16.6.17




in an astonishing aside to President Drumpfs public admission Friday that he is under investigation by Special counselor Mueller one of his aides overheard singing Zeppelins When the Levee Breaks stated categorically they meant nothing by it when they were informed that was the song they were singing

they furthur stated they were unaware and unconsciously had   if they did

1057,  Friday,  16  6. 17



he texted her 
           Idiot. Me. Happy anniversary, love, my buckwheat, my Only. #106, two shy of 9 years(it was his favorite number so he never wrote 9 out).  So happy we’re together.

as he sent it he immediately heard in his ears his daughters and son-in-law chide him Wasnt counting the months to a relationship supposed to have gone away in your teens

Maybe they went out with yours he replied but I think youve forgotten Im a numbers guya boring matter-of-fact numbers guy  

If Im not mistaken I texted you when Dig went 337337 miles

he couldnt tell them how was anxious he was for Digger to go 337733 miles  the numbers turning over under his eyes on the obsolete cammed odometer – to-day its digital shit – he didnt ownwouldnt own a digital clock or watch and dug resetting the hands of his clocks Spring(forward) Fall(back) at two in the morning


they had been106 delightful loving months

she was a creative like him and was altering her watercolourist background becoming a computer-graphics artist 

her relishing art was only second to his  they were ardent devotees 

prior to her no one in his life wanted to discuss art attend exhibits let alone could knowledgably run the gamut with him of Romanticism to Realism to Impressionism to Modernism  and the scores of mingled schools movements and collectives

she had been unexpected

they were unexpected


she was thirty years younger than he


1521,  Thursday, #106,  15  6. 17
The Turtles  Happy Together  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRCe5L1imxg

15.6.17



wide arched steps switchbacks ran before him and up inside a brilliant white cone

to the side he couldnt see where he assumed the steps later descended a pale ochre light marbled the cones face up into its apex 

a misty bluelight an underwater tropical light lighted the broad ascending steps  they were organic on shallow risers and hinted to be more a ramp than a staircase  though no matter they aroused his curiosity and begged him forward to walk up and up

as he ascended and to his mild surprise at the inside of the steps of the rising switchbacks were prehistoric relics which rung by rung gave way to more modern artefacts  the higher he rose off the stone and brick cobbled floorwhich he didnt bother to look down upon he recognised he was moving physically through the worlds prehistory and history and its cultures and as he gained altitude they became more and more contemporary their creation more precise

the cone its steps suggested a Guggenheim-sensibilitya towering sensibility to his exploration and ascension  and even before he made its top the mottled ochre lighting now dominating his way the displayed pieces confused him  he couldnt determine if they were assembled  scarce seams  or if they were organic he couldnt distinguish if they were functional or rather elaborate ornaments

those that preceded them had function whether they were used in ritual or commonplace or of common knowledge despite their acculturation
                     and on these many uppermost steps their artefacts defied alignment or possibly origin from their predecessors   almost as if he had stepped off his planet onto an alien planetary surface

when he began his descent into what had been the unseen side  at its top the edges of these steps were crumbling  whether of old age or poor construction or inferior materials he couldnt tell  but the artefacts at his back he had just stepped away  their cohorts on this side were degenerate  
every step languished and demurred they were steeper and irregular and became more unsubstantial

there were occasions he had to leap down onto a next platform  but before he leapt he  discerned that he could retreat if he wanted 

he wasnt blind to the possibility that despite his determination his descent might irrevocably become one way  incited by his awareness that when he jumped down the platform that received him shook under his weight  and impact  and often clods broke off and fell

on those lonely suspended islands he tread to their ravaged edges and glimpsed down

and beneath him was a rotating maw  that cast the ochre light  that seethed voluptuously  rapturously

he might have conceded it was a caldera 
                               but there was no violence of magma of belching heat and gasesin fact he wasnt sure it possessed any depth  the fallen clods were scattered on its roiling face  he wasnt sure it wasnt a kind of lookingglass a caramel singular dimension  a profane pane of glass


where he stopped was where the relics stopped  if a relic could be a barely worked stone a negligibly altered piece of bone or shard of wood

this was an ugly prehistory

this side was desperate


looking up the switchbackthe humpback he saw the distant apex  heavenly in a cool blue colour that eroded the grim rust he saw above him before he began up the steps


these descending steps swayed  and as they swayed they piqued himreminded him of a nursery rhyme he hadnt considered or thought of in a very long time

rock-a-by baby

on the tree top

when the wind blows

the cradle will rock

when the bough breaks

the cradle will fall

and down will fall baby

cradle and all
 
                                                                                                                    wha?    Mankindes cradle?                           

1523,  Twosday,  13  6. 17
1846,  Thursday,  15 6. 17
The Doors  Been Down So Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mgw5j9h8528