31.7.20



he was a little crazyhed admit it
                                   if he had to defend it crazy to defend your craziness hed say  Yahwell my familys a little crazy A cocoanut dont fall far from its tree and nothing turned him on more or faster than seeing one of his family acting crazy
              there might be a special place in Heaven for them cuzHeaven wasnt keepin em out theyd storm those pearly gates an pitch all the seraphs out on their faces or keisters depending upon the attitude they caught them in by the nape of the neck and a handful of fanny – out on their pusses – or shoving em outfrom front or behind  Beat yer wings all ya want yerout

his cousin Donnalee – she liked her middle name a lot so she incorporated it – was apeshit
                                                                                                her apeshitness attracted him when they were little and when family gathered they sought one another out

she was one of three cousins he had sex withthey were drunk if youre drunk you havent sinned they knew all they had to do if they remembered was say either they didnt remembered or they blacked out
                                                                                            get loaded inhibitions fall away Comon! inhibitions didnt fall away bacchanalias wouldnt flyDionysus was a cat to hang with You fucked your mother
I didnt recognise her from behind
also
      they conceived of the thoughtthe attraction they felt would naturally be impaireddiminished by their shared blood



they ended up at a party not knowing the other was going to be there or even that they knew who threw it

it was at an apartment complex

he was told the complex had a pool

he threw some sweats in the back of the car and a towelhe was playing back-to-back soccer games then heading over

he could bathe in the pool itd be odd to show up at a party and take a shower which would happened a while later he didnt lock the door

bathed and dressed he came in through the sliding glass doors off the patio

it was dark

rocknroll played on the turntable 

people milled about on the flagstone smoking cigarettes and joints  it was a fine kettle of fish

he went inside  his two 6paks had lost some of their chill but he was told there was cold beer in the fridge  Thank you the chick was mighty toasty I could show you she said I can find itbut keep what you wanted to show me and Ill be back You're cute. she said You’re hairs wet. Its raining  No!  they were outside  No she looked up into the sky blinked her huge eyes once twice You’re a tease. You can get even when I get back


he opened the fridge  Genius  someone bought Guinness  he put his dark Heineken up

Now Partytime  he stuck his nose in the air and caught a whiff of grass he followed it down the hall to a bedroom a couplethree blowing a joint Mind if I par . . they handed it off before he could complete his ask someone rolled fat he hit it went to pass it on Nahman, enjoy. We’re fuckin’ stoned  the chick leaned against him with her tits Hey. You’re cute. Thank you No. You’re really cuteya here with someone? Nah the other guy took her by the elbow she smiled dreamily I am. he smiled at the cat and then the chick Yes you are If it dont work out Ill be around  he liked to work rooms he handed the joint back ofter a couple more tokes Tasty shit man thank you the guy looked like he was working on a reply but couldnt get it out Catcha guys later  Thanks again

it was good dope 
                   his mind was spinning by the time he reached the livingroom he leaned his back against a walltook in the playground  lotsa lotsa goodlookin women he tried to assemble who might be with who discarding the couples on the floor making outgroping or those on the couch

there was an empty chair with its back to the kitchen passthrough and a shallow counter he sat it faced the front doorfaced the sliding doors and patio to tts right  raingirl was still there he played with the notion of getting her wet

he noticed a clinch break on the floor left of the front door 

it occurred to him how big this apartment was the livingroom was enormous there was art on the walls he had passed two other bedrooms a bath a closest before he found the grass bedroom there was one more beyond it the master he assumed

the chick who broke the clinch crawled around and over other busy couples who werent disturbed
Ohshit
        she crawled on a dead bead toward him
Donnalee

Joe.

Donnalee
           she knelt before himher hands on his kneeshe caught an eyeful down her blousewhy wouldnt he she had ample breasts he knew that from when she hugged him tight at family gatherings and gave him just-a-bit-longer-than-necessary kisses hello and goodbye

Whos your amore he asked

she pressed her tits to his knees had a nice krispy look had she worn her auburnhair in a high ponytail hed be tempted to fuck her face 

I don’t know. He was cute, I wanted to kiss him. But you’re cuter.

Enough  Im getting enough of that

Not a bad things to get enough of, Joe. Whaelse would ya wanna get . enough of?

Yatryin to tempt me

she smiled demurely Yaseen Emmilie? She’s here with her on-again off-again boyfriend .After youYaoughta find them, steal her away and make him cry; he won’t fight for her . . an she’d be candy in your hands. Yaknow. She tastes like candy. I know. I’ve kissed her.

Stop Yer givin me a hard on

Nice. she grabbed his crotch playful 

he didnt flinch or stop her he was plenty high

she let go of him 

Yer tits feel good against my knees

Yer knees feel good against my tits, though I'd liked more your cock in my hand.

Yawanna lean back a bit

Yawanme to lean back? 

Yah.

she almost toppled
                     he grabbed her by the back of her armhe thought to ask but that would be anticlimactic he wasnt a gentlemannot when he was stoned

Look at me

she looked up at him with her catgreen eyes

he slipped his hand inside her blouseinside her bra and took her tit in hand squeezed  squeezed  he felt her nipple respond against his palm 
                            Nice tits Donnalee

How woudya know, ya've felt only one.

he felt the other Nice tits Donnalee he tweaked a taut nipple

Ouch. she pouted  Again.

he rolled it instead

she reached up and felt his swollen cock through his sweats  tweaked its head  

Nice cock. You saw.   I oughta see.

Help yourself

her tongue flickered like a snake I will.

she got up high on her knees and pulled the elastic waistband forward   Nice cock.

Nice tits Nice cock We gonna do anything about it Id like to


they were drawing attention to themselves

raingirl pouted he saw 

he wavedshe waved back

she curled a finger a couple of times at him comeheres  he could never get enough of a good thing

Donnalee 

Yah.

Mind brushing your hair into a high ponytail
                                               Then maybe vacate a bedroom

I could do that.

he got up out of the chairstill steadying her then helped her to her feet 

they split

he started towards raingirl then remembered his beer he doubled back  he needed to wet his whistle


going out through the sliding glass doors he saw Emmilie and the guy on the other side of the low hedge that ran about the patio  Emmilie

Joe.

he smiled at raingirl One moment please

Sure.

he crossed the patio and stepped over the hedge Donnalee said you were here  Hiya

she smiled Hiya.  she thought his hiya was ridiculous

he wanted her to think

he surprised hermaybe  he took her in his arms and gave her a huge hug  a big kiss 

she emerged breathless

her On-Off stood there

he didnt acknowledge him Donnalees in the house using the bathroom

I . . I . I should check on her; she left with a guy

Kinda cute  but not as cute as me

Emmilie smiledshook her headher walnutbrown mane then she laughed No. Not as cute as you.

I say only because Ive been getting that a lot tonight When in Rome do as the Romans do or as the natives do Ive never minded going native

You're the original native, Joe.

Thank you Emmilie  You braved me

I liked it. Think I’ll check on Donnalee. Excuse me.

Ill see you soon Im sure

I hope so.

Emmilie walked onto the porch not saying anything to On-Off

he waited like a good dog


Raingirl Excuse me 

Raingirl? Ohyes.  You seem a busy guy.

When it rains it pours he smiled
                                  You beckoned me Im here  

You are.
         I couldn’t help but no . .
. . Whacha notice

I . .
. . Yes

I . . I noticed . . . some . petting.

Innarested


I am.

Swim

Excuse me?

Yaswim Theres a pool here  

I don’t have a suit.

Yadonneed a suit If yer shy leave your bra and panties on

You think I’m shy?

Ill be naked Im high Im not thinkin


Whadaya thinkin


The water sounds nice.  Like the rain did.



a bacchanalia broke out
                          before heading down to the pool he cracked the sliding doors and announced loudly into the livingroom Were heading down to the pool to skinnydip Thought ya might enjoy coming

coming  splicing nude pictures fat cocks wet pussies pornographic stills into their imaginative stoned filmstrips


he fucked raingirl in the pool she went in nakedhe cajoled hercornered her no sooner than they got into the water ahead of the amorous crowd

he got a handful of high ponytail Donnalees  she sucked his cock as he managed her head and felt her tits 


later he saw Emmilie home On-Off abandoned herleft her to find her own way home he cried cried that she wasnt who he thought she was

You don’t know who the fuck you are! she chided him


he went crazy on Emmilie in the backseat of his car parked in front of her parents home where she was living again for the meantime

a voyeur cop rapped on the window with his flashlight You inside! he could see him moving side to side trying to see beyond the heatthe condensation fogging the windows 

Yes, officer. Emmilie responded sweetly 

she had to
            his mouth was busy elsewhere 

she might have barked a bit as the cop backed off



all in all a crazycrazy night

1822,  Thursday,  6  2. 20
1603,  Thursday,  30  7. 20
Blind Faith/Stevie Winwood  Can’t Find My Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jlLBs6YawM         



You’ve been single for awhi . .
. . Ive been a widower for awhile

Well, that’s what I meant.

No Single and a widower to two different things I was single before I got married


Please. Excuse me.


Youre excused Dont be loose with your words you know better particularly when youre addressing me I dont mince words

I said I’m sor . .
. . You said excuse me They dont equate
                                         he tried not to glower


Let me try again.
                  I am sorry.

Thank you for stepping backnot doubling down

Someone would be a fool to double down on you.

Correct


What I meant to say was that, rather ask; have you been seeing anyone?

As a matter of fact twotwoanahalf months ago I started seeing someone

No kidding?

No Im a little surprised myself I just asked It popped out Would you like to have a cup of coffee sometime

She agreed
            I think I surprised her and she surprised herself with her answer

How did you meet?

Shes a grocery checkout she sold me my groceries fourfive times in a row  I wasnt looking for her

You sure?

I buy groceries I dont look for anything other than getting in an out in as little time as possible
                                                                                                   I read in line so Im not wasting my time She asked me what I was reading a little dazzled that I was reading something different each time 

Nice I thought that she recognised that

So I asked what she was reading

We dont read the same kind of books but shes a reader


You asked her out in line?

I did

Did you think you may have had an advantage by asking her while you were in line an she was working?

Havent given it a thought you recall I said the invite popped out

Ohyes, yes you did.


May I ask her name?

Gabby

Short for Gabrielle?

No Actually shes gabby 
                          Her name is her nickname she told me I havent asked her given name

Honestly?

Yes 

Gabby . . sounds like she could possibly be irritating.

Shed be irritating if the damnedest things didnt come out of her mouth
                                                                        thats a coin toss But sometimes she just needs to shut it

That sounds precarious.

Doesnt it

Yes.

Weve worked it out Shes a spit of a womantiny Never thought Id date a woman under five feet

Under five feet?

Four-ten to be exact But shes packing quite the body on four-ten
                                                                    Though I hadnt noticed that until our first coffeefirst time out of her work smock a handsome figure


The precarious coin toss?

Yes
     Id not forgotten


An when she needs to shut it? as you’ve said.


he smiled he was bemused
                              We have an agreement

An agreement?

Yes


A mutual agreement?

Yes She appreciates why her name is Gabby
                                              When she cant stop her gabbing we agreed how to terminate it  mutually beneficial

Mutually beneficial?

Yes


May, I inquiry?


Because its mutual Ill say



You’ll say what?


When Gabby get to gabbing I say  Please quiet  or Ill stuff a cock in it 

he stood there with his mouth agape

Upside I flip her She stuffs her pussy in my face
                                                  Sometimes I think shes gabby on purpose But I aint bitchin

1933,  Thursday,  30  7. 20
0049, Reggae Friday,  31  7. 20

30.7.20


JOHN LEWIS LAID TO REST TODAY


he saw the police attack Civil Rights workers on the Pettus Bridge on television and asked his parents why

they didnt give him a good answerthey said he was too young to understand

so he asked Is it because they are black

they told him to go upstairs and cleanup for bed 

1115,  Thursday,  30  7. 20





he texted his brotherinlaw at 1135  :  :  Mornin’, Tarzan! Wrestle some Amazon or Hawaiian natives in your dreams?


Tarzan texted back at 1246  :  :  Sorry to say if I did I don’t remember the rough and tumble, the push and pull .. . . real or imagined.  Already 2 chapters into Rovelli’s Reality tho . . not quite Hawaiian level of titillation but fun for the cortex . . . et tu?


(1252)  :  :  Excellent timing! Just finished my 2nd piece, all prepped to publish later today – the first already up

Listening to Miles Davis from ’71 and getting some fresh coffee and begin #3 

I got my fingers crossed for ya, Tarzan, that you’ll remember a hot dream one day


(1323)  :  :  On a different note, Trump’s defeat in 99 days will mark a movement back to a kinder, gentler, more rational era . . we must progress . . matriculate the ball down the metaphorical field . . I’m ready for some fresh change . 4th quarter, baby!   


(1349)  :  :  Halftime, baby! in the tunnel watching the cheerleaders – rumour has it that a few in the squad are performing with panties



their Fourth quarter/Halftime dance was ongoing
                                                    they were only three years apart his brotherinlaw older convinced that they were in the Fourth quarter of Life 
                                             Halftime sounded better than Fuck you and his brotherinlaw was a tad hung up on Fuck you because his father was hung up on profanity generally

Yaknow if your father were still alive I wouldnt hold my tongue An it wouldnt have anything to do with being disrespectful more how we grew upwhere we grew up  an that were two men I dont cater to another man let alone what might offend him  Deal with it Or walk away       



(1408) Tarzan  :  :  Now you are closing in on the meaning/purpose of life . . Sam Harris would commend your insight as carnal knowledge   


(1423)  :  :  Actually I meant to say “without” panties, but to write “some are performing with panties” implies that others are not . .

Did I tell you I bought their panties after they warmed up? Yup. Only 5 bucks a pair . . still warm . a tad moist, smelling good. And that’s why I worked a paper route for a penny a paper . . . 500 pennies, 500 delivered papers for warmed pairs of panties – truth be known, I would have paid more.

Sam Harris be damned. I wouldn’t buy his panties with your 500 pennies – yup, didn’t mean to crush you, Sam wears women’s panties – silk drawers – can’t blame him -- I tried them once but it was like getting a handjob with a silken mitten


(1541)  :  :  I did get the panties implication . . kind of backdoor but grasped. Sam in panties is all for u to muse about but a penny a paper really puts a different value on that price of copper . . akin to Jack London earning a pittance per paragraph for say, Martin Eden. 

It might be easier to list what you haven’t tried, Joe, butt not as fun and rather brief methinks


(1550)  :  :  I tried to teach my daughters the true value of copper

Methinks when something has a promise or a distinct possibility of pleasure in it for me – heterosexually speaking – because I am an avowed – like a churchgoer – heterosexual . . I’d be an idiot not to at least try and provoke it; and then try it again

   
Monday,  27  7. 20
1553,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  7. 20

worst ever


Donald J. Trump is making his charge to cement his standing as the worst president of the United States ever

U.S. Economy Drops 32.9% in Worst GDP Report Ever
                                         and that on top 150,000 Americans dead from the coronavirus  hundreds maybethousands of bodies of victims who died alone being kept in refrigerated semi-trailers because mortuaries cannot embalm or cremate them fast enough
1016,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

and always a lil’ firecracker the president also tweeted this for good measure  “With Universal Mail-In Voting (not Absentee Voting, which is good), 2020 will be the most INACCURATE & FRAUDULENT Election in history. It will be a great embarrassment to the USA. Delay the Election until people can properly, securely and safely vote???”


asshole