“There’s stories going around
that (he) and my good self are wan and the same pairson.”
(Ah
taking a springboard into the good
clean air tuck an twisting an then like an arrow splitting the chill blue
surface an sheaf of poolwater)
Focus! he glared in his face
he didnt blink
I said focus.
. .fucos . . . fucos
he saw a wan look in the boys eyes
I
said fucos
Ha fucos Im tryingI swear Im trying but it aint no good I swear Im trying I
think Im possessed fucos
Possessed aryah
Ayare(wan and the same pairson)
fucos
fucos
hedbe
damned if he if he could get himself off point an iridescent bluefly stuck to an
ugly brown adhesive spooling down from the ceiling turning slowly on the hot
breath entering through the screenwindow unable to fidget with his hands an feetrub
them together as if trying to spark fire with a flint an steel
pitiful fucos
unsatisfied
niggledannagged
fucos was failing
his suggestiondemand was well
intended
though well intended could saddle
up besiderub shoulders with No good deed goes unpunished(reminded him of
punishments spankings he suffered unjustly – then when the culprits jaw worked
loose struck again and again with a belt
when they were discovered there
was no apology Atll be catch up for the
punishments that went unpunished or will
We aint perfect yaknow)
despite the wisdom in those words(not
their wisdom) he often had to wait for the welts to subside before he could sit
comfortably
he was the eldest an had endured
more than the younger ones his ass long
inured to spankings
he wasnt a good actor so their choice target was the
back of his thighsTHATLL WAKE YOU UP! BRING YA AROUND
No hecouldnt focus for his life today he was fucosed
2004, Monday,
3 4. 17
1025, Twosday,
4 4. 17
quote Flann O’Brien
At Swim-Two-Birds
Tearist 1963 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsUltyuGbQY
