far beyond their conversation of the Comanche Blackfeet and Sioux
his distraction gnawed at him

                                               her high pointed breasts

he wanted to paint her nipples red   like ripe berries

                                                                                   her waist tapered to an extreme slenderness

hips flared  unfurled like tulips

his distraction forfeited and
                                             inafrenzyheyankedhispantsopenandtriedtopushhiscockintohermouth

she turned her head aside 
her yellow hair twisting  pulled under his hand

she wanted to do violence to him

Nah  he gasped 
he was drunk

Drunk   she wanted to be genuine  even now

she smiled wolfishly

                                   encouragingly

Hide n seek  Well play hide n seek  
Seems you want to play with me 

You try and find me

Ill be the flâneur hiding in a purpling haecceity

You can find me

If you find me you can have my mouth

You can have whatever I can be for you

she was being genuine

the words that came out of her mouth sounded like a spell  not English

he didnt know em  an he wasnt stupid 

drunk

not stupid

 

Where did she go

  

she waft away beginning their game of hide n seek

he became flaccid  despondent                                                 

they were playing together so nicely  he thought 

he got ahead of himself
Yah
his compunction slipped  
but aroused  it affected a rare kind of   liberatednessYes  a liberated personality 

a bestial besting

a yin yang thing

it wasnt improbable

                                 so he went off to find her in    whaddafuck she call it  hae cce ity

                                                     

whaddat that look like

God Dammit                                                                                                                                                   

he  probably  wasnt gettin anything tonight

and whaddafuck was a flâneur

she really stacked the chips against their happening tonight              

                                                                                                                                                Really

from her effortless quiddity she watched him lumbering aimlessly about

utterly clueless

animal magnetism is only half a measure 

that half-full half-empty quotient     

hers leaned heavily towards empty

he was attractive
she would grant him that

she walked past him in the other direction

he wasnt going her way

he was too despondent to recognise her

a Nin cut-up from Delta of Venus on Easter evening,  5  4. 15 

 2043,  Saturday,  11 4. 15 

periwinkle Eyes thought he could sell honey to a beekeeper  

hubris
dismissing their warnings that he  was old school 

                                                                                  school around Christs time 

they told him he was thick

little or no formal education

grew up on the streets

but Eyes saw another way

as he would

--   You just let me work my charm

Well see

  

                Otherwise   why are you paying me

they supposed theyd let him find out for himself

 --   Dead lifts  you say

he didnt follow

--   Dead lifts  in a gym 

over the years hed been in a few   old neighborhood gyms that smelled of stale sweat lye leather disinfectant

smelled of punished men

it seemed chancey  a fuckin longshot  in a gym   

fittin ones head through a noose

Dead lift  Its a lift

--   I hear ya

I know dead lifts

--   So whats with the grim face

--   Seems stupid to me

And Im stupid

--   Its competitive

--   Not in the neighborhood Im from

Or em around me

Dead lifts are for mooks  Punks

Thats ground floor in the basement shit

Yawan up ot of der fast  Anya only go back for something rare

                                                                                      

For a huge fuckin return

--   No

Come on  

Its pure technique

--   Its always technique

If it aint science  A B Cs  Eye to detail

Heavy price to pay

--   Yes

You can really hurt yourself

--   Yah

--   Then

              Were agreed

--   Agreed

                 Cept for where

I keep dead lifts outdoors

I mean otada gym

No thank you

--   I take it you havent worked with a spotter

--   A spotter

Why woud I do dat

I fuckin sleep alone

Dun chance talkin in my sleep

--   A spotter can help

--   Da fuck

his exasperation gnawing at the back of his neck 

                                                                                 rubbing at it with a scarred paw

Ya don look stupid

Guess looks aint everytin

--   If you hear me out                                                                                  

I can help you

--   I ave

Yaint

Aint buyin whaya sellin

Were dun

Eyes had something else up his sleeve 

taught one never takes No
crucial

as he drew his breath the old codger put a many-times-broken finger to his lips

--   Ssshh

 

Or Ill crush ya windpipe

Eyes thought It isnt no

I can take that

he nodded

the old man pushed his face away with his finger

Eyes lips might bruise

1444,  Day-Between-Two-Ts,  8  4. 15