You see?

            coquettishly she slipped her polkadot swimsuit bottoms off her ass

he took a breath

                  Christ oozed from his throat Wha a fuckin assshe knew  breathtaking

he hadnt realise what an assman hed become

she was ahead of the curve

                                   Wha fuckin curves

atop she purred

                  Whatever this is.

Yafuckin kiddin me whaever this is   she knew whaever this was

                                                                          she shimmied

Yakiddin me

what a gorgeous round firm ass

    Whatever this is.

                        shimmied again

echoing her  he steppedup tight behind her

    Whatever this is.

                       he dug the lilt in her voiceher come on  steppingup on herhands on her hips

    Whatever this is.  refused to look over her shoulder at him

he pushed her down

                       hands on her shouldersher hands on the bed  Whaever this is he whispered

Yes.

pushed her feet apart with hisspreading her legs

                                                            Whaever

Yes.

Whaever

    Yes.

he masturbated her with his cockshe kept trying to insert himshifting her hips  groaning

Nono no

Quit playing.

                 he leaned backaway  admired her ass

                                                            decided otherwise  gave her a good tonguelashing

she didnt see that coming

                            gurgled deep in her throat FUCK.  spreading her legs further apart

Whaever this is  apparent

Merry Christmas baby

Again?

Neednt ask

0757,  Wednesday – Christmas,  25  12. 24

1550,  Wednesday – Christmas

Hattie Carrolls coldblood murderer  wellcontacted   found guilty   sentenced to six months

    Thas not found

Didnt know wha it wasbut  thas  not  found

    lost  

            a woman

if hedve found William Zanzinger

William Zanzinger would never have been seenheard  or thought of again

                                                                                Billy Zee!

Who?

Mister Zee.

              Clean and E Zee.

eyes go around the room

they avoid his eyes

                      sitting in the mezzanine  great view of the place    sensational acoustics

Who?

          the  right  fuckin  question

swamp can never be fed enoughwas always hungry always  clutching a fork cuttin utensil  but more than willing unashamedly  to eat with their hands

                                           like him

disturbed dates

                   until he tookem home showedem what really eating with ones hands meant

turnedem into seven-coarse meals

whore d’oeuvre

soup

appetizer

salad

main coarse  pussy

dessert  powdered finger   madeleine

mignardise

             threw him too  thenAh Why didntya say so  petits fours

                                                                           either pet tits or get down on all fours  nosh ass

Trust me baby  Youll love it

1964

Of course Bobby couldntorwoodnt  elaborate

    that  was  his  job

                             pickinup  the pieces

2019,  Tuesday – Christmas Eve,  24  12. 24

Dylan   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHfo7oyDxVc

Average White Band  Pick Up the Pieces  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyjlxsJEknc

he had to undergo a desperate surgical procedure

                                                      wished everyone would quit looking dour

they werent on the table

    sighedimagined  a young woman walking in out of the sun and heat looking cool and refreshing as sherbet tossed short blonde hair pert breastsjiggling beneath a sheer sleeveless blouse asif she were stirringup pulp that settled in a lemonade pitcher gently   deliberately

                                                 HELL sighed again

Well smiling sardonically  I’ll either see ya, or I won’t.

closing his eyes he thought relished

                                             There will never be this moment again in this life

Tuesday,  19  7. 05

1206,  Tuesday – Christmas Eve,  24  12. 24

Robert Penn Warren  All the King’s Men

                                               back to back beauts

Yet the definition we have made of ourselves is ourselves.

To break out of it, we must make a new self. But how can the self make a new self when the selfness which it is, is the only substance from which the new self can be made?

    Fine  and  dandy

                          Tis the season that try mens souls   Thomas Paine

Not really Tis the season  A Christmas callout

                                                    THESE are the times that try mens souls.

making a new self

he failed to write that down on his Christmas list for Santa an anybody else who asked

mimeographed it

                    made dozens

still had dozens

people were more interested in their lists than his

                                                      an his was modestEXCEPT  forgot to include the new self

he couldnt begin to say how many people would love that he wasnt himself any longer 

                                                                                            then

thatd be a gift for them  not him

wouldnt it

             rhetorical

it wasnt going anywherestayin put  right here

he refused to read self-help books

                                      all his questions all his clues all pentup inside him

Graffiti

somebody write a graffiti self-help book

not that he was aware

not that hed look

wouldnt have

                usually every night a scroll was rolled out     Where were we?

Youre dream  Thought you kept tabs

To a certain extent, but you’re the one who boasts, considerably, of his deep long memory.

Are dreams memories

Are they?

              Aren’t they?

    Does sound like youre being rhetorical

You burned yours earlier.

Yes

      If I had to  keep tabs    Id say  I last came out   after a sex . .

. . Dream.

             Really. Please.  You realise that’s not a singular tab nor a small selection?

3M hasn’t made enough POST-IT Sticky flags, assorted bright.

he wasnt one who assumed flattery or accepted it

                                                      Then were in trouble 

Maybe if they were women I knew rather than complete strang . .

. . Yeah yeah, what’s with that?

Strangers

    Strangers.

                 Why do you say it like that?

I didnt realise I was sayin it like anything

You do.

    Im unfamiliar Nice seque though

                                          Strangers

Look up Seven Minutes in Heaven

Seven minutes. Great. The extended seven minutes two strange women in a closet bare lightbulb lit by a pullchain  And it Off.

My point  my point was to fix   one  nearby

                                                    Call it a coordinate

Coordinate?

Yah

Yeah. Yeah.

                I suppose that’ll take us into the neighbourhood.

Methinks

Quit Shakespeare.

Indeed

Saturday,  16  7. 05

1443,  Tuesday – Christmas Eve,  24  12. 24

Mama Cass  Dream a Little Dream of Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zz4Et_XUMiI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d32Zrodx09A

Mirate

        

    Latin miror marvel at

Verb

      To feelexpress surprise  admiration

You know tha

I did not.

How did we get this deep in life an not know mirate

Better question is how did you? You’re a reader.

                                                     Leave me out of your exploration, and failure.

Woud have failed only if I hadnt found it

Got it by the shorthairs now babe

Don’t call me that. Every time you do people always look at me.

Thas because youre lookinatem Too concerned wha other people might think

Something you could benefit from.

As if I care  Hellno

                     Imagine you suffer the same when callinya boyfrien . .

. . Jesus. That.   Don’t do that either.

You are a boyfriend Youre a boy a guy an youre a friend

Call me buddy something else.  Call me my name.

You don like your name

                            Gone by a nickname all your life

An certainly not when Im feelin jolly

Jolly.

       Who the fuck feels jolly

Humoured playful spirited

                             ME

Forget the time of the year   Santa Claus       

He jolly, or jovial?

Jovial  Merry blithe jocund convivial

Jocund?

Synonym  Adjective

Awright awright.

        

                        Now thinkin’ ‘bout it, I agree, you’re jolly to jovial, no semantics, jolly’s high spirits, expressed in laughing, bantering, jesting.

You to a T . . . particularly when you’re crucifying people with your black humor.

Cant suppress tha

You oughta. You’d make more friends.

                                              Otherwise you’re attractive.

Well thank you babe

Would you quit.   Please.

Saturday,  16  7. 05

1324,  Tuesday – Christmas Eve,  24  12. 24

they exchanged Christmas gifts

    Why is he doing tha He doesnt believe in God in religion

No  He celebrating tradition

                              Very few people make Jesus’ birth front an center in their homes Theres distractions  Christmas tree its lights gifts wrappedbound by bows 

Theyre compelled  Bombarded

They are

These two are choicearent they

Theyre freakin hilarious

Gift each other liquor Our boy foundtha he believed he saved tha festive bottle bag

Im tellinya Choice

He cheers Merry Christmas hands the gift to himexplaining I knew I had a pretty bag somewhere

Thank you. looks insideAwyeah. Love my Baileys. Thank you very much.

Youre welcome Sweets for the sweet bro

Coffee?

Please

turns with gift in hand to the coffeemakerslips the Baileys outslips the Buffalo Trace in pours two cups of coffee

                                                                                                                       turns

Any adulteration?

Hazelnut

No, sorry.  I have French Vanilla.

No thanks blacks fine

You sure?

Thank you Blacks fine

he turns back to the coffeemaker picks up the swapped out bag turns

                                                                            Merry Christmas!

they roar

    You shouldnt have Thank you

                                     peering inside  My Buffalo Trace  Its perfectthank you

You’re welcome. You and your hard liquor.

Sweets for the sweet hard for the hard

smirks  Please.

You disagree

    Could we agree we have different tastes in liquor?

We could agree I enjoy liquor an you liqueur

                                               No semantics different animals

Awright awright, I’ll concur.

Excellent  Christmas concurring

                                   Add your French Vanilla fireup your cup in the microwave

Lets get this poolitics going

 

saying goodnight

                    Listen. I’m having people over for brunch on Christmas. You ought to come.

he smiled

            You invited me earlier

Yes. You declined.

                    I thought maybe you’d change your mind.

You know me to change my mind

Rarely.

Listen I do appreciate the offerthank you

                                              You enjoy your company Ill enjoy mine

You’re not entertaining.

No I enjoy my company

 

    Is he talking about us

Methinks

           You remember him recently spending time with anyone on Christmas day

Not in years

    Celebrating tradition

Saturday,  21  12. 24

1046,  Tuesday – Christmas Eve,  24  12. 24

Bing Crosby  I’ll Be Home for Christmas  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnamkFCprT4

Its simple Watch

as this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQkpes3dgzg

is to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAFUn4Dwk54

ohshit days ago film brokespunoff the reel had to rereel it  Dec ’24

2117,  Monday,  23  12. 24

black humour running silent night holy night amok

hed admit . . .

 

                               No  Evidently not

                                                 his brain rearedstomped erased

whaever it was he was willing to admit

YOU DO NOT ADMIT SHIT

I want to be honest

NOT TO YOUR DETRIMENT

Anif I say fuck you

    WELL HAVE YOU KILLED BEFORE YOU CAN CONFESS

2041,  Monday,  23  12. 24

"error-prone, easily confused and weak"

do you know what this is (Rachel Maddow, Monday,  23  12. 24)

(17:20 minute-mark)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imULlEGvpTU 

its this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Qg9ZahBu8c

2014,  Monday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5WAuZIsXDk

“. . . he wasn’t born in this country hahahaha.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B96Ah5fcXnM

No

     Not president

Constitution says nothing about an American dictator who has to be born in America

                                                                                                       lets not forget he delights in

black humour sarcasm & irony

1944,  Monday,  23  12. 24

https://www.britannica.com/topic/black-humor 

American media consumption

                                   donmake him laugh

sosomany quaffing Kool-Aid orange spilling into their earsrunning down their necks

theyre not listening to  not  consuming  News

theyre gobbling influencers who grifters  irresponsibly spewbarf their opinions   he wouldnt go so far as to say what they think  theyre not Diamond Strike Anywhere Matches

    misinformation

    disinformation

    propaganda

                    look at the three preceding words

not oneNOT ONE

                  is conciseprecise very possible that many who consume them may not be able to spell them

he had a four-letter word

                         F A C T

theirs smackstink of farce falsity

if standing their words up against fact

                                          another four-letter word slithers into view  lies

2239,  Wednesday,  18  12. 24

1629,  Monday,  23  12. 24

He drives me apeshit

His sexual hangups?

Hes hungup on anyone who doesnt relishan I aint blowing smokeup your ass your lovely assknow youd like it  who doesnt relish the missionary position 

Thaswha he thinks fuckin isTHEN then  lets traipses the night fantasticknow its trippinFEELS  anything other than malefemale sex is troubling pronouns kill him I callem by their namesfuck pronouns no room in his heart for L G B T Q I A plusbelieves if a girl gets a college scholarship to play basketball for a particularly school tha in order to fit in theyll have to turn gay majority of college women majority of women who play professionally are queer 

Whadafuck

Someone doesnt turn gay

They are or theyre not

OHYEAH what about bisexuals?

    Theyve made a choice Pansexual  Genderblind

What the hell, gender blind? What the hell’s that?

You got a college education. You understand words. You figure it out.

                                                                          He woudnt work that hard

I told him someone romantically emotionally or sexually attracted to people of all genders regardless of their sex or gender identity

THAT’S WRONG, MAN, THAT’S JUST WRONG.

    Fack

And you put up with him, why?

Thas a joke He thinks hes putting up with me

                                                   Mumbled something a week back

I thought he was talking about engage engaging  WHA

Don’t you listen to me when I talk? I said gay gene.

Gay Jeans

Gay gene.

Levis 501 I wearem Lee Guess Wrangler Calvin Klein Gap    Fuck

he rolled his eyes

An is it a fallacy or a phallusy

                                 Spelled P H A L L U S Y   Mans uncomfortable talkinbout dicks despite having one

So where do these disagreements get you guys?

he laughed

              Hed sayI love it   Semantics

SEMEN TICKS  NO IT DON

                              Gooey  Think pulled saltwater taffy

Now theres an idea

Semen taffy

Pussy taffy

    Anytime yawanna hush it . .

. . winked  Turnin ya on

                           Hallie taffy woud be awfully tasty

near 5PMish,  Saturday,  21  12. 24

1425,  Monday,  23  12. 24

No   Here

               

                 Its simple  Watch

See 

Try again

No no

         Try again

    No

Here  Lemme showya

                          First  YOU do this anya do tha         You try it    Yahyah

Then you DO  this  anya do tha

                                    Atta girl 

Then you do THIS anya do  tha

                                     Correct yare gettin it

   Then  wha

I do this AND I do that.

Yes

I do this and I DO that.

Yah

Then lastly  I do this and I do  THAT.  TA-DUM.

Crushed it

It was simple.

Yah  Anif I can do it anyone canan besides  youre a girl a woman I aint got a leg up on any of you

Aww, that’s sweet of you to say.

I aint sweet

              I happen to know anam willingly able to admit unlike  some of my sex   Overall  women are superior to men

Probably reason why I don pay attention to men

0824,  Monday,  23  12. 24

1142,  Monday

What brought on the foxhole . . . human . interest . . story?

The State Fair

The State Fair.  nonplussed

                              Which State Fair?

Iowa

       You brought it up

I brought it up?

Christyes

           You chuckled when I said I preferred Ottawa

Ottawa?

To Iowa

    Are you going to refresh my memory?

Refresh     he laughed

                           I am your memory

As long as its things conversations tha have happened between us  though I truly believe youre maintaining lotsa separate memory banks with other friends an family

Cant seem to hold a thought on your own

he cleared his throat roughly  darkly

                                     Hell of an assumption.

Ifyasay

            You complete it

Your Iowa  I raised you Ottawa

 

    All I know  I owe all I owe to Ioway

                                          Or  as you paraphrased All I owe I owe Iowa

I remember.

If you remember tha then aside from Ottawa   whaelse did I say

Compounding interest of my assumption is awready paying dividends

Whell man . . . most shit that comes out of your mouth is inan . .

. . Careful careful don want anger gettin the best of you

                                                            Theres very little best of you left

I remember all I owe I owe Iowa.

To which I replied

                     Id read that letter by letter if it were tattooed in a line up the inside of a womans thigh to her   twat

                      

Keepin the W A goin

Get it

   An in case ya forgot  The human interest story    Iowa National Guard

after 4PM,  Saturday,  21  12. 24

0941,  Monday,  23  12. 24

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6UUR2f5cdI