10.1.15



gingerale 
                spicy   refreshingly effervescent   Christ!      xhilarating     

by nights end   alone
remembering 
                      the radiant sunset streaming through her auburn wavy hair
its gold lighting the freckles scattered across her chest
reflected
              dappling her hips and thighs  the bowl of her belly
 
how old was she

she trembled mounting him
taking him  writhing atop him    taking him a second time
 
then wrapping herself in a towel and fleeing the beach
    leaving her bikini lay
where they wrestled
          her out of it

his swimsuit

lost




1510,  Sunday,  13  11. 11

9.1.15



if the truth hurts

then lies engender disgust

I find scribbles like that everywhere in my wrioting on random pages that Ive turned on end
on their sides winding a line through them like a supple snake off an inspired  a long ago image
of a sidewinders tracks on a white desert dune

I should stop it

I confuse myself

I find palimpsest and illegible words
I find random historical names and places with no thought accounting why I wrote them at all
some pages are like tilted headstones in an overgrown outoftheway graveyard



I Should stop it

but I like the Confusion
I like the Discovery again
the illbred thoughts and inanity
a buggered imagination stinking of booze crawling on all fours out of an alley under a disconsolate moon
mi confesion
borisvian 
truce on drugs
mercedes

“memory believes before knowing remembers”
                                                                          I know thats Faulkner
it wouldnt be anyone other than Faulkner


prescience  draws a blank





0049,  Wednesday,  28  11. 12

8.1.15



Today there was a Daily Kos post:
                                                                       "Want a raise? Wash your vagina."
Yes  yes yes   Yes I understand the nature of hooks . .  and without even going to read
the article I fashioned a rejoinder in my head
                                                                                     Want a raise? Wash your vagina   
said one of the Bosses who typically fondles his cock at the urinal and then hasnt the common decency to wash his hands before leaving the bathroom

You show me a suit  a businessman  inevitably  after zipping up his pants hes out the door
Ya know Busy busy busy

Lets shake on the deal


   

Im probably just a feminist at heart



2133,  Thursday,  8  1. 15
Originally posted Thu Aug 26, 2010 at 10:41 AM PDT @ Palate Press: The Online Wine Magazine