1.7.22


he took a night off to recharge restore refill his gonads had sex nine days running
                                                                                          if he had a partner their imagined gymnastics implausibleimpossible positions would have hurtkilled them wasnt he thoughtful                 
                                                                                               they  his partners  he couldnt say definitively  might have cheated on their husbands boyfriends  some on their samesex partners

he was an equalopportunity ambidextrous masturbator

1456,  Thursday,  30  6. 22


  old menmost white
                       if they were consideratethey werent he could name more than a few if they were considerate they would take leave of the planet they ran their terror but it seems it must be impossible to get enough of a great thing by their reckoningtheir standpoint  their standing roving over others    particularly women holes  meant to be filled whores   assisted by handfuls of sildenafil they wouldnt know what that was  doctors orders  maybe Aronix Nauh Liberize Nauh 
                       Throw em a bone  Viagra Yah   it happens his alltime favorite is Grandipam Grandpa!  Whadafuck  Why nothuh    Money keeps in the family

1532,  Thursday,  30  6. 22
1129,  Reggafriday,  1  7. 22

old men hiding behind executive privilege anonymity  intimidation

Cheney: "Men are running the world and it is really not going that well."


Yah it was midmorning Sowha it was unlikely hed ever find himself in his folks old neighbourhood again
                                                                                                              the first thing he saw as he walked into a corner tavern was a decrepit old man seated at a table by himself before him was a halfbottle of rye a shotglass turned upsidedown and a nearlydrained glass stein it looked warm a ruinous head stretched down inside it like cobwebs 
                                          he looked sedate like a snakenecked crane before it struck

he would make a point to sit facing the door the old man occupying half of his vision

at the bar he ordered a neat double Redbreast a pint of Guinness paid what was duetipped then walking off grabbed the back a worn wood armchair and dragged it to a table without any chairs around it
                                                                                          nobody lookedsaid a word as he dragged it across the sawdusted wood floor


men sitting at the bar three across loudly animatedly argued the Supreme Court

two were of a mind that it needed to be expanded it had been illegally comprised Two wrongs they barked would finally make a right. 
                     the third was busting his britches tickled to the tits at its composition About fuckin’ time!A Bout fuckin’ time!
              he repeated himself over the wrongs making a right
                                                                   

halfway through his Guinness sipping Irish he saw the old man shake a wee bit like a fart exited but he wasnt able to lift his leg to make it sound 
                             it was the first he saw him move the three goons yammered louder repeating themselves

the old crane stabbed he blewhe BELLOWED 
                                                  Fuckin idiots woudya shaddup! Ya donneed expand the fuckin’ courtNO. as he yelled he gestured with his armselbows bentwrists not coming above them they moved like they were brokemoved like he was being manipulated by a lousy marionettist Awhell NO! Ya empty it like filthy pool water, lose the turds then refill the goddamn thing. he concluded snapping his wrists at the floor

That would work he mused

2257,  Thursday,  30  6. 22

30.6.22


    finishing his third heavilypoured vodka and tonic putting it down on a Mexican ceramictopped side table
he sighed loudly 
                  So bird legs huh?

Yah  Might recall I said divine midthigh up

he sighed again
                   I don’t think you said divine.
I didnt
        I said midthigh up she was “outrageous  topped off with a miraculous brain imaginative sharp cut like a honed butchers blade” Im quoting I remember exactly wha I said
                                                               You can only remember that I didnt say divine

Nothing to get angry about.

At least ya didnt sigh this timeIm not angry

You may be angry.

Keep it up Ill be


Whatever . .
. . Thall anger meya know tha  I dislike whatever

I’m a little drunk.

Drunk
        Not a caveat Tha don allow you provocation

Whate . . . he caught himself smart My intention wasn’t to provoke.

Whawas your intention

he closed one eye like he was aiming
                                         I think I don’t . don't . have an intention . . . rather . I’m curious.

Boutwha

I’m curious he belched Excuse me.
                                    I’m curious whatever  he smiled thought he was being clever he resisted comment  I’m curious whatever happened to bird legs . .
. . Kristen

Wow . . you remember her name.

I remember every womans name I slept with
                                               You 

he closed his other eye he might have been trying to read the bathroom stall he wrote them on                                                                                                                               he sighed Not . . right . . . now.  he opened his eyes  Kristen is bird legs.
                                                   Or is bird legs Kristen.
Kristen
         Bird legs is an attribute which youll recall made her an exception

But eventually you broke upquit seeing each other . . . so aside from her brain did anything else contribute to her exception?

We quit seeing each other because she returned to Maryland for Christmas  she took a semester offsaid she was getting a little crispy 
               We sharedenjoyed a mutual freestyle tossed telephone calls back an forth Ya free I am We were usually able to make time for each other

Anything else . contribute to her exception?

She liked my conch chowder made it fresh free dove for it

Never had it.

Yare missing out Get a chance try it

Guys you lived with didn’t eat it?

Didnt offer wasnt sleeping with em
                                    something like a butterfly fluttered in his eyes  Aah . .

Aah. What’s aah mean?

he laughed deeply

What’s funny?
               What are you laughing about?

   Jaysus
               We didnt mind rug burns  not knees  spines   shoulder blades handselbows  how I almost forgot  Nuts

1619,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
1310,  Thursday,  30  6. 22
Mike Love  These Are My Roots  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzjyr8OJWRU
Zeppelin  Whole Lot of Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7T4LnsuB9Ms


he heard an remembers old Republican men whining about an activist Supreme Court until they helped form an illegitimate activist Court
                            so as Justice Thomas spouts off about contraception same-sex marriage LGBTQIA+  Texas AG Paxton is all lubed up to defend sodomy laws 
                                                   he cant find anyone who would commit sodomy with him let alone sex
NO SOUP FOR HIM!

1619,  Thursday,  30  6. 22


   1   # struck him curiously
                                 attached to dates

2 dates recognised threats against America from without 
                                                                      December 7, 1941
     
                                                                      September 11, 2001

horrifically the remaining 1 date was at the hands of the president his enablershenchmen and predominately white insurrectionists 
                                                                      January 6, 2021

the vile ought to be imprisoned for the rest of their lives without parole
                                                                           if they want to opt-out cop-out they could take a little cocktail 
                Bartender fix em up an Epstein Gargle

gurgle gurglegurgle

1711,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
1000,  Thursday,  30  6. 22
Dub Inc  Resist and Fight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InX19Ryg7mM


he had a routine because he needed one
                                           he could afford it 
if he could afford more

hed stuck to his guns

  Want  Affluence   were diseases 
                                       were divviedup under ressentiment -- philosopher Ian Buchanan: a “vengeful, petty-minded state of being that does not so much want what others have (although that is partly it) as want others not to have what they have.”



Doc said Joe. I’m sorry. By virtue of the tests we performed my diagnosis is onset ressentiment.

Ressentiment

 Yes. You understand of course you can seek a second option, however the results are beyond reproach.

Okay doc  just shoot me

I can’t shoot you. My Hippocratic oath.

Mebbe ya know of a doctor who is a hypocrite

No.


he left the office and walked down to a corner tavern

bartenders name stitched on the breast of his bowling shirt  Botch

Hiya Botch

Hello boss, whacan I getcha?

Familiar with an Epstein Gargle

1627,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
1046,  Thursday,  30  6. 22

29.6.22


Do we have to do politics? she whined

Yes Yare lookin at it the wrong way   Politickles
Cute. 
        You going to be longwinded or succinct?                                

I can say so three points before you can cut your toenails

she looked at him kind of peculiar

   Wha

Do my toenails need cutting?
Wha

Did I scratch you last night?

Scratch No nonono
                     Was trying to take up a different spin on how fast I could say butya gotta be listening Thisll frost your fanny 
            he looked at her kind of peculiar
What?

I love frosting your fanny

Ohmygawd, you’re a piece of work. Tell me already.

Cuz yare aching to know

No. So we’ll get onto something else.

You may become embroiled

It’s politics . .
. . Politickles

Whatever. she smiled despite herself  Tickle me.

he smiled
          he coudnt wait to tell her what began roving around in his mind at tickle me
Awright
         This will blow your mindPlease tell me to blow you
Ohmygawd.

Ill blow you afterwardsafter I tickle your fancy This is beginning to read like a menu

Would  you   just.
Yes
     You recall jackass Flynn lied to Justice Former pardoned him

I do because of you.

Yah Ought to be rotting in prison
                                   He testified before the JanuarySix Select Committee  was deposed by Liz Cheney

Dick’s daughter?

Yes Dick Thas a whole other storywha a prick
                                                 Cheney asked him “Do you believe the violence on January Sixth was justified morally?" He took the Fifth so not to incriminate himself

Needless to say taking the Fifth he incriminated himself.
Yah
     Hes a sack of shit  Cheney asks him “Do you believe the violence on January Sixth was justified legally?" He took the Fifth

Again?

Yah
     "General" I don’t know why she referred to him by a rank he has despoiled  "Flynn, do you believe in the peaceful transition of power in the United States of America?" 
He responded "The Fifth."

Jesus.
        He should have stayed in Russia.
Ohshit ya remembered                                    

You braying politickles, how could I forget?

You impress the hell out of me

Thank you. she began undoing her skirt  Now blow me. 

Yes maam

after 1000,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
223preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22

 archaic see no evil hear no evil speak no evil
 
theyre sleepwalking


other than Honorable Ketanji Brown Jacksons confirmation testimony he not heard or witnessed such compelling testimony than that of Dr Christine Blasey Ford and Ms Cassidy Hutchinson
                                                                                     three courageous women

cowardly the red Senate minimised Dr Ford to the countrys detriment  it refused to stand on their hind legs twice to impeach the former yet the House did  thats History                                                                                                                                   they wont be able to ride roughshod over Ms Hutchinson
John Waynes cavalry has no legs

he hopes her oath and testimony sticks in their craw and they choke on it

336preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
629preferred,  Day-between-Two-Ts


Your list of dealbreakers is mighty pointedharsh . to my thinking . . but I’m curious . . . have you ever taken one down, let one fall?

Whamakes ya ask

he actually rubbed his chin missing hair on his chinnychinchin As I said, it’s severe I don’t have half of what you have . . but I got to thinking that maybe over time somethingone thing fell aside . . maybe you made an exception.

he smiled appreciated that occasionally his wheels turned
                                                             Gotta say ya surprised me Occasionally you reveal a pothole in your brain

Pothole?

Yaint a deep thinker It exhausts you

Come on . .
. . You comon
               You holdup the truth Aint gonna stop now arya

No.   I’ll admit it hurt. he laughed raucously

it was infectious he laughed with him


I’m gonna believe oneonly one has fallen away . . and you made an exception . yes . . you made the exception.

I did  Took me weeks to let it go

Weeks?

Yah I placed her assets up against her minusesshe had very few On a scaleriding a teeter totter minuses pedaled their legs in midair  No way down 
So I let one go
                  To confirm your thinking  I made an exception

She was exceptional?

  Clever  She was Evidently her flaw was apparent only to me my eyes my tastes

 


You going to say?

You have my admission 

You’re killing me.
                   Please I’m begging . . say.

Yare begging

I am begging.

  Beggin    Awright
                                 She had bird legs midthigh up she was outrageous  topped off with a miraculous brain imaginative sharp cut like a honed butchers blade

Bird legs.

Genetic met her three younger sisters  All three    She coudntve done a damn thing about em

So you made an exception?

Really big of mehuh
                     Wha a pig

1619,  Saturday,  25  6. 22
1143,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22


Your grandfatheryour namesake  would not approve of your . . . you.

  Your point


I thought . perhaps . . you’d might consid . .
. . Why

Your grandfathe . .
. . Died when I was a boy

I knew your grandfather when I was a young man, he impressed me. 

Anya believebelieve you can speak for himwha he would think of me
                                                                         Arya that twisted to believe Id listen to you speak for him thirty years after he died  A lot of water significant historyAmerican history has passed under the bridge Possible he wouldnt be the man you remember

You’d embarrass him.
                         He might not be keen.

I doncare who is or isnt keen on me
                                     I don dance like a monkey for family or the tyranny they presume they have over me


We don

he glared but he didnt say anything

Were don he turnedwalked away oblivious of the eyes at the back of his head that may have wished they were gun barrels

1816,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
1008,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  6. 22
The Staple Singers  Respect Yourself  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1pYKdqD1ls

28.6.22


Im tellinya men and womenaside from women being superior to men have significant tastes likenesses
                                                                                                              Although in regards to snuffling pigdomwhich men are unrivaled  but that is basic to the state of the world since humankind dragged its knuckles in primordial earth due to the fact that men physically made women submit  violence is a quick fix an that violence is virtually an has always been one way

I’m not a pig.

You are I am There are levels it is a continuum the good old blackest white to whitest black

I’m not, I refuse to be called a pig.

  Yare a pig  Refuse all ya like to hell an back but theres no changing yare a pig

And still you liken women to men.
                                     So women would be pigs.
Sows Id submit some are
                             But placed on a scale a teeter totter women are up in the air  feet nowhere near the ground

I disagree.

Example

Women are shallow.

Thas not an example

It is.

Sayin it doesnt make it so An example

Awright, women love men in uniform firefighters cops . . or men in business suits, a sort of uniform, that invokes money, power, prestige.

Arya kiddin me 
                 Men love women in uniform naughty librarians Catholic school Japanese school uniforms cheerleaders Dominatrixes   Give me a freakin break


the silence was as eerie as his expression
                                             last time hed seen anything near that was the expression on frogs he pithed for high school biology classes

he recognised inadvertently that he was taking advantage of his buddys confession he didnt want to work that hard

while his outline form would have Roman numeral Main Points capital letters Subordinate points other Subordinate points subsets 1. 2. 3. their subsets a. b. c.  he didnt have an outline
                                                                           he may have just been shooting from the hip thinking he had John Waynes six-shooter that didnt need reloading  hunreds of magic rounds 
                                                                                                     a cinematic hero

cinema is make believe

life aint

2132,  Sunday,  26  6. 22
1601,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Elton John  The Ballad of Danny Bailey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8NKmP-ptfQ


    corpus callosum 
         they were really swinging nowcutting width swathes in their sapiosexuality

corpus callosum
                 a mammalian brain structure a wideband of commissural fibers uniting left and right cerebral hemispheres
sapiosexuality
               sexually attracted to intelligent people he had to correct him Ya mean attracted to intelligent women otherwise youd admit being bisexual which doesnt churn your oar an ofcourse they first had to be sexually attracted by the packagingthe shrinkwrap  skin 
                                 he didnt bring up wideband wouldnt
                                                                         his buddy was a science teacher he did  

but mentioning it in the same breath as sapiosexuality directed himnot unknowingly he had a grasp a shimmer of recognition from reading womens brains the connective tissue wiring their hemispheres was more interconnected than men theyre wired front to back few connections between the sides 
                                                           he also held and admonished him  women are smarterlikely better in everything than men are
which teacher didnt buy
                           but he was a sensitive closeted sexist  he believedwithout a doubt that men were superior they ran everythingdidnt they

Yes he admitted Through coercion through violence throughout history


it was a strange conversation

after 1523,  Monday,  27  6. 22
1219,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Anything you can do I can do better.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WO23WBji_Z0                       


I think I’m in love.

he eyed her
               Love
she caught his eye
                    Don’t say it like that. You ought to be happy for me I thought you’d be happy for me.

Should I ought to be happy for your heartbreak

     Why do you have to be that way? she sneered like something offensive hit her in the nose

Im not being any way Im a realist  tha I know him ya might pause an wonder why I don consider him a friend
Yare lookinstaring at the bright side which can often blind  Im pointing out theres a flipside to everything The fine print


I am a realis . .
. . Yes normally 
                   So read the fine print under charming glossy advertisement


tension went out of her shoulders a tell he saw it You have something against love?

No  Ya have to change the subject 
                                     Thas a poor ploy  playing defense   Im not tellinya wha to do Im offeringsuggestin Im saying decisions yours I wont be living your life

she flushed  she was angry with him
                                         he appreciated that  thas the cost of being honest with a friend


I think I’m in love.

he chimed I think Im infactuated

You’re being mean.

Im not

You’re being cruel.

No baby if I were mean cruel I woudnt say infactuated Id say I think Im infucktuated
                                                                                           Get your rocks off  Ya don have to be in love

1457,  Sunday,  26  6. 22
0857,  Twosday,  28  6. 22
Collie Buddz  Love is Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHdPRP8ouo8