24.9.14



They werent happy with her

as a matter-of-fact (not that facts served them) their unhappiness with her had eroded
any sense of decency she should have civilly been allotted

by some venal Go-Ahead
they were curt
derogatory
crude

dabitch
was their handle for her  almost  behind her back
as if running their words together was so very clever

and somehow the office men  and women  felt safe and vindicated by attacking her
as if she
culled by their attack
particularly by the women
had separated her from their Sex
and that they were magically absolved by some kind of illogical cover
offsetting any blame they might suffer 
   
by defaming her  with scarcely a thought  they werent bitches themselves
their words lacked any consequence



it wasnt that she didnt know they were unhappy with her

she didnt care


she was courteous and remained buoyantly courteous in the face of their unhinged 
crudeness

she entered their dens
and gladly payed out the ropes they eagerly wrapped around their throats to hang 
themselves with later 
                                        
if they chose to jump
she didnt encouraged them
they did it themselves

they opened the office windows and climbed out onto its sills
they stood precariously on the black fabric seats of roller secretary chairs
ascending easily 
because there were no arms to restrain them

and tethered to stout lighting fixtures and crossbeams
the women
nifty little packages
were like delicate colored glass ornaments hung in Christmas pine boughs and wreaths and
swag


she didnt put them up there
anymore than she put their words in their mouths
absent or not thoughtful or unthinking when they opened them
                                                         
far be it for her not to regurgitate or refresh them in their ears

if she didnt deny their words
shed be the liar

she left lying to others
because
evidently
                     there is something in their failing processes to lie and foment
or bolster some abject fiction
incurred at the expense of someone who wasnt in the room
who otherwise  immediately  would challenge their deliberate and arraigned deceits
challenge their belligerent misappropriation of actions they deemed veiled
and corrosive
                                                                                               they had distaste for dabitch
because she habitually forced them to turn around and face into a full-length mirror 
whose glass was as keen as razor blades
and wasnt squeamish about blood



unhappiness follows someone who doesnt get what they want



1357,  Monday,  22  9. 14

23.9.14



It wasnt that he was unwilling  
                                                             everyone prefers their time and place
but he hadnt a choice
his hand was forced

and forced                                    
                                                     he really hadnt much in the way of alternatives 
Forced
he went at It short and sweet
he went for the throat  the jugular
 
and behind him he dragged unconventional comrades  likely who were as reluctant and 
unwilling as himself                                                 
                                            Glück and Wills  the queer timbre of their Strum and Drang     
the three “ . . (were) prepared . . to force clarity upon (them)”     those whose words had 
infuriated them
filled their minds and mouths and rolled from off their tongues as Its Script and Gospel
was befit Its actors and sacred adherents

                                               pregnant fruit  ripe and heavy  deserving to be picked
not fallen to the ground   rotting in the sun   sustaining pitiful scavengers and insects


they were prepared to force those who were “ . . prejudiced (and) cannot recognize their 
own prejudice  --  as (they) cannot taste (their) own saliva . . ” 
                                                      
                                                          prepared to force them until their eyes bugged out
their faces went slack and purple with asphyxiation

force the Ones who had no regard and were opposed  nearly militaristic in their Keep
with extreme prejudice  --  which was utterly ridiculous  because few of them had ever 
served in the Armed Forces  preferring  perhaps  that others fight in their stead  --  to 
any concept of proportionality
                                                                                                                       
                                                when “Everything should be in proportion with the need”                    
and yet  because this quote was from out of the mouth of the last democratically-elected 
Prime Minister of Iran  Mohammad Mossadegh  overthrown in a coup d'état orchestrated 
by Americas CIA and Britains M16  (but we are encouraged to forsake our History  --   
Nothing to See Here!)  very likely they would also discount its Wisdom out-of-hand


however  Wisdom  had never been their strong suit







2151,  Sunday,  21  9. 14
1341,  Monday,  22  9. 14