30.10.17



James Tiptree, Jr.

              Tiptree was liberated from a marmalade jar(from the blurb on the dust jacket)


Alice Sheldon
          the two were one

Alice swiped Tiptree  good artists copy a genius steals    loosely quoting Picasso


Robert Silverberg  a noted editoran accomplished scifi writer wrote in his introduction for Tiptrees Warm World and Otherwise  It has been suggested that Tiptree is a female, a theory that I find absurd, for there is to me something ineluctably masculine about Tiptree’s writing.

                                    hence  unperturbed    Alice was James


he felt it was a gawddamn shame she had to cop a male pseudonym to garner respect in a Mans World(that crumbling Titan Colossus of Rhodes edifice to Helios bestride the harbor mouth forcing the world to pass between his legs
(if that didnt sound like a woman hed eat your hat(from between your womans legs)

unfortunately that was the time  a vibrant White mans worldwhere he was the superior race
the superior sex 

               doing his best Mae West impression Careful boys sperm banks are filled-to-overflowing  We had to hire extra help to mop up the sloppy excess

their seed isnt as valuable as they liked to think

more so now with genetic testing

their conceit is bound to be pricked 
                               oh boy conceit isnt genetic  its a failing of the individual



he was reading a collection of Tiptrees short stories Her Smoke Rises Up Forever

Christ  she did write like a man(hopefully Silverberg didnt feel foolish or fooled when she was outed) yet he was utterly confident she rather wrote exactly as she wantednot mimicry  in her own voice
she didnt kowtow(he had experience with strong womenwhod want less)

he was confident the prevailing counterargument would be Then why did she write as James Tiptree, Jr.(you have to love their blind arrogancetheir incessant whitewashing You dont wash like they ever did laundry darkies and whites togetherOoh  did I say darkies  I meant darks darks would stain the whites   they were conspickuously arrogant  Oohthats choice Can I borrow it)
                          and somewhere off in his distant coloured musings he imagines Mae West snarling insatiable ripping cocks out by their roots(ohplease) tossing them over her shoulderfirmly saying Theres not a real man among themnot one  Whats a girl to do

write scifi


if he had fortune to know Alice he would haveat the very least asked her why she didnt assume Sr. the original to Jr.  the Origin 



currently he was reading The Man Who Walked Home a title that appealed to himaffected him

he walked everywherehe wasnt prone to sitting on his ass unless he was writing

he wrote during the morninghe had been since the year before when some unknownundiagnosed malady waylaid him and late into this year now incongruent he still marveled at its pain
he was nearly painless now


The Man Who Walked Home
                       . . the wrong man in the most wrong of all wrong places in that unimaginable collapse of never-to-be-reimagined mechanism . .

1356,  Twosday,  24  10. 17
1042,  Thursday,  26  10. 17





the game is called Dominoes

1126,  Monday,  30  10. 17

28.10.17



What did you just do

he turned slightlylooked over his shoulder at her  Do   Are you blind  deaf   You saw what I didwhas with people seeing with their own two eyes then asking a stupid questionI know I say theres no such thing as a stupid question  until a stupid question is truly askedDo   What did I do that put a twist your panties so badly that it seems its constricted your brainblinded you eyesdeafened your ears   Senses deprived

MyGod youre aggressive

But you know that  and when Im irked Im confrontational  They go hand-in-hand


You spit a bit of tobacco on the carpet

Yes I did

You dont think thats gross

You dont think thats a redundant question rhetorical  It might be gross if it was chaw gross if it wasnt a bit if I hawked a lougie if I dont ever vacuum the carpet


I wouldnt spit inside the house


You dont smoke cigars often  Though Id wager you do some things I might find gross  if I were to use your word


Really

Really  Tempting me   Wouldnt you prefer to let sleeping dogs lie
Wake em up

Hmm  then he e riffed off Love StoryWhere do I begin

StopWhere do you begin  You have a list

I might  I really havent given it much thought   It scratched my cornea onceuponatime an I let it go  Rather Ive made observations

Observations

Yes

Then what have you observed

Under the heading of observations  he rolled his shoulders as if loosening up for a fight   as youre intent on whipping the dogcareful  whipped dogsll bite  Under things I wouldnt dolet stand  as much as you wouldnt spit a bit of leaf tobacco on your carpet

Dishes  You dont rinse your dishes let alone wash them after dinner  When dinners finished you stacked them in the sink on the washboard leave the pots and pans on the stove  Then only when you need a dish or a pot do you set yourself to washing them an bitch theyre hard to cleanthe food stuck like glue  which is easily eliminated if you rinsed them or washed them after dinner

That bothers you
The bitchin bothers me  Im not cleaning the dishesthe pots and pans  you are
she glared . .
. . Dont glare at me  Its true Cant deny it


Im sorry  Youre rightcorrect   I do do that


Gross
You sonofabitch

Housekeeping babyhousekeeping  Ive told you my mother refused to raise a bumwould allow me to become a buma burden on any woman

Am I a burden

Only your bitching about dishes pots and pans  Stuck with food    You are not cumbersome



1250,  Sunday,  22  10. 17
1102,  Monday,  23  10. 17

Andy Williams  Love Story  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rT46hVQHIA
Seven Mary Three   Cumbersome  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjNn4bbbgSw