He broke my hearthe pulled back   He was the last person I expected to punch a hole in their character  sink it

Who?

Pacino

What film?

Cant think of its name right now risque for its time Friedkin  Exorcist   director 

                                                                                     Whaya gonna do

Suck it up  A defeat

That’s pretty harsh.

He had Needle in Panic Park two Godfather films Serpico Dog Day Afternoon behind him  A fuckin colossus

    Pulled away  receded

How?

Wasnt true to his character

                             Films about Pacino as an undercover cop tryin to catch a serial killer of homosexuals

sharply  Homosexuals?

Early Eighties  Wha did ya callem

                                       You remember or thenagain  raised in a sleepy little ag town

Many homosexuals in your parts

I’m sure there were.

Gays bars

Good God no.

Good God

            Yareally think so

Creeps got billions of billions of cubic feet of hot blood on His handshands of His fervent believers

                                                                                                       Off point

I digress

Saw the film at a theatre downtown Minneapolis  Only time Ive seen it  Im sayin tha because youre gonna ask wha put me off

    I cant say I remember  I was terribly disappointed   

Rest of the film a blur

Maybe it was in the script, maybe Friedkins direction.

No

     You understand wha a model is wha an actor is

I do.

Then youd agree a model is nothing more than a clothes hanger

No.

Youd agree an actor auditions for parts they want to inhabit

    Inhabit?

Ja

How do you mean?

I got a feelin this is going to become ugly

                                               Whas inhabit  Live in   Occupy      Ever act

I did not.

Not a grade school play

No.

    Right  Ag town U S A

A model is nothing more than a human clothes hanger an actor wants nothing more than be tha written imagined flesh an blood character

                                      Be authentic

They wanna put their stamp on the character

If a character is realised inauthentic

                                       Nobodys gonna buy it

I said the rest of the film was a blur

Tha was my deep disappointment

    Maybe it was written in the script.

Maybe

           Never know

Although yaneed to get your head on straight about wha serious actors demand of themselves

They are inhabitants  Auteurs ifya woud in front of the camera

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Al Pacino  Cruising  1980  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpJ5K8Vt5V8 

    she asked  Why do you continue using acronyms while talking to me or texting when you know full well Ive asked you to stoptheyre retarded to me  Youre only emphasising your retardedness

I wish you wouldn . .

. . Wha

           Use retard retarded retardedness

Is there an acronym for it

                            T A R D  The assholes really dense

My God, close my eyes listen I’d think you were a guy.

I know you don like the terminology  You quit  Ill quit

                                                         Though I know your habits harder to break

Stop callinya TARD will be easy

Just made it up

    I guess we’ll have to see.

Then keep in mindas Ill not forget cross meyoull own it in hafaheartbeat

Maybe, please, before we institute this initiative . . . can I sputter only two more acronyms that have to do with what we were discussing?

Christ 

       Got me so wrangleddisturbed I may have forgotten wha we were talking aboutNo  no I know  Yet another subject Ive also asked you to stop talking to me about because I do not care for it at all  At  All

    Statistics  Data

Devoid of humanity

It’s legitimate.

 

Can I? last two.

Youre lying

            Youll Oops I forgot  But youll not have because you like to provoke me

Have I ever told you how attractive you are provoked?

Suck my cock

Tellin’ ya, if I closed my eyes I’d think you were a guy.

Theyre mine from the best relationship I ever had with a man

                                                                                    

    May I? last two L L N.

Means nothing

                 Havin a hard time listenin

S S S.

Quickly  say

I believ . .

. . Whaever ya want  I don knowem

                                        Say

watching her face for any recognition

                                         Law of Large Numbers. Small Sample Size.  got dead fish

 

B B B  Ya know

    B B B.   B B B.     I don’t know.

Of course you do

I don’t.

Come on Youre always eggin me onanon bout it

I don’t.

You do

          Don play stupid

tad irritated  I think you’re mistaken.

Big Breasted Babes  Bountiful Beasts of Bucharest

                                                       Of Ruth  cracked herself up

he probably forgot he shared

Bugs Bunny went off in her head  What a maroon!

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Bugs Bunny  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSZ1h-bydS4

Methinks, if I may . .

. . You did

I did.

         Methinks you’re woke.

Why

Your illliberal, three Ls.

                           Seem always to be outside the box.

Ill take tha though   I may be more

More?  How so?

Ur  Woke

Thank you. I believe I am too.

Ur   Not youre

                  Though I believe you are too

Oh.  Ur  U   R.

Primitive original  first came first served

                                            Tha said comin in I did help myself to top shelf products

That again.

Im sorry ya didnt have the experience

                                          It shows

Come on, man.

Ya got one compliment out of me don want it goin to your head  Keepin ya evenkeel

Ah, I see how it goes.

Came an went

I may have to reassess your wokeness.

 

 

I may have to reasses . .

. . I heard

You’re not curious?

I don want to know how your mind works your ball  run with it

You’re no fun.

Keep up or Ill lose you

Awrigh . .

. . Yet again mine  Two in few minutes

                                          Youre welcome

    Thank you.  Awright.    Neo-woke.

No thank you

You don’t like it?

Neo  New

             I prefer primitive  Closer to the touchstone

Hard to be moved off it

Stubborn.

Willful awkward difficult

    You said it, brother.

Best to know urself

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1053,  Tuesday,  5  8. 25

Pianza  Nightmares  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTzK8-WAB2Y

So lemme get this straight been a long time since I made a road trip to ToledoO HI O

Really?  Ya gotta say it like that?

Ive been sayin it like tha since I was we were kids

Yahave.  You have.

                       I just thought yawould have outgrown it.

Methinks impossible for me to outgrow fun

                                                Tickles me something fierce

If it irritates you I apologise but Ill not stop ToledoO HI O

    You’re a real peach, brother.

Peachie keen

              Yastopped for coffee

No, pit stop off the highway.  

There were slot machines

Lotsa slots.

You figured youd been sitting awhile time to stretch your legs wander the  was it a casino

No. In the lobby in a games room off the diner.

    Anya saw her

Don’t say it like that.

Wonder Woman

                     Did it have like  a photograph of Lynda Carter or was it a graphic comicbook rendition

Carter. In costume.

Whad Dad think

When I found him he was already on a machine. We agreed fifteen minutes, get coffee, something to nibble, hit the road again.

But ya stayed an hour won better than a hunred dolla . .

. . Dad just shy of a hundred.

A worthwhile stop

Tell me about it.

                  When we were kids we stopped there. No machines then.

Oh  I think I remember

                             On a corner farm house cornfield beyond

That’s it.

No shit

             So now when you take Dad to a local casi . .

. . I play Wonder Woman, he plays Quick Hit.

Returning from ToledoO HI O saw the irritation in his face but thats what little brothers are for  he had four  ya stop again

Bet yer sweet ass.

                      Didn’t win as large but didn’t stay as long.

I always took you as a card player

I had been, but I have to admit the lights the sounds are more exciting, stimulating.

Visual

Yakiddin’ me. Lynda Carter Wonder Woman.

                                                Remember how intently we watched? disturbed their little sisters

nodded mute   passive acquiescence

                                         mind ran off somewhere

crotch warm 

    

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Cryobiosis  Condensation  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVdU3G50Mvs

I don’t think he’s stupid bu . .

. . Whas with the but

What do you mean?

Why bother

 

Bother?

    You must understandsee your but allows him leverage

Why allow two sides played when there arent

                                                  Yasay I don think hes stupid when hes being stupid

Just say hes stupid

Anything out of his mouth  Tainted  Stupid

Easy for you to say, he’s my brothe . .

. . Ya think Id spare my brother

                                  Sister mother father grandparent aunt uncle cousin

You think Id suffer stupidity

I don spare you

                 As a matter of fact when you are I hit the jets

Ive no tolerance

    Your relationship with your family is differen . .

. . Because    I wont lie

Family isnt some fuckin ivory tower

                                        Wha do I say

    Tyranny of family.

They think theyre due not only leeway  but immunity

                                                             Impunity

 

Immunity  Tellem thas the name of the big dildo youd dryram up their ass

                                                                                  Yareally want me to give you immunity

    Why are you so  fuckin   coarse?    Graphic?

Drives the point home

Saves my breath

Doesnt waste my time

You an argument with any of those

 

    No.

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it humoured him

                  every time the guy had a wordwords that were of a foreign language he tried to sayem with  appropriate accents

                              Youre Mexicans awfully good

It’s not Mexican.

Arya sure  Sounded Mexican to me your French an German an Italian are for shit

                                                                                       But your Mexican accent guys face is going screwy is really pretty good

    It’s Spanish.

Not Spain Spanish

Spain Spanish?

Its not tha your Mexican Spanish is best I can tell

                                                       I don try their accent I don know peeons

Jesus. Peons? his face went screwy again

Howdya spell tha

face went slack  no stretchmarks  Spell what?

Wha displeased you

What displeased me?

he wondered a splitsecond if his face went spastic

                                                It was your displeasure

Oh yes. Yes.   Peons.

Spelling

You know.

I don think we spell them alike

P  E  O  N  S.  Happy?

Spelled it as I thought you might

                                   Mines more derogatory

More derogatory than calling them pe . .

. . Whas the definition

It carries a negative connotatio . .

. . Implying correctly  a lack of power an aside from their labor lack of significance     Wha is a peeon

A laborer.

Ja

    Something other to rural America

An unskilled farm worke . .

. . In Southeast Asia a low-ranking worker

                                            Good  Were in agreement   Denial woud be unfortunate

You said yours was more derogatory.

Look at you

               You remembered

P  E E    O  N

Jesus.

I think Hed disagree with you tha He was   though

                                                       Really took a bullet for the team

Therefore   Maybe

                       Im being illliberal  Uncultured  Unrefined     I know ya know

How do you spell it

face shifted one thread of a screwmaybe the slightest of stretchmarks 

                                                              Spell?

Illliberal

Really?

Humour me  Youre so good at it

maybe two threads or a deepenin stretchmark

                                          I  L  L  I  B  E  R  A  L.

As you woud   I thought maybe youd play

                                                I  L  L  L  I  B  E  R  A  L   Three Ls

Ill   Nasty

               Havin fun while I am

 

    Maybe Ill quit   If ya quit with the lousy accents                              

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nonsense

          havin a little fun

while editing the last piecepost he discovered among the labels hes used listed was rytins

                                                                                                  it wasnt his

he would have liked it to be but it wasnt

                                            oddly

he was okay he was beat to the punch

                                          should have held his hands higherprotected his ribs with his elbows

ifya lose

           yaoughta learn

 

he went inlooked up the post that contained it obviously  writings

                                                                     that piece he concluded

whyknot  and whyknot wrest this forlorn page from trashdom and obscurity

                                                                                  just another small thankless service voyeurs provide    

    some fun

it was written on pi Day Monday 14March 2016  about a forlorn page a damp piece of paper he found in December 2015

trashdom

obscure

a voyeur providing another small thankless task service

                                                               such be a voyeurs voyage

he likened his to Ulysses

                            when he had his sailors tightlybind him to the ships mast deafened themselves with beeswax and sail near the Sirens so he could hear their enticing enchanting song

                                                                                               maddening

survived 

heroic  

they tell their tale

                      tail?

de tale  de tail

   de end

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https://fabulahub.com/en/story/the-story-of-odysseus-and-the-sirens/sid-248

quince tin

          breezin out hypnopompic quince tin was waitin on him or whispered as he didOh  Good mornin to you too

Could it have been quinceañera

No not añera  tin 

No

debatingarguing with himself first thing in the morningnot even out of bed hadnt washed his face fed the cats in an out made coffee

Quitin time

No

Quentin

I don know any Quentins

Quiet Rin  Tin  Tin

Two syllables

Quotient

No

Coincidence

Two syllables

Im tryin

Quit it

Quit it or   quit it a possibility

You  Quit   It

Im tryin to help

Unnecessary

              Quit

It was quince tin  Probably preserves toast with my coffee I like quince

    I was just tryin to help   So what do you think

 

Im thinking   possibly  any all  my sleeping self dreamed self hypnopompic personnel helpinalong my phonaesthetics attack on Tolkien his most beautiful sound   cellar door

Ooh  Possibly

Or

    Nothing

Nonsense

Nonsense

Possibly

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