I’ve never heard of him, what did he write? He nonfiction, fiction, I don’t read much fiction.

Why wouldnt you read fiction

It’s not real, I prefer to learn something when I read.

Ya don think fiction scifi fantasy mysteries are based in realityagainst backdrops based in legitimate interactions  hard facts

Hard facts. No.

he tried to restrain himselfhe wasnt any good at that Yare an ass

Why would you say tha . .

. . Lifes as real as it getsthat someone is improvising does not minimise or negate emotions that are drawn from the same well                                                                                                                              Yaknow Emotions  Right   Your well isnt deep

And what’s with that remark?

Nothing Tellinya like it is

Then you don . .

. . Knowya inside and out ya fail to understand how obvious you are Besides  emotion is not your strong suit Hence your doting concern over IQ why you minimise EQ

I wouldn’t say that.

No you wouldnt That why I do

                                But not to belabour our conversation He wrote a book had it bound on the right side so when read one began from the back front It disturbed a lot of people  A backwardsbound book 

                                                                                                      he thought it a riot laughed at American culture whose vanity is second to none The Japanese Middle East read their text in that manner  That an hes lefthanded  Writing was problematic reading was backwards The righthand world was a pain in the ass He just wanted to share his discomfort with the more than ninety percent of readers 

 

1956, Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

1547,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

Christina Vantzou & JAB  Pungent Lake  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Wp_pUTlx5o

 

he knew many people who displayed their pleasure with sighs or hmms as they ate  like children  utterly absorbedunembarrassed if someone were to point it out to them  he enjoyed their pleasure and was never the one who may have sought to belittle them for what purpose

                                                         however recently he attended at dinner party at a friends home  he heard it was ostentatious he hadnt been invited before an thought it odd  Wear a tie and jacket, please . .

he wore the requested  others wore sharp suits a few dressed in tuxedos 

he was seated across an enormous table white linen lit table candelabras china silver their kitchen was run by a chef dinner served by waiters hed remind himself to never do this again  he was seated across from a gentleman who throughout dinner while not sighing or hmming declared the delicacydeliciousness of each course by sharply averting his eyesleft wait  wait    wait for it then sharply avert his eyesright  perhaps twothree times every course  he did not engage in conversation during his shifty eyes despite on more than one occasion he carried the weight of the discussion  

he  was   fascinated

when dinner was over the ladies adjourned to a parlour  the gentlemen went outdoors onto a broad tiled veranda that overlooked gardens fountains sculptures and acres of lawn for brandy and cigars So this kind of stuff actually happens he thought  hed remind himself if asked again to decline 

                                                         he listened to differing conversations subject matters volleys as he walked between clutches although he didnt spend enough times in them to form an opinion 

                                                                                                he was far tooinvolved with the Cuba cigar he savoured also he had opted for Irish whiskey the waiter excused himself when he returned he carried a single leadcrystal tumbler on the silver serving tray the whiskey threw a caramelcoloured halo on it the tumbler had a fantastic weight  it was pleasurable in its own right

he kept to himself

at the partys conclusion he thanked his friends

                                                  Did you have a good time? Some people remarked you proved elusive.

I had a fine evening it was exquisite literally a once-in-a-lifetime event Thank you very much for the invitation

to his disappointment he wasnt able to get the gentleman to a side and ask him about his eyes

                                                                                                   he was a soughtafter guest

1949,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

1057,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

       Bannon abandoned swinging for the bleachers but he aint no Babe nada BAMbino  aint got no illgotten calvary coming to his rescue no Chinese yacht divining the Seven Seas

                                                                  hell have to spend a portion of the millions he defrauded allegedly Americans of for his defense

1634,  ReggaeFriday,  12  11. 21

https://www.npr.org/2021/11/12/1054309797/steve-bannon-contempt-congress-justice-department

 

he has a huge male tabby

                            Bomber

he was sired by a feral tornup tabby who was torturedhis tail broken cutoff if praying worked hed pray that he could get his hands on whoever mistreated Robert he called him Robert short for Robert Redford his indoor feral took a shine to him Robert would come up on the front screen door and spray He aint no Robert Redford baby

                                                                                                he had to go out of town  asked a friend to please stop and care for her  october  and indie  another feral he took in seven years prior  his friend wasnt savvy  october got out

                              hence Bomber  also hence shy and leftie  theyre girls

Bomber has a thing for all things he enjoyshandles and caresses  his books his old glass bottles pens shells bones sperm whale teeth

                   but Bomber really has a thing for a piece of white shale that is shaped like a sperm whale which he keeps atop his highboy cradled on a bookend  immediately inside the bookend is a 1930 illustrated by Rockwell Kent edition of Moby Dick

Bomber and indie relate to him as a fellow male

                                                  when he goes to sleep at nightwhen he says goodnight to each of his cats they often beat him to bed

they sleep together

occasionally the girls will join them and on a rare occasions the queen october also joins them

                                                                                                     years earlier he gifted his daughter a gravity blanket  he called her one winter evening to let her know that he should have given her his cats  Theyd sleep on top of you  Youd have your gravity blanket

                                                               AwDad, you are so thoughtful, so sweet Here it comes he thought but you know, I don’t have to feed my blanket.  she had a good point  anhe was terribly grateful she didnt bring up cleaning cat boxes   she let him off easy

however Bomber really has a thing for his white shale sperm whale and usually in the middle of the daysometimes night whenever it strikes his fancy hell jump up onto the dresser and get the whale in his mouthjump down and hide it then he has to wait for Bomber to forget himself and begin batting it around on the carpet in order for him to find it tell Bomber NO and put it back on the bookend

                                         LET THE GAME BEGIN . . AGAIN

Bomber was tireless

fortunately he was equally tireless

they exercised each other

if it wasnt for his ministrationscaring for his cats hed wonder who was whos pet

2323,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1234,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

 

hungry artists

like every other hungry worker

are manipulated by those who evidently have means and are mean take advantage because they can

                                                                                                             their rationale is their success it is how they retain their wealth the South fought the Civil War for exactly that reason didnt have to pay nigger slaves nothing

thats how he saw his employers

the more hungry someone is

the more desperate they are

employers like desperate employees

                                              until

an employer got brained

they don get brained often enough

they are upsetrepelled by violence prefer not getting dirty

they ignore they are the sourcethe provocation of it

they could have been fair

they did not have to be calculating  devious

                                              Ah the rub 

that is the nature of Business

first year college

                 he met a lot of people from around Chicagosurrounding states they coalescedwere thrilled being Out though few truly on their own

he enjoyed the classes discussions get-togethers parties bars

                                                                       ahem  poolhalls

one thing became apparent and consistent to him

                                                     Aw, come on man, they’re just trying to get to know you.

Then get to know me don ask me wha Im studying

later  So what do you do for a living? asif a job could define him 

inevitably inshortorder he found he immensely disliked business people 

he didnt feel bad beating one up

                                 who could possibly feel bad beating a psychopath

he liked to think that maybe the beating curtailed that thing he truly despised

when a psychopath gets their way too long they ascend  and ascending theyll fit themselves with the tingedhalo of a sociopath

he never tired of the equality of a fistfight

2226,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1117,  Thursday – Veterans Day,  11  11. 21

Julie Andrews  Getting To Know You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbbYY-pAmlY

Christina Vantzou  Sister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RC1Yjn7uKsI

 

cereal coldcereal

                    cold serial  to be canceled

   cold case archival storage

Take it awaytake it down to the morgue

he ate too many dry cereal dinners baked potato dinners in college to be enthusiastic about either

                                                                                                      only stepped in front of a dry cereal now when he visited family his granddaughters their eyes were either too big for their stomachs or they finished the cereal but went to dump a pint of organic milk down the kitchen sinkDESPITEdespite him telling them before they sat down to eat NOT to waste milk

                                        ridiculous he was one of eight kids waste was sacrilegious these two might be brought into the fold if they missed a couple of dinners at random through the week experienced hungerthey were always starving to death they hadnt a clue what hunger was

                                                      he truly couldnt say he knew real Hunger anhe was grateful

he was also grateful they werent allowed sugared cerealhed be tempted to dump the milk he either drank the milk from their bowls or if enough cereal was floating or sunk he add a bit more for proportionality

he didnt visit oftenhe wasnt a grandmother

                                            anhe didnt withstand their withering commentariestheir attempted chiding pointing fingers at him telling him he ought to spend more time with his grandchildren

                                                                                        he cut them to the quick  I did for my childrentheir grandparents were rarely around My children will do for theirs Theres things I want to do Ive earned my selfishness an Im enjoying it

theyd shake their headsmutter Pitiful, pitiful, absolutely pitiful.

                                                                          Awwell might be he was still getting laid Not a child born could replace that 

I have oatmeal every morning.

Good for you Hot cereals good never ate hot cereal for dinner

What do you eat for breakfast?

I don

You don’t, that’s not good.

According to who

I, I think I believe, that is commonly knowncommon knowledge.

According to who

                   Hate to sound like a broken record but I havent had breakfast religiouslythe only thing I might consider religiously since I was a boyteenager

Oh no, that’s not good.

My healths been better than yours . . agreed

Well, yes, but . .

. . Yes I agree there are a lot of factors at play Perhaps a smokescreen But breakfast every morning is obviously not a make-or-break proposition

                            Should I happen to be hungry on a given morning Ill eat three raw eggs Jumbo Organic should I be hungry I believe theres more protein  possibly easier to digest too

people facesexpressions always slip queasy

Fact  Cold cereal usually doesnt make people queasy

2217,  ReggaeFriday,  5  11. 21

1516,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  11. 21

 

he wasnt sure what the or if there were prerequisites for being clever

intelligence obviously would be in the mix

his friend insisted Quora made him smarter more clever

Cleverer

No, it is more clever.

Check it out man use your everpresent smartphone

                                                       Yamay be surprised

More clever.

he loved when he dug in his heels he got a look on his puss that was like passing a hard turd or something smelled bad

wasnt an attractive look but he told him plenty of times and wasnt wasting his time any more

                                                                                                 couldnt resist  Cleverer

You want to flaunt your ignorance, have at it; who am I to stand in your way?

No one

        Thank you

clever didnt peeve him unless ofcourse it wasnt

                                                  earlier before cleverer he tried to cross him up when he casually mentioned query I donknow Id have to make a query

Queery?

Query I said query

What I said.

Not whaya said

Queery.

Ya mean queer theory  a portmanteau    a blendblending

What are you talking about?

You brought it up Im trying to clarify whaya meant If anyone can clear that up for me it would be you

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Queery You brought it up

                            I assume you know what yare talking about  or don

Listen ya might recall  or your tongue will make you deaf  Cree proverb

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Well  one of us knows wha were talking about

                                                Lets change things up before you hurt yourself  Whadid you have for breakfast  Cold cereal

1749,  Twosday,  2  11. 21

1147,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  11. 21

https://www.wikihow.com/Be-Clever

Queery:  literary and cultural study that rejects traditional categories of gender and sexuality

the much-hyped Liz Cheney quote today

"I love my party. But I love my country more."

but she doesnt love her country enough to vote YES on the Infrastructure Bill last Friday

granted  it is Wednesday

1641,  Day-between-TwoTs,  10  11. 21

he heard her

she was behind him

he didnt turn immediately to eye her

he wanted to play with what she saidher voice construct her in his mind before he looked a little game he played when the opportunity presented itself

she said again

that was quick

               like a foghornnot its timbre it didnt need to be sounded againhe understoodthought everyone understood  once they heard they would know where the shoals were

he was at a party 

it was held in banquet hall

a friend asked if hed like to attend it with her

                                               she was a friend he wanted to ask out but didnt dare  she was much younger than he  he did not want to jeopardise their friendshipthey got along too wellhad too much in common  YES he would be proud to be on her arm

Excellent! Then we have a date.

A date his voice rose a date

Yes, you think I’m gonna wait forever; I’m asking you out.  You aren’t square.

square why would square be in her lingo which is why he enjoyed her No not square  We have a date  date

she smiledsensational dimples Yes, a date date.

                                                 he felt like a kid  he was going out on a date with her

she took his hand  held it

                           she leaned her head to his a strand of her black hair tickled his face she said in his ear This is really nice. I like being with you, I like that you came with me.

Yare something else kiddo  I love spending time with you

she leaned back kept his hand

                                 Did you happen to hea . .

. . Whoa, give me a moment  If yasay wha I think yare gonnasay  Ill need a moment

amused she laughed in her throat it was musical

Awright  Please proceed

Did you happen to hear the woman behind us?

Hubby

OHmy, you did.

Yes I was building her in my head just before you took my hand

You didn’t look?

No Anno spoilers okay

                         I want to see if my contoursconstruction are correct

Not a hint.

              Do you do this often?

I mightI would  it doesnt happen often

I’ll be silent.

Thank you

I’ll undress you with my eyes, again.

Youve undressed me

You’ve undressed me.

I have

Me undressed isn’t going to mess with your effort?

Impossible  No way shes in your league baby

Flatterer. I won’t say.

       Hubby   again

                        it piqued him as Lover did  it was language that ought to remain at home  like religion not flaunted proselytising  keeping a Blessingoffering Grace in a restaurant silent

                                                                                  Gawd would hear

Awright  shall we

You shall; been there done that. I’m curious to see if you can pick her out.

he turned around

the room dimmed

a klieg light lit her etched her shadow darkly to the floor on peoples clothing

                                                                               There

Or should I say Thar she blows

she wasnt fat wasnt big

Thar she blows?

As a whaler lookout cries when he spots his prey

You’re right, unbelievable; how did you do that?

                                                   I happened to be turned in her direction when she spoke he was happy she didnt say I was surprised when she did

Ive been doing this a long time

Like your walking and reading?

Yes as a matter of fact

                        Little games Ive played with myself since a boy  Entertaining

You have games for me to play with you?

More games than youll be able to count

2138,  Sunday -- Halloween,  31  10. 21

1127,  Twosday,  9  11. 21

Iron Butterfly  Most Anything You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QZdITJX6I0 

majority Republicans are bellyaching about the Infrastructure bill that passed which nineteen Republican senators voted in favour of

House Minority Leader Kevin McCarthy (R-CA) called the package a “Social Spending Scam.”  Representative Andy Biggs (R-AZ)  he leads the House Freedumb Caucus  tweeted “Republicans who voted for the Democrats’ socialist spending bill are the very reason why Americans don’t trust Congress.”

a simple solution

                   these politicians can employcan state disambiguous their districts will not accept socialist money senators their states will not accept socialist money

they voted NO

let them mean NO

thats not how the dispersal will work  it is Americas infrastructure far and wide

1012,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  11. 21

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/local-papers-celebrate-infrastructure-bill-s-benefits-name-and-shame-republican-opponents-125838405634?cid=eml_mra_20211110&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

 

she said I wish I could get stirred up like a guy.

he was relatingcouldnt remember the sequewhat triggered the memory heAH  Charlize Theron Italian Job car Mini Cooper only automobile that intrigued himbriefly usually they did nothing for himright up there with men fortyeight percent of the populationmankind didnt registerhe didnt pay any attention to them which is why women impacted him funneledhoned his interest

                             he admitted he had to watch the film again before returning it because when it ended he had been so intently watching Theron that he had no idea what the movie was about

                                                                                           Theron  Cooper

You wish ya could getah turned on  like a  guy    By a guy

Yes.

Whamakes ya wet

she didnt blinkhe understood her to be frank Wet.  she mused

                                                                     I remember I was, last, maybe seventeen, when I got really wet.

Was it the guy or something he did

The guy.

Is your wetso I understand commiserate to a guy popping a bon . .

. . Yes. Exactly exactly.

                          In the vernacular, popping a boner.

Never thought to try to fuck a vernacular she was attractive  fit

                                                               brilliant graduated Stanford magna cum laude was pissed it wasnt summa cum laude Lotsa cumming believed metrics were skewed double major undergraduate psychology biology outspoken fearlessly challenged her professors

she was a practising psychiatrist

I wonder I can wonder out loud

Please.

You should understand Im more a product of the streetdropped out of college twice Really not my cup of tea proud to say a semester and a half shy of a degree

Proud?

Yah That I put up with it that long
                                    Longest four years of my life 

What were you studying?

Entered biology Then English  Then film study

                                                   I was bounced out of the first two programmes because of professors We disagreed violently

Violently?

Violently

            Still I wouldnt have it any other way Yaknow the school of hard knocks

But if I may

Wonder out loud?

Yes

I’m interested.

Possible that because you were so driven by academiayour sights set that maybe you were stirred cerebrally I know sex happens in the brain  but maybe you were so focused your glands went way back near the end of the line

Ya have many boyfriends

Boyfriends demand attention.

Smart boyfriends

she laughed wholeheartedly

                              Isn’t that an oxymoron?

Youre the doctor

Evasion.

Evasion  Choice

                 Perhaps youd pop a boner if you lusted like an animallet your pussy think like guys ohsofrequently think with their dicks

                       Own a good vibrator dildodon answer that

Practise

2138,  Sunday – Halloween,  31  10. 21

1508,  Twosday,  9  11. 21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uw6jY3VuOcI

Whawas the difference between a knee slapper an a foot stomper

You asking me?

You were there

Why would I remember that?

Because you were there

Don’t you remember?

Not right now no Im not

                              Eventually I will

Then there you have it. 

There I have it  Yare not going to try

No, I know I won’t rememb . .

. . So you wont try

No.

    You said you’ll remember.

Cocksucker

           Thats the definition of a cocksuckertoo fuckin lazy to dig into their memory banks proclaim they cant wont try to remember

              Kindalike the shallow front pockets manufacturers put in womens jeansfuckin things cant hold a thingmaybe toenail clippings Wha a gyp

he remembered

              Hey man  I remembered the difference between a knee slapper and foot stomper

Yeah?

Yah It had to do with your sapiosexual declaration

My sapiosexual declaration? What are you talking about?

I told you that you were inaccuratenot precise hence opened a huge can of worms for yourself

What?

You saidagain like you need to remind me again  that you were sexually attracted to highly intelligence people

I am!

Wrong might wanna reconsider

Oh Hell no, I am sapiosexual. he looked so fuckin pleased with himself

Ya mean yare sexually attracted to highly intelligence women but ya opened the door for homosexuals gayswhaever ya wanna call emmakes your skin crawl  don tell me No  open to queer lovers

                                                                               Thats the difference between a knee slapper and a foot stomper

                     AnI stomped my foot 

No.

Yes

No, that wasn’t it.

Wasnt it

No.

Because you remember

crickets

Ya left it up to me to remember Aint got a leg to stand on man

                                                               Not a fuckin LEG  NADA

he cringed

           thankGawd he didnt smack his lips  had he that would have been about cocks  he wasnt keenNo way in Hell going down on women

2138,  Sunday,  31  10. 21

1552,  Monday,  8  11. 21

Jill Scott  Jill Intro  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYY9Je-gO0Q