8.11.17



Im tired of listenin to him bitch

You have to use bitchcant say complain Im tired of listening to his complaining

Ohno hellno  Theres a distinct differenceyou ought to knowI think you do between bitchin and complainin  I aint knocking women trying to diminish their sex their person in any way  bastarding hemaning makin that shit up  nothing else cuts close enough to describe or relate the picante of bitchin other than bitchin nothing is in the same neighborhood  I thinkI know you follow


Awright  Whats his bitch
The worlds against him

What this time

I knew youd follow He got caught cheating

Cheating

Yes

You want to be more specific his infraction  this time

Thats generous

Infraction

Yah

Just rolled off my tongue  That said taking in the headwaters he presentshas presented the whole time Ive known himof him weve never been close  why do you remain friends

Why do I remain friends  Please  Youre being rhetoricalyah

Illuminate me

Fuckin wordsmith this evening

Its the taste and the beer  Redbreast you said  Couldnt pass on a red breast could you                   

I cant pass on any coloured breast  Its been recommended to me several times when theyve learned I like Irish whiskey

Well thank you for sharing  Its sensational with the Narwhal

Thought it might be figured wedI knew Id be letting my hair down tonight  Its not often I burden you let my hair down

As infrequently as you do  If I can help you grapple grope Im happy to  Im the one usually crying in the soupan not usually  often  frequently  Youre always so helpful so willing to hear me out

One of many parcels we embrace to hold our relationship  Otherwise why have itbother being honest


We may be an exception

I think theres plenty of exceptions out in the real world

Well I wish those exceptions would be more evident  My circle is spiraling into a noose around my throat with everybodys hands on the rope to hang me

Shoot em in the face

Always so violent

You gotta meet violence with violence Im afraid  Dont let em put their hands in their pockets after theyve provoked you  In their pockets youre at fault  You want the ambiguity of their hands out their hands filled with rope  the rope around your throat  Why you holding that rope if you dont mean her any harm

I understand  You always have a good argument  Youre hard to refute

If you cant shoot em in the face punch em out  Coldcock em  Ive seen you punch a wall
                         
Youve seen me break my hand 

Yah  Stupid  Only hit something that can hit you back something that can hit back incentivises you to rock them so they cant I cant tell you how many one punch fights Ive seen  A moral I live by

A moral

Yah moral to a story  It was my father who told me if a fights inevitable punch first  It was his story  Theres a reason why a person tells you a story usually  those are the stories Ill take my time to listen to  If I catch a whiff of smoke I disconnect  Usually Im rude  I havent time to waste being courteous

No you dont

I apologise quickly when I happen to be discourteous with you

You do  As you say I follow

You tolerate me

I love you  And you tolerate me

Look at us  Equal opportunity toleraters   At least between ourselves

she nodded  Were a pair

And Gawd knows I love your pair

See  How can I not tolerate you  Youre so couth

An I love your cooch too

Teed that up
Yadid


Back to the storyhuh


Why we remain friends

You remembered

I remember rhetoric

Youre funny

Thanks  Frankly another moral   Keep your friends close your enemies closer


Hes an enemy
He is   I refuse to lose sight of him


I dont think I know this story

Not one I tell very often  You finished your taste Care for a couple three fingers more

Are you
I am   Keepin my jaw oiled

Sure   Ill oil my ears

Its not a long story

Youre abbreviating it

Yes  Lets just say enough ugliness has passed to present the situation  Ill be back

he went inside the house off the porch through the sliding screen door


she watched their outdoor feral cats romp then go in separate directions possibly hunting gophers burrowing under the lawn  the cats often shared their kills leaving them on the woven welcome mat outside the screen

the sun had set behind a reef of trees and red and purpled colour radiated through their crowns


he returned handing her a frosted SAY WHEN! shotglass 3 oz. FOR PIGS 4 oz. FOR JACKASSES

she was a PIG

he was a JACKASS

Lookin at you baby he said holding his glass out to her

tapping her glass to his  I love you inside and out

together Aaah


The sunsets gorgeous

You should have seen it a moment ago Absolutely radiant

Now you know how I feel every time Im around you

Is this foreplay

Christ I hope so

they laughed


I love laughing with you

Best way I know of cleansing the palate . .
. . For tasting something unpleasant

You catch on quick

Ive been hanging around you too long not to

There is that
Theres certainly that  I think Ive become more a bitch since knowing you

Not a bitch  Assured  Youre just not putting up with peoples bullshit which for some latent reason a woman is supposed to gobble and then ask for more  from men and women alike  An the women get upset with you because youre not playing  It blows me away that women expect other women to submit to bullshit because they dobecause they were taught to suffer men so they dont offend them  Screw em

Nice segue

Takin the long segue around  he smiled

she grabbed him with one hand by the facenot spilling a drop and kissed him  then letting him go Awright  Colour my world

Colour me gonean asidean old Funny Car when I was a kid copped the phase when Id abruptly leave wherever I was

Colour me gone  I like it

We using all the crayons tonight

It appears we are

It does 
                Keep your friends close your enemies closer   Im not tired of listenin to him bitch  Im tired of him
But its a matter of due diligence  The long game   An the only way to have stopped this game was when it happened in Miami   You have no idea how close you are to the Everglades in Miami the sea  to lose something you dont want found


You  dont  want  found


Yes


Thats uncomfortable


Think how uncomfortable it is to actually consider



You considered

I did at length


Why

Provocation

Is this part why you wont take provocationare so fast to  ameliorate

Amend   Yah     Great choice of words

Im oiled up

Portends a nice evening

It does  if you dont badly freak me out

I think you know me not to go off halfcocked  I respond proportionally

And losing something in the Everglades would have been proportional

Either that or enduring this 



Then  are you truly tiring of listening to him bitch


Well  he may have crossed some people who would lose him   Hes not as clever as he thinks he isnever has been
Of course money isat play


It wouldnt have been money between you   then

No  Not money


What

A double barreled shotgun leveled my face Shit  This is how people die  One trigger clicked  The other trigger clicked  He howled in laughter  insane fucking laughter a face Ill never forget  I could close my eyes now and see his twisted face  As he stepped back laughing holding the shotgun level I stood and left the apartment  We shared it with roommates  I didnt return for two weeks


Why did you return at all

I had obligations I dont walk on obligations   Unfortunately Im obliged to this until it ends or I end it cause he aint   He hasnt forgotten   You know the wildness that lurks in our ferals eyes   He carries the same  When he looks sidewise it peeks from the corner of his eyes


Im sorry

Im not  I made a choice  


he sat down in the wroughtiron chair behind him sipped his warm beer  sipped at his remaining 2 oz. FOR GENTLEMEN Souvenir of Chicago shotglass
      

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7.11.17



he didnt need fiber in his diet

he had cats

they were wintering

meaning they were shedding 

hair was everywhere

he didnt need fiber


indie and october
              indies been indie since the getgo named by his girlfriend hallie
he was born in a large terracotta bowl planter  hallie found him among his three siblings 

indie imprinted on her

he thought she was flipped too

october wasnt flipped  she was probably threemonths old when she either got away from her mother and siblings or was set free 
          when human beings dont want a pet anymore they set them free  discard them  surely someone will pick them upcare for them  if not  so it goes C’est la vie  along the line when you commit murder you never tell a fuckin soul  if he prayedwhich he didnthed pray to Gawd on his knees at bedtime Please let me catch someone setting their pet free  hed never talk

hallie found october rummaging around in her mothers backyard mewingcrying  she finally convincedcoerced october with kibble  tossing it less and less far bringing october nearer and nearer untilGotcha lil girl

you cant really shorten october  hallie tries with tuber  Jesus Christ  so he lengthened her name to miss october
Hefner had just died(a shout out!) an his girlfriend was definitely his 60s Playmate pin-up a fitting Miss  it seemed appropriate then he have a pet named miss october  a tortie her face split orange an black  like yin an yang in the flesh

october ate like a Marine in the kitchen

indie was picky he ate in the laundryroom

food scarfed october bolted through the house to indies mused bowl at its rear

hed snag hershe growledhe placed in her the bathroomshut the door until indie finished  itd been seven years since he was feral(if fed goats milk with an eyedropper qualified feral) rather born feral  he had a sneaking suspicion october was raised on breast milkthen raw meat  had to take she got

their frenetic meals an following playtimes tossed a lot loose hair up into the air


he had plenty of fiber


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