13.4.15



Why not jump it!                                                                                                                            

I had to give Miller credit for speaking his mind clearly   without reservations
if one had ears they couldnt mistake what he said 

twisting it  makeing it perverse
was the fault of the person who tortured it

Miller didnt fail 

he had nothing to be ashamed of 
                                                    Chew her lips  bite her ear lobes  her neck  lick her eyes
sounded like an order off a menu Id want to eat from
and another To-go


How did it feel when you got up on the table and spread your legs open

Just like that  huh

Fifteen  sixteen  but full-blown  radiantly alive  fragrant as a flower

I pretended I didnt know

Just as she was about to come we heard someone at the door
                                                                                                      --  Sexus  --

at random I opened it dropped my eye onto a page and what I saw I wrote on a sheet of paper
picking my eye up again cleaning it off proved to be the only thing problematic

an aleatory 
                    a creation by chance  in Latin alea means a roll of the dice 

above are six sentences of the twelve I mined
the laziest kind of mining I can imagine(no rocks were broken or holes were dug in the earth during the makeing of this cut-up)   

perhaps
              Gysin & Burroughs are pleased
perhaps

             Im not one to speak for the dead
I let them speak for themselves
if they are so moved


They remind me we are so squeaky clinical white now
with our hospitals
undertakers 

the Dead havent a chance of survival against their death

not like in Days of Yore
                                      when someone may have appeared to die to those around them(who may have been eidgets) who may have dragged them into a shallow hole and shoveled or pushed the broken earth back or may have piled rocks over them or who may have left the body for scavengers to clean up  you couldnt blame them  thats why there are scavengers at all  they simply bought into a cycle of life at its grittiest
                                                                                                                   and laziest 

I know something about lazy



So as Miller suggested
                                      Why not jump it!
Shake it up!
                    See how the bones fall




Cut-up from Miller’s Sexus, Easter Sunday evening,  5  4. 15
0002,  Sunday,  12  4. 15

12.4.15



far beyond their conversation of the Comanche Blackfeet and Sioux
his distraction gnawed at him
                                               her high pointed breasts

he wanted to paint her nipples red   like ripe berries
                                                                                   her waist tapered to an extreme slenderness
hips flared  unfurled like tulips


his distraction forfeited and
                                             inafrenzyheyankedhispantsopenandtriedtopushhiscockintohermouth
she turned her head aside 
her yellow hair twisting  pulled under his hand

she wanted to do violence to him

Nah  he gasped 
he was drunk

Drunk   she wanted to be genuine  even now
she smiled wolfishly
                                   encouragingly
Hide n seek  Well play hide n seek  
Seems you want to play with me 

You try and find me

Ill be the flâneur hiding in a purpling haecceity

You can find me


If you find me you can have my mouth

You can have whatever I can be for you


she was being genuine


the words that came out of her mouth sounded like a spell  not English
he didnt know em  an he wasnt stupid 

drunk
not stupid
 
Where did she go
  

she waft away beginning their game of hide n seek

he became flaccid  despondent                                                 
they were playing together so nicely  he thought 

he got ahead of himself
Yah
his compunction slipped  
but aroused  it affected a rare kind of   liberatednessYes  a liberated personality 
a bestial besting
a yin yang thing

it wasnt improbable

                                 so he went off to find her in    whaddafuck she call it  hae cce ity
                                                     
whaddat that look like
God Dammit                                                                                                                                                   
he  probably  wasnt gettin anything tonight

and whaddafuck was a flâneur

she really stacked the chips against their happening tonight              
                                                                                                                                                Really


from her effortless quiddity she watched him lumbering aimlessly about
utterly clueless

animal magnetism is only half a measure 
that half-full half-empty quotient     

hers leaned heavily towards empty


he was attractive
she would grant him that

she walked past him in the other direction

he wasnt going her way
he was too despondent to recognise her





a Nin cut-up from Delta of Venus on Easter evening,  5  4. 15 
 2043,  Saturday,  11 4. 15