12.5.25

Im so sickantired of this shit



 

You gonnasay, or do you want me to guess?


I’d guess this administration.

Yah
      Wanna guess  more specifically
he laughed
sounded like a belch
                           Sure.

 

My turn on tenterhooks
What’s tenterhooks?

Hook used to fasten cloth on a drying frame Or tenter

    Or tenter. You’re a joy.

You asked
             Meat hooks sounded too graphic

Wha  Specifically


Cabinet meetin . .
. . BAM
They’re something.

    Ive an idea

Ohshit. You and your ideas.

 

 

Awright.      I’m listening.

They can quit with the effusive accolades 

I’d agree.
Yah

             Id do a silent porn short

Jeez.  A silent porn short?

Yah

          Picture this

Do I have to?

Hear me out

I usually do.

Picture this

Lay it out for me.

    Felons got his ass parkedleaning against the front edge of the Resolute Desk To his leftyour right the First Lady holds with both hands a silver serving tray a small silver pail a small cutglass crystal phial on it

To his right is the gaggle Cabinet members in single file
                                                           The ladies have silk handkerchiefs tucked at their bosoms the gentlemen their linen handkerchiefs held in one hand
WITHOUT A FUCKIN WORD
                              One by one they approach him take his flaccid cock in their mouths  suck briefly  next   anwhile next they move off to the First Lady take a swig from the phial mouthwash swish it around spit it in the pail wipe the corners of their mouth with their handkerchief file away  stand  or be seated  until the last suck of his penis is compleat cumpleat  spelled   C  U  M  P  L  E  A  T                                           

WITHOUT A FUCKIN WORD

Jesus, man, the way you thin . .
. . Doncha think I think
 

 

    Porn short

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turning round from the kitchen sink an amethystcoloured Mason jar in hand he held it too low and cracked its bottom against the porcelain
                                  for its loud bellsound
how it didnt break astonished him
                            in his head  he imagined shattered glassfrightening his cats who were snoutsdown at their breakfast sharp shards spinning dancing wounding the freckled linoleum
                                                                                        in his head
his voice damning him Toldya   HASTE man     Quit the haste

hed been deliberate cautioning himself a coupleseveral times a week
                                                                          thus far
ducking bullets

Zaniedbany Sloppy could hear his mothers voice careening offechoing on the bones in his skull

in each and every instance he had no reason to rush no where to be   no excuse

hed be the only one inconvenienced
                                        didnt care for inconvenience   they werent on good terms

mariachis cackled
                   Wanna shut your mouths

the cackling persisted they werent letting him off the hook   Gimme an H   H   Gimme an A   A   Gimme a S   S   Gimme a T   T   Gimme an E   E   Whastha spell   IDIOT
fuckin idiot

he was outnumbered

he couldnt shut them up

he had to suffer their jeering their shrill catcalls
whose fault

    his


maybe memorialising this morning would call his hand demand his obeisance

                                                                                         Maybe
they snarled Until the next time Ace they let him off with an Ace
                                                               they caught his thought
corrected themselves
                  Ass

 

        wasnt a good start to the morning
                                             barefoot which would have been calamitous who likes walking on glass barefoot in the kitchen dressed down by his interior fast thinking they were superior 
No youre not

 

    Haste man   Quit the haste

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Weather Report  Nubian Sundance  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bchTF-WWG14

11.5.25


shaking his headwas pretty sure he looked mournful
                                                          ifnot thats what he was shooting for
wordlessly declaring Have fuckin pity on me

Why live birth on ones birth certificate is important

Live birth?

Different than dead birth
                           If a newborn is delivered deadstruggles  dies minutes later their parents will still name the child
I think  donya think

Foetus had gestated

Just coudnt close the deal

Jesus man, the way you talk.

I am  being extreme
                        Nuance is wasted on youso  punch you in the face

    I’m just sayin . .
. . Youve said  I disagree  hence my elaboration

America’s birthday is the Fourth of July Seventeenseventysix .

It is

    So why are you insisting on its . .

. . Conception

                  Not conceived not born is my point  which you cant seem to accep . .
. . Not when it’s the Fourth of Jul . .
. . Im not arguing tha

                           Im arguing tha Americas conception  was April Nineteenth SeventeenSeventyfive

I disagree.


Because you havent a birth certificate thasays  you were born alive
                                                                          Like me
I have a birth certificate.

Not of a live birth
                      I have no idea wha yours attests
My birthday.

    Were you conceived on your birthdayfabulously inseminatedformed cocoa mix sprinkled in hot water loanbehold  inaninstant hot chocolate
I like tha
             Inaninstant
You inanimate

Faked animation
Claymation

    Herkyjerky


Insulting me does not further your weak argument

Perhaps not
             But certainly is a riot
My point
          Not conceivedhavent   havent a snowballs chance in hell of a birthday 

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1257,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25

Weve had this discussion
                               Yaremember

Have we?
Have

    I don’t remember.
We have


Would you like to entertain it again?seeing as I do not recollect it.

    Seems you woud
                         Begin    Again

smiled brightly a child at a new toy  Thank you.

Of course  Youre welcome

 

So which is worse?

In todays society among certain phalanxes churchy twists   There is no difference

I’m asking you.

I was playing you

Playing me?
              How do you mean?

Your inability to answer questions Ive directed to you personally an you choose run the gamutanswer for the whole of the world  Im not askinem  Youre not their spokesman
                                                                    Askin YOU

So what do you think?

Id say on par

looked like he just pulled his wings off  pained  On par?

Ive said
           You

Which I think is worse?

Wha do you think

I think the former, not the latter.

smiled cat thinks hes being clever  So youre better   Not worse

What do you mean?
Whaya said

 

Why aren’t you saying?

I have

        Youre the one seemingly to choke on pronouncinem Everyone loves youth  Society has parsed legal numbers

Cavemen

While not havin words forem  werent troubled

Look at society societies

Were still troglodytes
                       Only think were better
We of big brains


Quite a declaration.

I think so
           Punch holes in it where you may but perhapsnext time  youll remember we discussed it

 

Can you say

 

    I think a pedophile is worse than an atheist.

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1212,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25
Esbjorn Svensson Trio  Behind the Yashmak  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLJp5Og88Yc

What did you call him?
Ya heard me

I did.

    Then why ask


I’m askingbecause . I’ve never heard somebody call someone else that.
Agree disagree
I agree.
Then why the question
They know?
Do I care

    I can’t tell if he took exception.
Yasaw the look in his face he hadnt a clue  Didnt know wha to make of it anyet  anyet hadnt the sense to question me What?   Thereby furthur detailing exemplifying amplifying my insult

Hes too stupid to know I insulted him

    What made you call him that?call upon that?

Its a terribly attractive wordI like it Must be the Os their roundness them enhanced by the P an B the sharp conclusion sharp lines of N and T


Kinda nuts.

Nuts

Finding . . . a word . attractive.

Not so much
                 Careful
Ya don want me callin . .
. . Me? Protobiont.

                    I know what it means.

Youd take exception
                       Such an excellent noun   Nice nous

Jesus.  You’re swinging all over the place.

Nah  Somewhat same neck of the woods
                                             Primal common sense
rolled his eyes
                  Ifya say.

I do  I do

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1047,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11   5. 25
Esbjorn Svensson Trio  The Unstable Table & Infamous Fable  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBFUFJmUung

Google:  “Protobionts are considered the evolutionary precursors to early cells, representing aggregates of organic molecules that exhibit some properties of life, such as reproduction and metabolism, but are not considered living organisms themselves. They are thought to have formed abiotically, meaning without the involvement of living organism.”

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                                                                        What  the  fuck
Whos kiddin who  

Gonna kick these cans down the road apiece with THE THREE GREAT LIES he learned by junior high

Uno The checks in the mail That may not stand the test of time

Dos I promise I wont cum in your mouth What lie does a woman tell a man

Tres Ill respect you in the morning
                                       alternately

Im here from the government and Im here to help
                                                      alternately

Some of my best friends are black


    Did I cover the three subjects ones not suppose to discuss in polite company one day hed have to attend such a gathering  a murder    crows
sex
politics
religion

Cum check

From the government check

    hmmm religion    friends are black weak

be back

                                maybe

 

anmaybe there are no lies in religion
                                                 he chuckled
peeved Don you chuckle

chuckle piqued

Yare killin me
                   Whaya chucklinbout

 

Im takin it on faith     

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0908,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25
David Allan Coe  Three Biggest Lies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLggFs8i8Eg

10.5.25


A theme, themes?  made a puss as he said

    I havent given it any thought

You’re a writer, a writer, don’t they pursue themes, particular themes?

They might
              Whoever your they are
You, you don’t make a conscious effort to promotehighlight certain things, aspects?

Not consciously


I call my work mosaic for a reason
                                          You know mosaics
I do.
        However not in a sense or style of writing.


Now you do

    If push came to shove.  If.

What?

Push came to shove  his mouth puzzledhis forehead relaxed
                                                                    Life   Living  Alive

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he heard hawks on wing hunreds of feet overhead
                                                      he enjoyed that he had the abilitydidnt doubtchallenge it
could hear his daughtereven beyond her trademark Indeed
                                                                   It is what it is.
which he disliked immensely
                                    which was reason enough for her to say
a sharp cookie

    unfortunately she had to be

she wasnt only maintaining her obligations  but also absorbing her mothers her sisters

they were called away


                                        if one dares listen
Death has a call
a presence

              visage
that the dying can see

first fearfully

then familiarly
                   defiant
he witnessed the defiance in his wifes eyes  his daughters

dying
        defiance is the last card one can play
                                                  if 
one isnt suddenlysnappedup  taken

 

    the hawk
               he was earthmired  a buffalo
the hawk was their spirit animal

                                               maybe

why he could hear hawks

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fraidy a did

he didnt notice Focus earlier or ever before
                                                     Googled it

“Focus Mode in Microsoft Word is a feature designed to minimize distractions and help users concentrate on their writing.”
                he muttered Yafuckinkiddin me  Wha kind of writer is tha

“It removes elements like ribbons, taskbar, and other non-essential UI element . . .
irritated Anwha the fucks tha
                                   forced him to look it up

Googled UI elements
                       “Microsoft Word’s user interface (UI) comprises elements that allow users to interact with and manipulate documents.
Key elements

Quick Access Toolbar

the Ribbon Wha fuckin ribbon

the Edit Window

Scroll bars  hes strolled bars

the Status Bar

and the Zoom Slider

These elements are designed to help users manage files, format text, insert objects, and navigate the document.”

    Navigate

ChristAwmighty

 

returning to Focus Mode for Assholes
                                        “. . . other non-essential elements, leaving only the document’s text and ruler visible. This creates a distraction-free environment to facilitate more focused writing.”

So motherfuckers  pointedly  Microsoft Word
                                                 Wha writerworth their salt is distracted from the matter at hand

rhetorical
           the only reason why he was here was to harangue WORDyet again its fat clumsy fingers  Keepem out of my pie   head down writingtyping wrote fraid ya did lifted his headsumptin tipped him off probably tha sumptin his distrustmistrust of WORD to faithfullyunquestioningly record exactly what he typedNO
         IT changed  fraid ya did  to  fraidy a did

WHA THE FUCK IS FRAIDY A DID?
                                           imagine
WORD Microsoft 365 Copilot AI assistant who he has not called upon or ever will integrates LLMs large language models – powerful AI models trained on vast amounts of text data to generate understand human-like language ERRONEOUSLY
                            it can help or HINDER with tasks like drafting summarizing generating content suggestion CLANDESTINELY    

WORD  muddyingup his text
                               fortunately
he continually edits on the fly a sentence reads it a sentence reads it a sentence reads it corrects the first or second sentences or corrects the third  tense action in relationship to time   intently   intensely

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1248,  Saturday,  10  5. 25
Esbjorn Svensson Trio  Hands Off  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wP96r-Lkwsc