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he was a big fan

Joan Didion Sloughing Towards Bethlehem   among others
                                                                somehowsome way she turned him onto John Rawls Political Liberalism the ideal of public reason  the citizenry must engage each other in terms of reason whose status is shared between them

Rawls  . . . people should imagine sitting behind a veil of ignorance that keeps them from knowing who they are  from identifying with their personal circumstances

Didion wrote breathtaking when he read it I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking . . .

that identified put an X on its back was how he wrote
                                                            when puzzlepieces werent fallin together he was excellent doing puzzles hed take fivestretch his legsnot think  utterly take in his surroundings

then return

not look atperuse what he wrote

pickup his mediumpoint red BIC Cristal

put something downany thing down

something shifted

something moved the hell out of his way
                                             hed see

    liberated himself twothree times a week


the liberated greeted him
                           Where have you been?
Me
    You

Here. Was told to wait.
                              Somebody would come.
Im assuming you.

Seen anybody else

Take a look around.
                        Why . . why would anyone come around here.                               
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https://ethicsunwrapped.utexas.edu/glossary/veil-of-ignorance#:~:text=Philosopher%20John%20Rawls%20suggests%20that,identifying%20with%20our%20personal%20circumstances.

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mariachis riff

He went throug . .
. . Not through  Hold your tongue

Im confused  He did
                           Whawoud yasay

    Id say  Id say I don like the implication of through for either him or the women
It was an orgy


Tha was some thing  huh

You can say tha again

Tha wa . .
. . Rhetorical

Oh  Ja

Ja  Right

    You buy his remark afterwards

I did  You saw you witnessed
                                  Man is affable

Affable

Pleasant At ease

                     Generous
Generous at the top of the heap

In a manner of speakin  Ja
                               The cherry  tittered

Der be no cherries there

Ohgoodness no

Practised

Ja

Fluid

Ja

Little wasted motion

None

Choreography was delicious


He feasted He didnt go through
                                    We can put tha to bed  Ja

Youre correct
                  Through is insensitive

 

Particularly in light when he admitted he was too preoccupied with pleasuring them first

Mans a Gawddamn prince

Our prince
             I dig his border is porous
Open
                                  

Accepting

To a fault

If I may close out  My intention wasnt to be rude so if I can sayget it off my chest

    they sighed
                If you must

I must

Then  Fine


He went through four women before he finally came
                                                      Then echoing   finally       EGADS
If I may  A correction

Please

EGOBS

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Ann-Margret  from Tommy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rA6ToyLNfnQ

tumbled out of her mouth  . . . age of addiction

he sat boltupright
                  growled  Fuuck   Right on
if she wasnt on television hed have kissed her

the conversation was in regards to smartphonesto the horseshit he learned about years ago when he worked for a telecommunications company and realised where the industry wanted to go

he had been a paperback science fiction freak his parents wouldnt allow that into their house not his and theirs  theirs HEY! I’m reading. Isn’t that what’s important?  the scifi he read titillated him the industrys spewing at first titillated himTHEN realised their designs werent fiction
                                                                             and government wasnt interested in heeling them

his brain asking Can you say . . unregulated?

Fuck you brain.

Greedy human beings. You’ll be the death of you yet.

he hadnt a legitimate argument to defray his accusation

 

    . . . age of addiction
                          adults cant put their devises down
why would their children who took what their parents gave them
                                                                      ostensibly
reasoning
            It’s for my children’s protection.

its kindalike a loaded handgun

pointing it at themselves at others spastic fingers at triggers

We’re having dinner. Put the phone down, put it away.

Put yours down first.

too much effort

supper is had in quiet only chewing clatter of utensils on platesscrapes sips of drinks  thuds of fingertips bumping keys swiping

 


he got into a Time Machine

rocketed back to his parents kitchen table for supper

Put that away.

No.

he had to laugh
                 he wondered which of his parents would have clobbered him firsttheyd both be up on their feet
young  agile
                Spare the rod spoil the child

if they killed him the Law would be on their side 
                                           He said what?
 
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Gotcha.
          flashed her pearlywhites  wolfishly

Ja ya got me donbite ya got me I aint goin nowhere

I do smiled  freakish dimples I know I do. I just learned of it this evening, a podcast, and when it was introduced, further related, I immediately thought of you.

Aww  Sweet  puzzled
                        It was sweet  wasnt it

pearlies came on again humoured  terribly attractive
                                                          Have you ever heard of neurodivergence?
Gawdbless you
Funny.
Ive not
Its got you written all over it.

    Well kiddo  Whas written
                                 In the beginning was the Word  John chapter one verse one

Like that.

Like wha

Who goes there like that.  I wouldn’t have.

You woudnt have  You asked the question

Gospel of John. The Word.  Neurodivergence.
                                               How do you thread that?
 
Fillin in wha otherwise woud be dead air woud be no voiceover just Outer Limits intro visuals

That’s exactly what it is.

Neurodivergence

Yes.  You think unlike anyone Ive ever known ever met.
                                                             So freakin attractive.
So often offputting

As if you cared.

he smiled wished he had her killer dimples

    It’s ones mental or neurologica . .
. . Neuroillogical
There.

Mentally neurologically differing from what is considered, typically, normal.

Whas normal

True.  Normative, status quo, standar . .
. . Spectrum
Boring.
         You’ve never bored menot once.

Ill take that as a compliment


    Why don’t you come over here take whatever you want.
hustling over growled Talkbout never bored 
  
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    Really   Again


catty  moments like this he should have been a broadfew women are broads
                                                                                    If the shoe fits, wear it.

fuckin broad If youve a laceup size Ten tan pair of solipsist shoes
                                                                    Please

Ya understand  a trope a tired retreaded tire  You know its on a scale on the spectrumyet  you insist tryin to use it as a cudgel   Without an audience  It falls flat

No. It bugs you.

    Bugs

Time for glasses  Have ya had your eyes checked recently
                                                               Been to a physician haveem peer up your assfind whas caught in it

Bugs you.

Tell me again  Wha a solipsist is

This is tiresom . .
. . brusque Then quit bringin it up

Toldya it bugs ya.

                     Someone, you, who discounts what others say and only believes what they think. Cognito, ergo sum I . I think . . therefore I am.

Descartes  Maybe the insultan it surely is  youre lookin for  is narcissism    Narcissist

No. Solipsist. I like how it gets under your skin.

    One of Eighteenth Century preoccupations was virtue  Can we agree

I have no fucking idea.

Of course you don
                    An I woudnt either if I hadnt been reading this  Crowded With Genius  Its about the Scottish Enlightenment
A distraction?
 
Virtue was


What’s your point?

Thomas Hobbes believed  notoriously  tha man was entirely selfish
                                                                         London wits argued that actions not motivated by self-interest were contrary to human nature  See this scrap of paper  Its keeping page seventy
The London wits quotes there

Motivated by self-interest

Solipsism scaled
                   Only thing a person can be truly sure of it the existence of their own thoughts consciousness

Whas to bug me

Proves my point

Youll need a sharper knife to get through my leathered greaved hide

looked like broad was getting ready to blow
                                      Nother thing about virtue  Francis Hutcheson  Irish philosopher of Scottish descent contemporary of Hume  David  you know  renown sceptic  critical thinker
                                                                                                     You know
I know.

Hutcheson believed virtue that needed reward was not worth rewardingin fact  self-satisfaction diminished it

What’s your point?

You  A solipsist tryin to turn a gun on another solipsist
                                                              Quit   Its unbecoming
No.  It bugs you.
      
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. . . she said
             began smilin her ass off

Awfullyawfully proud of yourself kiddo
I am
    nodding so enthusiastically that her breasts began roilingup out of her bikini top

he didnt caution herstop her

she didnt stop
                laughter interceded
but she did place her thumbs inside the cups heftedem up

Sonofabitch he thoughtdidnt say  Son ofabitch
                                                        tantalised him with the huedcrest crescents of her aureoles
he felt his fondness for her growing
                                          Yaoughta seriously consider naming your cock
Mariachi 

Thabe me

    Ya gonnasay

No  methinks he was rubbing off on everybody you ought to say

This a test

I woudnt dare put yaup to one

 

    Name my cock fondness
BAM
          Knew youd know
No brainer
Not at all
              Nope   None at all

Can I get back to her
                       she was wiping tears out of her eyes  coocooing laughter abating  huge grin deepdimples
hed love to sip claret fromem




    Arya insinuating anything

I could see where you might think so.
                                         A slight . innuendo.
Slight

    Aw . . . maybe more than slight.  she started to giggle

Don
       Youll be off again

Ya know of a machine tha might be commiserate with yours I coud utilise

Why?
       Ya got me.
Anya got me
That’s how I found you.

    his turn to chuckle
                             How you found me
How I did. 

             smiled  dimplesdawning  I didn’t want to admit that until we knew each other better.
Anwe know each other so much better
she blushed
                didnt have to say a thing

 

the devise she admitted to was a stud-finder

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sometimes he likedreally liked to rub him the wrong way
                                                                  for lack of a better term
he was feelin bitchy

was kind of liberating

    liberated unshackled  unbound   motherfuckerfree

went after him

                        Epiphany

 

 

Yeah. What of it?

Can you define it

eyes went squinty Chinamanish
                              You know what it means.

I know wha it means doesnt mean you know wha it means  Ja

AwJesus.  Really?

Please

stoodup from his chairheels together spine erect best classroomrecitalishness
                                                                                                    he nearly stood with him
Epiphany.  E  P  I  P  H  A  N  Y.

                                         A moment of sudden insight. Maybe we rubup against religio . .
. . Philosophy
Religion. he was being a bit of a bitch himself   Sudden revelation.

    Nice  Well done

Thank you.

Youre welcome

 

 

Know wha I was thinkin

I never have a clue what you’re thinking.

Ah  Theres tha

Yes there is.
               Ill play.   What were you thinking?

I was thinking if you had an epiphany

                                               Thad be a fuckin miracle

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Jefferson Starship  Miracles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m8izf-oXY4

These concentration camps ICE is wanting parking money into piece of shit private interests

                                                                                                 Whadaya think

Can we please go a day without . .
. . No baby
            Eye on the prize eye on the ball  Youll remember wha Rove said

You remember what he said. I don’t.
                                        But  methinks he was rubbing off on her you’ll say.
Were an empire now  So full of shit
                                      Bush the Younger an emperor make me laugh

    An when we act we create our own reality
                                                  Love how our excludes the people  Who were their our 
Anwhile youre studying tha reality  judiciously as you will   well act again create other new realities which you can study too  thas how things will sort out

Were historys actors

An youall of you will be left to just study wha we do


Fuckin hubris

    Now we face depraved hubris

Cruelty obscured by its mad dust


Jaysus. was definitely rubbinoff

In the concentration camps the cell blocks
                                              Maybe theyll call them something homey
Say   Parishes

 

Babe.

Ja

    Would it be okay if I went a day without?

Awright kiddo
                 Ive got ya covered

Such a sweet guy.

Itll cost you

You'll have to take it out of my hide.

Exactlyxactly my intentions  

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    Can you be bribed

withouthesitationProbably.  If I was offered enough money.

An you

she looked uncomfortable
                              Like he said.
If I was offered enough money equal to what I thought the transgression, it would be a transgressionright?he nodded  was worth it.   Yeah. Yeah.

to the other woman their eyes shifted to her they the three amigos   they calledasked him to come over for drinks enjoy the pool
                          Whaif  you set the price  They didnt offer
I set my bribe?

Ja

Ohdefinitely.

   Probably asked him  And you, you didn’t say.

I didnt think I had to

Uncomfortable asked  What do you mean?
                                                   Set the price agreeingnodding enthusiastically which was ohkay by him her head bobbing roiledjiggled her tits which peeked over her bikini top at him Yeah, what do you mean?


I thought you knew me well enough
                                      This isnt our first rodeo

Let me say said Probably  He’s a pain in the assoften contrary.

This isnt contrary.

   He doesn’t have a price.

I do not

the gals said over each other Everyone has a price.

Dependent on their ethics  Morals
                                     White Rose

I don imagine tha means anything to you   

Hint

Historical
Probably said Wouldya just say.

    A nonviolent resistance organisation headed he couldnt help himself founded by siblings Sophie an Hans Scholl  They distributed pamphlets on campuses in the streets warningspeaking out against the Nazi regime

They were captured

Woudnt recant

Were tried

Found guilty

Beheaded
            Twentytwo February Nineteenfortythree

They didnt have a price

    Not having a price

Priceless

 

    No temptation

Probably stoodup  I need another drink. Anybody else?

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