Brielle in toto

 

         finally   finallyfinally he met her  she was a young womanhed had glimpses of herhad glances

suddenly therethen she was not  

he had assembled these facets of her in his mind and sliver by sliver he found himselfrecognised that she intrigued him 

he liked her 

finally  they met 

 

he stopped into a small liquorstore it also sold gasoline some groceries he stopped to look at its boasted – the sign said -- collection of craft beers 

                          he was looking for something out of the ordinary 

and then there she was behind the counter   unmistakably her                    

turning to greet him she said Hi, hey. . I’ve seen you around. 

it is nice to be recognised Hey Ive been around Though curiously I . . think . Ive seen you around too In profile never head-on like this

Well, it’d be impolite to stare, huh? Worse getting caught.

he smiled he liked she was frank Well let me say this bout that had I the opportunity to stare at you I would have an had you caught me I would think by the expression on my face you would recognised that I wasnt leering at you rather appreciating you

Oh, aren’t you a charmer?

I am though only because my mother said that about me She wasnt wrong about a lot of things about meHa whether she liked them or not

she smiledshook her head slowly side to side Men. Can’t live with ‘em, can’t live without ‘em.

maybe he wasnt In Like Flintbut more In than Out 

                                                      I stopped because of your sign yourah unparalleled selection of craft beers Im crossing my fingers

Boss thinks it’s a good selection, but I could improve it.

You like beer

I like good beer.

Girl after my own heart Youll excuse me 

                                           other customers had entered and were beginning to form up for their purchases Gas

he had the crafts that were there they werent what he was looking for

leaving he made eye contact with her 

                                        Nothing, huh? she asked 

Not that I havent had

Ah. My name’s Brielle.

Joe

Hope maybe I’ll see you again; this is my gig and I’ve been pushing hard to take over ordering. I think I could please you.

I think you could he smiledshe returned his smile quicker  Ill look forward to next time Brielle

the smile hadnt fallen from her face and grew larger she then returned her attention to the customer and sale she was ringing up for them

 

a week and a half later he returned 

                                     JOE! as he came through the door 

Brielle her enthusiasm made him laugh Were you able to wrestle control of the ordering

No. Though not that I’ll stop pressing.

Is there something worthwhile

Me.

harp music went off in his ears You 

Me.

Well I suppose well have to do something about that huh

Yes. We should. Im off at eightthirty this evening, you could walk me home.

Walk you home Any books I can carry for youbeen a long time since I walked a girl home 

No books.

Well we wont let that hinder us Lets call it a date

Yes, please, let’s call it a date.

hmm  they had a date

 

as he walked her home she was enthusedlike a small child shed rush ahead of himwalk backwards talking rushing back to his side circling one way round him then circling the other like a drunken square dance

she had a lot to say was very animated 

                                           Youah  a bit of a conversationalist  he asked smiling

Hell, yah, with customers it’s like pulling teeth, they’re automatons, WhamBamThankyouMa'am.

WhamBam Yaknow how quickly yare winning my heart

Good! Good. her lips spread in a small delighted smile Say, there’s a small dinner ahead, could I buy you a grilled cheese sandwich, they make the best grilled cheese. I’m hungry.

Buy me a sandwich

Sure, I think I owe you, I haven’t given you much a chance to chime in, you been listening carefully, and when I’ve given you a chance to say what you say has been on point, spot on, very insightful.

Thank you

No, thank you.

Though I am concerned that your food will get cold

My food’s always cold. Besides, eating should be about sharing, breaking bread, breaking inroads, sharing different perspectives, sharing thoughts.

Brielle I gotta admit I like you

I like you too, Joe.

Yes Please Lets have a bite to eat and talk some more

she clapped her handsrose up of her toes Yes!

damn good grilled cheese

Brielle was tickled when he order a glass of cold milk 

                                                         Milk? Really?

Really Im surprised when people are surprised Why You think Im too old to be drinking milk

No, it’s just that it’s been a long time since I’ve been with someone who’s ordered milk with their food, usually soda pops or coffee. What the hell, I think I’ll join you.

Great Well compare moustaches

Moustaches. Oh you’re bad.

Wha I think youll look great with a blonde moustache Against your complexion your auburn hair the redhighlights Im thinking Neapolitan ice cream

Neapolitan. Neapolitan. she said it asif it was strange in her mouth Do they still make Neapolitan ice cream?

Somewhere Id bet though Im not keen I like Butter Pecan However for you Ill make an exception

Butter Pecan, shesh. then her eyes went bright So, ah, you think I’m exceptional?

he laughedsounded like a dogs bark 

                                       Brielle Yes You are exceptional but don let it go to yer head I still gotta getya out of here through the doorway to walk you home

she smiled deliciously You are so charming.

So you an my Maw say 

the grilled cheese was good cold

her moustache was better than his 

it was because of the shape of her mouth

in the parking lot she rushed up behind himjumped up on his back nuzzled his neck kissed it 

                                                                                                  Would you be my pony until the street. I can’t remember the last pony back ride I had; I promise, I swear, I won’t forget this one if you allow me to ride you.

Ifya promise to remember ya got a ride

she wrapped him in her arms her head beside his Ooh, you smell so good.

Good until I start sweating

Aww, then you’ll smell even better, smell like who you are.

he chuckled  Yare a queer little bird Brielle

Thank you.

she tugged on his right ear to have him go right at the street

she was light 

he thought he could carry her forever

she was thrilled he didnt put her down 

                                          she whispered in his ear You’re such a good horsey. and kissed it

he whinnied

she laughed  I’M SO HAPPY!

Doesnt take much huh

It shouldn’t, don’t you think?

I think I have simple pleasures too

Birds of a feather!  she laughed

Okay Yes Birds Brielle

she tugged on his left ear 

he went left 

his ears were apparently reins 

                                 she laughed then whispered Wish I had spurs            

Jesus girl Were becoming mighty familiar mighty fast

You want me to slow dow . .

. . No I can keep up 

I believe you can.

they went left then right another right left right another left 

                                                               Just up the street a bit further; I can’t believe you gave me a ride the whole way.

Tell ya wha next time I ride We can take turns

Haha, oh shit. 

You think you can remember how to get here?

Given our convoluted conversations I think if I could follow our currents and flowsoverflows thisll be a cinch  Besides  yare my inscentive

Incentive, that’s sweet.

In scent tive Brielle If I misstep all I have to do is put my nose up in the air and inhale find your scent Your scent Inscentive

Are you making up words for me?

I told you I write

You have.

           Is it, like I’m a . . . a . muse?

You a – muse me

she gave him a big kiss on the back of his head Thank you!

Yare welcome 

Which house

Here on the left.  

                             Ooh. 

Wha

It doesn’t look the same, like the same house, the fascade is . is . different.  I’m disoriented.

Whas the address

5135.

Its 5135 Here he set her downfelt like he was going to launch into the atmosphere suddenly feeling so light with Brielle dismounted  Here give me your key

Okay. 

        after handing him the key she crouched on the sidewalk cowered

Are you okay

I don’t know.

Ill be right back Watch from here

he went up five concrete steps that mounted a berm small decorative lions were to either side at the top he followed the paver walk grass growing up in between them to the front door

the key slipped in

he unlocked the door

pushed it in a bit

he took the key out of the lock and walked down towards her 

                                                                  Brielle he said as he returned to the top of the steps  Yare home 

Huh Doesn’t look right. The fascade, something’s . . different . Different.

he went down the steps to her and reaching for her elbow she grabbed his arm with both hands frightenedshe startled him Brielle Wha                              

The key opened the lock?

Yes

5135?

Yes

I’m not sure.

 

Well lets go up  Your key unlocked it . .

. . You’ll go with me?

Ill go with you

 

                      Come on Im right hereright beside you 

as they ascended the steps she said It looks so strange.

Asif you were in a dream

she lookedupsuddenly into his face Yes. Exactly. In a dream.

I like drea . . 

. . Nightmares?

A nightmares a dream

You don’t think they are different?

I don no 

they went up the walk slowly as Brielle steeled herself 

                                                           You recognised the lions an awfully nice touch

The lions, yes.

                she didnt take her eyes off the entryway You left the door open?

I did 

at the threshold she stopped again I’m not familiar with this, anyofthis. 

he stepped behind her and took her by the shoulders pulled her back against his chest then turned her and as he did he embraced her

she was trembling

Therethere Brielle Were okay  Yare okay yare okay 

Please give me a moment. This is so strange, so strange.

All the time in the world Were okay yare okay he said it with conviction he could feel her beginning to gel feel her strength gathering

 

Okay. 

        I . . ah . think, despite my confusion, I think we can ah . . we can enter.

Okay Letting go of you Lets go in

she laughedthen laughed harder and bit harder We’d look ridiculous, huh, shuffling in clutching each other.

Ive looked ridiculousbeen ridiculous before wouldnt be skin off my ass

But you’re something else. No.  I’m okay. We can go in.

he liked now the firmness of her voiceliked its assuredness returned Then madam if I may Ill open the door all the way an follow you in

Oh, thank you sir. 

she stepped forward without trepidation as he pushed it open and stepped aside

OH MY escaped her 

                      the front room looked asif a kids enormous or many jungle gyms madeup of steel bars pyramids cubes had been pushed over tumbled together laid on modern vibrantlycoloured sectional furniture ottoman a seating group 

       Brielle was agog then delighted then confusednervous she leapt up onto the bars separate poles climbing them and at once seemed to throw gymnastic moves playing poledancing became utterly childish and alternately utterly seductive working her way up and up to an impossiblyimplausible high ceiling 

                                                                                   it were asif a gigantic spider on acid had spun an alacritous glintingsteel web irregular unsymmetric threaded various diameters and upon it as the ceiling seemed to give way opened up  upon it strung them were beetle-like carapaces beads smooth insets facets unfurling wings doorways splitting yawning opening into ascending rooms bedrooms dens bathrooms opened segregated private filled with steaming bathtubs impossibly inverted hanging upside down not dumping their water dictated by queer gravities 

          and she from atop a brightred glistening bead aquiver like jelly like a dribble of mercury freed from a smashed thermometer peeking inside it perhaps through an aperture he couldnt see she she cried Come! You should join me! Join me! I’ve found my bedroom. 

                                  she laughed as she disappeared from sight entering it

her laughter became muffled though she continued laughing laughing happily and as he grabbed bars to scale up after her they became malleable they bent they couldnt support his weightturned to cool teardrops under his grasp  he let go of them because the failed him 

                                he grasped at other bars they avoided him like wary serpents then suddenly  slowly  the fractal mass receded moved away from him leaving an opaque pearlescent slime on the wood floor that seemed to harden he likened it more to a surface of an undisturbed pond not telling its depth revealing the depth of the muck at its bottom  and hardened like a honeycoloured lacquer like unforgiving resin that would later form amber 

the heapthe festooned bars stopped moving presented a gulf between him at it a moat

                                                                                               he couldnt hear Brielle

though he could still see the brightred bead she disappeared into 

he wondered if he should risk crossing the floorrisk crossing itrisk the bars that moved away from him  failed him 

should he risk risk 

he decided No

 

he woke  perhaps a cowards way out he didnt read fantasy

1021,  Sunday,  17  11. 19

1249, Saturday,  6  3. 21

Brielle part 2

 

damn good grilled cheese

Brielle was tickled when he order a cold glass of milk 

                                                         Milk? Really?

Really Im surprised when people are surprised Why You think Im too old to be drinking milk

No, it’s just that it’s been a long time since I’ve been with someone who’s ordered milk with their food, usually soda pops or coffee. What the hell, I think I’ll join you.

Great Well compare moustaches

Moustaches. Oh you’re bad.

Wha I think youll look great with a blonde moustache Against your complexion your auburn hair the redhighlights Im thinking Neapolitan ice cream

Neapolitan. Neapolitan. she said it asif it was strange in her mouth  Do they still make Neapolitan ice cream?

Somewhere Id bet though Im not keen I like Butter Pecan However for you Ill make an exception

Butter Pecan, shesh. then her eyes went bright So, ah, you think I’m exceptional?

he laughedsounded like a dogs bark 

                                       Brielle Yes You are exceptional but don let it go to yer head I still gotta getya out here through the doorway to walk you home

she smiled deliciously You are so charming.

So you an my Maw say 

the grilled cheese was good cold

her moustache was better than his 

it was because of the shape of her mouth

 

in the parking lot she rushed up behind himjumped up on his back nuzzled his neck kissed it 

                                                                                                  Would you be my pony until the street. I can’t remember the last pony back ride I had; I promise, I swear, I won’t forget this one if you allow me to ride you.

Ifya promise to remember ya got a ride

she wrapped him in her arms her head beside his Ooh, you smell so good.

Good until I start sweating

Aww, then you’ll smell even better, smell like who you are.

he chuckled  Yare a queer little bird Brielle

Thank you.

she tugged on his right ear to have him go right at the street

she was light 

he thought he could carry her forever

she was thrilled he didnt put her down 

                                          she whispered in his ear You’re such a good horsey. and kissed it

he whinnied

she laughed  I’M SO HAPPY!

Doesnt take much huh

It shouldn’t, don’t you think?

I think I have simple pleasures too

Birds of a feather!  she laughed

Okay Yes Birds Brielle

she tugged on his left ear 

he turned left 

his ears were apparently reins 

                                 she laughed then whispered Wish I had spurs            

Jesus girl Were becoming mighty familiar mighty fast

You want me to slow dow . .

. . No I can keep up 

I believe you can.

they went left then right another right left right another left 

                                                               Just up the street a bit further; I can’t believe you gave me a ride the whole way.

Tell ya wha next time I ride We can take turns

Haha, oh shit. 

You think you can remember how to get here?

Given our convoluted conversations I think if I could follow our currents and flowsoverflows thisll be a cinch  Besides  yare my inscentive

Incentive, that’s sweet.

In scent tive Brielle If I misstep all I have to do is put my nose up in the air and inhale find your scent Your scent  Inscentive

Are you making up words for me?

I told you I write

You have.

           Is it, like I’m a . . . a . muse?

You a – muse me

she gave him a big kiss on the back of his head Thank you!

Yare welcome 

Which house

Here on the left.  

                             Ooh. 

Wha

It doesn’t look the same, like the same house, the fascade is . is . different.  I’m disoriented.

Whas the address

5135.

Its 5135 Here he set her downfelt like he was going to launch into the atmosphere suddenly feeling so light with Brielle dismounted  Here give me your key

Okay. 

        after handing him the key she crouched on the sidewalk cowered

Are you okay

I don’t know.

Ill be right back Watch from here

he went up five concrete steps that mounted a berm small decorative lions were to either side at the top he followed the paver walk grass growing up in between them to the front door

the key slipped in

he unlocked the door

pushed it in a bit

he took the key out of the lock and walked down towards her 

                                                                  Brielle he said as he returned to the top of the steps  Yare home 

Huh Doesn’t look right. The fascade, something’s . . different . Different.

he went down the steps to her and reaching for her elbow she grabbed his arm with both hands frightenedshe startled him Brielle Wha                              

The key opened the lock?

Yes

5135?

Yes

I’m not sure.

 

Well lets go up  Your key unlocked it . .

. . You’ll go with me?

Ill go with you

 

                      Come on Im right hereright with you 

as they ascended the steps she said It looks so strange.

Asif you were in a dream

she lookedupsuddenly into his face Yes. Exactly. In a dream.

I like drea . . 

. . Nightmares?

A nightmares a dream

You don’t think they are different?

I don no 

they went up the walk slowly as Brielle steeled herself 

                                                           You recognised the lions an awfully nice touch

The lions, yes.

                she didnt take her eyes off the entryway You left the door open?

I did 

at the threshold she stopped again I’m not familiar with this, anyofthis. 

he stepped behind her and took her by the shoulders pulled her back against his chest then turned her and as he did he embraced her

she was trembling

Therethere Brielle Were okay  Yare okay yare okay 

Please give me a moment. This is so strange, so strange.

All the time in the world Were okay yare okay he said it with conviction he could feel her beginning to gel feel her strength gathering

 

Okay. 

        I . . ah . think, despite my confusion, I think we can ah . . we can enter.

Okay Letting go of you Lets go in

she laughedthen laughed harder and bit harder We’d look ridiculous, huh, shuffling in clutching each other.

Ive looked ridiculousbeen ridiculous before wouldnt be skin off my ass

But you’re something else. No.  I’m okay. We can go in.

he liked now the firmness of her voiceliked its assuredness returned Then madam if I may Ill open the door all the way an follow you in

Oh, thank you sir. 

she stepped forward without trepidation as he pushed it open and stepped aside

OH MY escaped her 

                      the front room looked asif a kids enormous or many jungle gyms madeup of steel bars pyramids cubes had been pushed over tumbled together laid on modern vibrantlycoloured sectional ottoman furniture a seating group 

       Brielle was agog then delighted then confusednervous she leapt up onto the bars separate poles climbing them and at once seemed to throw gymnastic moves playing poledancing became utterly childish and alternately utterly seductive working her way up and up to an impossiblyimplausible high ceiling 

                                                                                   it were asif a gigantic spider on acid had spun an alacritous glintingsteel web irregular unsymmetric threaded various diameters and upon it as the ceiling seemed to give way opened up  upon it strung them were beetle-like carapaces beads smooth insets facets unfurling wings doorways splitting yawning opening into ascending rooms bedrooms dens bathrooms opened segregated private filled with steaming bathtubs impossibly inverted hanging upside down not dumping their water dictated by queer gravities 

          and she from atop a brightred glistening bead aquiver like jelly like a dribble of mercury freed from a smashed thermometer peeking inside it perhaps through an aperture he couldnt see she she cried Come! You should join me! Join me! I’ve found my bedroom. 

                                  she laughed as she disappeared from sight entering it

her laughter became muffled though she continued laughing laughing happily and as he grabbed bars to scale up after her they became malleable they bent they couldnt support his weightturned to cool teardrops under his grasp  he let go of them because the failed him 

                                he grasped at other bars they avoided him like wary serpents then suddenly  slowly  the fractal mass receded moved away from him leaving an opaque pearlescent slime on the wood floor that seemed to harden he likened it more to a surface of an undisturbed pond not telling its depth revealing the depth of the muck at its bottom and hardened like a honeycoloured lacquer like unforgiving resin that would later form amber 

the heapthe festooned bars stopped moving presented a gulf between him at it a moat

                                                                                               he couldnt hear Brielle

though he could still see the brightred bead she disappeared into 

he wondered if he should risk crossing the floorrisk crossing itrisk the bars that moved away from him  failed him 

should he risk risk 

he decided No

 

he woke  perhaps a cowards way out he didnt read fantasy

1021,  Sunday,  17  11. 19

1249, Saturday,  6  3. 21

Brielle part 1

 

         finally   finallyfinally he met her  she was a young womanhed had glimpses of herhad glances

suddenly therethen she was not  

he had assembled these facets of her in his mind and sliver by sliver he found himselfrecognised that she intrigued him 

he liked her 

finally  they met 

 

he stopped into a small liquorstore it also sold gasoline some groceries he stopped to look at its boasted – the sign said -- collection of craft beers 

                          he was looking for something out of the ordinary 

and then there she was behind the counter   unmistakably her                    

turning to greet him she said Hi, hey. . I’ve seen you around. 

it is nice to be recognised Hey Ive been around Though curiously I . . think . Ive seen you around too In profile never head-on like this

Well, it’d be impolite to stare, huh? Worse getting caught.

he smiled he liked she was frank Well let me say this bout that had I the opportunity to stare at you I would have an had you caught me I would think by the expression on my face you would recognised that I wasnt leering at you rather appreciating you

Oh, aren’t you a charmer?

I am though only because my mother said that about me She wasnt wrong about a lot of things about meHa whether she liked them or not

she smiledshook her head slowly side to side Men. Can’t live with ‘em, can’t live without ‘em.

maybe he wasnt In Like Flintbut more In than Out 

                                                      I stopped because of your sign yourah unparalleled selection of craft beers Im crossing my fingers

Boss thinks it’s a good selection, but I could improve it.

You like beer

I like good beer.

Girl after my own heart Youll excuse me 

                                           other customers had entered and were beginning to form up for their purchases Gas

he had the crafts that were there they werent what he was looking for

leaving he made eye contact with her 

                                        Nothing, huh? she asked 

Not that I havent had

Ah. My name’s Brielle.

Joe

Hope maybe I’ll see you again; this is my gig and I’ve been pushing hard to take over ordering. I think I could please you.

I think you could he smiledshe returned his smile quicker  Ill look forward to next time Brielle

the smile hadnt fallen from her face and grew larger she then returned her attention to the customer and sale she was ringing up for them

 

a week and a half later he returned 

                                     JOE! as he came through the door 

Brielle her enthusiasm made him laugh Were you able to wrestle control of the ordering

No. Though not that I’ll stop pressing.

Is there something worthwhile

Me.

harp music went off in his ears You 

Me.

Well I suppose well have to do something about that huh

Yes. We should. Im off at eightthirty this evening, you could walk me home.

Walk you home Any books I can carry for youbeen a long time since I walked a girl home 

No books.

Well we wont let that hinder us Lets call it a date

Yes, please, let’s call it a date.

hmm  they had a date

 

as he walked her home she was enthusedlike a small child shed rush ahead of himwalk backwards talking rushing back to his side circling one way round him then circling the other like a drunken square dance

she had a lot to say was very animated 

                                           Youah  a bit of a conversationalist  he asked smiling

Hell, yah, with customers it’s like pulling teeth, they’re automatons, WhamBamThankyouMa'am.

WhamBam Yaknow how quickly yare winning my heart

Good! Good. her lips spread in a small delighted smile Say, there’s a small dinner ahead, could I buy you a grilled cheese sandwich, they make the best grilled cheese. I’m hungry.

Buy me a sandwich

Sure, I think I owe you, I haven’t given you much a chance to chime in, you been listening carefully, and when I’ve given you a chance to say what you say has been on point, spot on, very insightful.

Thank you

No, thank you.

Though I am concerned that your food will get cold

My food’s always cold. Besides, eating should be about sharing, breaking bread, breaking inroads, sharing different perspectives, sharing thoughts.

Brielle I gotta admit I like you

I like you too, Joe.

Yes Please Lets have a bite to eat and talk some more

she clapped her handsrose up of her toes Yes!

damn good grilled cheese

Brielle was tickled when he order a glass of cold milk 

                                                         Milk? Really?

Really Im surprised when people are surprised Why You think Im too old to be drinking milk

No, it’s just that it’s been a long time since I’ve been with someone who’s ordered milk with their food, usually soda pops or coffee. What the hell, I think I’ll join you.

Great Well compare moustaches

Moustaches. Oh you’re bad.

Wha I think youll look great with a blonde moustache Against your complexion your auburn hair the redhighlights Im thinking Neapolitan ice cream

Neapolitan. Neapolitan. she said it asif it was strange in her mouth Do they still make Neapolitan ice cream?

Somewhere Id bet though Im not keen I like Butter Pecan However for you Ill make an exception

Butter Pecan, shesh. then her eyes went bright So, ah, you think I’m exceptional?

he laughedsounded like a dogs bark 

                                       Brielle Yes You are exceptional but don let it go to yer head I still gotta getya out of here through the doorway to walk you home

she smiled deliciously You are so charming.

So you an my Maw say 

the grilled cheese was good cold

her moustache was better than his 

it was because of the shape of her mouth

 

1021,  Sunday,  17  11. 19

1249, Saturday,  6  3. 21

 

chugga chugga chugga choochoo

                                   the little engine that could

hed bet straight odds this little engine couldnt despite the fierce smoke it emitted  

the caboose it hauled

the freight fright it hauled

it couldnt haul its ass up and over the mountain and into the valley below if its life depended upon it 

                                                                                                         Yagotta remember he thought the Little Engine who uttered I think I can – I think I can – I think I can - I think I can – I think I can – I think I can – I think I can orgasmically ITHINKICAN 

                                              was a she-engine

this loosey-goosey one was a he-engine

black jeans barely hanging onto his hips

chuggachuggachuggin on his vape

the smoke trailinhangin in the air ten feet behind him

he made a bet with himself

despite it wasnt nine in the morning

the he-engine would careen across the street to the Taco Bell

had he-engine been on his side of the street he had to admit he would have been tempted to trip himtrip him like small children who irritated himknew they irritated him he told them Stop they were irritating him 

                                                                                                  who he tripped landed on their hands and knees scraped them good

                                            under his breath Kid fuck with a bull you get the horns Lesson learned I hope

but of course their Waaahwahwaaaaahs selfpity drowned out any sensiblecognizant words they might have spilled

no matter  he was up walking away reading his book 

wasnt his kid

if his kids acted like that hed have tripped them too  he wouldnt stand for that

spare the rod spoil the child spare the gritty concrete spoil the child

he won his bet

he should have bet himself more

he-engine entered pocketing its vape exited several minutes later with a huge bag of Taco Bell which couldnt possibly have been all for him 

it looked like it had some hefty to it

or he carried it as if it did 

                           and he huffed and he puffedhe huffed and he puffedhe chuggachuggachugged on his vape as he waltzed back in the direction from where he came  he went around the corner out of sight at the end of the block behind a Mexican restaurant that didnt open until Lunch trailing smoke

he saw one or two more puffs rise over the top of a restaurant watched the smoke dissipate 

he didnt think the he-engine ever thought I think I can -- I think I can -- I think I can

Jesus he couldnt help but wonder if maybe he wasnt one of those boys he trippedhe dropped who never did learn their lesson 

Bon appetite

0851,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  3  3. 21

1313,  Thursday,  4  3. 21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2EhWYGbi5o

  

the power-lusting greedy racist GOP 

                                      they are not interested in governance in providing for the whole of America

Wisconsin senator Ron Johnson apparently had to get his 900 dead he had to have the $1.9 trillion Trump virus bill read out loud – his fat ass had better been sitting in chambers while it was suffered

the Republican Party is a death cult

1647,  Fryday,  5  3. 21

https://www.jsonline.com/story/news/politics/2021/03/04/ron-johnson-forces-reading-covid-relief-bill-senate-floor/4584834001/