12.12.15



(scatting through pursed lips to music playing inside of his head as the showers warm water laps him licks his face kisses his eyelashes weaves through his hair) he pats the cool tiled wall to its beat with the flat of his hands   mined from wherever he heard it   somewhere   not that he could say

but somewhere
                           nauh  nauh nauh  nauh nauhnauh  nauh   nauh  nauh nauh  nauh nauhnauh  nauh   nauh  nauh nauh nauh nauhnauh  nauh    bbrriinngg(mallet run across a xylophones tone bars)    mauh mauh  mauh mauh mauhmah  mauh   mauh mauh mauh  mauh mahmauh  mauh   mauh mauh  mauh mauh mauhmah  mauh  ahbbrriinngg
(xylophone again)    hmm hmm hmmhmm(the music dissipating)   mahManson  mahMason   mahMansonite  mahMasonite   sodomite  Mansonized  nauh  Mansonised frets   Am I really fretting a z or s  Really    dafuckHah!
(he printed it out on the back of his eyelids) he questioned himself  questioned r  a  z  or  s  Uh oh  See l oh     Oh Cielo  Benedict Canyon  All these years later    R  we  still  sensitive

blindly he gave it lipservice beneath the running water 
 
he was rendered as anyones rendered by warm playing water the sounds of a gurgling drain their eyes shut    brain finally quieted its synapses firing randomly gone stream-of-consciousness  its dams bars barriers blasted  within an apeshit breakout    lush green jungles    set out down bluelined crackled highways  an never any traffic to contend with
 
did he really just get out of a zero-dark hundred shower shave brush his teeth go into the kitchen then spin an aboutface because his gears thrown cogs meshing  Thought  of making a pot of coffee


he had nowhere to be


moonlight coming through the window threw him down on the floor 
he saw

he drew up one of his legs turned both his arms spastically cranked his head around on his neck at an uncomfortable angle   now   if only he had a coroner come by they could chalk his murdered body outline on the linoleum floor   the authorities very concerned they couldnt find a murder weapon


fresh percolated coffee  one mug (Who drinks their coffee black?) and the outline of a body on the floor

clues are scarce


this one might go unsolved




hed go laughing all the way to the crematorium

 

0134,  Friday,  4  12. 15
0051,  Sunday,  6  12. 15

11.12.15



they sat he stood outofdoors having drinks at an industrial wood spool table fashioned with a round zinc top 

--   Are we really gonnago down this pathIm not a big proponent  but   temperance is recommended    It is impolite
to discuss sex religion money politics . .

--   . . Your last two Theyre inseparable . .

--   . . impolite . .

--   . . youre really gonna tryinstop   this conversation
when you told me I reminded you of Karen Price

--   Whos Karen Price

--   A Playboy playmate of the month . .

--   . . I didnt bring her up as a segue into sex  o r  talk about sex

--   She was a playmate

--   Playmates and sexActs of sex   arent synonymous   Unless    in peoples mindsin my mothers mind butshes sexually repressed goes wan when its suggested invoked
frankly uttered muttered whispered 
 
Got to be something Catholicher mother  though she to the best of my knowledge never practised

--   Come back to me  You said I remind you of her

--   Yado Aint takin it back 
 
But facially  You remind me of her facially
--   Where did you see her first

--   January ’81 centerfold

--   You see her in the centerfold an you tell me I look like her remind you of her  Facially

--   Have you ever seen . .

--   . . Nono her face  Her face

I cant imagine when you turned to the centerfold you noticed her face first

--   I didnt


--   Thank you

--   That doesnt excuse that you look like her

--   Nevermind  I wanna get a look at her before we dance down that road

--   I wannasee too

--   We aint out of the woodsWhen I do you will

--   Christ  Aint sex

--   Religion

--   Aw fuck noNo

Not sex religion

--   Trumped

--   Trump

--   Awright  Fuckin comedians

I only wannasay at the onset  impolite to discuss sex religion money politics   The  understanding is theyre not to be discussed in polite company
Arent we dat

--   Youre the arbiter

--   Are you

--   Yes 
Ill be the arbiter

--   Okay then  Trump

--   Whaofem

--   Yes  What of him

--   Fascist

--   Hes a farce

--   Youre arbitrating hes a farce  not a fascist

--   Not when he pops off mentions himself as Donald J Trump makes his statement says Donald J Trump is calling for a complete and total ban of MuslimsWhy wouldnt he say even if it was released by his campaign as a written statement
I am calling for

If I was doing something I would say I

I wouldnt mention myself properly as if I wasnt me


Hes a farce  sellin himself  aint pickin up tabs cuz others are rushin to do it

--   In South Carolina

--   Yah on the deck of a decommissioned US aircraft carrier  The USS Yorktown  A show piece to help him project power


Crap

--   You think youve got him figured out

--   No

I think he thinks hes Overton window dressins  Pronouncin extremes  then  perhaps  wantin to take credit for affecting changepossibly movin the center Right


Hes a bright guy  Whys he listenin to garbage          Duped
Maybe his years in reality television has taught him to tout whatever he needs to tout at the moment
 
Because the reality he knows   it aint real

Hes must know that

Just gives people what they want


--   Lies

--   Sure

Why not

 
Hes a tough guy aint he
Got to be to be a Republican 

Or so they think of themselves
 
Yaknow   

Bootstraps


He aint cant walk anythin back  He doublesdown an hell go to hell first

Tacitly touts priests ministers rabbis imans heymans

--  HeymansHeymans(over one another)

--   Heymans  Conspiracy theorists
      
They got airwave churches an if thats what they pronounce then thats gospel  an anyone sayin otherwise aint a believer an ya dont give nonbelievers  might say fuckin infidels   yer ear
Nadoya

Stooges 

On par really  with Daesh ISIL


--   Heymans 

Really

--   Not really

--   You made that updidnt you

--   I did

Ya like it

--   Clever


Clever as your Karen Price compliment
he smiled
--   Wait
I wanna see your face when see her


--   It was sexual wasnt it

--   If Im anythinIm sexual

--   What

--   Nothinnothin  Havin a little fun on the sideisall

With impolite company




2316,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  9  12. 15
0037,  Thursday,  10  12. 15