26.6.17



there was something stuck in his mouth he was trying to unstick 

he didnt have words for it  rather   he didnt have kind words for it and everyone knows if you use abusive language the speaker is considered intolerable uncouth  seen unhinged while the others around him can keep their tongues  play their civil games  sacrifice pawns for the greater good  
                                             Greater fucking good means religion
means white Christian Religion
theyre so fucking disadvantaged
Everyones against them
they ought to try on the shoes of black churches firebombed
of synagogues defaced with anti-Semitic spraypaint
mosques terrorised infiltrated by the FBI and the New York City Police Department who uncovered nothing
but that didnt stop them from trying hard to escalate tensions and tweak the Religious with agent provocateurs
it seems all the terrorists that have been uncovered and arrested were put into motion by cops and their moneyed connexions  pushing from behind
if there had there been no pushing or money or promised weapons and explosives likely the few disgruntledand not without good reason would have remained disgruntled and made rants their weapons
ahyes  but cops understand words are weapons and those who speakFuck the First Amendment have to be discredited silenced by any means possible
then rat-ified by a court or onto a spurious white male-majority Supreme Court who long ago ditched Justice when she had to pee and when she got out of the car along a lonely side road they sped away leaving her squatting in the dirt

they best hope she doesnt catch up with them

he couldnt imagine being emasculated by a broad sword wield by an angry woman

hed bet she wouldnt be surgical
                        and hed be fine with that


“Because of lies, we can produce and invent a possible world.”  Umberto Eco



he was finally able to stick a finger into his mouth and work free the beginnings of a handhold work more fingers into it his fist then pry his jaw down  and open  and opened  his tongue free  and lubricated with the oil of spit and blood he violently bellowed  FUCK their religion



1249,  Monday,  26  6. 17



25.6.17





he was in a bit of a twisthe really  Imeanreally  liked her
  
                                            they had a lot in common
they discovered that in the short time they were together
he bought her a drink
she sipped the lemondrop martini
the bartender apologised that it wasnt in a stemmed glassthe glass washingmachine broke down they didnt have a dishwasher on staff
Do more with less
Yeah  Something like that
she took the martini in a lowball glass Its whats inside that matters she said
he dug she wasnt high maintenance or superficial

he really dug her


she was easy on the eyes

nearly six feet tall

she was quick to smile and laughing she didnt hide her mouth behind her hand
she showed teeth



the bit of a twist
               she was a lot younger than he



in a bit of a twist he went to a well he trusted  cut-ups

thinking about them being together he pulled Anais Nins Under the Bell Glass off one of many shelves and cabinets of books he had

he placed his hand flat on its cover and asked  Are we right for each other

randomly he opened it and dropped his eyes onto a page and read  then onto a next random page

  --  many lives had accumulated and left their essences

  --  being driven always by a great desire for ultimate revelations

  --  entered sideways

  --  fragments, incompleted world’s rags, detritus, the end of objects and the beginnings of transmutations

  --  an accident could happen equally to me

  --  walking proudly, and not proudly

  --  the little nerves awaken

  --  and all glistening with the waters of the womb

he stopped

he didnt need to read anymore


he laid Nin on his desk and wrote her a letter

he was off and running brimming with their unexpectedness 

as he wrote he fingered the opened letters she had written him



he didnt look back


Thursday,  2  6. 09
1246,  Sunday,  25  6. 17
Assassin (ft. Elesia Limura)  Crazy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRI1z_6M7Ks