26.8.24

he had to disagree when a woman said that Jesus spoke in parables

We  excuse me I  do not know tha
                                     I know he spoke in Aramaic  Understand also in Hebrew

The word parable did not exist until the late Thirteenth Century
                                                                    Not during Jesusspeak

The Gospels were written long after the man Jesus Christ was deadlong after the apostlesslashdisciples were dead

Mark is believed written in 60s CE Matthew Luke 80s John 100years later none were responsible for the gospels attributed to themnone inscribed a word within the shadow of Jesus’ death

They were  according to Matthew  ChapterTen verses TwothroughFour

Simon who is called Peter

his brother Andrew

James son of Zebedee a fisherman

his brother John

Philip

Bartholomew

Thomas

Matthew the Evangelist the tax collector somebodys gotta keep the books

James son of Alphaeus also father of Matthew

Thaddaeus

Simon the Zealot

Judas Iscariot the suicide


A parable is an allegorical or metaphysical narrative presenting a moral for instruction
                                                                                            therefore at best
it is an assumption Jesusspeak was in parables
                                                    The Church did not ultimately come together ratified if one woud until 367 CE perhaps  formally  with the Athanasius’ Easter Letter binding the Old Testament wha is the Hebrew Bible with the New Testament


    Well, I know he did.

Faith aint reason

between 1400 & 1500hrs,  Sunday,  25  8. 24
1512,  Monday,  26  8. 24

https://www.protomartyr.org/our-faith/which-came-first-the-church-or-the-new-testament/

https://christianhistoryinstitute.org/magazine/article/athanasius-defines-new-testament

https://www.scrollpublishing.com/store/Athanasius.html

https://www.britannica.com/topic/Old-Testament

had a healthy crap

cut his toenails

trimmedup before the sink

shaved

took a shower

washed his hair

toweled off

QTipped his ears

brushed out his hair

brushed his teeth

pickedup his cats one by one tellingem to be good  Ill seeya later

was off to shoot some pool


outside his ferals bigfoot wee confronted himSTOP ya know Im treating ya they were his Watchcats Library Lions
    toldem dinner would be late

drove to a friends house


she was having her mob overdecided it was time he breakout of his stringent ascetic she said that routine
                                                                                                               Shake some cobwebs loose.

Really  Cobwebs
                  Not cobwebs up her fanny an believes in giving to the poor 

she was silent on the other end of the phone

Maryanne Faithfull Why D’ya Do It  Queue it up on youtube
                                                                Talkbout shaking cobwebs free  Or I can bring the album we can share with your friends

I think not.
             Knowing your tastes.
I like your tastes

You can quit with that.

You mean  today
You’re incorrigible.
he laughed
             Sppose I have many more moments than most

You don’t have to suppose.

Then I wont
                  Thasaid
 

 

Yes?

You wanna get it off your chest

her turn to say
                Really?
Yes really

she cleared her throat her throat was lovely a long neck the back of her knees inside her elbows her armpits  Awright.
                                                                                                                     Will you try to stay off the walls?

Thas my grrl I can try  As long as no one throws me against them
                                                                         Fair
You won’t provoke them.

Ill try
       As long as they don say something idiotic I retain my right to identify IQs

You don’t believe in IQs.

No
    Unless it serves my purpose if provoked

You’re the provocateur.

Im a lot of –E U Rs
she laughed
               You are entertaining . . to a point.


Really want to extend the invitation

I do yes. I’ll take my chances.

Good
       As long as you understand theres a chance

At some point well shoot as a team

We’ll see.

    How bout  this

I’m suspicious of your tone.

Good ears Even over the phone her ears were lovely too

At evenings end If your mob doesnt linger

 

    Yes?

We play

You want to take money off of me? I’m the host.

No
      Clothes

1337,  Sunday,  25  8. 24
1137,  Monday,  26  8. 24

heart tears

a tailored dystopia suffering  though not unkind selfsuffering entered interrupted his dream

in it he was able to access could lucid dream enable himself  holograms  feathered people he knew to live againexist again they were dead they talkedjokedlaughed were animated realised their gestures tics moved around allabout him
    which was queer

because a crushingmajority if he had to put a number on it 99pointsomething of people he dreamed interacted with  were strangers
         a goodly majority strange
he heard himself ask
                      Why are you doing this
he was abruptWhy
                    don you shutup

    one by one he deployed them hologramed them
                                                       he could have opened the wholelot at oncesurrounded himself
but that would have killed himDIED of a broken heart
                                                           instead
joyfully suffered them one by one

until he was exhausted

lucidly he shuttered the holograms

to actually sleep
                  engendered worthlessentertaining commercial breaks to take him to waking


he woke with tears in his eyes

    heart tears  

darkAM,  Monday,  26  8. 24
1023,  Monday

Doors  People Are Strange  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N23X70m37L8

25.8.24


Hey man, don’t you think it’s time you got your hair cut?

sighed char Almost cut my hair
                                 It happened just the other day
So why didn’t you?

   Wha

Get your hair cut.

I had no intentionswas quoting Crosby Stills Nash an Young Thought youd gleam tha

Ohshit, it was, why would you do that?

Why woudnt I  Girls just wanna have fun
                                               Im unlike youwha every fourfive weeks
Yes. I like to maintain my appearance.

Which makes sensesocial butterfly need interaction whether you get action or not   Not

At least I’m mixing it up, you aren’t.

Im not
        People get in the way of my pursuits things I gotta do  accomplish
The hair  Like an afro a white mans fro
                                           Whadaya think
Think.
        I think it’s a mane.
A mane

A lion’s mane.

  Whell shit thank you Thas a compliment

I didn’t mean it as one.

Brother  Im afraid you let one slipIm running with it
                                                        Thank you
I said it wasn’t.
Oh
     But it is
It is

3PM,  2sday,  13  8. 24
2135,  Sunday,  25  8. 24
Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young  Almost Cut My Hair  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v2nnQIiKOQ

You familiar with deer stands

For hunting?

You are

I am.

Youve hunted

Once in Colorado. I shot a buck. Clean kill.

   We shoud wish as much

Pardon me?  he cringed

Don make a face  You understood me


Have you?

Plenty
       In the bloodlust of my youth an tha I studied biologysent wending on my way by Mr Demerest high school biology teacher who noticed I had a keen eye steady hand I killed somedissected all his exhibits for Open Houses sophomore junior senior year He missed me fiercely when I graduated  He wrote tha in my yearbook

And you hunted?

I did
      Bloodlust isnt satisfied in a lab
Rabbit fowl deer elk worked on a ranch beef worked as a butcher small shop we bought killed slaughtered sold animals

   We shoud wish as much


You’re pretty morose.
No
    An idealist realist


You use a deer stand, a blind?

No I hunted I didnt wait  You

Time in Colorado we hunted too.
                                     Why ask my familiarity?
Actually  pretty funny
                         Turns out my queen october has a fly stand
What?

Its something
                She loves window ledges  Shes feralhas a longing to be outdoors

Makes sense.

Yah  Found her in the kitchen window Big black fly buzzed over her headworked its erraticfrantic way down Octobers sitting still Then suddenlyWAP with her paw against the glass flygore it dropped to the floor
She didnt jump down after it
Glanced

Then returned her gaze into the kitchen Listening  I believe for another fly

Not sensing one she jumped downleft the kitchen

The fly fell behind a cane bin I use for recycling

I lifted it away from the wall set it aside

Four dead flies

Sweptem into a dustpan tookem outside castem in yard into the grass

I washed the smudgedgore from the glass returned the bin
                                                                 A fly stand

1214,  Saturday,  24  8. 24
1018,  Sunday,  25  8. 24


he sat down to write his father a letter

lookingup at the handclock he saw it was 8:25 on 25 August or 8/25
                                                                          Coincidence?   a friend badgered himwas unsatisfied that he refused to call anything a coincidence

It is not nothing is
                    then as every time before he heldup his right handfist closed bemused smiling would then violently jerkpop his hand open which they understood was his simulation of The Big Bang Singularity in that millionthbillionthtrillionth of a second of the Universe all that would be every nuance every particle of dust in cold space congealed planets stars suns black holes physics biology science plants animals fish human beings every word in every language every sleep and waking every scenario love affair war
                                                                      Was
Nothing a coincidence

it was also his kidbrothers birthday

pen in handresting on three sheets of paper on his desk he sipped black coffeehad thanked the machine for making it  cleared his throat  sang Happy Birthday

he would have loved to call

but his kidbrother was dead

nevertheless he was sure he heard him

those lines are always open

their connexions crystalclear


he set his mug down  upperleft corner he wrote
                                                  0825   Sunday   25  8. 24
                                 listening to Dark Sorrow Ambient Music  Lonely Neighbourhood

   Howdy Paw!
                       taking dictation from the Universe


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaopC3dMKlw

24.8.24


Wha did yasay

Banh mi.

Easy for you to say whastha

I’ve mentioned it before, great at a restaurant in Port Townsend.

Im familiar with Townsend On our way to Neah Bay

We cheated, but yes.

Cheated

Went out of our way.

Have I had wha you said

she laughed
              Banh mi. No. I didn’t find the restaurant until the following year.

So wha is it

A Vietnamese roll, baguette, crescentlike, think submarine sandwich, a fusion of meats, vegetables, cilantro, cucumber, pickled carrots daikon, mayo with Sriracha sauce, sambal oelek.

There you go again Wha

Sambal oelek, Indonesian chili sauce.

Anya know Vietnamese cuisine why an Indonesian chili sauce

I’ve served you sambal at my place. We had it on sandwiches, you raved.

I rave about things I have no idea of
                                       Its a talent

Like when you ask me if that thing’s a thing and I’ve told you if you have to ask know it is.

Baby My ignorance is skyhigh

 

Nothing

    No.
        You ought to get out more, try different restaurants, cuisines, challenge yourself.

You know me
                Im a black coffee hard roll kind of guy

I do. Though isn’t that unfortunate.

No  I won the fights

You won the fights?

The fights that broken my nose incurred my defective smellingHell  cant smell effects ones ability to taste
                                                                                                                Those foods would be wasted on me because I havent the palate to appreciate them
I won the fights

   You’re a piece of work, Papa.

I am
       So  Gotta ask
Are Narcan commercials a real thing

she sighed
             Yes. And this will blow your mind. In vending machines too.
Thas a thing

If you have to ask it is.

Jesus I live under a rock
                           I must be the most ignorant man in the world

 

 

2035,  Thursday,  22  8. 24
1210,  Saturday,  24  8. 24


IQ
    EQ  not often discussed  Emotional Quotient  emotional intelligence

AI

Singularity  Ray Kurzweil
                            human consciousnessintelligence  AI  conjoined

aggravated irritated him his AI


“I realised that it wasn’t true that research should be left to the experts. In fact, research was feeling more like a human right.”
        Pepper Stetler

he researched a lot
                     but what he discovered was not research but rather where the search went  invigorating him  making him terribly anxious
                                not anxious as it is usually understood
“adjective  experiencing worry unease nervousness about an imminent event something with an uncertain outcome.” but rather pure excitement bordering on adrenaline boosts inspiring his fight or fight response not a misspelling  not flight 

. . . a human right
                    if they pursue it
fight for it


he was fascinated with what he found hed like say discovered but he didnt  it had been so he thrilled delighted wondered Wharya been all my life
                          like falling in love
hes fallin in love three times an expert
hes relishing his last

it was unexpected
                  as are all things he continues to find because hes restless and looks and learns how ignorant he really is

which upsets a friend
                        That’s not ignorance.
It is

No. You just didn’t know. Not knowing something doesn’t mean you're ignorant.

replied
        “adjective  lacking knowledge information or awareness about a particular thing.”
I wasnt calling you ignorantthough you are  It is ignorance no matter how you slice it  Are you able to admit tha

    I am not ignorant.   

this AM,  Saturday,  24  8. 24
1106,  Saturday

Kurzweil  https://www.theguardian.com/technology/article/2024/jun/29/ray-kurzweil-google-ai-the-singularity-is-nearer

lesswrong  https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/QXHKLbHzC5nPvJnXd/the-singularity-is-nearer-by-ray-kurzweil-review

lesswrong  https://www.lesswrong.com/users/eliezer_yudkowsky

logical decision theory  LTD  https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/rP66bz34crvDudzcJ/decision-theory-does-not-imply-that-we-get-to-have-nice

logical counterfactuals  https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/BRuWm4GxcTNPn4XDX/deconfusing-logical-counterfactuals

23.8.24


in heels Alexandria   sixseven
                                 Are you watching her?
Gabby was returning through the bar carrying two Long Island Iced Teas for her and Alexandria

Look at her. She looks like a child.

Gabby was fourten

Don’t you just want to eat her all up?what am I saying . . you have.

he was noncommittal

Don’t play coy with me. The reason I’m here is because you have and GabbyGod Bless her soul wants to share the wealthfuck you blind.

Christ Wealth  Fuck me blind
                                 I thought thered be chivalry among chicks

You think guys got a monopoly on locker room talk?OhHell no.
                                                                  You’ve been vetted, earned Gabby’s Seal of Approvalno small task, not tasking her diminutive stature you understand.

Ohhellno  there a glutton inside of her

she gave him a shot in the ribs with her elbow smiled carnivorouslycanines bared
                                                                                        Me too
Why do I suddenlyfeel like Lil Red Riding Hood

Don’t bother tryin’ to keep your hem down or panties up.
                                                          What’s that? asked Gabby handing Alexandria an Iced Tea
We were discussing this evening.

Shes makin it sound like a gangbang

Gabby laughed uproariously
                         No. She let the cat out of the bag?
Not like he didn’t know.

I had an idea
                turning to Alexandria  But I had no idea the lengththe height of it
Intimidated?
OhHell no mimicking her
                           Ive fallen out of trees before love climbing em gettin upinem eatin their fruit 

the grrls heldup their glasses he heldup his pint Gabby toasted  Take no prisoners.
                                                                                        clicked rims

after drinking he asked
                          No prisoners  We can still use ropesright
OhHell yes  they chimed

2236,  Monday,  12  8. 24
1535, Reggaefriday,  23  8. 24
Betty Boop & Sam the Sham and the Pharoahs   Lil Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8

how to describe how he was feelinghad to laugh
                                                    typically told others Don worry about sparing my feelings I havent any

   apparently he did

Whas going on
                 an unsolicited moment  chorus of shehes heshes
On
       Queer

You figuring it out

I am


I am feeling antagonised irritated
                                         Fiftyfifty split
Wanna talk about it

No thank you
                Thank you

theyre a collection of comedians put on Jack Bennys black sidekick Rochesters voice  Awright Boss

made him laugh though

and for the mirth it soothed his antagonism
                                               stemming from personal friend who emailed him regarding a political difference and used ChatGPT to bolster his inane argument using AI to communicate with him blew his mind 

wrote back Next I suppose AIs gonna be writing people's love letters


for the mirth it soothed his irritation
                                       stemming from yet another friend who mewledwho refused to stand up for himselfwho allowed a woman to walk all over himlead him around by his nose  “Excuse me Mr./But I’m a mister too/And you’re givin’ Mr. a bad name/Mr. like you”

texted him
             :  :  Bypassing history huh?
This is going to be one of those moments that you'll remember where you were when you heard, like when Bobby Kennedy told an audience at a campaign speech in Indianapolis, Indiana that Martin Luther King was shot and killed.  An inflection point.

turned off his phone



then he really enjoyed a mighty big chuckle when he realised
                                                                  Antagonised Irritated   AI
which he despised

1747,  Thursday,  22  8. 24
1230,  Reggaefriday,  23  8. 24

Benny Harper  Excuse Me Mr.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJjsEyW5l6M

Bobby Kennedy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2kWIa8wSC0