9.3.25

I dig carnivals

Popup carnivals?

Yah Street carnivals Church  At state county fairs
                                                      Went to ‘Nawlins a week I cant remember  Mardi Gras Wanted to go to Buenos Aires  My wife shut tha down

Why?

   I had no intentions of taking her

That’ll do it.

Yah


What made you think about carnivals?

Ride the Throb

   What’s that?

A ride

watching the expression on his facehint of humor he rumored nonsensical obtuse abstract profane wondered if he was yanking her chain
                           A ride?

Your voice sounds queer
                            Yah

 

What kind of ride?

A throbbing rideyou can imagine


she tipped her head like a small bird at a puddle to sip but saw her reflection for the first time

Imagine

   I have.

Care to share

I think not.

1331,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1111,  Sunday,  9  3. 25


he believes onset Daylight Savings Time puts him in a dark mood  black humour


Wealth anesthetises

   and dull
            dulled more by addictions they can easily afford
can walk right up to the edge

   and step over


he read Kurt Vonnegut died from a fall

he believed he jumped

committed suicide



   as a sideline  f/elon considered the wealthiest man in the worldNO Putin  ingests ketamine to assuage his depression
right up to the edge and maybe take a few people for company with them on their trip

prior to 1530,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1031,  Sunday,  9  3. 25

https://www.medpagetoday.com/popmedicine/cultureclinic/109269

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8.3.25


   Word
listenin to Esbjorn Svensson Trio


What’s the word?

                                 Ya just can’t blurt Word, and not say, man.


Think I have
                Balls in your court do whayamay

 

 

   Nothin tipsslips   in your headrattles  your skull

Not my bailiwick.

Bellytawick
                    imploring You imagine

so exasperated  Ya makin’ up shit again?
Im runnin with the ballrunnin   Word


Belly to wick

   I’m not followin . .
. . Belly

              Yasee a belly   I can

 

A female belly

Oh. You didn’t say.
I didn’t think Id have to
                                  Ya with me

A female belly.

Yes
          An


And?

Wick

 

Female belly to her wick
                              Flip her  Nuzzle her


How did you get from WORD  to here?

Man  You got the ball rollin despite yourself

1111PM,  Saturday,  8  3. 25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-pyV7U7bxU

he was distractedremembered the young girl with a head of hair who ran out in front of his car
                                                                                                     he barely avoided her
she stoppedhands to her mouth stared at him through the passengerside window

she mouthed I’m sorry.
                          winked
found that he winked back

her returned smile was vivaciousgrinned consuming dimples  off the charts

if she was older he would have pulled aside parked  pursued her
                                                                         she stood on the curb
he pulled awaywatching her in his rearview mirror


she was still standing there when he made a leftdisappeared behind a building

he imagined that if he went around the block shed still be there


next intersection he made a left

next intersection he rolled slowly through itlooking left
                                                           she was still there
he pulled asideparked the car

walked back to the intersection

   she was still there


fivesixminutes later she shrugged then continued into the compound of public buildings
                                                                                             the library was situated there

he thought if in a couple of days he was still thinking about her he could likely find her there

   the temptation was delicious




Girl had a head of hair

How’s that?

Pardon me

What you said.
I said

   You did

Wha

Girl had a head of hair.

Aah Yes
             She did

Who?

Ive no idea
                But I coud

approximately 1500hrs,  Saturday,  8  3. 25
2018,  Saturday



     awright     angstirritation  dispersed    like blowinon a cottonwhite seeding dandelion

enough of tha horseshit




Hazelnut

I don’t think so.

Weve been tryin to come up with a nickname for you French Vanilla is too long
                                                                                    Hazelnut  Compact concise
Dude ya like sweet

Don’t call me Hazelnut.

I shoud honour you
                      Despite your miserable nickname for me which Ive asked you to stop
Just deserts bro

Deserved

Appropriate

You quit creamin your coffee Ill stop
                                             Hazelnut
It’s not going to stick.

It will Were in public Ill drop it an you watch all the expressions go off round you

You wouldn’t.
You do
       Yathink its funny   My turn at fun

 

the beauty of it was he knew itd go in one ear an out the other give it a couplethree days   but itd stick at a sublevel in his brain

revenge
          awfully delicious when served cold

 



they happened on a trip to San Francisco Legion of Honor art show  dude hadnt been talked him into it he had a membership
                     Itll be a day trip

Okay.

You havent been  Its an amazing venue

I’m in.

Excellent
 

 


You’re right, that was amazing.

I told you
                So traffic at this time heading south with be heavy Id suggest we get a drink get a bite to eat then head out when the traffic has waned

You know a place?

Yah A buddy turned me onto it lie Called Eagle Tavern Has a variety of wraps burgers sides if we don want to roll elsewhere to eat

Sounds good. Good to have a recommendation.

I thought so

 

mattblack historic exterior

This is what I call a tavern.

I told ya

inside they went directly to the bar the place was bustling

they put their foot up on the rail
                                   First drink on me know whayad like

White Russian built with Baileys rather than heavy cream.

Sticking with the sweet stuff huh

Yeah. You?

A nitro stout three fingers fifteenyear Redbreast

Once on the breast hard to get off it.

Never truer words spoken
                             Barkeep

burly guy tatted pierced baldheaded rolled over
                                                    Gents.

Ill have a pint nitro stout three fingers fifteenyear Redbreast and
                                                                           Hazelnut here  will have a White Russian nix the heavy cream for Baileys

barkeep growled Hazelnut huh?
Hazelnut 

   Oh shit.

Yah  Eagles a gay bar 
                      Hazelnut

330preferred,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1247,  Saturday,  8  3. 25

George Carlin on euphemisms  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuEQixrBKCc

recently DOGEs ketamine-soused f/elon tried his hand at Carlins comedy
                                                                               “(the craft underwent) a rapid unscheduled disassembly.”

he would have said failed 


SpaceX Starship selfdestructed just over eight minutes into its trial flight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-KneSpxzvFg&list=RDNS-KneSpxzvFg&start_radio=1

1654,  reggaefriday,  7  3. 25
1141,  Saturday,  8  3. 25
euphemisms  https://dougslangandlit.blog/2019/08/12/euphemism/                     
self-destruct mechanism people ought to have one of those  https://www.newsweek.com/spacex-starship-explode-why-elon-musk-2041005


felon
       “I’m finding it more difficult, frankly, to deal with Ukraine. And they don’t have the cards. They don’t have the cards.”

frankly he thought  words out of the mouth of a man whos not playing with a full deck

1045,  Saturday,  8  3. 25

7.3.25


hed been admiring her from across the bar

got off the stool
                  I wouldn’t do that if I were you. She’s all business when she’s working and when she’s off, man, she hasn’t the time for a soul lotsa guys, lotsa guys, egg on their face.
We regulars sit tight take her in.
Im not regular
                Whas her name

   Sam.

Sam  Thank you

I wouldn’t if I were you.

Hey No you woudnt  Ifya like  ya can come over an help me pickup pieces of my broken heart

they laughed

he headed over

 

he nodded to her as he came up on the bar she was taking orders he crossed behind them went up to the end of the bar

taking their orders she turned to come up to him  he motioned her off 

she nodded

was nice to communicate without words

she made several drinks served them  walked over to him

I understand youre Sam

I am.

Id eat green eggs

she chuckled despite herself killer dimples
                                       You’re not from around here.
I am not
          I am Joe  he thrusted his hand forward

they shook she had a firm gripsomeone taught her how to shake hands properly
                                                                         Coud I buy you a drink
Not allowed.
 
Wha No shit
               Allowed in the Midwest

she smiled canines  Maybe I ought to go East.

Lemme know  I got friends in low places friends in high places too

What you havin? Another beer like the boys?

No
    They ordered before I arrived  Woud have been impolite not to share a drink from their pitcher

They like their pitchers. a couple came up to the bar

Please Sam help yourself

   Alright. 

they looked like wine to him

they were

Sam sold them a bottle

they took a small table

she knocked it out of the park
                                 uncorked the bottle at their table  set it on a saucer  offered it to the gentleman  poured him a sample  he sipped  nodded  she poured a glass for the woman  topped off his


Sam returned

Very nice  elegant   A barkeep sommelière  Got all the tools
                                                                    Really awfully sorry I cant buy you a drink
What will you have?

I havent looked  Do you have fifteenyear Redbreast

Yes.

Three fingers

   I was thinking.

Yah

A mixed drink?

No thank you
               I like straight I like neat

If I made you one?

Made me

Said I was thinking, thought you’d be neat.
                                                Let me.

If I don like it Im not drinkin it

Yes. Obviously.

Obviously

Obviously.

Huh  Ill have to work on tha
                                 I thought I was a man of mystery

The way you move, very unlikely.  I’ll be back.

Move

Move.

   Awright  I wont watch I like surprises

I do too.
           I have to do a turn on the floor. You’re okay to wait.

I don wait held up a book he was carrying  Robbins  Still Life With Woodpecker

Well look at you. smiled  dimples
                                      I’ll be back shortly.

opened it
           “ . . . there are ephemeral explosions of passion between strangers that make more erotic sense than many lengthy marriages, there are one-night stands in Jersey City more glorious than six-month affairs in Paris – but finally there is a commitment, however brief; a purity, however threatened; a vulnerability, however concealed; a generosity of spirit, however marbled with need; an honest caring, however singed by lust, that must be present if couplings are to be salubrious and not slow poison.”

 

Sam deftly set the drink before him atop a napkin

Hemlock

Sorry. Fresh out.
                    Bottoms up.

I like the call

he sniffed  took a sip shallowly inhaled over the liquor savoring it   swallowed

Not too stiff?

   Has to be stiff  doesnt it

I . . I should take that as a compliment.

Yes you shoud


I have to workthat’s on the House.
                                       A drink after? I’m on till Eleven.

Id like tha Sam he held the glass up to her
                                               Thank you very much

You’re welcome, Joe.

probably near 1530hrs,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1339,  reggaefriday,  7  3. 25
Garth Brooks  Friends in Low Places  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hrxvf3InoAA

he yelled out across the dunes
                                  NOT A GOOD LOOK

turning to his call he fell down again

Christ Thinks he can run with a dog its got four legs  an theyre young
                                                                 NOT A GOOD LOOK
getting to his knees pointing to his ears shook his head

Cant hear me thas awright Ill give him an earful when he gets back



the dog blew past him

a minute later he staggeredup
                                         trying to catch his breath  She . . went . by . . . yeah?

   Yah
            I was yellin not a good look

. . Not a . good . . look?   How?

Youre not spry agile  Particularly on sand
                                                    Unsightly
sucked his breath  Un . sightly.

Yah
          Nearly comedic

How do . you . . mean?

Mean
           A cross between an arthritic linebacker an a cringing foetus

   JESUS.

He saw wha I didhad any doubtsbout himself  Hed keep to walkin on water

after 1500hrs,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1210,  reggaefriday,  7  3. 25

how they ended up in places untoward were usually laid at his feet

                                                                            Yah  Sowha

he accepted responsibilitywas accountable Milquetoast wasnt his brand
                                                                             buddy owned that
buddy watched his Ps and Qs didnt want to cross anyone didnt want to incite dislike
                                                                                            whats more bland than Milquetoast
                   Milksop
Fuuck
        drive a woodstake dipped in White Oak ash through that heart cut off its head burn the body
hed admit that was drastic

so to endure him he offended him
                                     buddy  Milquetoast  Milksop  vampire   interchangeable 


he considered becoming a teacher
                                     college Intro to Education (EDU 101) end of the first class he went out the door headeddirect to Registrar canceled the course got his money back
                                                                                CurricumlcumNO
saying it was like having a mouthful of cum
OhHellno
            however
buddyMMv was a teacher high school made it a career  though wasnt passionateone of those people who followed the rules not laws rules are made to be broken taught for a paycheck
                                                                              which he believedbelieves
should have quit when he realised he was not passionate
                                                              knowing
every mean job he ever did he still did it passionately


Jeez, man, can’t curb your tongue?have to be so . . . so . uncouth . . insulting?

Thasounds like me

MMvbuddys retort was a feeble attempt to insult him was in response to his remark when he pushed him about female students he insisted   unsolicited insisted  had attempted to seduce him

was a little Wizard of Oz ditty he liked to maul to serve his purpose
                                                                        Paedophiles Teachers an Priests OhMy

approaching 1500hrs,  Sunday,  9  2. 25
1120,  reggaefriday,  7  3. 25

https://sesquiotic.com/2011/01/06/milquetoast/#:~:text=You%20might%20have%20noticed%20that,crisp%20%E2%80%93%20and%20a%20similar%20limpness.

Wizard of Oz  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HrfbV16-FQ