5.1.24

President Bidens speech at Valley Forge


President Biden . . excuse me, sir . . let me complete your thought your words . . What a sick . . .  yes What a sick fuck.

the presidents speech begins at the 22:00 minute-mark  completing the presidents thought reversup at 33:30 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVe2VjI8c-I

Reggaefriday afternoon,  5  1. 24


Man, would you leave her alone, Christ, she’s ninetyfour ye . .
. . Then she ought to know better wants to shoot her mouth off tries to fall on shes an old woman thas her defenseFuck her My old mans ninetytwo and I hand him his ass every time he makes an ass out of himself

Loves got nothing to do with it

I’m just sayin . .
. . Wha

   She’s like family.

An she gets a pass Nobody gets a passnot with me

I think she’s due respect.

For


What do you mean . for?

Illuminate me Respect  For   Why

I suspect when you’re ninetyfour years he paused thinking he was going to interrupt him again . . . when you’re ninety . .
. . I wont act talk like an ass
You keep interrupting.
I do Youre talkin shit
                        If Im fortunate to live to ninetyfour Ill be giving respect and expecting respect  At nine years old Mr Whappler illuminated mesquatted down on the grasswent eyeball to eyeball with me he was in his seventies he said You don’t have to respect your elders if they are not going to treat you with respect.
                                                                                           Its a twoway street
All these years since  its been a twoway street

   When you were nine?

Nine  It was an epiphany
                            I knew wha an epiphany was at nine too Perception of the essential nature or meaning of something   Thassomething ya don shake or deny

So no I give no quarter

I think you’re wrong.

An I can give two shits

0900,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24
1154,  Reggaefriday,  5  1. 24

4.1.24


Whasthis shit he asked himself
                                    Fuckin rhetorical email
questions asked
                   although his sensegiven the time that elapsed since he wrote  a long series of unanswered emails languishing   replying he didnt feel that it would be seriously read or the questions he asked their questions provoking him would be answered

wondered if this wasnt a new thing
                                     daughter in his head
If you think something’s a thing.  It probably is.


it been more than a week since he received it an replied
                                                           hed bet dollars to donuts itd be weeksif not months if ever before he received an answer  anwhen he did it be brisk nothing he asked would be answered

but he had a receipt 
                    SENT 
hed resend
             Coudya answer my questions

I answered yours
                   daughter in his head
That’d be rude.
                 or
You’ll catch more bees with honey.

Baby  Splash some water in it
                                  By the time I hear Ill have mead

1632,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24
2238,  day-between-2-Ts

he was anticipating  not the anniversary of January6   MEMORIALISING memorialising is accurate

he was remembering the sea of insurrectionistsseditionists the cowardly congressional Representatives their aides congressional Senators their aides who ought to be revealed tried incarcerated

curious how Republicans can breathe the atmosphere of No Shame
                                                                        whereas others cant

   he hadnt noticed until last night he was still seeing RED since January 6, 2021

but last night he SAW  that the rope fashioned into a noose that hung from the gallows erected at the Capitol  was orange

ORANGE
             HANG MIKE PENCE! HANG MIKE PENCE! HANG MIKE PENCE! with an orange rope
   
1941,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24
1145,  Thursday,  4  1. 24

3.1.24


Can you believe it?

Comin out of thin air man
                           Believe wha

Iowa caucuses in two weeks.

I hear urgency in your voice
                               Wha of it
Primary voting.

Youre really going to refer to the Republican caucusesprimaries as caucuses primaries The debates have been shit Only Christie the rest cowards

They’re being politica . .
. . Horses asses
                  Politics means standingup for somethingbelievin in it  Clowns arent running for president

   If form . .
. . Wha have I told you about tha No oxygen
                                               Shaddup
I get it  A handjob for the administration 
Jesus.
Two weeks
             Iowa excuses

Excuses?

Fuck I hate explaining jokes caucuses excuses
                                                  One better  the Iowa Caucasian excuses
You have to be racis . .
. . Blow mefour in ahunred  counted his fingers on one hand  One Two Three FourFOUR  FACT

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1333,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24
Iowa  from 1980 to 2019  Big woo!

a reminder

former president

P O S

no not Point of Sale

Piece of Shit

its made the top of his 2024 New Years resolution list
weekly To-Do through Election year

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2024,  2sday,  2  1. 2024
                             Really
like hed let tha time day an date get away fromim 

fat chance
            like a chance a piece of chocolate escapes a kid


was talking on the telephone with his daughter commiserating  a difficult date January2  for them

people remember anniversaries  Hallmark dates  birthdays
                                                                deathdates   not readily
Apple doesnt fall far from the tree concerning us babe
                                              HA
The pair of us

Apple pear Attempt at humour

   Thank you for tryin’.

Today Ill try anything
                       Anything

Did you have a . . good . . . yaknow . not good . . a . ah reasonable day?

I did I managedYou

I did. I bought a small bouquet of Stargazer lilies.

How do you spell tha

she laughed

You remember

Yes I remember. Even after you went into the shop and told them they misspelled the word they didn’t change it.

Ahweel  Some people refuse to admit their wrong
                                                     B O K A Y bouquet
she laughed again heartily

Good to hear you laugh sweetpea
Thank you. Thank you, Papa.

   Youre welcome his voice cracked
                                       We keep trying
she muffled a sob
                    through her hand said We keep trying.

 

later

             I had a thought about themselves

About themselves?
                     Was this a distraction?
It was
       Monkey was on my backat my throat I was clutching at straws   A good clutch I thought

Well. You’ve distracted me.
                               What . . possibly . was . about themselves that was a good clutch?
   Thas a crazy question
Itis.

Themselves  Themcells T H E M C E L L S
                                               Selves locked in themcells
Distracting.
Tremendously
                 Monkey dropped off like a sated leech
Papa.
       You have a way with words.
she laughed merrily 

I do I have my way with words

You do. she sighed
                    I miss you. I wish we lived closer.

I wish so too I love you

I love you.

1249,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24
“Beauty Within”  Cello Music  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDhkPQvUnT8&t=6609s


. . . so a couple times a year I go into townnot saying what town . . I go and I pretend I’m someone else.

Pretend disturbed   Youre
                            You are someone else incredulous

What? sensing his discomfort

he sensed she sensed his disease I wont say interesting as interesting says nothing its ambivalent I dislike ambivalence
   Thas odd  Odd because Ive not ever considered being other than who I am

Which, albeit knowing you only briefly, though intensely, I sense being you is full time job.

Nailed it
          Thank you for being frank

   No pun intended?

You coudnt be Frank ifya tried  Too many curves
Curves?

Yaknow wha I mean

a wily smile Thank you.

he smiled  not guileless No
                             Pleasures all mine

Wouldya stop, you’re making me blush. she was

In the deliv . .
. . her big eyes wide The whole package . . packaging.

Good still got the stuff   But thas me
                                          But you  Ifyawoud the roles you play

Yes. My roles my parts. Advantage mine.
                                            Before teaching I wanted to be an actor, grew up watching movies playing parts I liked, entered a performing academy, high school, I received significant accolades, press bemused  anger swept her countenance   I didn’t like the business.
I wouldn’t play the game.

he nodded sympathetically


Thank you for not pressing.

Youre welcome

she smiled he dug her dimples I can hear you saying this.

Hear me

Yes.  You can take the girl out of acting but you can’t take acting out of the girl.

I woud say tha
                    Am I tha transparent
No.  Not transparent.
                        You walk your talk she laughed loud harddidnt cover her mouth  he dug tha about her too  Look who’s frank.
Careful
Or what?

   Wha  We can make thaup as we go along

2147,  Monday,  1  1. 24
1118,  day-between-2-Ts,  3  1. 24

2.1.24


be careful whaya wish for . . .
                        if the Supremes in their partisan manner – those Right-leaning – confer presidential immunity to the former 

then they will give President Biden the exact same immunity

which can allow Biden to imprison the former as a Clear and Present Danger to the United States

which woud also allow Biden the option to become a democratic dictator
                                                                               shoud he choose
and even  shoud he choose  to pronounce anoint his Vice-President Kamala Harris to govern in his wake whenever he decides to leave office

   there woud be no 2024 elections
   
1659,  2sday,  2  1. 24
Ari Melber  begin at 16:20 minute-mark regarding farcical formers Presidential Immunity  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLWwLJwxkvQ 
Jack Smith 12/30/23 filing
Gil Scots-Heron  Revolution Will Not Be Televised  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwSRqaZGsPw

it was recorded years ago by HBO

he watched it on-line
                     an no wayNONE in Hell an algorithm woud be tipped off woud be able to drop those freshwater pearls  two characters who in separate dialogues testimonies perfectly fit aligned with his fragile emotions today

   Crazy man crazycrazy  perfect jigsaw puzzle
although  occasionally  Life no algorithms hands them to you on a silver platter
                                                                                   pure serendipity serene pity the Cosmos listening in writtentranscribed during the Big Bang  Jungs collective unconscious


a child murdered another missing  their father sobs in the backseat of a police cruiser 
                                                                                           “I can’t go to sleep. I can’t wake up.”


a Vietnam vet questioned in an interrogation room
                                                     “You ever been someplace you couldn’t leave, and you couldn’t stay, both at the same time.”

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1552,  2sday,  2  1. 24

   hurtle hurtles
                  twentytwo years later he still hasnt learned to negotiate them
goes through them rather than around or over
it hurt
its ugly
gets beatup
sports welts deepbruises cuts
                                  however
their existence reveals he managed

to those who cared  it seemed his intent was to doggedly persist
                                                                   he didnt want to learn
and they didnt dare ask

   wisely
               wiser than they could realise


despite knowing its coming hes blindsided
                                              and because he relishes cherishes life its beauty its joys he believes understands that he everyone  must suffer to a degree to keep balance

2200,  Monday,  1  1. 24
1130,  2sday,  2  1. 24
Marta  Today (False Idols)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOFAgc9UJWw

1.1.24


The POINT! is . . . .
                      there is no point

to each thing an opposite

somewhere in him

is exactly otherwise

   and thats me
                   believing in me somewhere  -- here --  exactly
otherwise
            him
or
            her

the more we wrest with standing under
                                           we stand over 
we cannot see under foot
over head

every answer has questions

every question answers
                           and amid uncertainty
a desire to dictate control


the point is . . . . there is no point

   LET . . . .
             GO . . . .

Tuesday evening,  25  9. 07  before Toots and the Maytals
2025,  Monday – New Year,  1  1. 24

   he wanted to Romeomance Juliets snapbox


he was trying very hard to gentlypry from her  

the particularpeculiar chant
                              to relax her
take out the stiffbones in her neck
relax her shoulders spine hips
turn her into warm jelly

when they met
                  Juliet?

   Yes.

Named for Shakespeare’s Juliet?

she smiled warmlyher nose wrinkled very slightly
                                                     My father’s a huge fan read the onehundredfiftyfour sonnets in order then begin again finish begin again. I know some kids who learned English from their parents’ recitation of the Bible; I, I learned it at my Father’s knee as he read Shakespeare.
Yes.

Juliet.


he tried very hardwas mad to learn her abrəkəˈdabrə
Open sesame
                learn
her KNOCKKNOCK Who’s there?
                                  so she would answer  open the door

   unsnap

May, 2007
1942,  Monday,  1  1. 24


Is there something wrong with your hearing?

No Ive had it tested it tested well
                                     I can hear
I think however I hearfor lack of a better way of saying it   I hear wha I want
You chum the water
I rise to wha appeals

   I hear you. But I don't follow you.

Awright A week or so back we were discussing space You mentioned Halleys Comet  I heard Halleys Comment thamade me curious what Halley thought
                                              which spun me reminded me of Mark Twains coming in an leaving with it
“The Almighty has said, no doubt, ‘Now there are these two unaccountable freaks; they came in together, they must go out together.’”  Twain died on the Twentyfirst of April Nineteenten  a day after Halley reached its perihelion

I learned later Halley didnt name the comet It was named in honour of him by Abbe Nicolas-Louis de Lacaille in 1759 after it returned as predicted by Halley who used Newtonian physics determining it woud Thus an affirmation of physics

You triggered that

   Odd, don’t you think?

No

The same afternoon we discussed American slavery thait triggered the Civil War and someone woud have to be an idiot a turd you said to think it didnt You said chattel slavery distinguishing it fro . .
. . Indentured slavery . .
. . Precisely
             An when you said chattel I heard shadow thought shadow slavery  which really appealed to me presenting possibilities attributes definitions I hadnt considered prior
I do hear you
                But then a wholeother vein appears an I gotta run with it

You run with it.

I do
      Rather I track it How many times am I scribbling while you keep talkin . .
. . And carry on the conversation we're having.
                                                    Like you were a chick.
Multitasking

Yes. Exactly.

Which is why I have but you never will

Careful. Never’s an absolutewhich I know you adore.
                                                         Which is why I will never what?
Be in a menage a trois
                         Youre limited as you often say Can only do one thing at a time
NEVER

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1452,  Monday,  1  1. 24


there are two things one can provide someone who is older tha maybe hed be someday if hes lucky

   Nuts  can only remember one right now 
                                              crossing his fingers that as he writes the other will come to him its decidedlydarker which is probably why on the first day of a New Year his brain is tamping it interfering

the one he can remember
                             CATS
not CAT   CATS
WHY

two benefits
              agility    balance
CATS get underfoot
                      stealthily like fucking electric cars suddenlytheyrethere
                                                                                 youre poached
anifya havent kept up maintained your agility and balance
theyll drop you
                youre down
on the floor
could break something 

which he believes  is called incentive


with CATS
            also comes companionship which comes with fine print
responsibility
obligation

   but
       they help retain agility balance vigour

he knew itknew if he dragged his feet long enough the second would come to him 
                                                                                      flipflops
how are flipflops not toegies or thongs a band across the foot how are they decidelydarker

hed bet odds-on if someone gifted an elderly person flipflops
                                                                the gifter is probably in the Will

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1305,  Monday,  1  1. 24