12.5.24

due diligence

   his eyeballs had incitedhumoured him
                                            then
they challengedinspired him  Think
                                       Ya think a blind person sees in their dreams
he hadnt thought about that
Think

   he did
           rubbed off on him

waking this morning the first thing he wonderedstill wiping sleep out of his eyes he wondered what a blind person would have made of his dream
                           waylaid sexually tagteamed ravaged by two boorishly garishly drawn cartoon women
not that they werent attractive
not that they werent favourable composed
not that he didnt thoroughly enjoy them
   their lines
               thick hasty  black oil pastel
                                              peach rosered othercoloured pastels enhancedembellished them
genuinely spoke to revealed their attentiveintense enthusiasm

   they were he was the linens were
                                         smeared
anhe somewhere in the midst of their cummings and goingons thought to hang the flatsheet as wall art


it   was   outrageous
                       
   what would the blind think
                                 if they could see in their dreams

6AMish,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  12  5. 24
Gotye  Somebody That I Used To Know  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY

11.5.24


texted  :  :  Come. Coffee. Get high.
                                       Have food shoot pool, enjoy being Polish.

a Johnny-come-lately according to Nat Geo genetic testing
                                                              but that was only the frontend of the offering
friend on the backend

a girl friend
             which texter had a hard time comprehending  not girlfriend   I don’t know that.

he knew it two weeks in


maybe texter hadnt dated much as a teen  in college
                                                        COLLEGE
Get Out of Nam Free card                  
he didnt go
             however given his low Draft number he won better than threehunred buddies parked dough in a pot for the miscreant who had the misfortune to be drawn first TADUM aside from a sewing machinegave it to his sisters it was only fuckin thing he ever won in his life
                              he didnt stick around after high school to let the machinery of the Draft influence or find him
hit the road like Kerouac

spent time with a lot of women before STDs became a thing
                                                                     though made a point of wearing a condom
Don fuck without one
                        nearly the slogan popularised by American Express
he wouldnt


   girl friend
               lead texter round by the nose
galled him

he politely declined
had letters he wanted to write get out

Who writes letters anymore?
                                   texter had moments of assholism

  :  :  Texting with a who

  :  :  Write them some other time.

  :  :  No thank you

   However  Thank you

  :  :  She’s going to be disappointed.

  :  :  Not my problem

  :  :  You’re cold, man.

  :  :  Thoroughly imbued steeled by Reality

  :  :  So what am I supposed to say, you’ll hurt her feelings.

  :  :  I don’t care. You could make something up but I’d tell her the truth: I had something better to do

  :  :  Better?  Really?

  :  :  Then lie

he disliked people trying to hang things around his neck
                                                            Church of Brutal Beyond Belief
he was a charter member

2024,  Saturday,  11  5. 24
Glenn Frey  You Belong to the City  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4ueaD22hg8

   funny eyes
                 aqueous vitreous humor fill them

Whywoudnt they try standup

RESILIENT PARKING
                        saw as his pheripheral teased himglanced right as he walked in the street beside the curb  read
Tha made no sense

Better take another gander

 looked

RESIDENT

Aww
        Tha made sense  Thasbetter
he felt a hitch in his gittyup relax


EYES
they tried to muffle their laughter Yeah

Just fuckinround wid me

Yeah
          We thought it funny
Don quit your day job
 
Our twentyfour hours a day

Not twentyfour
                 Im asleep sixhours or more

Ya think a blind person sees in their dreams

   I donknow
                Ive never thought about it

Think

approximately 1415, Thursday,  9  5. 24
1624,  Saturday,  11  5. 24
It’s A Beautiful Day  Girl With No Eyes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ceMres1EuE

on a handfashioned blackedged framed black font sign

1ST CHURCH OF CHRIST SCIENTIST

   somebodyd have to explain tha one to him
                                                  Christ  Faith
Scientist  meticulous fact  evidence


a setup  Bible is Science
                            a text beginning with Codex Sinaiticus it incomplete written fourhundred years after the man Jesus Christ was crucified
                              Science
No mind nevermind

at the roadside before the building was a glassenclosed bulletin board

BE GLAD

GIVE THANKS

REJOICE!

he thought  Save it

DON WORRY, BE HAPPY!

flipside of the bulletin board

nothing invigorating or stirring

JOIN US 

CELEBRATION   SUNDAY  10AM

 

they really needed to sexup their message

approximately 1345,  Thursday,  9  5. 24
1541,  Saturday,  11  5. 24

Bobby McFerrin  Don’t Worry Be Happy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjOKm28hUXk

Ive been here all of three days yave taken me around showed me the sights the ocean mountains  Thank you

You’re welcome.

Yes
       The single thing tha sticks out to me

One thing?

Seems obsessive

Obsessive?  That’s . . .

Stringent

Stringent. Obsessive.   Yeah.
                                What?

Whas with Californians an their cars

Their cars?

Yah Obsessive
                   They really like em clean spickanspan  an usually a spick a Mexican cleanin em I cant say Ive seen a soul wash their car in their driveway  Carwashes as plentiful as fastfood joints

Ya don notice

I . . I suppose I do.  There’s a lot of carwashes . .
. . An they aint inexpensive
                              Californians willing to pay an arm a leg foreskin give a blowjob to have their cars as shiny an bright as the sun at High Noon

Not that you’re hyperbolic.

Details  Detailed
                  No streaks   Glass like theres no glass there  Pristine  Brandspankin clean as a newborns butt
No grit

You like grit?

To germophobic mysophobic  freakin O C D
                                                     Lotsa crazies in Cali

I wouldn’t say there were more than in any other urban state, landscape.

he nodded



What?

Cant say
           When yacant yashoudnt

1330,  Thursday,  9  5. 24
1251,  Saturday,  11  5. 24

scarcely cloud scratch in the sky
                                   NO WORDS  for the wise       the idiotic
who  which    was she
Careful
          Not wise to put tha into the ether

Yasayin Im an idiot
NO
     Was referring to putting thoughts into the ether
An idiomatic expression
Used metaphorically

Yah


she nodded
             Well played  she smiled ridiculously large
shehe heshe loved her dimples
                                  blushed a little  Thank you

Youre welcome
                  Whadaya make of the paltry chicken scratch after blanketed with textdidnt see the sun at all last two days  copiously  extensively    Excessive

Had a lot to say

Vomited

Spewed

Yamake heads or tails of it

   I didnt understand  but I certainly became thoughtful
Me too
         Me too    Kinda miss it

Old saying in regards to the weather 
                                        If youre displeased allya got to do is wait ten minutes  Wait a day

Theres tha

There IS tha

   Arya tryin to crack me up
Wasnt
         But if I did then I have the pleasure of your smile an laughter

1310,  Thursday,  9  5. 24
1217, Saturday,  11  5. 24

10.5.24


he startled
           wasnt one to startle or fright
his Imagination turnedsudden catlike before he could and saw what it did  informed him
                                                                                               rather
providedadvised him of his optionsprobabilities
                                                   Reality always late  dawdling at the rear

hed gone outside to take a leak  share water irrigate nature
                                                                hopping atop a short stone retaining wall that curled to his left to a four post pavilion  picnic table folding chairs beneath its deepblue polyester shade sail  an angledroof shed behind the table
                  which
was from where that the battering ruffling commotion SLAMMED
                                                                 he ducked
the wings of Death wingsI have felt the wind of the wing of madness pass over me without the benefit of relished absinthe
hashish  Baudelaire   the coarse agitatedflap of wild turkey wings

Which
       his Imagination queried

   If I had a choice  Madness

Id agree

But in reality . .
. . It can be so boring

   Yes  Yah
              But one must contend with it  I must
Which if I may 
                 Is why you have me  An exercise me well
Yes  Yah
            We are well exercised

Yes we are
             Turkey
We talkin turkey

Yes we is
             Bummer huh
Bummer
           But thas not gonna stop us
O hell no
           Hell no

   his Imagination grinned like no other

1802,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
1659,  Reggaefriday,  10  5. 24


they were shooting pool
                        their games had improved to the point where losing a game to the other left a bad taste in their mouths

competitiveness raising its usual ugly malehead

he could recall shooting against competitive women

they didnt shoot for money
clothing
          
a lot of miffed females got stripped to their panties
                                                       discretion finally interceded  raised its head 
a couplethree lost their panties
believed they could rally
                         delighted the shit out of him


Im the idea guy
                 he was on firesmokin just handed buddy a third straight 8ball loss
Aw blow me.

Its a great idea

Rack up the balls.

Etiquette Ya lost   You rack

Really?

Blow me
             Since youre bein such a prick Im gonna beat your ass a fourth time
Got a big mouth.

sank two on the break 
                       followed with four straightmissed a long bank to the corner that fluttered  didnt fall

buddy responded knocked down two of his own
                                                   scratched while sinking a third
he collected the duckgimme in the corner
                                           then went long upanback banking the 8 to the corner
rubbed it in
             THAS GAME  RACKEM
Now my idea

It’s stupid.

Stripes or solids
                   Been that way since probably the game was createdstripes and solids

As it should be.

As fiveseven players who created basketball set the hoop at ten feet Todays sevenfooters ought to be playing on twelvefoot hoops
                       As ought to be
Great idea man

I don’t think so.

Panties in a bunch Four down
Fuck you.

No thank you
                Stripes or spots   Ovoids

1728,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
1014,  Reggaefriday,  10  5. 24
Michael Franti  Ganga Baby  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjwQ9vuttUo

he turned a scrap of paper

typed on its reverse


with double-aught memories

agape

yanked on acid

across their back

feel

barbed hooks

their stabs and twists

provocation 

falls flat

unmet

unaroused

no idea when it was written
0903,  Reggefriday,  10  5. 24
Michael Franti and Spearhead  The Payroll (Stay Strong)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oVfXw3wDIA

9.5.24

Sweet Jesus

formers attorney Susan Sweet Jesus forgive me  PEARL  Necheles  tried to slut shame Stormy Daniels  a porn star

2052,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

pingpong gall

looked like a dirtygray pingpong ball sitting in the cleft of the uneven sidewalk

Wha he questioned himself
                             he found his question the ball tantalising
he figured he was a long way from any table anwhere he walked was Business district dis strict  not Residential

Someone lose a pingpong ball

   Thas a stupid question

Any question unasked is stupid

Were either you or all of us   all have any idea
                                                    Ive lost things I miss desperately through a hole in my pocket
You didnt sew it up

I didnt know it was there

Truly

Yawanna stop
               Yaknow better than tha

   Any question unasked is stupid

Touche

smiled pleased with themselfthemselves
                                              It wasnt a ball
It was not

A gall

Ever see a more beautifullyshaped gall in your life
                                                       It was perfectly spherical
It waslooked manufactured

It diddidnt it

It looked like a filthy dirty pingpong ball
                                             Then you kicked it
It crumbledshattered
Surprised the shit out of you
It did
      Thought it was going to go boundinspeedin down the sidewalk Crumbled broke too many pieces to count  dust

An not the kings horses or the kings men could put Humpty Dumpty back together again

No


Say it  Yawanna

   I do
         It was galling
A galling gall

Right on

High Noon,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24
1206,  Thursday,  9  5. 24
Michael Franti  Hole in the Bucket  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-PJMycvmA8


there she was

his dream girl in real life

as patience as she had been in his dreams where they annihilated each other with extreme prejudice

   Wait a sec

Ya hafta interrupt
Yah
        Extreme prejudice  Annihilation   Sexually dominated each other

   Wha of it

Extreme prejudice
Ya said

   Anwhere else you use it

You know
I do
       But I want you to say

An I can continue uninterrupted

heshe shehe winked  Uninterrupted

he cleared his throat
                     As you know  I do not use hate
I say
       I dislike someone something with extreme prejudice

Yes you do  Thank you

Yah
      Youre welcome


his patient dream girl in real life
                                 he was confused if she was Hispanic or Pilipino Filipino Asian she bent his len he didnt know  yadon ask your dream girl

she was resting her arms on the handle of a shopping cart
                                                                a humoured restlessness irritation in her face
it looked good on her

she was waiting on a boorish white woman he didnt pay attention whitebread never attracts himparticularly when fresh multigrain was around who blocked entrance to the market its automatic glass door stuck open with a loaded he should have said she was a fat boorish white woman shopping cart
                                                      she was fiddlinground with her sunglass maybe wiping the lens with a Kleenex or cloth that she could have moved her cart from the entry and wipedplayed with her sunglasses there and not impededinhibited people enteringleaving
                                            others were behind her were waiting to leave

ADD-ON a gymnastics game he knew of performed on different apparatuses trampoline in particular
                                                                                                   a rude fat boorish whitebread woman

dream girl glanced at him
                           cocked her head maybemaybe not recognising him people in his dreams were ninetyninepointnineninenine percent strangers he dreamed the whole time he slept

he noddedwinked at her

she seemed to have surprised herself  she winked back  smiled nice fuckin dimples


finally the doorway knot came undone
                                         the rude fat boorish white woman finished taking her oblivious sweet-ass time

her cart got away from her

it turned down the ramped concrete towards traffic
he could have caught it stopped it

fatty made eye contact with him he assumed she did  through her clean sunglasses

   he smiled

she was furious

the loaded cart slammed into the side of a sedan
                                                  anbecause the car was moving the jilted cart tipped left hard an spilled its guts all over the road oranges an apples rolled a pinkfrosted cake escaped its plastic container bananas bruised unemotional greengrapes escaped their bunches
it was unsightly

it was a catastrophe

it was exactly her due


lookingup an away from accountability he saw his dream girl was gone

he looked into the store
didnt see her
                didnt see where she went


she did the same thing in hismaybe their dream
                                                after goring each other she took a hot shower disappeared with the steam

though she did draw a heart with her finger on the steamy glass door

OnePMish,  Monday,  6  5. 24
1043,  Thursday,  9  5. 24