome.

she wasnt kidding

definitely fast twitch muscles

he wondered how her legs didnt wake her

                                             or if he had fallen asleep before her and she only fell asleep once she was exhausted

they were really twitching

she  had  said

he said Baby Ill be your captain

this early morning

                    Jesus  Christ   he was going to have to do something about them he knew what that washe knew how he was going to try and quiet them he was going to get down between them and hope she didnt break his nose small price though hed broken it three times before  but how novel the fourth   worthy of bragging rights
       

0614 & 1234,  Saturday,  19  10. 19

Grand Funk Railroad  I’m Your Captain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fryGyqTJPU

he laughed sardonically Wha a fuckin clown

                                                 somehow he thought himselfperceived himself outside of harms wayoutside of the threat he posed  Wha a fuckin jokehe should have had his head on a swivelshouldnt have been so blasé to imagine himself outside the harm he threatened

he didnt know him

he may have thought he could bully him into submissionYah physically he was a big guyprobably hadnt considered the bigger they are the harder they fall

a urinal in effect is a box canyon 

probably few recognise that they have their backs to the door theyre immediately engagedoccupied with the business in hand  they dont wanna to piss on their shoes

preoccupied head down absorbed  their facethe bridge of their nose not inches from a stubborn ceramic tiled wall a quick shota quick forearm to the back of their headneck smashes their face against the wall knees buckle maybe their chins cuffed by the elliptic lip of the urinal on their way down  on their way to oblivion 

                                                                                           a brisk stomping either endured or oblivious  theyre unconscious  black no matter  made no fuckin difference to him BOOMBOOM  OUT GO THE LIGHTS

when you enter a box canyon   

you really ought to be fuckin alert

1347 & 1528,  Reggae Friday,  18  19. 19

Little Walter  Boom Boom, Out Go the Lights  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XagQ3owbBEM           

“During a raucous rally held at the American Airlines Center in Victory Park . . Dallas . . Trump said it was actually wise for him to allow Turkish forces to invade and attack the Kurds. 

“The president celebrated the temporary cease-fire in Syria that his envoys negotiated earlier in the day, which has reportedly not held into Friday. “Sometimes you have to let them fight a little while,” he said. “Like two kids in a lot, you’ve got to let them fight and then you pull them apart. … Without a little tough love — you know what tough love is, right? — they would’ve never made this deal.” Trump boasted that “not one drop of American blood” has been shed. “He received some of his loudest applause when he vowed to stop ‘endless wars’ and vowed to ‘bring our soldiers back home.’”

reading thatyou did read it?

                                he hoped other readers might take from it what he did

raucous rally = people-of-a-kind who might have followed cult leader Jim Jones to New Guinea who with the help of his inner circle directed a mass suicide and mass murder with cyanide-laced grape-flavoured Flavor Aid many people might still believe it was Kool Aid – it wasnt – credit where credits due

the American Airlines Center any way to make a buck he might suppose  no matter the taint

the FAKE PRESIDENT celebrated a temporary cease-fire of a military action he facilitated with Turkish President-Dictator Erdoğan

envoys that was big of the writers to describe Pence and Pompeo as envoys hed be surprised if either man knew what the word meant perhaps if they had used bagmen Pence and Pompeo more easily could follow

the pièce de résistance 

                         "Sometimes you have to let them fight a little while . . like two kids in a lot, you’ve got to let them fight and then pull them apart . . ” 

equating the Turks and Kurds as children having a school ground fist fight  they were killing each other  the US military bombed our own base to destroy it so the Turks couldnt take possession of it or its contents  what did it cost the American people to build it and provision it and what did it cost the American people to have their military bomb it  the Military-Industrial Complex its contractors had to be fucking giddy

his pitiful vow to stop “endless wars” – three years into his poor administration America is still in Afghanistan – his vow to “bring our soldiers back home”  in his manner it seems to create a void for Russia to fill -- as Putin might likely want and prefer or has ordered his puppet

this pretenderthis FAKE PRESIDENT hasnt a single ounce on his flabby body comparable or commendable in kind to the late Congressman Elijah Cummings  none of Mr Cummings bravery leadership and patriotism

                                                                                                    for the phony to harangue in such a manner on the day Elijah Cummings died is despicable 

he didnt expect otherwise though

1044,  Reggae Friday,  18 10. 19

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