Hey, don’t give me that, you’re the one who brings them up, not I.

Not you  No not you

                      You flinch You think theyre getting a raw dealtha women shoud suffer them

Not suffer them.

Suffer  They cant get their shit togetherfinances together heads out of their ass  Anthas womens fault

    You stand commiserate with them

I don’t.

Then why blame women for their    their trouble  their insufficiencies

Women have been getting a sweet dea . .

. . No abortion for you Sweet deal  Have your rapists baby Sweet deal

                                                                            It grates you tha despite mens disregard abuse of women for thousands of years  tha somehow when women take opportunitiesgrab the bull by the horns  excel   thathey shoud suffer the slings an arrows of incels  other men

An unfortunately other women too

You have no, no, zero empathy for them.

    Who

Them.

Whos them  Youre troubled to call them wha they call themselves 

                                                                  Speak

a hard stare whatever that was supposed to mean  Incels.

Attaboy

           You can spit now

Christ you’re a pain in the ass.

Ill tellya

           Ill tellya wha I have for incels

Slides glibly off your tongue.

Yes  Easily

              Though with sincere genuine  thought

I can’t wait to hear.

Dear incels

                Karmas a bitch

1715,  Saturday,  5  4. 25

0924,  Monday,  14  4. 25

they were about an hour in after having ingested ten MGs edibles

                                                                             My daughters really cool

How’s that?

    When she was in college freshman year I happened to peruse her undergraduate an graduate catalogues To my great surprise I found two professors I admired enormouslyDonna Haraway primate studies history of consciousness feminist studies Angela Davis Black Panther member American Marxist feminist political activist philosopher taught there

Promptly I asked if she thought she coud get me in to listen to one of their lectures

She sought them out personally and they thought thad be marvelous Their word marvelous not hers

Turned out I attended four Haraways and three Davis lectures

I purchased several of their books 

They graciously inscribed them

    That’s cool, man.

It wasreally was

                   Seemed every other sentence out of their mouths revealed something tha never occurred to me   They were astonishing

I know the feeling.

                    My freshman first quarter unknowingly I happened into the wrong lecture hall. The professor enteredOH MY GOD.  

                                     She was stunning.

When I think about it now, she wasn’t seveneight years older than meunmarried; that’s not outside the pale.

No

No.

For several days I wondered if I shouldn’t switch majors to get into her class.

    Dumb

Dumb? Why?

A teacher cant sleep with their students

                                         Whaya really mean wasnt about switchin majors to get into her class  But to get into her pants

I’m I that transparent?

No

      Youre a guy talkin to a guy

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1942,  Sunday,  13  4. 25

the whiirl and rotation of the pushmower blades pleased him

                                                                   almost mesmerised him

voice creptup in the back of his skull

                                      Has it occurred to you tha most everything you do ya do it the hard way

Yah

gobsmackedem

                   Yes

Yah

     Knew a prostitute in the old neighbourhoodknew did not have her entertain me or me enter herHa

Anshe told me

                  It has to be hard to be good

Never forgot tha 

Have since everendeavored tha my end results are good  Are better than good

The extra labour extra frustration honed a work ethic thas second to none

My product is above reproach 

                                 Because

If I did shit work tha reflected on me 

I was accountable

When employers tried to stroke me I toldem to save for someone who need encouragement  They had nothing to offer except my paycheck

 

    Anything

Nada

Didnt think so

                    A deft trick taught by a hooker

I am grateful

 

1500,  Sunday,  13  4. 25

1855,  Sunday

Christ felon has the economy marketplaces writhing like hooked worms to the whims of an artificial a fictional fallguy  A fallacy

                                     sighed  Wha time have you please

One second. unlocked her phone 

                                     It’s Fourohnine.

No  Really

Yes.

Thas very cool

Cool?

My Irish twins birthday

                          Krazy

she was intuitive

learned

          With a K?

Look at youya know me so well

I get you I dig us, why I suspect the unexpected rather than expecting what’s usually expected.

Jeez kiddo good thing no ones listening

                                            Wed fuck  up their heads

Theyd think we were playin mind games

                                            she laughed didnt cover her mouth one of many things she did wha turned him on  her dimples deepened

                                     When in reality were being nothing more than playful interpreting artfully more fully morphin . .

. . Ohgosh. Morphing.

                        That’s such a pretty red glistenin'cherry on top.

Thought youd like tha

                       However not thosewhoever they are  whoevers tha Ive no concern for coud care less about Why they stopbrakebreak themselves heel themselves  wont let down their hair

Yes, but unexpected has been our bailiwick since the second time we met.

Yah

      Terribly happy we happenedhad a second bite at the apple go at the merrygoround brass ring

That was very wonderful.

Unforgettable

they embraced

they kissed deeply

she almost dropped her phone

 

 

    politics always had a wayfound a way into their conversations

                                                                       was usually warranted was one or the other that prompted it

appropriately

they bored other couplespeople who happened upon them

                                                              they were nightlights that moths found

then were repelled by their attitudes aptitudes  appetites

they fled

Again  Time please

Yes. Sure.  she unlocked it again

                                     Fourfiftyfour.

Again

Fourfiftyfour.

Wow  Were on a roll

                       Brothers birth month an year

Krazy.

he laughed Looks whos playin now

Couldn’t resist.

                         So you really truly thin . .

. . Believe

    You believe if people took tests, one regarding current events, a second about conspiracy theories, fake news, rumors, that they’d score higher on the second?

I believe we live in a culture that imagines conspiracies is conspiratorial a culture prone tohas been informed reared bred by social medias run on algorithms whetted steeped  in steroids

It’s a good argument.

A perception

Yes.  I have to ask.

Yah

    Fourohnine.  Fourfiftyfour. she chuckledwas teasing   Coincidence?

time to hustle her ass home ravish hernot bother undressing her clothes yankedopen pulledaside out of the way

Wednesday,  9  4. 25

1246,  Sunday,  13  4. 25

John Lennon  Mind Games  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVYXWVs0Prc

despite the songs religiosityhe knew the story he couldnt say there was one person he knew who didnt after all  hereafter he chuckled  Christmas is a holiday in America and around a goodly portion of the world he chuckled the global economy

                               but despite that  he thoroughly enjoyed Ian Gilliam singing Gethsemane  in fact  he knew the song word for wordhe wasnt a singer not in the shower not nowhereEXCEPT when he heard it played growled Jesus Christ Superstar

                                                    Jesus Christ Superhero

Where were the action figures

The McDonald Happy Meal toys

                                    Playthings

Somebody missed a trick 

                           A miracle

   

2254, Saturday,  12  4. 25

1036,  Sunday,  13  4. 25

Gethsemane  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHm2aIjRCw4

Sheesh under his breath  she was too goodlookin not to pay attentiontry to listen

                                                                                                     words  hush  hushhush hush . . . hereafter . . .

Wha hadnt meant to bark

caught herstartled her  which was too bad  she appeared uncomfortable when startled

                                                                                             apologetic  Excuse me?

No  Please

              Excuse me

Whawastha

What was wha . .

. . Whaya said

    I said in the hereafter.

After wha

The Hereafter. When we ascend to the Hereafter.

After here

confused After here?

                      

After here

             Theres no there there she wasnt as goodlookin as he originally thought

You're not a believer?

In

In . . . the Hereafter. she wasnt goodlookin after all

    Obviously not

he thought Goodolfashion religion  Timehonoured marketed  Sex Sells

                                                                             Young girls young boys

whas the covenant other than coveting

    overhead the sky darkened thunders belly grumbled

if he hadnt read the abbreviated weather forecast on the front page of the newspaper and was far more gullible he might have gulped

                                       gullible   Heavens Gate  Jonestown

   

1641,  Wednesday,  9  4. 25

0958,  Sunday,  13  4. 25

Ian Gillian  Gethsemane  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHm2aIjRCw4

perineumpiece

Christ   Woud you he wanted to strangle himwanted to wrap his umbilical cord imbecilecord round his throat save everone from him   wasnt born in time   

                              Woud ya growup

Would I?I’m not fond you are . . I’m not.

Youre insaneworse

                      Worse  I think unsatisfactory

Anticlimactic when things ought to be shriekin climax

                                                             How is tha 

Were of the same generation

That’s what I ought to ask you.

                                    How?

An idea

           I don thinkbelieve  you were ever inspired by sex

Yaever get caught by your parents with a copy of Playboy

                                                                 Or dozens

I have

        AnIll tell you wha

I flauntedem quit hidinem leftem on my desk my dresser with National Geographics Oceanology quarterlies newspapers fishwrap smudgedink articles I dried in the sun before bringem into the house

Was some funk goin on in tha shared bedroom burnt incenses thathen provided perfect cover when blowin a joint

       Ever get high in your bedroom with your parents home

You’re being rhetorical.

 

    Lemmethink

                   Fuck you

Wha the hell were they gonna deny you tha you coudnt earn for yourself punish you were you punished

I had enormous respect for my parents.

Thereya go

              Hit the nail on the head

I did?

Shitya

I loved mine

Respected

Not so much

We had different tastes an I wasnt overthrowin mine for their favour

                                                                             Favour

Respect

Respect

Favour

 

    What are you asking?

Confluence

Melding

Meddling

    Perineum

Tasty

after 3PMishmash,  Wednesday,  9  4. 25

1527,  Saturday,  12  4. 25

    confusion  confusedChineseConfucius

                                                    Man who asks a question is a fool for a minute  Man who does not ask is a fool for life

after all this time he thought hed remember

                                               the words are there

opposite sides of the same coin

    Awright to himself Lemme try again

Want help

If I need a lifesaver I can letyas know

nodding Well be vigilant

Thank you I appreciate tha

Youre welcome

Two pairs

Anthey are

First set slander  libel

                          Those ought to be easy but somehow elude me

Anthe second

Yah

    Masochistic  sadistic

Also ought to be easy

Yah

 

 

Jesus  Feels like Im guessin

Best bet

First set

           Someone defamed by language slander  Libel is writtenprint  Im thinkin library

Am I correct

Correct

Whew there wasnt sweat but he felt there ought to be

    Ansecond

Second

        Im a masochistI enjoyI can tolerate  pain  But I have a high pain threshold

Sadistic

          My mother

She enjoyed inflicting pain  I tolerated it

Look at you

              Youre not confused

Yacrushed it

 

Arya okay

 

The kids okay

                 My confusion may just be trauma

1213,  Wednesday,  9  4. 25

1359,  Saturday,  12  4. 25

Gray.

Wha about him

Oh.  Surprised me. I thought you’d take it as an adjective. 

I loaned you his book not a week agoread it in four days

                                                            His thoughts are still wafting through my head

    What is his philosophy?

crooked his head like a bird listening to ground for worms

                                                                 Please

Do you remem . .

. . Philosophical pessimism

Hmm. You do remember.

 

Can you descri . .

. . School of thought that suggests life is inherently not worth living  Nonexistence preferable to existence 

Yah

Yes.

What do you think of that?

I cant say

             Ill go whereof thereof

I don’t think so.

Unfortunate to be you

You must have an opinion.

Really

         An opinion

Yes.  You’re alive.

Exist  Agreed

                  However Ive not experienced nonexistence

Wouldnt tha be like tossing a coin thahas only one side

 

What I’m I supposed to say to that?

    Obviously tha side woud be heads

Heads?

Yah

Heads?

Consciousness  Existence

 

A bleak philosophy

                     Suffering  Futility      Questioning Lifes fundamental value

Not tha we had a say in becoming  alive

                                             Life

Our measure of status quo

Some desperately seeking to retain it

Some desperately seeking to be relieved

Since I have no recollection of before I was I enjoy where I am

Not a philosophical pessimist?

    If tha is someone who adores black humour

Possible

Well, this conversation didn’t go where I thought it might.

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1234,  Saturday,  12  4. 25

Death stood at the foot of his bed  woke himthumped his sole with Its knee

                                                                                sighedmaybe exasperated Open your eyes.

he chuckledmumbled  No  I donthink I will

I said open your eyes. menacing  though Its voice an effeminate aching falsetto

he thoughtquestioned Castrato  I don think so  He was using it as an irritanttrying to get under my skin

                                                                                                 thought Get it over with

Open your eyes.

If I did  will you be bluelit from insid . .

. . Like the stag?

    I thought you might have sent him

Yes.

        You surprised me when you didn’t veerwhen . . . you accelerated.

Made tha decision a long long time ago

                                            You killed it Shoudve come yourself

Myself. emitted a weirdwily laugh

                                        You can’t kill Death.

    No Apparently only your agents

                                        If I may  Want something doneright do it yourself

He thumped his sole again

                              I thought you wanted to see your death coming, not sneak up on you, not come in your sleep.

Yes I didnt think you were interested in interrupting my dreams

                                                                     Id think you were nothing more than commercialbreak an interruption

Open your eyes.

Wheredya find tha voice

                           Nasally  Whiny

If I had to Id guess dago or Jew tha part of the world    

Ancient civilisations

Ancient.

No doubt

           If human if alive   Birth  Death

Bookends

Literature

               Comix in between

You don’t want to see?

I donwanna see your timeless ugly puss

0638,  Saturday,  12  4. 25

0931,  Saturday