Church of Brutal Beyond Belief

                                 aids  the mischievious obliges  most merriment  by degrees

he was pursued  feted

                       accepted its host

toast topped with crumbled feta tablespoons of someones homemade apricot jam

                                                                                      finally

an edible church

                      church he could swallow

he made up his testament as he went along

                                             Book of Genes 

In the beginning I was born

There were shrieks

His Mothers

not him

            he was silence

fascinated

   What was this

what had been a formless void dim  deepred purpling

                                                               paraphrasing Let there be Light

There were snakingslivers fractals that blendedbecame soft afternoon light

slatted by woodshutters

I was born in an attic

bathed in a balia

bundled not bondaged not swaddled  in cottoncloth

                                                       escaped

I preferred laying naked uncontainedunrestrained

                                                           Church of Brutal Beyond Belief

Right up my alley

1220,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

0916,  Thursday,  9  5. 24

Pensees  Timestop  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5AZP1VJCCE

didnt follow

           figured one day hed catch a culprit in the act an before having them wade into the creek an pull the grocery cart out of the water hed have them confess their thinking

Who do you think you are?

Me

What do you care?none of your business.

Im makin it mine

Now unless you want me to plant that cart on top of youya havent gills youll say An then youll retrieve the cart an well walk it back return to the market Then well go inside and see what recourse management wants to pursue

My understanding of accountability

The fuck you will.

he decided not to drown him

                             used a fallen limbcracked him HARD on the side of both knees he wouldnt crawl off too far retrieved the cart heaped him in it maintained the limb for duress returned them to the grocerystore heftedrolled him at the Courtesy Counter disappeared out the automatic doors

an anonymous Good Citizen

a proper pedestrian

1250ish,  2sday,  7  5. 24

1052,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

Phelian  Radiant  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnGN2eZx0Ao

I love you now

not interrupted disrupted   troubled

                                              ireritated misspelled on purpose to get the proper venom

Venom

   Yah  Venom

Useless

           Until its necessary

Ireritated

gal had a waybout her to raise his temperature

                                                      in either direction

no small task

Tsk tsk tsk shed ticked with her tongue

                                         aware in whatever direction he was going shed help him along

You love me.

I do  I will

                   Until I don

You think you can fall out of love with me?

Yes

I couldn’t fall out of love with you.

Then we understand the playing field

   I didn’t understand before.

Yadid

         Evidently yathought I was teasin

I don tease 

Because I don like being teased

                                   Straight  No chaser

Yah

Consecrated by the Church of Brutal Beyond Belief

Phonaesthetic.

Thas my grrl

                  Aids the mischievous obliges most forms of merriment  Each to a degree

Degree

Operative

   Dig

I do now.

You would have told me firs . .

. . I have  I had

Just like that?

Like tha

           Love has its limits

Or perhaps I should say

                           Mine has

I believe ifya really thought it through  youd recognise yours does too

   Tyranny of family?

Yes

But you love me?

 

   I love you  Now     

1443,  2sday,  7  5. 24

1406, day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

Beatles  In My Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBcdt6DsLQA

everybody was getting into the Act

                             BOUT TIME

tough holding the line without allies

Irish

         Aww  Whadahell

Willing to stand beside me sit J R R R R R Tolkien on his ass for him to understand he was premature tha cellar door isnt the most beautiful word in the English language

ally

Ken Bruen

his candidate is ice freeze fear

                               made him stumble a step when he read it as he walked

stopped

took a slip of paper he kept at the back of Bruens book Galway Girl red ink Bic pen from behind his ear scribbled down the time 1239hrs the candidate

phonaesthetics

                 as the Stones say  Just a shot away . . .

theres more

hed keep combin his mind

                           keep his eyeballs peeled  ears pried wide open

1239,  2sday,  7  5. 24

1022,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

Stones  Gimme Shelter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kkKiqgjOt4

wasnt Yiddish trepverter

                         couldnt fit a staircase between the automatic doors providing exiteggress entry to the market

wouldnt have been provocative

                                  rather 

curious

it was BLATANT

                  what someone puts on their face provokes inquiry

it wasnt like he and every other Tom Dick or Harry Sally or Jane Spot didnt see his puss

   Room for one more

he didnt see room for another tat 

 

approximately1300,  2sday,  7  5. 24

0946,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

some humour  Mokita  Room For Another  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuy7HBasdtk

her hair was jetblack so black it absorbed the sunlight

                                                      curly    she wore it long  ungathered

late teens

not that he particularly noticed his eyes absorbed details without encouragement

                                                                                          but had he continued walking deadon

hed have gone through her

                            rather

he sidestepped wentround behind her earbudded oblivion

they were stopped at the corner by the light

they waited

he kept reading

a vibe radiatedscintillated off her

                                      she was perturbed

he wasnt paying attention to her who was he not to

when avoiding her it seemed apparent immanent   she had expected he would

    seemed

she was accustom to men others   to pay attention

this bledup in between the curt descriptions  dialogue  he read

light changed

they stepped crisplysimultaneously off the curb

                                                        motion diminished her

last thought he gave her was that he hoped she got her fix of attention real soon

1230,  Monday,  6  5. 24

0905,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  5. 24

NOT Associations  Windy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPYT9Vyu62A

EXTORTION? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4A4vtsYTwA

                                                         Extortion  Really

he didnt think so

formers lone female attorney Susan Necheles insisted this afternoon “You were looking to extort money from President Trump.”

No  hes the EXpresident

                           hes buhbye

High Noon  20January 2021

Former

Stormy Daniels replied False.

embrace

          for the sake of argument

a twentyseven year old female pornographic theres nothing wrong with tha it pays the bills actor skillfully extorted a businesssavvy sixty year old man

                                     HOWBOUT

a sixty year old man

a believed American reality sic star

                                      proffering

the proverbial casting couch

    which is more likely

the days winning quote  “This is the only way you’re getting out of that (Louisiana) trailer park.”

Stormy confessed she may have blacked out

                                                although the Lake Tahoe suites ceiling may have been painted black 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-AK67iz3gI

related

          former did not wear a condom

WHA A GUY

related

          former quizzed Stormy on STDs

he didnt hear testimony tha she quizzed him in kind

he frankly sincerely  took comfort that the act was characterised as very brief

1757,  2sday,  7  5. 24

2348,  2sday

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/stormy-daniels-donald-trump-hush-money-criminal-trial-testimony

left the bar

found himself there          

he shifted around on someones kitchen chair

                                                  should have stopped for food

Anything to eat. Treats?

Wha

Treats.

No  None

No treats?

No

No. Simple. Creature.   Comforts?

No  Simple necessity prevails

   You understand Need   Not want

                                                     Simple

1859,  Twosday,  7  5. 24

Beatles  The Fool On The Hill  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsRatIMUSu8

No where, man.

sifting through the last of his notes three pages front an back on his desk he realised he wasnt prepared to share any of those stories not the fourteen year old rump up the priests prowling for passionFreuds  Roman Catholic Church Mother Father Sister Brother Ohman  Holy Ghost  Amen  lots there to splice an dice

                                                                                     he wasnt in the mood

Wha type of mood is tha

You understand mood  state of mind   emotion

Cowed

   Ya tryin to be clever

Didnt find tha funny

Don give up your day job

Tough audience

Yah

   So wha will it be

Whaya want from me

I know tha P!nk

                   Tryin to slip one past me

No Hasnt ever occurred to me Id be able to

                                               Given our intimate connection  An all the others

We shoppedround before committing

I must have been havin a rummage sale

No

     Actually sale wasnt on your sign It said rummage   Two different thingsyah

Really

Really

            Youll have to take my word for it We didnt take a picture  Though we converged  commingled

Conspired

No

   Certainly were a lot of you

You recognised after   wha cohabiting

   Sure

          Why not

Cohabiting

              Scads more have rallied to you

You consider yourselves scads

Think scabs

You think wha I think

                         Yathink

Scads  Cohorts

As for me

             Your cowhore

Cowed again

Mooed

Were getting nowhere

Man

Beatles

0900,  2sday,  7  5. 24

P!nk  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL25Njr8xFA

Beatles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8scSwaKbE64

was meaningwanted   definitely wanted to have a parlez avec moi ce soir not Lady Marmalade Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQa7SvVCdZk

   No

with Ken Bruen

                  joust with his assessment

The only difference between

A grave

And a rut

Is the dimension.

Xcuse me all to hell  Ken

                             Lets take me for example

he imagined him to say Praytell

Thank you

              Ill be cremated

therefore

a rut in the earth woud do nicely

                                   if

I were to be buried

   However  frankly

                        I intend to have my ashes tossed into the aerosol whipped by a savage Pacific storm

   

Yacan appreciate my dimensional argument

                                                Cantya

   didnt care what Ken had to say    

1415,  Monday,  6  5. 24

2033,  Monday

Dave Matthews  Gravedigger  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70imAxvE2wM

his mind harped him on an on an on

                                      bounced his ass conscious like a gorilla hired for a highend nightclub

Be a good boy, unzip me.

                            he used to zip up his mother when she had a date with his Dad and he was busy downstairs with his siblings

Are my seams straight? she asked

then nylons had seams

Straight as arrows Maw Yalook great

he would babysit while his parents had their date

                                                       his Dad Unlikely we’ll be back by midnight.

then curfews for kids

Know where your parents are?

he did

        they were out on the town

Be a good boy, unzip me.

she was fleshy

                the top of the zipper was buried under her hair at the nape of her neck

she was taller than he

he got on his tiptoes

hand on her shoulder

she smelled like freshbaked bread

Got it?

   I do

In one long motion, don’t be herkyjerky with it.

Am I ever

   No.  You’re not.

I know whaya want

he unzipped her

                  nape to her cluneal cleft

she tilted her head forward

                             shrugged

her flesh casuallyslipped from her

sleeves

shaking her hands they fellaway

leggings

         raised a foot shook fleshfree then the other

Aaah. That's better.

she turned

             faced him

shapelymolded cups

xylophone ribs

serpentine spine

hips cradle

bivalve lust

              looked good enough to eat  or hang beautifully in a butchers cooler 

she pointed out the window

                              Look.

a red sun was bleeding through the trees

entered through the window

                               anointed her

he imagined crimson waterballoons

                                      when they broke they threw light

Be a good boy, unzip me.

                           her words still in his ears                                                                 

0358   0618   0653,  Saturday,  27  4. 24

1255,  Monday,  6  5. 24

he was supposed to meet his girlfriend at a girlfriends of hers Debbie

                                                                           plans changed

he was to bring Debbie out

he rapped at the screen door it clattered in its jamb

                                                       HELLO

   Hello! returned to him

DEBBIE

Joe!

YAH

I was expecting you come in the door’s unlocked!

COMIN IN

he came to the back door as he was told  entered the kitchen

                                                                   like walking into the 50s

he was also told to expect that

Debbie his girlfriend said is a throwback.

                                             She refurbished, financially she can afford it, redid her entire bungalow like LA after the war.  Think Eisenhower.

You say Eisenhower

I’ve heard of him.

                   You've mentioned him during your rants against the Military Industrial Complex.

He warned America you said, America didn’t listen.

Youre correctyah  Youve heard of him

she laughed gayly

                    Aw don’t say it like that. I love the things that come out of your mouth.

You make me sharper, smarter, more informed.

Youre sweet

You know it.

   he did

           she was the best thing that ever happened to him

he wouldnt jeopardise their relationship for a gawddamn thing

IM IN

he heard her heels approach on a wood floor

                                                You don’t have to yell, I’m almost to you.

Awright

she strutted into the kitchen extended her hand  Obviously I’m Debbie.

Joe he took her hand

a firm handshake

someone taught her the correct way to shake

Now that’s a handshake, Joe.

Likewise

           she was something to behold

his girlfriend said she was a knockout

                                         she knew a bit about knockouts  she was one

Debbie smiled I’ve heard a lot about you.

woman had canines

she turned around

the back of her dress was open

she was naked beneath it

Be a good boy, zip me up.

                            she turned sidewise a bit

looked over her shoulder at him  large green eyes   freckles

he placed her smile

Im not a good boy

                   Youre gonna hafta figure tha out think yahave in the past

Ill wait in the car

walking along the house he glanced up at her through the kitchen windows she hadnt moved  was watching him

Debbie his girlfriend said is a successful flirt.

Successful

   Yeah. Usually gets what she wants.

early Saturday morning,  27  4. 24

1104,  Monday,  6  5. 24

peripherals working

                     counted on them as he walked and read  sides ahead behind behind was more a creepprickliness on his neckBEHINDYA BUB  didnt mind he called himself Bub

hed take it from himself

right peripheral winkedblinked

eyes came out of the book turned his head

an alcove formed before a secretedscreened screenedyah doorway a disabled car sloppyshrouded right tall untrimmed hedge left a figure between

                              man

black durag fedora

                    fedora

strands shiny black hair hanging

thick Poncho Villa moustache

cheeks beard sparse

Hispanic Mexican

black jeans

blackfabric jacket

toking a joint

quietly lighting it deepinhale triggered fired his peripheralLOOK

he choked as he exhaledcoughed

Howya doin

through his choking Guud. choked more

he laughed

choker chuckled

   Hang in there man

Yah.

walking off he continued to laugh

                                    thawas hilarious  nyuknyuknyuk

day-between-2-Ts afternoon,  1  5. 24

0912,  Monday,  6  5. 24

Stooges  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKtwlHV1-O8