15.11.17






lets begin @ The Beginning thats a fair starting point


what was the Beginning?



what was the beginning of anything



he thought a lot about the beginning of people

were they born because they were wantedan he meant Truly Wanted not spawned from sex  truly divinedtruly  with ardor  wanted 

not sired of rutting or rote – thats the thing you didyou got married(although thats fallen from favour) – have childrenWhy

please  not for lack of forethought

he left many rubbers in cute lil bathroom trash receptacles
                                              an parking lotshe was partial to church parking lots  peeling them off and dropping them out scarcely cracked car doors while frenziedshe unrolled another over his cock
                                                                                     he left them also in lovers lanes an in neighborhood side street guttersLOOK @ ME being responsible

he never worried about the knock @ his front doorDADDY!      never



of all Beginnings
                  they were the real deal

1234,  Sunday,  12  11. 17

Missing Persons  Destination Unknown  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WDly1Oc_P4

14.11.17






Jaysuscrist  finally broke out  its always a matter of timeisnt it  finally a day without picking up a dead squirrel off the street  

three days straight



its a fucking neighborhood street  the speed limits 25
                                               yet people tear through it because it parallels the towns main thoroughfare  just a couple of stopsigns compared to three trafficlights  they blow the signs because coming onto the intersections the lands open to either side an they can see if crosstraffic is converging  none  buhbye

stopsigns arent incentives to stop 
                              an doing whatever theyre doing above 25yakking on bluetoothscanning music on their cells because random on their playlist is randomly picking songs they dont wanna hear in that momentdistracked  an distracked dangerous  dangerous to those around them because theyre not in Danger  theyre driving in airtight airbagged vaults engineered to save their fucking lives in case of an accident  they can afford to be blasé  an their blasé coupled with speed kills any small animals that happen on the road ahead of them  they aint looking up the road  no wary eyes looking left an right  their eyes are watching something through the apparition of the road as if it were a veil a mirage  something insubstantial   small animals cats dogs coons arent seen     squirrels
Toss a child on the barbie woudja Billy


Twentyfive miles an hour Fuck  I back out of my drive doing that  thats why engineers affixed rearmounted cameras onto vehicles  so parents would quit killing their children too consumedtoo rushedtoo lazy to throw their arm over the back of their seat turn their heads an look an SEE left an look an SEE right to be sure their child or any child wasnt behind them
It felt like a soft squishy speedbump  Accidents happen(did they collect on the life insurance?)(mebbe a really really late-term abortion  extra-utero  can I get an Amen brother?  probably nothuh)   after picking up the destroyed squirrels  humourlessly  he hoped(he might have prayed if he prayed) he might discover who the speedmerchant was an from their backseat slip their seatbelt in a noose around their throatsfeet on the back of the drivers seat an pull  real   hard until the thrashingstruggling stopped until the blood vessels in their eyeballs rupturedtill their eyes popped out of their skullstheir tongues stuck out of their mouths an hung to their chests like Drumpfs ties(overcompensating)  because even that deadlook looked better than the mangled squirrels he picked up by their tails(if he could) an set them down gently in the grass or leaves at the side of the road an apologised that he was related to the species Homomurderus   Homoitsmyworld

Lifes cheap 
            an cheaper in front of a car

1613,  Monday,  13  11. 17
1027,  Twosday,  14  11. 17




Requiem:  Roy Moore: “Im sure she said Touch me”



1114,  Twosday,  14  11. 17
Ivy  Park Eun-hye  Thank you Ms Eun-hye