4.9.21

 

Joshlyn

Nono nuh  you’re saying it wrong.
                                   she rolled her eyes expansively he assumed they were lubricatedgreased by the liquor shed consumed at this friendly shindig he was late 
                                                              Jocelyn. My name is Jocelyn . .
. . Thas wha I said . .
. . No . you didn’t. Joshlyn is not Jocelyn.

No

No . . not from where I’m standing. she smiled wickedly scalding

he couldntwho could resist a hot woman

he came around to her side of the table and stood directly behind her leaning down he whispered in her ear Yare not standing  Joshlyn 
                   he stood upright

she turned slightly left on her hip leaned back looked up at him EUREKA should have walked behind her earlier from his vantage point he dug his view  the expanse of her cleavage Aahwha an attractive mole then some Ohmymy
                                                                                                         My name’s Jocelyn. Jocelyn . . . got it Joe.

Im joshing Jocelyn

she lolled her head rightleaned it back against his crotch he definitely stirred 
                                                                               Joshing . you’re joshingteasing . . me?

I am Yare a good sport yawont hurt me will ya . .
. . You want to be hurt?

Ya got something in mind 
                           Maybe liquors loosened your tongue cooled your inhibitions

You think I’m inhibited?

Don knowwe don know each other that well

If I said I wasn . .
. . Id ask you out in a heartbeat                      

In a heartbeat? You saying your . heart’s . . beating for me?

he leaned back down breathed in her ear
                                           Hearts beating anothers pulsing
Beating? Pulsing?  Are you talking about . .

Talking about

Talking about . . you.

Me

Beating?

A problem with that

No.  No.

I hoped you wouldnt

No.  Maybe . you’d like some help with that?

Hell yah All hands on deck   Care to get out of here
                                                        to get out leave escape  to elude these assembled mongrels was on par with pulling fingernails out  Oh no, don’t think so, that’s ridiculous! the night’s still young!
they loved having their fingers in everyones pie 
                                                  althoughtruth be known as he looked around the bar he saw hed had his fingers in a couplethree peach pies  it was an incestuous group
                                                                    made him curious wonderwhy they hadnt gotten around to copping a hotel suite stretch polypropylene sheets splash oil liberally and savage each other like Attila the Hun heard tell some of the gals were absolute monsters
                                                           but on second thought he wasnt keen on negotiating flailingbumping up against an erection that wasnt his yes rounded bodies wet cleaves soft mouths Hellya All in  just not the swinging swaying exclamation points weeds cocks spattering lather


he pulled her chair out

they were going to play Im going go to the can 

Joshlyn first she may have raised some suspicions she didnt invite anyone go with her she weavedslightly as she left the table

hed follow in a couplethree 

he placed cash for their drinks under his glass on the table
                                                               theyd figure it out 
he wouldnt leave them high and dry

he had to work with a number of them


heading out he walked over to Sammy tipped the grinning server
                                                                     Aw Joe, you leaving so soon? You just got here. she batted her What big eyes you have, Grandmother eyelashes

Wanna quit with your hyena grin Sam                          

Yawanna quit yours, doll?

Oh baby I havent begun


some months later he and Sammy tossed the bar head over heels when he stayed after Closing he thought hed help her out get her out early after a long evening
                                            he dusted broken peanut shells an skins off her ass before he jimmied herclimaxed her on all fours on top the bar
she taught him a trick
                        how to jerryrig a jukebox to play songs without quarters
may also have broken his nose again


Jocelyn was outside the bar leaning against a Mercedes Benz 
                                                                  she looked Mercedes Benz  auburn  dressed in a green blouse and skirt

Got my truck he indicated with his thumb around the corner You drive tonight 

No. I did not. alcohol punctuated
                                 But before we go . . come over here and kiss me; I’m dying of curiosity. her smile barely hid her canines again revealing the wickedness she exhibited inside  although the tips of her canines handsomely accentuated her dimples

Comon well go around the bend  Let the curiosity build . .
. . No. adamant  I want a kiss now . .
. . Now  Now
                 People don always get what they want  Itll be worth your whil . .
. . I want a kiss NOW.

she probably got what she wanted when she wanted it
                                                           he smiledheld out his hand Comon Ill help you up off the Mercedes great prop by the way ya look sensational leaning against it

My kiss.

Ill help ya off the car Then you decide if yawanna leave with me or go back inside Im kissing ya later
                                                                                                           before she could use what he was sure would be an irresistible pout he stepped forwardtook her by the backs of her armsjust above the elbow and pulled her upagainst him his chin was at her widows peak her feet inside his his groin against her warm belly
      he held her

she leaned her head back and looked up into his face

he look down into hers

Don’t you wanna to kiss me, Joe? slick like oil  like the flutter of butterfly wings a snakes tongue

Ya kiddin me Don I feel he pressed his cock against her belly like I want to kiss you 

You do. she smiled slyly

Then walk with me
                     she brought her head up again to his chin  her hair smelled wonderful

You really ought to kiss me.

Ill kiss you
            Lets walk 

he released her arms they swung down along her sideshung he stepped back his mind stepped forwardravished her in between bites it turnedlooked over its shoulder at him Yawanna piece of this?ya oughta have a piece of this Mygawd shes delicious
Eventually

Eventually? she asked

Nothing

she started off ahead of him walking towards the corner more steady than when she left the table   

he let her take some linespooled it out  

deftly over her shoulder she said You reallyreally ought to kiss me, Joe. 

Joshlyn Ill kiss ya when I don have to stop
                                              he crossed behind her stepping up between her and the street gently he took her elbow

she leaned against him tuckedup fit nicely a warm supple magnet

he let go of her elbow and put his arm around her
                                                    their gaits paired nicely like theyd practised despite an occasional minute alcohol hobble but he had her she wasnt going anywhere                                    

her hair smelled good

Whas your address

she whispered Don’t worry; I’ll get you there. You take directions, right?

I can do that
                You

You’ve already told me they’d be worth my while.


driving 
         amid lusty banter she pausedgave him a headsup so he didnt have to brake to make sudden turns 
 

To the right, this is it, we’re here, pull up besides my car.

she parked her car left on the driveway
                                          Sit tight Ill get your door           

Such a gentleman; are you a gentleman through and through?
                                                                  I can imagine your mother’s proud of you.

Lets not bring my Maw up Shes got an onboard GPS sense anif shes intonedyou put that out into the ether shell freakin materialise out of thin air Then itd be a bitch to send her packing

What?

Trust me ixnay on the Maws Hey or well be forced to amscray in order to lose her Dig Silent running radio silence

What?

Nothing 

he walked around behind the truck and opened her door Can I help you down

It is a little high. she sighed  Has anyone ever jumped off your truck, commit suicide?

All around my place is soft earth
                                   Jumpers get up looking like sugared gingerbread 
he helped her down
                     How ya doin

Better, there’s more oxygen at this altitude.

he laughed
             Yare funny he took her by the elbow as they walked to the door she rummaged through her purse looking for her keys 
             I hate this, my keys always play hide ‘n seek with me.

Help

Would you?

he took her purse
                     Oh Joe, my purse looks good on you . .
. . Thanks Not something ya hear every day

No really, suddenly there’s a feminine aspect to you I wouldn’t have seen if you didn’t have my bag; a butch aspect, though something feminine . . No, not feminine . No . . feline . preternatural . . feral.

Thats a mouthful Joshlyn Thank you

he wasnt having much luck with her keys either
                                                    as they reached the door he opened the screen and had Joshlyn hold it it stabilised her he popped the open pursethings rose up out and fell back into it like panning for gold they rose to the top
         There we go                                   

That was great! You’ll have to teach me that . some other time she began drifting off the screen door he reached over grabbed her by the breastpinned her anchored her to it

she gasped THAT’S MY BREAST.

It is  Wharya goin

MY BREAST. she was nearly breathless he eased up on the pressure keeping her to the door
                                                                                                 with his left he turned the key in his handslipped it into the lock MY BREAST; HOW’D YOU DO THAT? I STRUGGLE OPENING IT WITH TWO HANDS.

Next time get ahold of your tit an unlocked it with your other hand That said lefthanded works for me

her breast felt good in his hand firm 
she responded to him
he smiledthumbed her happy nipple
she gasped again
                   I didnt want you to go roaming off leaving me stand here with my cock in hand

I . understand.

he tweaked her nipple gently kneaded her
                                              I didnt want to have to go looking for you

Oh uhuh tongue tied   I . understand.

he pulled her to him by her breast deftly releasing herswung his arm inside her overaround took her under his arm crossed his behind her took her by the armpit

shoving the front door open he caught the closing screen with his foot and guided her inside
                                                                                                Wheres your bedroom  bath

To the hallway, left.

the screen hushedclosed behind them he tapped the front door shut with his foot took the hallway left at its end was her bedroom large girlie  dust ruffle window treatment the bathroom was immediately to the left he guided her in sat her on the toilet Good   Yes, I’m good.  separate bath shower he opened the stall door started the water turned back to her stood her up by the armpits kissed her on the forehead Lets take a shower Ill rub you down scrub ya down

Will you kiss me?

Ill kiss you all over until you beg me beg me  to stop 
                                                         Now I wanna open your blouseget you out of that bra Free the wild beasts . .
. . Breasts. she sucked her breath

Baby theyre beasts


Joshlyn got her kiss kisses
1608,  Saturday,  28  8. 21
1227,  Saturday,  4  8. 21
Stones  You Can’t Always Get What You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jv9sDn_2XkI
Fleetwood Mac  Hypnotized  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDzXbdxeeHI      

3.9.21

                      stupid  religious white men

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/psaki-shuts-down-male-reporters-abortion-questions-youve-never-faced-those-choices/ar-AAO2nhc?ocid=mailsignout&li=BBnb7Kz

he might suppose he didnt need the two preceding signifiers but he prefers to acknowledge men for what he understands them to be and also to differentiate them from himself

its rapidly been occurring to him that White House press secretary Jen Psaki might need to bring another press secretary with her onto the dais
                        this would be a tag team secretary whose skillset is to dole outwhen necessary  sarcastic or ironic answers to those reporters whose questions deserve such remedy
                                                                            then once eviscerating them  turn them over to Jen if she either wants or needs to provide fuller context or a legitimate answer to their inane question or question she had answered earlier in the press conference 

of course between them cerebrally they will have sliced and dicedmade sushi or hash of them

in this kind of venue or setting having White House press credentials is like . . . well . . “Love means never having to say you’re sorry.” sniff sniff

1614,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21
2303,  Reggae Friday,  3  9. 21
Ben Harper  Excuse Me Mr.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJjsEyW5l6M

 

five members of the U. S. Supreme Court let an unconstitutional Texas statute stand which creates bounty hunters of Texas civilians for a rich $TenGrand payday if theyre able to successfully sue and win their suit defendants are also on the hook for their suers legal fees

imagine all the wannabe Texas Rangers private dicks crawling out of the woodwork  termites are going to have their hands full  maggots are going to have to shove over and make room

its a realistic thought experiment
                                   because some people are low built FORD-tough dishonest

they might be someone you made the mistake of trusting who you shared a moment of intimacy 

having let the cat out of the bag
                                   some point down the road a fouryearlong road
for whatever reason this person gets upset at you has a bug crawl up their ass they decide Awright, okay, I know how to get back at you. I’m going to court and I’m going to sue over the abortion you told me about.

it is realistic

theres probably more pricks around looking for a payday they we can imagine
                                                                                   particularly in Texas

which is always why if you kill someone a fetus not aborted would be someone
                                                                                 keep it to yourself
whether you were raped a victim of incest or your birth control failed                                                                                                     
after 333 or 1533, Thursday,  2  9. 21
1558,  Reggae Friday,  3  9. 21
Doors  Crawling King Snake  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dV0buYqrRo4



if soul . . life beyond life

                            then it is not preposterous to imagine life beyond life . . beyond life

provokedenticed  we can imagine life beyond life beyond life . . beyond life . ad nauseum
Can Life be nauseous
 
                           never one to ask a question without giving an answer  his intent is not to prejudice  or lead  rather only to say so there is no question where he stands 


Can Life be nauseous

to answer he has to admit he does not believe in soul he believes that soul can be comforting  comforting as believing in a Hereafter  Afterlife  Heaven
he does not believe in religion 
philosophy
             not religion 

 nausea
           by illness  however also by elation  coinflips  happy blue  cant have one without the other  an eternal balance   wellness  pain
                              understanding that he cherishes day by day

not granted seconds
                       he sufferscries is happylaughs crosses his fingers for an iota more of happiness 

2239, Thursday,  2  9. 21
1122,  Reggae Friday,  3  9. 21
Chris Isaak  Wicked Games  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oadhHk2xs6c
Fleetwood Mac  Future Games  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SL6PWUq1vqA 

2.9.21

stack the court

women have a right to their own bodies

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/texas-abortion-law-supreme-court-sotomayor-dissent/

https://www.supremecourt.gov/opinions/20pdf/21a24_8759.pdf

2031,  Thursday,  2  9. 21


 

Homicide  Its pronounced ˈhäməˌsīd I wish youd say it correctly

I am . .
. . Youre not
I’m saying it correctly for me, and what’s with correctly, I wish you’d say it correctly, why not I wish you’d say it right. he chuckled at his little political joke

Yare not funny

Not funnyI’m a freakin’ riot . . Right . get it . .
. . Way ahead of you Ya telegraph your lines Im up the track an yare still bent over in the starting blocks lookin mighty attractive to homosin your vernacular  in your short track shorts  he meant to offend him

fury rose in his face

Yup lookin mighty plumripe for the pickin

You might want to shut your face.

No don threaten meweve danced before Ill knock ya down before you can get your cyclechain belt off  aint none of your buddies in earshot
                     Cool down man remember who started the exchange  Ya know I don back down


the bruisedredness began trickling out of his face like ice melts off a windshield
                                                                                       I was joshing you.

Bout something ya know I have no patience for
                                                  Queer how we grew up together next door hung around with the same kids played on school teams anyet ya got this bug up your ass My Dads the racistthe uptight crewcut heterosexual  anya act like the son he wished he had 
I donget it

You don’t get that homosexuals are wrong, lesbians are wrongthere’s something wrong with them; all them others too. It’s homocide, homocide, and I’m not changing my pronunciation because it offends you.

Im not surprised Abject ignorance long ago stopped offending meIve become inured  Yare debasing yourself  Go ahead open your mouth  I don have to participate

2238,  Sunday,  29  8. 21
121 or 1321,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21

1.9.21

 
Sirhan Sirhan
                any history buffs in the room the Board evidently fucking idiots recommended his parole

his fate now lies in the Governors hands

the Governor might want to recall a particular Sirhan quote
                                                               They can gas me, but I am famous. “I achieved in one day what it took Kennedy all his life to do.”
destruction is easier than creation 

Sirhan Sirhan ought to die in prison for the coldblooded murder of Robert Kennedy

let his fame console him

2157,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21

 
gotta have a pensee for today
                                 a terribly disgraceful day in America

Abort

Vile inaction

Rape Incest We could care less

Friendship is Texas’ motto

A real bitch aint it

2123,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21

 
abortions that should have happened
                                        Texas Governor Lieutenant Governor Greg Abbott and Dan Patrick
Texas Attorney General Ken Paxton and all lesser known state Republican Senators and Representatives
bitter
      bet your sweet ass
Uuu uuu
        yesyes also those United States Supreme Court Justices who bear responsibility for not providing the requested injunction
2056,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21

TIME TO PACK THE SUPREME COURT

political old white Texas farts and bittyold broads wanna get in womens panties 
                                                                                     deny them their rights (he thought to write inherent but figured laws are meant to manipulate what is inherent) to their bodies
                                                                                      snatch away their right to abort an unwanted pregnancyunwanted because they cant afford to raise child their birth control failed or they were raped by a family member or another
                           Texas incests a threat
6 weeks
          just about the same time these old cocks need to remember to see their physicians again to refill their Viagra Cialis prescriptions
                      Nope  aint gettin them up no mo without chemical help 

Corporate if they were moral ought to straighten their asses out and not sell on-line or in Texas to them

turnabout is fair play

1416,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  9. 21

pennyroyal  savin  black draught  tansy tea  oil of cedar  ergot of rye  mallow  motherwort 
or
The Women’s Health Protection Act  https://www.congress.gov/117/bills/s1975/BILLS-117s1975is.pdf

 

Racism is white hatred of blacks and Others

its the FEAR of being lynched of being enslaved

FEAR of retribution
                    which by all rights  would be due and should have coming
not that it would

desperate desperate craven White people

who dont want to be held accountable for 400 years of their ancestors horrific actions
                                                                                         actions which SCREAM an Cry an holler louder than words


AMERICA is not a white cuntry 
                                     Once upon a time . . .  but thats a fairy tale
             a fairy tale

                            got their hand caught in the cookie jar

1708,  Twosday,  31  8. 21

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/summer-1946-saw-black-wwii-vets-fight-freedom-home-180978538/?utm_source=smithsoniandaily&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=20210830-daily-responsive&spMailingID=45541229&spUserID=MTIyMTUxODU5OTExNgS2&spJobID=2067368472&spReportId=MjA2NzM2ODQ3MgS2  

https://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/26/books/review/white-rage-by-carol-anderson.html

https://www.them.us/story/hate-crimes-against-black-asian-and-lgbtq-people-hit-record-highs-in-2020?utm_source=nl&utm_brand=pol&utm_campaign=aud-dev&utm_mailing=thematic_ballot_090121&utm_medium=email&bxid=5bea162d3f92a40469717478&cndid=48665723&hasha=50c730cb0ac5cbd04b51d81774de5e3e&hashb=39d29869c836d0019ebc80213a743d0dbe1d7328&hashc=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951&sourcecode=thematic_ballot&utm_content=B&utm_term=Thematic_Ballot_Subscribers


31.8.21

 
           self anaesthetise
                                  he knew a bit about that knewterribly a bit about it
the knowing makes it tougher
                               but some pains are so deep only certain chemicals seepcan infiltrate those crevasses thinfissures  badlybroken chinks
he wished they were holes
                            holes were easier to plug


an old accurate saying  things come in threes
he wished
            his exceeded three
                                 they toppled himcame on like perfectly  spaced  shiny  black  whitedotted  dominoes  tipped 
       tripped fell breached a breath an infinitesimalwiggle its wont  over it goes fallingfailing to the next infinitesimalwiggle wont
                            sevenlucky seven  inside a year 
he was worked to the ropes to the corner
dazed
      couldnt keep his elbowscouldnt deflect the blows
breath was pounded out of him 
he gasped
            his head was an easy target 
to put him downanout  
put him away
                 It wasnt interested
It held him up 
It wanted every breath after he lost to cause him pain

It was an artist
                a mechanic     sadistic     

It certainly got Its rocks off beating him

then backing into Its corner It spit Its mouthpiece onto the canvaspounded Its gloves together chiding him  I can’t wait until tomorrow, can’t hardly wait.

2144,  Monday,  30  8. 21
1549,  Twosday,  31  8. 21
Brenda Lee  I’ll Be Seeing You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6z6Hv9HAoM

a sitting target


Representative Madison Cawthorn (R-N.C.) 
                                              for a young man in a wheelchair hes got a mighty big mouth

he mused about busting January 6 “political hostages” out of judicial custody that hawk came out of his mouth when he responded to a question how he would “support those people who were ‘captured’ on January 6 . .”

none of the 600plus suspects were arrested on January 6
                                                             by comparison  a reported 480 people were arrested over the weekend in Minneapolis after George Floyd was murdered by a white police officer assisted by his tag team 


addressing white righties who apparently bruise easily 
                                                            Cry me a river

1523,  Twosday,  31  8. 21

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   a pensee

                  he was fond of the artform 

Racist

Ashli Rabid

SURPRISE  Took one for the team

In the halls of the Capitol

Wont make that mistake twice

after 2142,  Saturday,  21  8. 21
1220,  Monday,  30  8. 21
a pensee

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   a sputtering cauldron of pensee

                                           a heaping second helping

CoVid

Eternal Life

Refusing vaccination

Ignorance in Mississippi

Heading into the Light

1240,  Monday,  30  8. 21

a pensee

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