5.7.16

Eat a Peach



he wasnt usually thick or unresponsive

he rarely failed to provide a latent cogent comeback if the usual talent/those spotlight lovers and performers swung and missed and then flinched long and hard shocked that they had


he wasnt one like they to walk around with it curled up like a snail in the palm of his hand inquiring A fine looking cock isnt it Ya wanna give it a little touch give it a little stroke a gentle kiss on its unworried brow 


he was none of the things many people were about



his wit was restrained and understated he actually preferred it remain unstated

he was not a public entity

he cherished his anonymity

yet when the things that confused him raised their hoary heads wanting to be pet he preferred a few valued insights lines on where he could evaluate such happenstance cull them objectively and then lotsa room to spread out to study


he was a miserable student
though none of his teachers could say his research wasnt well-developed intricately footnoted and possessed a searing bibliography

his writing was concise reasoned

but not all classes could be elaborated in writing or were without deadlines

if his assignments had been timely the Cs and Ds he received(and didnt fault) would have tallied strongs Bs and As

his grades didnt tarnish his humour  smiling he allowed The only A+ I ever received during school was for my bloodtype



much of his confusion he aligned with a curious unexpected dyslexia or inattention that stoked mysted his eyes and oriented his unflappable imaginative mind  

had he the want he probably could correct it

but that pedagogic retooling would have robbed him of indecent or untoward thoughts and perspectives 

not to say they were immoral 

rather they were hypermoral

sharp reliefs magnified and their contained shadows brightened to see inside of

that they occurred to him at all he never questioned

and when he was questioned he insisted that while his ideas or pieces were tethered unsympathetically to his hand he often felt he was an anonymous vessel recording as once were recorded on ancient clay tablets or papyrus struck by the Phoenicians and Egyptians

perpetually his eyes altered reality which if was wanted(and seemingly more so every day droves and droves of data without serious plans to separate and catalogue  --  eventually  --  as if Time operated under a guise of Eventually Eventuality  Event Horizon) could be captured and verified

but would scarcely impress him in the slightest for manipulations were concocted and there was no transparency to legitimise it foolproof  


long ago he walked away from the ardent perception that Seeing is Believing


first time  PERHAPS to YES

recorded  DOUBTFUL



his latest little thrill and confusion was the back-and-forth between Killjoy and Kilroy

Consarnit! as Yosemite Sam would say if they didnt fluctuate oozing substrate back-and-forth into each other like a polished shimmering lookingglass evaporating between that which was real and its haughty near-precise reflection

Quit being such a Kilroy he said

Whaat

A Kilroy a Kilroy

First one there 

You mean Killjoy
Stamping the light and life out of an experience


Yup  Thats what I meant


Like what you mean when you regard the vitamin company Vitacost

Thats not really fair 
Its clever marketing team played with its V and attached leaves to its foremost edge and to me obliterated its V thereby leaving my eyes itacost which is nonsensical and hence why my eyes altered it pushed its i laterally down the nonsense that followed and I deposit it after the o and revealed it – tacoist -- Now my hat would be off to the marketing genius if a genius were at play and they truly intended to render tacoist and entrap men to take vitamins promising them they would become tacoist in the porn tacoist sense of noshing on women and utterly putting a fat cock-shaped exclamation point on the joke: If man wasnt meant to eat pussy then why did GOD make pussy look so much like a taco!


I got nothing . .
. . I was sure you wouldnt  Straight-laced unimaginative yahoo that you are

Our worlds peppered with spices and indescribable tastes and senses and only by partaking in them can we share in them not in a reductive explainable mode or realm but by having them and knowing what they mean only to us 

I know what a peach tastes like  What I want to know is what a peach tastes like to you*

Pear Thats a pear  Not a peach

I like peaches better Eat a Peach Allman Brothers**

Which is why you so much enjoy colouring everything with your blatant relish of sexual innuendo. .
. . Yadamn right In-yer-end-it-goes



Jaysus


Knew that was cummin too


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4.7.16

piece O shit



Okay Im out of here   
Headin over to confront that cunt

Wait  Cunt she said  Really
                             
Youre really gonna try an denigrate him by using a word that is used to denigrate me and other women 
Hes already denigrated me with his unwanted unexpected  his rude worthless texts
I think Im due better than that . .
. . You are you are  My apology

You can imagine like you Im coming out of a very angry place

I know you recognise we utilise cunt differently  And different because of our sexes an upbringing an backgrounds  

I admit Im wrong saying cunt in front you

You have a point
Youre correct


But hes a dropdead cunt

Though mebbe we can agree 
                        Hes a piece o shit

she laughed  A piece O shit  Im alright with that . .
. . Good

Though Im afraid a piece OF shit might feel denigrated

they laughed


she said What do you think youre gonna to say him

Ive been thinking on that  Thinking hard

My first impression was to revert to my oldfashion Chicago style That of my youth

Hes a bitchIknowI know I know. . . you have reservations  But comon  women have the best derogatory monikers
Call a guy a dick a cock cocksucker Insult
But call him a cunt ya cunt him to the quick CUT him to the quick A bitch
Dems fightin words

I wanted to finesse him Provoke him Make him throw down first
I could Im sure
Then I realised I was being glib
The bars his little island
Hes among friends
Not that that concerns or gives me pause
But Id be easily hung out to dry  Their many against me  Their word against mine

And overthinking it  if I knocked him Id knock women he associates with
How theyre attracted to him gobsmacks me 

Though turds attract flies

They do she grimaced


Likely Ill go in Hell be behind the bar a hyena gloat on his face grinning like a Cheshire thinkin he can play me because I have no idea what he wrote you because you wouldnt dare share it with me because hes doin it behind his girlfriends back shes no wiser than me he thinks he thinks hes so fuckin smooth

Hes dishonest  but he likes it works to his advantage

Slime

He thinks hes seductive

What a mutt

He thinks the juvenile bit he lifted from Penthouse Letters and sent you shaped into a dream he had about you I had a dream Him and Martin Luther A dream about you and he and his unselfishness his willingness to be a generous lover seconding his pleasure to please you first making you cum first So hot huh So enticing

I thought Id tell him he ought to quit tapping his sticky keypad with his sticky fingers from strokin his sticky cock

You werent interested arent interested wont be interested
Got more class in the end of your pinkie finger than he has in his entire being
We conceded me wasting my time to come down to the bar to tell him to his face Quit And that you aint wastin a breath or a moment of your time because hes worthless

Thought Id go that route


Hes a rank piece o shit floating in a broken toilet that aint nobody going near for its stink
Whacha think

Pretty rude


Yeah  Rude on par with his rudeness
Cant imagine what the hell he was thinking
Hes taken delusion to a wholly new level

I suppose he hasnt looked in a mirror

A troll at fivesix trying to make time with a fiveten knockoutChrist

Has the depth of character an slim oil puddle under a unused crate parked in a rotting concrete alley


Youre pretty good at rude

Im enthused provoked



agitated he laughed Piece O shit



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