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16.7.21
Freya
My wife didnt find out
Her husband didnt find out
I aint sweating you Im honest I admit
I cheated and admit it never happened again
If youre so honest you wouldnt
have cheated
it wasnt her dimples that did him
in
high brow
full lips
he had to quit sitting to his right
horseshit he heard him but not well
he admitted it was his trick ear
trick ears are troubled ears
Yadid
I did not, I did not.
Yadid I told ya an ya said yah
What are you talking about? You
said it. I’m waiting for you to catch me up.
Catch you up theres nothing to catch ya up about
Then say it again.
Ive said twice
Humor me; say it once more.
Chaise lounge? You said chaise
lounge.
I yelled it
humbly Chaste lounge.
Wha the fucks a chaste lounge
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Mr.
Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes
argued it was perfectly acceptable to force sterilisation on a woman because of
her low intelligence he affirmed the
value of Virginias law in order to prevent the nation from “being swamped with
incompetence . . . Three generations of imbeciles are enough.”
his buddy had family closeby
his family was crosscountry
his buddy was an extrovertuncomfortable
being by himself
he was an introverteasily entertaining himself
Man, I can't stand being by myself.
Im comfortable with me
Comfortable with me, bullshit; you got to be lonely.
Yeah, alright, whatever floats
your boat.
A tiresome analogy Nothing original
Why? Tried and true.
Whatever, man.
For the time being
Okay, we've got the maudlin shit out
of the way; room on your dance card for a cup of coffee later this week?
dance card their standing joke
Wideopen as usual Lemme know when yare free
I’m going to have to get back to
you; some irons in the fire with family.
A flair? Damn. I’m sorry to hear
that. Anything I can do?
Thoughtful of you to ask no thank you
You sound uncomfortable. Should I
let you go?
Ralph Waldo Emerson
we will learn if moral men and
womenunfortunately of one stripe can
best those who swim in and have gulped the KoolAid
1440, Thursday,
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Mango
306, Thursday,
15 7. 21
2059, Day-between-Two-Ts, 14 7.
21
14.7.21
Stop stop stop Before
you go any furthur whos writing the
soundtrack for this episode
Who’s writing the soundtrack?
What are you talking about?
Gotta have a soundtrackheighten
the suspense create moods Itd be huge if we could sell the ideasell a
pilot
When don I Ya just keep teeing things up Id be a fool an idiot
if I resisted
You’re no better than a guy.
I’ve heard other women comment on laughter.
Why do you have to be coarse?
Because because youve gone into cellphone
on-line meat markets with your head up your ass
My head up my ass?
What do you say that?
I say because its exactly whaya said
What did I say?
I don’t know what you’re talking
about.
I suppose I got some work to do.
Tennessee
1653, Day-between-Two-Ts, 14 7. 21
Woudya stop
Me stop. You’re the one in
denial.
Yareally think I could cross my
fingers behind my back tell a lie to youse
A cry for help not an attempt
It was an attempt, you put it out
in the world when you wrote about it, when you confided out loud, what? maybe
taking measure of the Universe?she sneered The Multiverse?
A she A Mommalonglegs
A Daddylonglegs; she’s still a
Daddylonglegs.
What are you talking about?
Wait for it
Waiting.
Comon a sense of humourwhy so dour
Might be my humourless time of month.
At the risk of getting their ass
kicked . . out in the world?yah . in front of everyone?yah . Nah.
Ruling the roost huhbabe
For the time being.
Once upon a time
Listenin
Been waiting.
Definitely a period not a comma
Yes, get on with it; formerly
Phalangida.
I thought briefly too Phalangilda
stoic
Gilda
Im clever without you saying That old wholesome gem It goes without saying
she gave him stonyeyes
Ya can give that up It didnt work when my Mom tried
Oh my goodness! almost gay Sometimes I
forget you were birthed, had a mother.
You are, don't remind me; and what happened was a
suicide attempt.
She didn’t make her presence
known.
Seems were getting unsolicited
acknowledgments
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the back of his head was missing
there was a scrabble of something
in his remaining skull he might conclude was brain
he stood collapsed against the
interior of a fieldstone foundation and long lengths of gray weathered barnwood
roughcut studs and crossmembers
tattered
despondent
he was dead
but he was un-conscious he was dead
pitifully he tried to talk
but his tongue was ravaged inarticulate
his bridge was missing and had tumbled
down the shambles of his tall body and got hung up in his yet-meaty bowels and
jutting bone pelvis
his jaw akimbo was unmatched to
his maxilla
he could not
what was he saying